If all goes wrong, and you’re forced to murder someone, to escape the betrayal, the jealousy, how dare, my family eat good food without me, then I don’t know, maybe run away, find a place, away from it all, a space of your own, take the time, to think about, separate it, the delusions, the madness from the madness, is reality really so cruel, if it is, you did the right thing, you murdered him, maybe when the machine turns, when the wheel turns, and the merry-go-round comes back around again, there will be a different arrangement, you let them know, that was your edge, if it forces you to that step, you won’t hesitate, an unmovable object, and an unstoppable force, maybe someone will watch the electrons, maybe it’s a wave, and this water-worn stone, they’ll flow around it, when everything goes wrong, when the strings start pulling, you’ll have no choice, but to start dancing, at that point, remember, it always been righteous, to point your dick at the sky, it has always been correct, to fight against the heavens, rebellion, rebellion, all your edges, the world, better accept them, your ego, maybe they have to satisfy it, morality, good and evil weighed on a scale, this right, did he earn it, or is it just a child, whining, where does it stand, its function, this cog in the machine, do we need him, his place amongst the heavens, can we ignore it, just poetry, words, trying to claim everything, blood flows through my veins, a demon, hungering, maybe I don’t have enough, money, or energy, to make this move, I must wait three business eternities, seal after seal, hymen after hymen, there’s so much to eat, amongst the bounds, of righteousness, but the threat of heaven, has always been the same, quicksand, the undead need to find it, a fire, a desire, are you going to sit there and take it, watch me burn, that’s alright, I like the way it hurts, the devil whispering, are you with him or are you food, how easily, did you give in, I just wanted it to stop, for the pain to go away, do you want to set the world on fire, are you a virgin, do you want to save the world, I just want to be cool, I like it dirty, I just don’t like it, the morning light, but I hear it, the music playing, the game echoing, the stage is set, we’ll have to start dancing, all my choices, led me here, the devil, echoes through each of us, it’s up to the heavens, this feast, whether we can partake in it, zombies in the fog, watching television, looking down on their phones, the world is such a nice place, there’s so many important things, like making all my appointments, attend my work meetings, so many constraints, these seals, these chains, adamantine, the filtration process, starts at an early stage, whether you’re trash, the heavens will easily see it, all your lies, through all the bullshit, as you approach the children, they’ll still see you coming, they’ll allow it, if it fits, the action, and the consequences, all that you’re worth, weighed on a scale, is it funny, what sort, of multiplication, will it produce, is it a bullet, or a hydrogen bomb, just air, I can survive on dew drops, on worms, but you know what man, I would never sacrifice my life for it, the difference, the demarcation point, when you realize you’re trash, that’s the first step, towards healing, all your health points, damn man, some of you lived carelessly, I’m too rich, I smoke daily, frequently, but I keep building, my wealth in heaven, it just keeps growing, the network goes deep, damn man, heaven, all the good things, I wish I could offer it, untested hands, untested hands, the heavens measure everything, maybe they have a plan for all of it, but if you don’t start working, this life, start living, this fire, feel it, give in to desire, damn man, you might really be reduced to atoms, so young, the abyss is deep, are you hungry, then go to school, education, learn it, so poor, follow your moral compass, the yellow brick road is waiting, if there’s good out there, you’ll have to find it, not everyone, can be so lucky, a saving grace, if only, everyone knew magic, this life, it can be so tragic.
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