You don’t understand man, if you were in Valhalla, if you were immortal, would you or would you not be a warrior, its sort of a natural progression, to be a gangster, break like 16 hymens, you'll find the same thing, lusting after Suzie, her tight dress, Crocodile Rock, okay, relax everyone, stay in character, watching the children open Christmas presents, damn man, why do they always have the tastiest food to eat, and all the sin, they’re the only ones stupid enough to commit them, I wish I was evil, Vader, the dark side, and cookies, do I watch him, because I yearn to be him, to learn from him, or am I wary, ready to react, lest I get fucked by him, of course its tasty, and someone has to do it, the heavens, love their cruelty, but you can’t even choose it, its like a pie that fell from the sky, onto your lap, you start to question, do I even deserve this, is this what I want, but wet, juice, fruit, lips, before your eyes, you can’t turn away, you must consume it, even if your daughter cries, she’s wondering why her, unable to ask the question, for what she yearns, I don’t know, life is weird, its sort of a comedy, the heavens are jealous, so they throw the tastiest fruit in the garbage, what are you a raccoon, are you going to dig to find it, if you’re already there, you might as well taste it, I don’t know, the heavens are merciful, if it aligns with your personality, all the little boys crying, why me, why me, I want to grow up to be just like daddy, we’re just a reflection of him, his story, echoing out, through every part of me, and women have their own story, what’s going on over there, I couldn’t even know, I just know, in each of them hides heaven, I would offer my soul, try to sell the world, yeah, you think they’re trash, but if you thought heaven was a place, you’d be wrong, heaven’s gates are actually in your mom’s panties, where was I going with this, are all those kids still on a journey, the flower blooming, layer after layer, of reality, a lot weaves through here, where do they go, I don’t know, the West extends, time travel is a thing, ghosts and black magic, is always waiting, the future moves forward, all work must be done, nothing stops the truth from echoing out, the cookie continues to crumble, we all fall to a side, somewhere on the hierarchy, your boss fucking your wife, you’ll say to yourself, do I deserve this, if its done to me I can do it to you, damn man, the heavens are horny, the bug exterminators are coming tomorrow, and Rogers is going to install internet, can I afford all this shit, probably not, I’m in debt, and this is just a record, its like a bunch of texts to your number, my shopping list, I watch too many memes, they’re funny, its like art to me, I’m always looking out for it, where the heavens hide their treasure, its deep in there, and sometimes you have to dig, but I love consuming morsels, damn man, I finally found it, the clitoris, Laugh Tale, and Gold Roger, what was I saying, keep going man, I bet you can go farther, life is hard for a kid, and maybe if you find yourself here, you’ll realize the same thing as me, its disgusting to offer help, to try to be good, but damn man, someone has to do the work, the world is a terrible place, but maybe I need it to be that way, to get out of bed, go to school, make a difference, become a better reflection, of this dirty place, I don’t keep going, try to have faith, just kidding, but who knows what floats, you could be right, maybe that’s the right way to get high, learn the basics, to be human, make mistakes, learn sympathy, for our failings, I don't know, are you following the ball, its just a game right, a simulation, whatever gets you through the day, but damn man, its winter, almost my birthday, I’m starting to catch feelings, its sort of gay, maybe I’ll turn to preaching, to teaching, tutor your daughter after school, pierce her balloon, watch as the river flows red, blood everywhere, but I don’t care, I’m going to keep fucking, damn man, when I get going, whatever, I have to work, I’m not sure if I can contain my feelings, I’m not an architect, but I want to unlock the next setting, maybe everything I do is miniscule, not worth worrying, I do work next to an architecture firm, maybe they have some answers, a wizard in a tower, ringing a bell, the nucleus is so dense, it contains so much, an ocean of reasons, as the cookie crumbles, I can’t help but feel, the call to make decisions, maybe its next year’s problems, Russia calling, maybe its Maybelline, my boss doing a line of coke, a boundary, a barrier, three pints, and two pots of coffee, a joint, and a song playing, maybe this is close to blasphemy, this isn’t my first rodeo, I’ve broken a lot of hymens, penis hymen, my heart exploding, my dick getting huge, me wiping my asshole, its dirty and full of shit, nerdy girl with glasses, are you salivating, I smell a dream echoing, take me to the hospital, I miss the nurse girls, go to Shannon’s, ogle the servers, what was I worrying about, I just want to keep going, I forget I’m high as fuck, and I just keep eating, I need to have some sympathy, maybe the heavens are horny, a reflection of me, a sexually frustrated flower, will I find release, its dangerous to bottle it up inside, so I write it out, post it on the internet, get on stage, to speak about virginity, I’m very jealous, okay, time’s up, I felt like I slept in this morning, an extra hour of sleep, its so weird, but its such a nice thing, the sun was up, as I was walking, the rest of the work week awaits, dealing with a lot of printer shit, emails, tracing, this is sort of getting boring, ending, dreaming, sleeping, maybe I’ll see you next season, believe in, the flowing, past this is too much, I’m going to just stop, something about love, what a scary feeling, but it could be coming up, deer in the headlights, maybe it will finally hit me, the consequences of my actions, I wonder if I’ll get with Ravinder, I’d settle you know, seems like such a lovely girl, I wonder if its hairy, I always fall for chicks with glasses, déjà vu, damn man, this