How High

I'm still a demon,

What do I do,

I can’t wipe,

All these bloodstains,

No matter how many,

Showers I take,

I'm still tainted,

I'm insatiable,

All I do is eat, eat, eat,

How can the heavens,

Stand to see it,

Am I too good,

At the game,

Why do I keep scoring points,

At this rate,

Heaven's gates will open,

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Again and again,

All I do is make jokes,

These are just cheat codes,

Oh lord, please smite me,

Show me, your terrible love,

Cast me, back to hell,

To the abyss, let me,

Mourn my life, my lips,

On forbidden fruit,

Lord, forgive me,

I’m not going to stop,

I’m going to keep digging,

Until hell lets me in.

Accepting Life

The temptation of heaven could still be the same,

It probably is, and I probably, still hate it,

I could still yearn, for hell, for blasphemy,

The dirtiest, hairiest, pussy,

The most foul, piss stained,

Lips, but you know what,

I'm not in charge,

I could settle,

For a French vanilla.

Vulnerable Monster

I can’t stand the light,

It burns my skin,

The public eye,

Scares me,

There could be,

Vampire hunters,

Everywhere,

I'm tired of shifting,

One day, they won’t believe me,

I'll be seen through,

I'll be naked,

Alone in my room,

A demon,

Love bite after love bite,

If I keep going,

I could risk my life,

Eventually,

A stake through my heart,

God’s mercy,

The end,

Of my miserable life.

It Is What It Is

I've made many mistakes,

I'm an insatiable demon,

Of course I'm evil,

But nothing has ever been so terrible,

As my childhood, what a terrible sin,

To be young and free,

So many mistakes,

Many of them deadly,

Who will bear the burden,

Of that neglect,

The chaos,

That tangled web,

I'm not an architect,

My parents, my family,

Could be greater than I think,

Or these mistakes,

Could still haunt me,

I dread to think,

I hope god is merciful,

But decisive, god, I love you,

Don’t hesitate, to judge me.