In the presence of a predator, my father, I'm going to start hesitating, making mistakes, I'm going to start, giving up freedom, ideas, he's going to start hiding them from me, I might have to go on a journey, I might have to live my life, just for these answers, these feelings, to satisfy them, he's stirring it within me, emotions, I'd rather be dead, just a shadow, living in the past, my questions, already answered, but maybe the fire is here, maybe I'll have to start dancing, I'm losing my ability, to continue writing, maybe I can still make it, pretty, there are still rules, and I have to play by them, I’m just sorry, I can’t claim everything, I might have to learn, generosity, the heavens above, bending to them, daddy, I’m ready, just fuck me, so gross, how about a little romance, do you still yearn for flesh, honestly, I’m a man, I would rather fight than make love, but I understand my limitations, father, if you want to imprison me, than I don’t dare fight against it, I’m a beast, but I can be tamed, this game, I just don’t want to play it, my heart beat, my emotions, I’d rather settle for passing, a gravestone, maybe next eternity, these decisions, maybe we still have to make them, love, and family, maybe the time for jokes are over, maybe life is serious, and its time to relax, calm down, rejoice, in our blessings.

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