John began to analyze everything he had did since becoming a concept. He was looking for the cause of the memory loss.

After retracing his steps. He found the issue.

"Creating a soul from scratch!"

There was a hidden backlash from doing so. He had sacrificed something extremely important to pull it off.

John was no longer a formations god!

This wasn't a one time loss either... his memories were fading as if a hole had formed in his mind. This wasn't solely due to creating a soul from scratch. It was also due to fusing with the concept and spending so many years sifting through the infinite.

"It seems fusing with the original mind of the calamity realm was a mistake."

John was on a clock. Not one bound by time itself. The more processing power he used. The more he tried to fight it.

The more assimilated he would become!

He was tricked! He might've become the ruler of the calamity realm. But he had basically drunk poison to cure his thirst.

His personality and character were getting overwritten.

He would eventually become a cold calculating machine.

He would have no emotions. No goals. No fears. No hopes.

This was a fate worse then death!

"The Curse of Calamity!"

John's Destiny had successfully become cursed! This is what it meant to have a cursed destiny.

He began to try to destroy himself. So he could save himself. He would rather die as himself then become a machine.

But it was impossible.

He was becoming something even beyond eldritch beings.

John didn't realize that this was the fate of an original incarnation. When one met the requirements and became one. You might think they enjoyed life to the fullest. But in reality, they were wiped out by the concept itself.

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John hadn't thought there were any weaknesses to being a concept. Now he wished he could swap with someone else. He didn't want to be a concept any longer...

But he had already walked down this path. This was his punishment for wanting to surpass himself. He cursed himself with his own power.

He stepped right into the trap for those with a cursed destiny.

If he knew the consequences... he never would of walked down this path. He would of tried something else.

Now that he was done blessing and cursing his body of the pawn. He opened up a portal to the location of the pendant.

His name given to him by his parents was Potato.

He frankly didn't like this name.

John put the pendant on. But then noticed something devastating. He couldn't remember how to use it!

"I'm losing memories at a an insane rate. There's no way to stop it..."

John wracked his mind looking for a solution.

"That's it! I'll destroy myself!"

John opened up a portal for Potato and had him enter the calamity realm. He then opened up the portal again leading him back to his community.

Once he had Potato leave the calamity realm.

John tried to destroy himself through the backlash. Backlash from what?

Just like when he originally called for a retreat from a single world. He had to deal with the backlash of going against his curse.

He was doing a good act. Saving the world.

What if he did this on a larger scale?

This time. He was trying to commit suicide!

There were as many worlds being invaded at this moment as stars in the sky. He saw them all around him. He then did something insane!

He had every creature abandon the realities. The stars in his sky began to disappear at an ever increasing rate.

John felt a horrible pain.

He then forcefully closed the connection with all these worlds. He was going against his curse!

The backlash was too much. The blue star shattered.

John lost consciousness.

His will remained in a completely dark space. There were no longer any stars in the sky.

Even the curse of awareness for his body in that other reality couldn't handle the backlash. Causing him to be unaware for a few minutes.

But the blue star reformed. He survived!

"Impossible! How did I survive? The backlash was exponentially bigger then anything I have ever faced. I should've been wiped out!"

"I won't stand for this!"

John felt his will still on his body in that other reality.

The calamity realm froze. All of the creatures within it stopped as if time had stopped.

John felt like he had become paralyzed as the calamity realm. He was further restricted.

John's body had collapsed as well in that other reality, even his curse didn't keep him awake. When he woke up he felt for the pendant around his neck.

It was gone!

His mother came over with a fresh can of soup. John's intuition told him something bad had happened.

"Where did you get the soup?"

"That necklace you found, I sold it for three cans of soup! We are eating good tonight. Happy birthday!"

"..."

His parents had sold his artificial source!

Also when he suffered the backlash awhile ago. He lost even more memories! He couldn't even feel the distance of it anymore.

"I think I hate this world..."

John waved his hand, attempting to open up a portal.

But nothing happened.

His concept wasn't responding to his orders. It had entered a period of weakness.

"You have got to be kidding me..."