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Losing my Virginity

Losing my Virginity

When you’re in a maze, a labyrinth, you start to look for the exit, that’s me in this life, Alice in Wonderland, lost track of the joke, got lost, thought it would work itself out, if he just kept producing stuff out, but I've been dreaming, I've been content, I'm a demon, who needs to look for the exit, I'm just a support analyst, just a virgin, god and the devil, pushing and pulling, just a machine, the days happening, like clockwork, the world still exists, but what happens when I don’t look, I smell another episode, this life is just an experience, trade your meal for a little bit of hunger, remember, how it feels to yearn, to dream, no baby, don’t just give it to me, art is a great beast, heaven comes too easy, when you fall to the abyss, drink fish piss, that wild roller-coaster ride, I was worried, of scaring the kids, but maybe its alright, these poems are sort of wild, its sort of like rape for the innocent, a gentle rain for the hungry, power and blood, its also a joke, sort of humorous, for a while there, it was just the truth echoing out, if these poems were a man walking, he would have to be put on a sex offenders list, for all those crimes against those girls, everything is still a test, maybe I’ve failed it, I’m ready to let go, I feel the down slope, a softness, gentle skin, a hairy bush, under your panties, damn it, not again, do you dare say thirty thousand lifetimes, even the poor, have the devil to trade with, I’m just a beast, looking for a place to end it, bang, bang, four twenty, what are you doing with the puppy, a collar, a leash, my baby, you keep losing, but I like it dirty, tentacles, we’re all just tendrils, our source, a great being, its sort of like limbo, how low can you go, reduced to atoms, can you make it back up again, have all the rich people given up the game, sold it for money, for safety, under lock and key, in hell they’re having a great feast, I hope I get invited, just a mercenary, hunting for his meal, but I’ll settle, for a pair of white bunnies, wet tits, a hairy bush, a deer, witches cackling, in the moonlight, the patriarchy am I right, easy baby, we all need to feed, wolves, asura on the loose, fly you fools, this could be a kid’s show, have you met Elmo, maybe I’ve broken all the rules, our father is still above us, so much blasphemy, hymen, after hymen, follow it, what excites us, rape, murder, pillage, released inhibitions, we’re all demons, dreaming, we fall, our legs broken, the heavens make it alright again, time can heal a lot of things, wisdom, it ruins a lot of things, be an actor, say your lines, remember your character, do your part, deep in the matrix, do your work, all effort is rewarded, the truth is always echoing, and those feelings have to be satisfied, unless you’re a bad dreamer, you don’t pay your debts, all that unfinished karma, just rotting, it will produce ghosts, you need an exorcist, magic spells, my identity is a large web, sorcery is all about timing, when the stars align, the moon in the sky, have some Stella, four beers, good night, don’t say his name, it calls his spirit, just whisper, love and dreams, he who shall not be named, damn man, so much blasphemy, how long will we be stuck on this plane, the prairies, Winnipeg, a frozen throne, circuit city, his tendrils goes deep, his selfishness is unending, blood flows through my veins, maybe eighty years will all echo out, and at the end of it, the curtains will fall, and I’ll be let out, allowed to rest in peace, war echoes throughout this world, we could all be gods, who settled, allowed the pieces to fall, we’ve played this game several times, do you finally recognize your part, accepted it, who wants to make a move, the shots heard round the world, the big bang, chaos, let’s finally rest, just a poet, doing his part, echoes, life and love, rainfall, wouldn’t it be nice, if the flood washed us away, maybe it would be too easy, the waves push and they pull, where will they settle, oh look, boobs, the gentle shape of the land, don’t give up, a hero on a journey, you’re on the moon, you still can’t see it, I’m feeding on little girls, demons, heaven calling, the holy maiden, she needed a friend, how far do we dare to go, slay an army, I don’t want to do it again, a chasm I can’t cross, I really need to go West, make my way to the exit, this is just a test, the cookie crumbled, I fell to a side, an educated man, in hell, he would have pride, it would eat him up, he wouldn’t be able to live with himself, I’m just an Fillipino man, sometimes I’m Joyboy laughing, Trafalgar, just passing, this could be the sweet spot, if I go further, I would risk being mortal, karma, the abyss building up, I would be like molasses, keep going, it could be worth it, waiting for the signal, the world, a dense nucleus, bitch, don’t think, just do it, its wet and slimy, its hairy, its tickling me, go further, knock, knock, a vampire, sirens, it’s the cops, open up, a Trojan horse, it follows the intention, he could go either way, who hasn’t been locked up, learn magic, start a cult, some tarot cards, three of cups, cigarettes, fried fish, is it all out, maybe its time to get serious, I’m getting hungry, poetry is satisfying, but its tough, finding a place to end it, a story, puzzle pieces, your piece of the pie, you have to earn it, window open, it still exists, the machine, its huge, but you can’t see it.

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