God's love has always been terrible,

If you're on the wrong side of him, his love can cast you to the abyss,

If you’re on the right side of him, if he likes you, his love can make you feel like the dirtiest piece of shit in the world, spiritually, you would be in the abyss,

We could just be children, but I'm more willing to assume, we're closer to demons,

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Before god almighty, this evil could just be a reflection of him,

But either way, we're closer to the animals of the earth, than anything so holy,

God fuck me, every time he shows it to me,

That great and terrible beast, that is love,

I can’t handle it, its too much,

Like a mouse who fell into the ocean,

I’d rather not acknowledge him,

Or the love, and deep hatred, I have for him,

Some of you are lucky enough to have never felt it,

That great and terrible fucking beast,

Some of you are neurodivergent,

Some of you are aromantic, asexual,

Sorry god, I'm hiding, I’m a virgin,

I don’t understand the lexicon,

Pussy, pee pee, what could it mean,

Please, someone just kill me.