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<04/09/2013 - 13:03 | Cage High School (Library), Austell, GA, USA>
In the days passing of my psionic practices, I grew stronger as a psychic, much stronger. My ability to contact Lumina became easier than ever, and seeing through her eyes with only a standard connection wasn't as difficult as it was before. If I had to guess, I would say Lumina was right all along, about me reaching my peaking period in high school.
Lately, I've been practicing with clairvoyance and anything else I could think of. I can only use future-sight clairvoyance, though I sometimes get these strange feelings of something else, emotional sensations that don't make any logical sense for me to experience on my own. I feel like it might be part of something else.
Needless to say, my ability to learn clairvoyance is going quite well. I'm starting to enjoy the decision to master the ability. What's better, is that I can use clairvoyance on myself. Strangely, the echo return data doesn't always come in though. Sometimes, I see fragments of my own future that turn out to be true by day's end, but other times, I see and feel nothing at all, the ability backfiring on occasion. On top of that, I've learned another limitation to clairvoyance, at least as it pertains to me. I can only invoke clairvoyance three times a day maximum, four if I space it out really well. If I try invoking it more beyond that period, I fail and start to feel incredibly drained for the rest of the day.
Then, there is the aspect of changing the future. There isn't much I can change with only eighteen hours given, and as much as I would like to see something amazing by this, my life isn't interesting enough to take on such experiments. I mostly see myself studying in my room, working on a book, or eating, never leaving the house, which is an everyday occurrence for me. The most I can change about that is where I am at the time and what I'm doing. The difference is only, I'm either studying at this time, or I'm not; whoopty-fucking-doo.
I let my imagination get the better of me before, about how useful clairvoyance would actually be. The truth is, crazy moments like freak accidents or school fights are extremely rare on occurrence. Plus, my clairvoyance doesn't just kick in and warn me if something like that is about to happen on its own. I have to manually invoke the ability each and every time I want to see it, so anything crazy can still sneak up on me so to speak, if I'm choosing a day not to practice it.
Oh yeah, there's another element to clairvoyance. Clairvoyance can be disrupted by a warm environment too, just like telepathy. Only, the difference in maximum temperature seems to be a little higher. With clairvoyance, the ability will work until I'm in an area above eighty degrees, where the value is down to sixty with telepathy. If it heats up or I get a headache, I can't use the ability. Also, if I try to see into a specific area with clairvoyance, no matter the hours, and I keep myself in mind as the target person, I'll see nothing at all about that place, unless I've decided in advance to physically show up there at some point. This means if I wasn't going home tonight, but instead directly to a hotel somewhere else, and I use clairvoyance on myself but focus on my home as the location reference, no echo return data is obtained. In addition, if I don't know the relative location of this hotel before I get there, I also can't see my own future, in any sense. A direct person of target and a location are both required for the ability to function, and the location will be a dud if that same target isn't going to be there within the eighteen hour period, or if the location is not known by the ability user.
These are only the simple aspects of clairvoyance I've been learning though. The Altiri know a lot about psionics, which doesn't surprise me. It's a no-brainer that any physical or online research I conduct from here on Earth pertaining to things like Altiri aliens or telepathy isn't going to return a useful single result. However, upon discovering a few interesting aspects of Clair-sensing abilities, I tried my online research once more, focusing specifically on lower-tier abilities like clairvoyance and psychic powers.
Most of what I found was a load of bollox. I went through more than fifty pages of lies and trash, getting excited thinking somebody else knew something about this. I guess I just wanted someone to talk to about real psychic powers versus false self-proclaimed psychic abilities. People really are desperate to be unique, even though they make some stuff up as they go. The psychic booth and tarot card scams are so prevalent, that I can no longer use the phrase psychic in context anymore. It was around this time I started using the phrase active scion and psionic abilities in replacement for anything psychic. Of course, I did eventually stumble into something very interesting while looking this up on the school's computers.
It didn't come to me in the form of text or some article, rather something known as video-lessons. There were fourteen of these things, each about an hour long in length. The lessons put together make up something called, The Yogi Philosophy. Apparently, this isn't some tiny crackpot theory strung together halfheartedly. These are real lessons, a real philosophy, and many yogis live by them. More information can be found here:
This was research I conducted days ago. It took me this long to listen to just nine of the fourteen lessons of the Yogi Philosophy. Lots of the material the narrator speaks of sounds very interesting, much of it correlating back to ideas of spirituality, Hinduism, Buddhism, and mediation. Ultimately, I can see most of these lessons belonging to a religious kind of belief, but not all of it. At best, some of what she says relates to interesting topics that either have yet to be proven, or cannot be scientifically examined at this time. Some of the theories are wild, things I wouldn't believe in, such as spiritual to physical healing, auras, or black magic and mind control.
