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Maitreya
Mercenary

Mercenary

I think I see it, the river diverged in a past life, and we found ourselves here, there are other dudes, who are a reflection of me, but somewhere along the way, they chose something different, the personality, it fell to a side, its either that, or these guys have been asked the same questions, about godhood, the golden age, and abyss walkers, we've been in some familiar places, its nice to see familiar faces, I like these guys, just because they remind me of me, but if I know myself, they're also hunters in disguise, you guys don’t understand the height, the level at which we played, perfection, 100%, we all won, at the end, it was just a matter of style, I’m more of a free flowing guy, that other dude is a try-hard, he needs to relax, and that other guy has too much feelings, he’s bound to get horny, but one thing’s for sure, I’m pretty sure we all love humanity, what this place, Earth, offers us, a taste of innocence, I’m pretty sure we all love children, we all circle around this place I’m sure, I don’t know where these guys will end up, I wish for it to get messy, for my karma to extend, like a spider web, catching everything in its net, I also want to keep my eye out, for god seeds, good ideas, I love it, seeing others’ accomplishments, it makes me feel good, that others are making it, but for the dumbasses, the little beasts, and demons, I don’t mind stealing, take all their hard work, and eat it, I’m a bully, and the heavens have always been cruel, I haven’t thought of it in a long time, the height beyond this, a long time ago, I went out, I searched for it, but there was nothing but the void, a vast chasm, I couldn’t cross it, below me, its where they built civilization, how many eternities will I linger, for the universe to expand, you’re either in or you’re out, if the heavens wanted it, they could show you whatever you want, but maybe they’re waiting for something, divine inspiration, I’ve lived this life many times, and I always get caught in the same bottlenecks, its my humanity, and the people, the universe around me, I yearn to go my own way, live peacefully, cultivate, grow, or go to war, but I’m forced to act accordingly, I think I’m high, but the heavens can move me just the same, karma is self-completing, and my earnest desire to fuck, always comes back, bites me in the ass, but damn man, when the heavens allow it, the dream can be so beautiful, love is a grand delusion, how many times, would I fall in, it fucks you, you don’t know which way is up, when it lets go, you don’t even know where you are, this poetry, is also a reflection of the environment around me, its not a nice place, Manitoba Housing, there’s gangsters and prostitutes all over the place, I get by, make my living as a support analyst, a lot of what I buy, is just on credit, damn man, this debt, will I ever make it, what was I saying, oh yeah, this poetry is getting stagnant, the feelings pushing them, is being contained, in something embarrassing, I need to come up with something new, but this is just a record, I don’t decide the content, it follows the flow of this life, birthed, with a spark, divine inspiration, it flows, and it flows, somehow, a poem is born, I keep using the same things over again, but I’m not an architect, its following the plot line, but it really is a prison within a prison, a blue bird, a white dove, mercy please, from above, I smell it, the heavens want to fuck, its almost the full moon, soon, I’ll be dancing, the cookie is so dense, it contains so much, just to get to the next thing, so many things, to get past, this is why you need martial arts, space folding techniques, time travel, this is why you need, magic, love, and a healthy amount of delusion, I’m honestly such a vulnerable guy, I talk a lot of shit, but one day, a lady will see it, clearly, I’m a scared virgin, but one day I’ll be eaten, damn man, I can’t believe I’m writing this all out on the internet, do I not think I’ll get caught, that someone in my life will find it, I smell it, consequences, my father, waking up.

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