My whole life is just a pathway, but I keep coming back, circling round and round, I'm not sure why, maybe its what I want to see, my spirit, the universe, expanding, I'm just curious, what would happen, if I go further down the path, if I wasn’t, who I was, my character, old questions, my skill allotment, arranged as they are, maybe I'm just my father, role playing as me, pretending to be, something dirty, not as great, as the universe, as the heavens, the devil works through all of us, is it you or is it me, maybe we all have a piece, this red-haired princess, this lovely brunette, this busty nerdy girl with glasses, its too much stimulation, I’m cumming, what would I do if I wasn’t me, maybe I’d be a virgin, settle with a blue bird, bathe her body, heal her disease, she wants to get higher, to grow old with me, baby, I should give you more, what do you want to see, what’s beyond the horizon, what makes up the sea, the dirty depths, of the abyss, a tentacle monster, climbing inside of you, a witch doctor, so many sweet words, we would all give you the world, but what is it you seek, maybe I’m special, would you give your soul to me, a mercenary, a poet, and a military advisor, how much further, does this story go, I bet as far, as my mind dares to go, four, five, six, how many coins, to cross the river Styx, go further and you’ll find the golden age, some old and ugly questions, go too far, you’ll find a baby on a throne, a court of angels, somewhere around there, is an indulging father, somewhere around there, is a bunch of babies, having an orgy, oh, the tales I could tell, the things I’ve seen, I also have lost memories, I used to enslave girls, I was the devil, and no one dared to stop me, we were all just following the feeling, we knew where we were on the hierarchy, doing what we’re told, the devil whispering in my ear, feed, feed, feed, I don’t dare to doubt, that somewhere above us, there are gods greater than us, paying some sort of money, to live our lives, to play our save files, we’re just sims, just dolls, this is all just an experience, deep, much deeper, I was just a kid, who thought, am I crazy, or is the world crazy, and I burned some rich dude’s house, further along that path, I questioned morality, I found myself in this lovely world, but I wondered, why is it, that all these youths, have so much power, so much freedom, why are they allowed to do whatever they wanted, I hated it, so I became a demon lord, I held a ball, met a beautiful noble, I fell in love, but I was shy, so sexually frustrated, I could have raped her, gave her the night of her life, she’s someone, we all loved deeply, I don’t know, it was how so many of us were built, ready to sacrifice, give this girl our life, but I was young, a youth, I couldn’t understand, why someone would want, to settle for something, so close to trash, to get lost, in the deep abyss, that is love, oh so many stories to tell, somewhere I can’t see, there’s a chasm I can’t cross, there was also a world of magic, I traveled the universe, portal after portal, I slayed a whole army, just to save the holy maiden, but she wasn’t imprisoned, she was just a girl, learning, what the heavens have to offer, this was her army, a whole religion, and she was their leader, but she loved me once, what’s mine is hers, it was my right, to slay all the men around her, oh my, so many regrets, all the girls I haven’t made love to yet, may we have the future, I wonder how far it goes, the West extends so far, I have so much more, so much more of the world, the universe, god’s mind, humanity, so much magic, technology, deep in the matrix, to explore, what will it take, to be a general in hell, how many orders must I follow, so many side quests, I don’t even care about to plot, I just want more.
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