I Don't Know If I'm Ready To Be A Mother Tram were string down K's cheeks.
She made no effort to wipe them away.
Austyn grabbed a couple of tissue from a box enthecoffee table.
Why was she su sadall of a sudden?
Kita couldn't get a word out..
Her whole body was racked by obs
She wanted to tell Austyn how much he meant to her, and how touched she was by all he was doing for her.
The last person who had been this nice to her was her father,
Gideond to eat herlike family as well, but he had changed. Austyn scooped her up labis anWS.
He wiped away her tears with his fingers.
"There, there'
He couldn't stand the sight of her tears.
It made him feel guilty, for some reason
"What's wrong?
"I don't. I don't want to cry."Kita sobbed. 'But tcan't help it.'
Austyn sighed, helpless,
Was this another side effect of the homonal surge during pregnancy!
She had been fine aminte ago
Kira gripped the front of his shirt. You're being so nice to me. I can't help it."
Tears kept streaming down her cheels.
The front of her pyjama top was wet.Text content © .
Austynas at a loss for words
'I've been so scared,' she said. 'About this whole pregnancy thing
It was so sudden, so out of the blue
'can't imagine actually having a baby."
She knew she was going to start a family someday, but she always thought it would be a day in the distant future.
"I don't know I'm dy
She knew she would love the baby more than anything in the world, but Kira wasn't sure it she bad what it took to be a good mother.
"My mother, Helen, she left me when I was two I don't know what it's like to be bought up in a family with both parents.
What if she did something wrong
What if she made a mistake and somehow end up hurting her baby?
'I don't know what I'm supposed to do when the baby gets here.
She was completely at sea, even for basic things like food.
Was she supposed to breastfeed?
What if she didn't have enough milk?
Could she feed the baby milk powder?_
But what type?
Goat milk, cow milk, soyik?
What if her baby was allergic to something but she didn't know?
'Twish there's someone who can tell me what to do."
Her tears fell onto Austyn's em 'But now I'm not worried. t have you'
Audy was seaman, so capable
He didn't have any parenting experience, either, but he looked like he was ready for anything.
He even started planning for next year, way before the baby even got hem
Kira had seen the lit
She wasn't here when the contractors came, but Elsie told her everything
The housekeeper heard it from Kai, who said he did it on Austyn's orders.
Austyn was concerned that Kira might find it difficult to get up the stairs during her third trimester. He was so thoughtful.