Did you know your penis has a hymen, different blood levels to it, heart rates, if you truly break it, become a demon, you would have died in this world, the rest of your life would be a dream, you would be fucking queens, royalty, tasty, innocence, haha, I'm just kidding, explore if you will, you’ll probably find nothing, delusion after delusion, the devil is laughing, maybe you’d only see it, in a special circumstance, maybe its easy enough, to categorize, big dick, small dick, do dicks not grow, whatever, I don’t know, I just thought I’d write it, because I dreamt of it, my heart exploded, and my penis became huge, I’m pretty sure I died, but the dream was great, spent it, with my nurse wife, maybe that’s done now, there could be other paths to explore, I was late today, I’m pretty sure the heavens are still watching, I want to go through the valley, but daddy has a personality, I’m not sure, where he’ll direct me to go, I’m like an Xbox controller, some of you might think this is dumb, to be undecided, by one’s own freedom, to conform, to the heavens above, the devil below, but reality echoes out all around us, if you ever thought you were in charge, you’d be the retard, fuck man, my whole existence echoing out, trapped, within this architecture, I can’t even be clever, I used to think so, but I was a fool, a child once, probably forever more, stuck in Neverland, I’m not an architect, but if you move forward, if you grow, if your spirit expands, it would simply be approved above, so many hymens, yet still stuck within this character, everyone wants to move on, but we’re stuck on the merry-go-round, I don’t know man, is my father waiting for something, complete conformity, to his design, or does it take a few business eternities to process, for the snake to climb the tree, the wheel to turn, the matrix, to fall even further, man, I don’t know, are the heavens merciful, we’re all idiots, but would he really reduce us, to less than nothing, I don’t know, does he act according to artistry, or does it really depend on my mindset, I think I’m trapped, so I’m trapped, would the path extend, if I did the work, sow the seeds, cultivate the karma, I don’t know, I don’t know man, what am I waiting for, one thing’s for sure, I’m pretty sure I’m evil, I’m not sure if everyone’s like that, for some people, its not even a question, I always worry I’m too much of a dick, too heavy, too passionate, stepping over the line, too cruel, I look to my father above, what’s next, a blue bird, a book published, a fall, Christmas, the new year, the seasons passing, a Kun-Peng, passing overhead, a tapestry, the god network, am I looking for an answer, maybe, I see it in many eyes, humanity, that roller-coaster ride, I see them wondering, what’s next, will the heavens indulge us, does the universe expand, maybe this is above my pay-grade, I’m content to just circle my territory, but is there something I should do, oh lord, what do you expect of me, I used to be married to a goddess, but now I’ll settle for some fish, some Canadian geese, maybe I just want to get my dick wet, yeah man, whatever, I’ll settle for that.

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