Niyahahaha! Damn it all!!
Someone’s been playing with me today. I think I’ve been getting passed around for no real reason then I’ll be left with another case where I don’t get to relieve myself.
I’m so goddamn horny but that excitement can’t find its outlet.
Even more so, when I really want to let myself out, this kind of thing happens…
“Hmmm…”
“Err…”
“Hmmm?”
“Umm…”
“Ehehe!~”
“Why are you here?”
After Asagao dragged Nil somewhere, I ended up walking away from the place too in frustration. Knowing that I’ve dirtied myself several times, I headed to the bath so I can wash and at the same time to take this chance to relieve myself, however…
As soon as I arrived, soaked myself, warmed up and get excited, Daisy barged into the bath saying she’s become sweaty too.
There’s no lie in her words as she is the straightforward kind of girl. A straightlaced and someone who is still naïve when it comes to obscene topics.
I have to stop myself before I even get started because of this kid!
“Hey, Mimi, we haven’t talked much yet so I’d like to have a few moments like this with you.”
“Yeah, so, why did you smiled and giggled earlier?”
“Hmm? Well, I find it funny that a steadfast maid like you that loyally serve Miss Topaz is quite adorable.”
“Yeah…?”
Did she mistaken me as Topaz’s maid?!
I don’t mind it at all but…
Yeah, this kid can’t and haven’t seen my true form yet.
“I will correct your perception. I am not Topaz’s maid. Actually, Topaz and I are just really really close friends. Also, it became my habit to wear a maid uniform.”
“Oh, different people, different taste. Interesting…”
She contemplated like she is still on her learning phase of the world around her.
“Anyway, Miss Mimi, I’ve seen how strong Asagao and Alstroemeria is. The thing is, that man with black hair gives off a dangerous aura. I’m surprised that Asagao is really close to him.”
“Heee? But I can’t say anything about that matter. If I can, I only have limited knowledge about their relationship.”
“Perhaps lovers? But it doesn’t look that way to me.”
“You better stay out of their business.”
“Yes, I’ll do that. I can’t stand being near that man anyway. He is just too eerie and scary. I can’t even read what kind of power he has.”
Daisy said as she splashes water with her hand.
She looks so tamed and conflicted, unlike the first time she came here. Maybe because the number of dangerous people increased or something like that but…
She has become quiet and…how do I say this from my perspective…
Observant?
I bet that what Asagao would say.
Hmmm…
Ahh…I really can’t stand it!
My nether region is burning and I really want to rub off now but…I’m in front of someone.
Maybe I should bail out and go back to my room?!
“But, I can’t be scared forever. If I must, I shall face my fears with steadfast determination in order not to bring shame to our race and to my father King Folga.”
“But your father is no longer the king.”
“Ah, yeah! Ex-king, right? Please forget that I mess up this little bit of details, okay?”
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She places forefinger in front of her lips and winks at me as she told me those words. This kid is kind of a tease for some reason. She has this pride in her but can still make this impish attitude.
Okay…
You're going into my material list, you brat! I will burn in my mind how you look like naked and how you naughtily smiled at me!
After I overcome this dilemma, you are the number one on my list, damn it!
“Ahh, I think I have to go now. I’ve soaked for quite a bit.”
“Yeah, bye.”
“Yeah, see you around.”
I immediately hop out of the bath and head straight to the dressing room. My excitement is over the top that all I could think of is obscene things!
I have to get rid of this desire before I go crazy!
I slam open the door but my eyes frazzled at that very moment.
“Hoho? So some miss is using the bath, my bad. You have to see this old one here.”
“……”
An old man…
I believe he is called Ishtal and he is in the middle of undressing, showing his ragged and wrinkly body. He flared a little blush on his cheeks.
Holy shit…
My arousal is gone…
If I force myself now, I’ll be seeing this old man…
This sucks…
“Uuggghhh…”
I fall to the floor and started sobbing. The feeling of distress within my body, wanting to explode but the fuse won’t spark. It’s like you wanted to leak but it won’t come out anymore because you stopped it for so long…
This is the moment I knew I need help… a professional help at that one. As time passes, my mind couldn’t think of anything but obscenity!
Night time abounds and I can’t risk wasting any time. If I want to do it, tonight is the optimal time!
I rush to get dress as soon as I confirmed that the old man is gone and the door properly locked this time. Goddamn that Daisy brat, forgetting to lock damn doors!
I quickly scoop my belongings just to realize what has become of my underwear…
The pretty pink laced underwear that I wore today is stained with my juices! I can’t wear it now anymore!
I have no choice but to…
………
I properly wear my maid uniform and left the premises of the bath. I would never have thought that wearing another one’s used underwear would feel this guilty and yet my heart is beating faster than I can ever imagine.
Sacrifices are made.
Why did I even ever thought of doing this?!
I climbed the stairs with my heart pounding so fast and for some reason, I don’t want my underwear to be flashed at anyone even though I am wearing one.
No, isn’t that normal for a normal girl?
As I set both of my feet on the last flight of stair, I immediately dash!
My destination right now is the library and nothing else!
