She's just looking for approval homie, sweet Miranda, what a lovely girl, but she’s so young, I couldn’t possibly commit, I'm like thirty, I'm not Leonardo DiCaprio, robbing the cradle, damn man, I have standards, someone I couldn’t communicate with, have intelligent conversation, I couldn’t stand it, I know I spout a lot of shit, but I'm still a human man, my parents didn’t do a bad job of raising me, I understand love, responsibility, I understand, my part in the community, there’s enough dirt, enough grime in the world, I don’t need to add on top of it, I say these things from a place of virginity, it doesn’t have any part of me, always outside of it, so why not, shed some light on it, but damn man, the line, did I cross it, I masturbated before I had a chance, but man, if things went wrong, if I was a little hornier, I could have made this girl mine, taste her youth, her innocence, but I’m not an architect, eternity after eternity, I still have my place, on the hierarchy, oh baby, why can’t I just, eat everything, relax, easy, I’m not even hungry, I just want to pass the test, unlock the next setting, I have this tendency, to be a bunny running, digging, digging, to be a goat climbing, a cock cawing, I still have my writing, its how I usually deal, with all the horniness, if my poetry is gross, you just know I’m not getting any, it’s within the rules of virginity, but I am old, I’m like thirty, I need to settle down, find a home, I need to find a girlfriend, someone, to see Carmen with, I have an extra ticket, dammit man, maybe I’ll just see it, with my mom, would that be weird, I don’t know, I haven’t seen it, but from what I’ve heard, probably, I might as well ask Vater, the sexy waiter, or if I have the opportunity, a lovely nurse girl, or maybe Ravinder, a blue bird, I don’t know man, damn man, why can’t I ever eat venison, oh Velma, how I yearn for you, a dream, a delusion, this grand game, where will I fall in, I’m doomed to die, eventually, yeah man, its just HP, I don’t know man, the universe, I’m somewhere around here, I have my place, the cookie crumbling, can I really, unlock the next setting, or am I crystalizing, its so late man, can’t a man get any rest around here, some sort of clarity, I have work tomorrow, I work next to, an architecture firm, this seems to be, a line of some sorts, do you smell a journey, a dragon, hoarding treasure, a ley line, in my father’s house, there are many rooms, he doesn’t want us to sin, but he understands our limitations, all feelings, must find satisfaction.

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