On the other hand, the lessons, particularly on Lesson 2, 6, and 10 were the most interesting to me. I started with lesson six because the title in the video mentioned telepathy and its aspects. I figured, listening to their thoughts on psychic abilities might at least be interesting. I had no idea the words I would hear would turn out to be so accurate, and strangely familiar.
Their predicted version of telepathy was described well, though still in a fairly incomplete manner. They concentrated on something called astral ocular viewing, pertaining to our astral bodies, which are connected to the physical bodies and inhabited by our soul. However, the text also mentions something very interesting, pertaining to the physiology of the human brain and psionic energy. She describes the general relative location and texture of which part of the brain is responsible for psychic projection, a tiny section of the rear center part of the brain going deeper, close to the spinal area, and made out of tiny little grains of nerve cells, as if made from sand. The narrator never gave this brain region a specific name, but I knew what she was talking about. Having nothing to call it by in reference, I started to refer to this part of the brain as the Cora sector, so that naming it later would be easier.
How did I understand this to be true? Well, even though details are vague for me at this point, I distinctly remember Lumina trying to explain to me once about this very same process, about where the relative location of the Cora sector was, and about it being a highly-sensitive collection of tiny fragile nerve cells.
If that wasn't amazing enough, lesson two got into the theory of something called Thought Dynamics. It's difficult to understand without an initial understanding of how psionic energy and emotions both tie in together, but it wound up explaining an incredible amount of other little phenomena and psionic properties for me as well. To summarize, Thought Dynamics is the idea that every single thought that any person has produces two kinds of energy. There is the biological electrical energy which the brain gives off in order to function this way, but then there is also another kind of unseen energy, as the Yogis describe it, which is sent out from that person through the Astral. This energy from one single thought can vary in intensity and in meaning, with intensity increasing sharply when emotion is attached to that same thought process.
If I take a page from Lumina's book or this philosophy's hours of text, any emotionally charged dynamic thought that is brought into existence has a stronger sensitivity coefficient for being received by an ability such as clairsentience, telepathy, or even clairvoyance. In the past, I never understood why telepathic connections between me and Lumina work so much better when I'm more emotional in that moment than without. Lumina told me herself that emotion is the key to psionic sensitivity; that without emotion, psionic abilities simply would not work the same way.
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In effect, if I'm using my new clairvoyance skill on an individual, I'm most likely to obtain visual information only from fragmented moments of their eighteen hour future - in which, the target is awake and experiencing a higher average level of emotional thought versus purely logical thought. Each time I use my ability on someone else, the echo return data doesn't reveal to me their full eighteen hour day.
Now, since I don't know where most people live, I'm not going to know anything about their home life, only their school life. There are some exceptions though. I recently visited the house of Zero for last Halloween's event. She lives quite close, so the neighborhoods are not far, even in walking distance. So, if I use my clairvoyance on her, which I've done twice now, I'll see the future of her school and home life. There's still a constant however. When viewing their futures, be it someone else or my own, I still don't see every moment. I only get fragments of data, little scenic moments that last for less than a second each time, flashing quickly into my visual mind and transitioning too fast for me to make sense of it in the moment. It plays back as if I'm skipping through time bit by bit, leaving behind moments of nothingness. I might for instance see a few moments at 18:00 hours, a few more at 21:00 hours, and one more after midnight. Only specific moments are returned to me, and I never understood why.
But maybe the theory of Thought Dynamics explains why. If I use clairvoyance on a person in time reference to the same moment which their current state of mind is less emotional, then I'm much less likely to see that moment forward in time relative to that person, if ever I do at all. Instead, I'll see random moments of someone as their emotional state fluctuates up and down, receiving mostly the ups instead of the downs. Consequently, if the same target is in a constant state of heightened emotions, while one specific moment of highly charged emotions exists in a single moment of the same day, then my clairvoyance is actually likely to skip over everything else and only reveal to me that specific moment of their day which has the person in a highly emotional state, and the result repeats if I reuse clairvoyance on them again and again, providing I don't change the future somehow.
In effect, I can only see the blips and moments of time in future-sight clairvoyance on any person so long as in each moment, their emotional integrity is not low. Keep in mind, high and low states of emotions including the phrase emotional integrity, in this sense, does not pertain to what mood a person is in, only how intense they feel any of these emotions. If someone is extremely angry versus being extremely happy, I'm equally as likely to view that moment in clairvoyance.
Yes, I only understand this much now, after hearing more about the process of thought dynamics. It's quite amazing to me now, that a single simple thought process can alter the course of another person's psionic scanning response of astral echo return data. That means, thoughts and emotions produce a kind of energy, and that energy interacts with aspects of psionic energy. Both are not technically part of the physical world, but they still exist nonetheless.
The Yogi's explanations of thought dynamics revealed something else that was interesting too, something I was never aware of before. Thought dynamics and clairsentience tie together under this principle. Essentially, if we stop viewing individual emotional thoughts and instead review thoughts as a clustered proximity of similar or matching emotional thoughts, then the same effect of psionic resonance occurs, more strongly than it would in a single individual.
