Dear diary,

Sometimes I can get really mean and feel terrible afterwards. It's like whiplash. I walk away from the situation and just feel a wave of guilt wash over me. I...

I don't know how to deal with it. Gina said I'm too nice. I don't know how she came to that conclusion. Like, how am I nice?

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I feel like a monster sometimes. Like I'm just pretending. Like the world I'm in isn't real. Like this is all just a dream, and when I wake up I'll be back in that place. Alone. Abandoned. Unwanted.

Mommy never wanted me. Goodman didn't come back for me and you... you're just a hallucination.

Love,

Tina