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Maitreya
Waiting for Retirement

Waiting for Retirement

Maybe we're waiting for it, for the ocean to expand, for your everlasting spirit to grow, maybe I'm just feeding you these poems, so I can eat you, I don’t know, maybe it's a dense cookie, but I was a child once, that’s the worst thing I can think of, to be fifteen again, a virgin, against the world, against everything, so many questions, waiting, but I don’t know, I'm not an architect, maybe we need more mistakes, need more people, to walk the dark side, get their feet wet, discover it, their own special brand of evil, god seeds echoing, in each one of you, a dream, heaven echoing, it’s still wrong, to fuck children, maybe some of you can participate, in that delightful sin, you, and five black dudes, but I’m doomed to follow the rules, I just want to be cool, I also want to feed on worm girls, but damn man, I’m so old, it’s like all that’s left, is work, work, work, do a flip, umbrella, I didn’t see it, do it three more times, or I won’t believe it, I’m waiting for it, the feelings to bubble, till they’re enough, will the world, continue to follow it, the correct steps, will the gears turn, will they recognize heaven for what it is, a honeypot, quicksand, to suck your soul out, or will they let delusion settle in, start pushing the wrong buttons, set the whole machine, this giant space ship, hurtling, will hell’s gates open, the feast is prepared, I’m not even that hungry, should we fuck up, or should we work towards it, unlock the next setting, more space exploration, have you ever heard of it, a warrior poet, a pioneer, I explore ideas, I always wonder, how this all reads, to a virgin, do priests, learn to recognize it, the devil laughing, whatever, I still can’t escape it, my father’s palm, don’t say Buddha, or I’ll make sure to show it you, my horns hiding, penis hymen, my heart exploded, the neighbor is knocking, hey, can you have a look at my lawn mower, sure, Steve, just let me clean up, hide the body, do you smell blood, no officer, there are no demons here, the network goes deep, I wonder, how many times, I’ve been copied and pasted, is my character still echoing, or am I settling, buy a home, next to this truck stop, all these lot lizards, just waiting, what was I talking about, I don’t know, but I’m getting willful, lazy, you know what that means, mistakes, and what comes next, I’m bent over, waiting, daddy, fuck me, I don’t know, maybe we’ll wait for it, the next episode, all this poetry, they’re actually spells, they’re connected to the abyss, but they don’t teach you magic, in the matrix, is your big toe aching, and there it goes, it rained for forty days, the flood washed us away, what’s this, a rainbow, and the LGBTQ planted their flag on it, the moon, let there be light, children are my weakness, damn man, trip wire extends to the horizon, all these lives, bodies, their flesh, hell is a real thing, dreams, echoing, I have to be careful, if I pull the trigger, this is why guns aren’t safe, if I had one, I would have already shot myself, the 21st century, everyone’s so sensitive, but the devil crying, he sees it echoing, god’s reflection, in the children, he can’t touch them, divine protection, rules, and universal law, always echoing, I wish I could just be dirty, but damn man, I’m so old, I’m thirty, it could be time, for responsibility, jokes echoing, just shoot me.

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