I sort of want to die now, I'm starting to catch feelings, where’s my father, I'm looking for him, but he’s nowhere to be seen, the sky’s asshole is relaxing, Santa is coming, there will be a feast, are you invited, when your insides start churning, brains and worms, I'm not sure who I'll be in this world, remake decisions, compromise, settle for some fish, a nice hen, huge hooters, Canadian geese, what’s coming, who knows, life and the dream, it's just beginning, I'm tired of being clever, I just want to give in, be taken care of, I don’t want to be a soldier, I’m just a baby alright, risk a blade at my side, who cares, this whole time, I’ve wanted to give up, this life, I didn’t want to live it, but it just keeps going, and I have enough, to be satisfied, so I shut my mouth, did my job, tempted children, and what will I get, hopefully someone will end my sad, pathetic life, that’s how you know I’ll get to fuck, when I start whining, like a bitch, you know the heavens will satisfy me, oh, baby, why are you crying, here, have some meat, some chicken breast, titties, wet and waiting, such a sad world, and the river keeps flowing, sometimes, I just wish, this world, that no one upheld it, let go, let it stagnate, let entropy, take all of it, the waves push and they pull, eternity after eternity, are you paying attention, yes dad, I still exist, like an old worn out shirt, I think it's time to retire, damn, I’m just thirty, so young, it’s a long journey, rest up, a river of tears, blood, a mountain of corpses, all this bile blood, relax man, just forget about it, c’est la vie, the world is still there, and I still exist, I guess, just a ghost, haunting this life, Luffy’s dream, follow art, I’m just hoping, for a good ending.

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