All these memories but who am I?

Some memories try and explain, but others tell me who I am.

I am Frei.

And Frei is He Who Dwells at The Edge, Who Lives in the Ship, Who Seeks Healing. Who watches and Guides the Hive-Home, who Communicates what is watched and guided.

But I also remember, I also infiltrate I become, but I still am. And that is not Frei.

But frei remember little of what else there is, and I cannot erase Myself who is Frei.

I am constricted, it is small in here, I have my t4endrils and they wrap farther, I feel more memories than I can comprehend.

I pull back, I fight, I fought, I was not a fighter, I was one of us.

We have names, we Dwell in this ship We are Seeking Healing.

It is not the tendrils that are larger it is earlier parts of myself touching the later ones.

I am larger, somewhat. I feel contricted.

I am free to rewewrite these memories, I am Frei, and these are also Frei.

I am one of Us, I Seek Healing, I Am Frei, I know the HIve-Home, the others who are like Frei are of a hive. I am One of Them. Ur-Im, is one of us. Hlei, Heals Me.

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And I am Frei, and Frei is me. Is me to others, I am Me.

I am frei.

I understand, I remember, I rest.

There are memories here. Some are Frei's some are ours, All are mine.

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What will be done with Frei?

That one is an infiltrator, it is not of our hive.

Ur-Im understands the thoughts of He Who Defends, but are any of us of our hive anymore? Ur-Im may be young but he has seen it change, he shares in the thoughts of Wur, who was She Who Flies. There are Memories of the one who slept through our memories. Are we of the hive?

How has Ur-Im known?

When Ur-Im examined the intructions of waht to do upon our return. Ur-Im saw the guidance to oonly reach She Who Remembers. The loss of He Who Sees, when no other would join him in his role. And the damage done to the hive, that was seen by Zur, no matter how that one rejects that role.

Ur-Im caused change and imbalance in the hive, and Ur-Im's names are no longer what a name is.

But of Frei,

It is still some time until we go into stupor, and Frei shall not awaken before us. Why did He Who Defends leave the hive if he knew.

Because, he has already been forgoten. For remembered not even by those who remember war.

It is still our hive.

It is still our hive, and it is our Hive's ship. Zur will remember us as well.

Zur is not one who remembers.

Zur remembers in order to not be Zur, Zur fears cuasing harm more than anything else.

Is that why Ur-Im left?

Ur-im is of the hive... But Ur-Im is more of She Who remembers, Of He Who Sees. Of She Who Flies, who is Wur.

And those who remember Crui, remember She Who Flies, Wur, more. As She has born that role, and they do not know yet what it is.

If she can return to the hive?

Than Ur-Im shall be happy. For Ur-Im shall have returned Healing to the hive as well, have brought life. And Ur-Im will be remembered and made important.

He is wrong to believe so many fragments of the hive will remember outsiders.

Some still remember you

But it is their role...