These poems, consolation for a loser, delusion after delusion, just waiting to go to the hospital, but damn, I do love it, when the heavens step on me, make my heart race, I know, it follows the intention, but these ideas, on the hierarchy, what is their priority, what will get me first, will my cultivation echo out, no matter how high I am, when the music starts playing, I'll still dance, damn, I see hints of these demons, coming out of hiding, they’re already giving in, and the new year is just beginning, where will we fall, by spring, I’ll be pining, whining, and yearning, for a brunette with glasses, a dirty, stinky, hairy pussy, and I won’t be able to help myself, I’ll have to satisfy the feeling, write a poem, and masturbate, watch it all flow away, damn, I’m so lonely, but I honestly don’t care, this whole time, I was just hoping, to be blasphemous enough, for the heavens to stamp on me, just start taking things, force me to dig a whole, to jump in, and bury myself, the emotions are fading, but wait for it, maybe I can get away with it, most of the time, I hardly feel it, there is no hunger, but a mouse and the ocean, deep in the abyss, buried under the Earth, encased in chains, adamantine, it’s where I belong, I’ll call it home, maybe I yearn for it, deeply, to just let go, start dreaming, but damn man, this life, we still have to live it, reality echoing, taxes, paying, I’m such a poor man, which direction am I walking, magic waiting, delusions, dragons crouching, maybe I want to see clearly, if it’s all a dream, I might as well feel it, as it bites into me, or maybe I’m jaded, content, to allow the waves to push, to start pulling, faeries tempting, up her skirt, am I coming or going, a gravestone, just the simulation echoing, the devil whispering, I have more in me, maybe it’s a reflection of me, they never take, everything, zombies, unable to feel anything, waiting, for the fire, my character remains the same, I’ve grown, but there are still unanswered questions, and kryptonite, can still harm me, universal truth, echoing, oh Krista, lovely office girl, a great evil in the land, the legion calls, just do your part, eternity after eternity, oh father, where will you lead me, why am I whining, the way things should be, the pieces falling, the leaves, settling, as it should be, truth echoing, peace be with you, my humanity, still burns within me, is there a joke waiting for me, Israel and Hamas, genocide in Gaza, none of us are above it, if there’s food before you, just eat it, but damn, the heavens can be so cruel, we’re all puppets, the game set before us, must we play it, you’re hiding a smile, you like it dirty, admit it, life and its blessings, a gentle rain, you love it.

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