SLAM
I outright slam the door open but closes it silently as eyes shifted to my direction. I can feel that there’s a slight dust in the air and I can smell that there are few places that are moldy.
I ignored it as much as I can and head towards the center.
“Oh, what business do you have with me, Mimi?”
“Umm… I want to ask for help…”
“Troubled, huh? Let it out.”
I meet Violetta in her dusty grand library where she sits at the center of it. The books are messily piled up everywhere and the whole place looks like a maze.
Violetta must have been moving around with warp because of how horrible this place is.
“The truth is…”
“Hmm?”
THUMP
THUMP
THUMP
My tongue got tied.
Not only to the fact that I need to confess my perverse mind but also the fact that I am wearing someone else’s underwear right now.
When I imagined what kind of face she will make, I felt a little scared to continue. But if I stop now, what would become of me later?!
“Truth be told, I wanted to masturbate but I can’t get excited!”
“Yeah? What about it?”
“You…are taking this lightly…”
“Hmm? Well, I got eyes all over the place so…I know what you were doing.”
Instant regret.
My face pales as she said words I don’t want to hear and yet, was spoke and it pierces my conscience. My knees immediately gave out and I buried my head on the carpet below my feet and bowed.
“Please don’t tell her!”
“I already placed something else but a similar one on her shelf. She may notice the absence of her own scent but nonetheless, is still an underwear she can use.
“Thank you very much!”
“So, what’s more?”
“I want to rub off really great but I can’t get excited! I’ve seen…this horrible nightmare in the daytime.”
“……”
Violetta immediately fell quiet but she did so with a smile.
“Hey, I really didn’t see that part. Could you tell me what you exactly saw?”
“Guh!”
Something wrinkly and old!
Ah, that memory is now imprinted in my mind and whenever I think of bath, that old man goes straight into my head and I lose all sorts of motivation.
I can feel despair creeping up my back and even though I just bathed, I am sweating profusely with cold feet.
It was so horrible that I am now tearing up…
At this rate, I’m going to lose my sanity because I can’t solo action anymore and that memory will keep reappearing in my mind.
I curled up on the ground while crying and hugging my knees.
It’s too painful…
“Uggghh…”
“I’m sorry…I actually know but I still made you remember it.”
“It’s taking a huge toll on my mind. I’ve been getting played around all day and my excitement just jumps up and down and I’m getting the bitter end of the stick. To be honest, for even the past few days, my sexual drive cannot be satisfied with just rubbing once.”
“Just for reference…how many times do you do it in a day?”
“Five…or six? Shit…I lost count… As long as I can remember, waking up, breakfast, pre-lunch, lunch, after lunch, pre-snack, snack time, after snack time, pre-dinner, dinner, after dinner, and lastly, a lot at bedtime.”
“You are quite a lewd one. Actually, you are all over the place and I know that.”
“Noooo! My sessions are being watched!”
This is embarrassing now!
To be told bluntly by that, my mind goes haywire and I rolled on the floor like a ragdoll being kicked around!
I’m fine talking about it but to actually have some watch is really embarrassing!
“That’s normal.”
“Normal?! You call my habit normal?! Yeah, right! I’ve done all of these lewd things all over the place, as long as I please!”
“But you tried your hardest so no one finds out, right? For Topaz, Asagao, Daisy, and Alstroemeria.”
“The last one is questionable but yes, those fledgling innocent minds aren’t to be corrupted by my obscenity!”
“At least you are aware of yourself, I give you that. But, what I’m talking about is, in your case, it’s bound to happen so it’s only normal.”
I stop rolling and stared at Violetta’s countenance with a face full of confusion and she just sprouted and all-knowing face while looking at me with gentle eyes.
“You made a contract with Asagao, right?”
“Ah, eh, yeah? We did a contract but what does that mean specifically with my situation?”
“You are bound by that contract so you won’t attack Topaz, right? It basically means that it will suppress your primal instinct to hunt down enemies. Along with that, there might be a lockdown on some other urges that you have regarding battle.”
“Come to think of it, yeah, I always hold back now and then. No, I haven’t tried to even transform back to my original form when I made a contract with Asagao. An only partial transformation such as enlarging my limbs and growing wings on my back.”
“That’s the case. The keyword is suppressed, not remove.”
Okay…
I feel like Asagao and I did something really wrong…
“Since your usual behaviors are now suppressed, your body is now trying to find a new outlet to expel this excessive urges.”
“You don’t mean…?”
“Yes, it all goes to your sexual libido, making you think nothing but obscenity. At most, the closer you are to Topaz which your instinct tells you to hunt, the faster your libido builds up.”
“Uwaaah…”
“It’s necessary to expel your urges or it will cause a huge mental stress that can be psychologically damaging. We need to take care of it in one fell swoop.”
“Then, what should I do?”
Like I said earlier, my urges ceased functioning even though my mind really wants to do it.
“Hey, can you erase my memory of that?!”
“I can but that’s the last resort, you know? At best, I might wipe your whole memory and may revert your mind back into an infant.”
“Eh?! What the hell, that’s scary!”
“Don’t worry, I’ll treat you well as my test subject.”
“Nooooooo!”
But…if what she said are all true…then…
I’m pretty pent up despite having sessions…?!