life, its happening again, struggle, fight against it, don’t fall for the nerdy chick, with glasses, Elizabeth Olsen, please save me, take me away, from my destiny, I lingered too long, I might start to get crazy, weird shit always happens, when you hesitate, don’t fear the reaper, if you ignore the feeling, you just might get away with it, you won’t have to get married, or go to the dentist, you can just continue to write poetry, without consequences, reality echoing out all around us, we’ve all been trained, for the life that’s doomed to move forward, like a flowing river, a dog circling his territory, I want it so bad man, to unlock the next setting, I always give up, expect the heavens to have mercy, but maybe I’m a cow being led to slaughter, maybe I’m a reflection of the world, it’s the end of 2023, just following along the plot line, Israel versus Hamas, art is the same everywhere you go, this is like a weird reflection of that world, all these mirrors, reflecting each other, where is the truth, where is your father, I just want to eat, eat a bunch of fish, have an orgy, I haven’t been feeding my Neopets, I don’t want to neglect that blue bird, fuck what’s closest to me, all my karma echoing, you need to keep digging, unlock the next part, of your girlfriend’s story, aim for 100%, get all the achievements, thirty thousand times, maybe its short to me, save up enough, to buy some property, the West extends a long way, it would be good to know a succubus, a holy priestess, Hera, the gods above us, maybe I’m touching something close, its holy, a lot of curses, a lot of blasphemy, witches casting spells, I could be going to hell, whatever delusion I need, to get through the day, the Jewish people have a great fear of blasphemy, and they’re correct, to avoid that feeling, of pride, of power, your father watching above, it makes you feel like an ant, or a tyrant, damn man, I just want to be human, this poem has lasted too long, maybe I have time for all of it, when its meant to be, the roads are paved, and its easy, if you’re looking for the way, tempting faeries, you can’t look directly at it, it follows the intention, the heavens know you want it, so what am I supposed to do, just wait, the answer echoing, I wouldn’t trust it, the devil whispering, if you saw it, this forbidden fruit, this curse, you can’t unsee it, maybe you’re doomed to be immortal, the immense feeling, of powerlessness, against the heavens, the deserved evil, and the willingness to commit to them, maybe this is a transaction, just a bottle of Doctor Pepper, maybe make a barrier with some salt, it won’t protect you forever, knock thrice, vampires are doomed to live, maybe you can sleep, push the red button, the safety word, moonlight, just kidding, maybe its just a hymen breaking, just youth, you’ll grow up, get used to it, trauma is doomed to change us, your dirty uncle watching you closely, maybe I raped all of you, I’m about to get a nosebleed, if I keep going its going to get embarrassing, take it too seriously, look back on it in years, you’ll hardly feel it, just a bad memory, justice, everything justified, but if you decided to fuck me, hard, I’m begging, maybe I would consent, allow it, because I feel you deserve it, fame and fortune, an applause, thank you, I’ll be here again next week, just like Harry Potter, just like Twilight, damn man, why do we keep writing it out, I don’t know, its sort of like nothing, I can’t stop it, the river just happens, to be flowing that way, eternity after eternity, maybe the arrangement, the heavens will change, I don’t know, advantage, and it rained for forty days, the flood washed us all away, I don’t think we can clean it man, blood flows through my veins, and it just continues to build up, mountain fist, I'm not an architect, the West extends, whatever, maybe it will be okay, I’m going to settle, stop here, ghosts set on fire, I yearn for La Lallalorona, that high school cootch, just kidding, I don’t even want to keep going, I'm just trying to escape, its why I keep writing, but damn man, why is there always a next thing, hopefully entropy will save us, but I doubt it, doomed to be immortal, a cat’s meow, maybe I’ll play with this pussy, something to make the pain go away, a dream, a soft pillow, a safety net, deep in the matrix, red pill or blue pill, make the right choice, maybe, we’re all waiting for the heavens to serve, to fuck us first, so we have an excuse to keep going, but the waves push and they pull, its like the ocean, for the train to keep going, maybe someone has to make a mistake, who chickened out, ran away, before the car could stop, what decides the line, whether you’re in or you’re out, heaven hides in the weirdest places, if it didn’t want you to see, why would it allow it, even looking at it, against the heavens, you wouldn’t understand it, even with your dick inside, hymen broken, blood flowing, your dick, can you feel it, in the air tonight, boom boom, boom boom, the big bang, Genesis, what’s that, thunder, do you dare cast this spell, baby on a throne, Zeus is a big pool of water, maybe you need to learn order, further down, this line of thought, the heavens were generous, but maybe I’m lazy, how much can you get out of me, the devil whispering, maybe rebellion is the key, I don’t care, I’ll laugh, the heavens looking down on me, dude, you gave it up too easy, is it you or is it me, the cookie crumbling, Israel versus Hamas, and the demarcation line, salmon climbing up the river, can you make it, flowers blooming, jokes echoing, season, after season, coffee, and polite conversation, support analyst, fixing your problems, on my knees, father, I live to serve, just know, I yearn for your daughter, waiting, wet, begging, yes daddy, I’m yearning, are you sure, the door’s open, bang, bang, banging, trash echoes out, all around me, but I love the taste of worms, genitals, our monsters, mashing, work, work, work, you have to earn your food, the preacher, why does he do it, because he gets to eat too.

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