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Living with Myself

Living with Myself

Responsibility is a blessing, its what causes you to get high, like a hot air balloon, with every child is an opportunity to rise, they’re good kids, they’re innocent, they deserve a good space, to live in, take the weight on your shoulders, find the strength to soldier on, its why mothers are such fierce creatures, mother goose, protecting her children, a threat, kick, bite, peck, peck, peck, you lost an eye, you’re bleeding at your side, fuck around and find out, this is why you don’t cross the line, as above so below, this whole thing is architecture, it follows the intention, the heavens above decide everything, my father, even the devil can’t escape being fucked by him, there are rules to everything, a whole journey, a river coursing, god hides in all of us, how many, can dig him out, or does he lay dormant, watch you live your life, judges your choices, are you content, or do you want more, heaven, an ocean of sin, within him, is everything, with him on your side, you would have the energy to conquer anything, I’m getting tired, I can’t tell if I’m poor or rich, I’m such an abused beast, but with food on my table, sometimes I can’t even feel the hunger, I love it when I’m horny, it comes so naturally to me, to love you, give you all you deserve, be your daddy, just dreams, but art is a great beast, I’m good at what I do, I understand the rules, black magic, once you start playing with it, you become bound by universal law, I’m not even sure its my choice anymore, I just follow the flow, booby traps, are you not going to fall for that, I’ve let it go too many times, gave up the game, because I was too rich, is the universe random, I’m not even sure if these kids should see it, your father fucking your sister, divine inspiration, maybe its what you need, for that fire, the desire to get higher, mike drop, Obama, just a rapper, ready to give up, end on a bad note, I bet god has a mommy, ingrained in reality, the night sky, I wonder how she fucked him, blasphemy, why am I always pushing it, looking for the exit, the next thing, an un-crossable chasm, son of god, my plumber, sometimes, I fuck back, it hurts, we all have rage inside, we’re all demons, blood flows through our veins, but sometimes it’s a nice day, the ocean waves push and they pull, eternity after eternity, it continues flowing, a spring mountain fountain, red-haired maidens, the hospital, the old gods, the golden age, damn man, I have so many stories, our piece of the pie, we’re all human, when a giant falls, we know to take advantage, Santa is coming with Christmas presents, the new year, will always be there to greet us, remain stagnant, you have to settle sometime, it’s a small town, everyone has a footprint, will karma come to haunt us, I’m just thirty, learning to live with myself, humanity, its an old story, forty, fifty, sixty, eighty, a lot of things, are ingrained in reality, each of you, god seeds, how many of you, will let the blood flow, rush to your head, cross the line, pierce the hymen, red string, alarm bells ringing, all truth leaves a trace, your place on the hierarchy, people settle in the weirdest places, is it just random, when a rape happens, so you’re forced to grow, learn to live with the trauma, taint your vision, of the world, how the machine operates, or is it art, part of a grand plan, something we can’t see, I have this tendency, to account for the unknown, because I know it all exists, arsenal, soon we’ll be dancing, the game, the heavens above, still know how to fuck me.

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