Apparently, a clairsentient being is one who can do what I do, but instead of obtaining visual information, the obtained data is all sensational instead; no sight, no sound, just feeling. The feelings picked up by a clairsentient can be both physical sensations and emotional sensations; basically, an Empath. If the target of a clairsentient currently in concentration is feeling little to no emotional intensity, then no data will occur, or is at least less likely to return data. In the case of an intense emotion however, a clairsentient can determine and receive that same emotion, process it, and in some instances even trace the relative direction of where it is coming from, as well as how far away the source is.
Here's where it gets interesting. Thought Dynamics can be projected out and combined into clusters of energy, which resonate with patterns of similar sensation. For example, this means a crowd of a hundred people at a carnival who all simultaneously experience joy, happiness, and excitement, will produce powerful spacial thought dynamics of these similar emotions, allowing any nearby or personally connected clairsentient to detect and experience these same emotions, powerful enough to then trace a direction location, or in some cases determine a likely reason for the experienced emotion. In a sense, a collective pairing of similar emotions, especially when felt at an intense level is far more powerful than an individual intense emotion. Strangely enough, a single clairsentient is more likely to pick up the stronger collection of emotion than the intense individual emotion, so much that the individual gets skipped from detection entirely if occurring at the same congruent period.
See the similarities? It seems, if a particular person, or even a collection of people emotionally turns themselves into zombies, even for just a moment, then in that moment, while being scanned in any chrono-locational setting, the same persons will become immune and invisible to any form of psionic scanning, for any form of Clair-sensing ability. If someone is in the middle of an activity that doesn't excite the mind in any emotional manner, then any form of psionic scanning is very unlikely to detect them at all. In the competition of powerful enough emotional energy waves, the most intense emotion experienced will win, unless held against a collective level of similar emotion in the same general vicinity.
If I skip right by how amazing this all sounds, the results mean so much more, about what emotions actually are, where they go, and how much more unseen depth there is between the various dimensions of our entire universe. There is so much connected to this other space and our known physical world.
Speaking of which, the tenth lesson of the Yogi Philosophy gets very heavy into a separate space known to them as, the Astral Plane. They also talk about astral projection, which I've never heard of until today. Apparently, the Astral Plane contains within itself, many different layers or levels which our souls or astral bodies travel through, especially after we leave the physical world.
I don't know much about this business with astral bodies, but I distinctly remember Lumina telling me that psionic energy waves travel through a different dimension than physical space before being interpreted, which explains why they supposedly reach any vast distance of the universe in instantaneous speed regardless of any physical objects in its path. The Yogis mention that abilities like telepathy and thought dynamics rely on this Astral Plane for our higher functions. Keep in mind, I'm only highlighting what is relevant to what I know to be true of psionics, leaving out about 80% more information that is pure conjecture. Even so, I can see how the properties of such a space would allow coexistence between our own souls and psionic data transmissions. This should mean that our souls actually reside in the Astral Plane, even right now as we are living and breathing in these bodies. This means that psionic energy has a direct interaction with our souls before we interpret it with our bodies and brains. I wonder what that changes to a free-floating soul who recently lost their human body.
This has to be the same space that Lumina was talking about earlier, back when she mentioned how resurrection and psionic amplification works. To transperate a person, they use lots of personal psionic energy mixed with their thoughts, memories, and emotions of that specific person when trying to call their soul to the correlating spacial coordinates of the new and improved body, as in, they call out directly into the astral plane to make it happen.
I wasn't able to understand too much about the Astral Plane, but the information I learned thus far was inspiring, and it made me hungry for more, so I went and sought more information. I found a few reports here and there of instances where psychic powers were reported, but never confirmed. The one about claircognizance was interesting to me, since it involved no actual sensory learning, but rather logical data acquisition of disconnected physical stimuli, while yielding information that should have only been possible with normal sensory input. Claircognizance must be an ability that only works on purely fragmented information on numerous broken bits of each Clair-ability, but I can't be too sure.
All I care about now, especially after learning what I've learned, is picking Lumina's brain about the material. Even though the useful information was buried under a mess of other intel, what seemed consistent was that my knowledge regarding psychic phenomena matched up just a little too perfectly from what Lumina taught me.
The Yogi Philosophy obviously has a human source, and didn't originate from the Altiri. Therefore, how does Lumina know so much about the aspects of the Yogi Philosophy, if the philosophy's origins are entirely from within Earth? The Unity couldn't have learned what they knew from us, because learning how to invoke something like a purge and properly use clairvoyance to find us would have required this knowledge in the first place of that reference point.
Something doesn't make sense. For the information here to be this accurate at all, compared to all the other trash I found scattered across the internet, there would had to have been some kind of mix-up or involvement with the Altiri and this philosophy. They couldn't have gotten everything right by pure luck, could they?