IGNITING STARS THAT BURN EVER BRIGHTER

Rei eyed Asuka she was laying stretched out on the sofa eyes closed she was only in her t-shirt and jeans they'd gotten back from the restaurant some time ago and she'd just spent the last twenty minutes sleeping off her food. She adjusted her shirt as she got off the recliner shaking Asuka very gently. "Asuka."

Asuka groaned half opening one eye. "Is everything okay? If I was talking in my sleep again I'm sorry I can't always control it." Rei felt a smile form. "Everything's fine." She paused before speaking. "You weren't talking in your sleep." Asuka breathed in deeply. "Just wondered I know I sometimes cry in my sleep and talk about my mother."

Rei put a hand on her arm. "The last time I woke you up because you were talking in your sleep was after Obrax you have not talked in your sleep since." Asuka looked up feeling the surprise hit home. "Really it's been that long? I'm kind of surprised by that." Rei looked at her. "Have you considered that maybe your subconscious in healing in some ways?"

Asuka slowly sat up. "No I hadn't considered that, though I'm still kind of pissed off that someone drugged me with Zircon that explains so much of why my feelings started going downhill nine months after Gaghiel. Yet as much as I loath Bardiel I'm strangely grateful that he flushed out the recent extreme dose."

Rei looked at her. "How often do you see him now?" Asuka looked down. "I get pauses now he comes and goes days apart sometimes and he doesn't always speak he just watches me, I don't get it in the beginning I could not shift him he was almost always there now this, it makes no sense." Rei slowly sat down next to her watching as her left eyes patterns glowed brightly. "Maybe he's loosing his hold over you."

Asuka shook her head. "No I don't think it's that, I think he's waiting for something there's something different about him now, it's the way he acts. Its not quite as dark and his eyes have changed the pupils used to be black, now they glow white…I don't get it." Rei moved her hand putting it on her knee. "Could it be that he's permanently become part of you but because you're so deeply linked now parts of you are affecting him?"

She looked up meeting the other woman's gaze. "I mean your teeth and your eye came about through him, they're now a permanent part of you, so maybe a part of your soul has changed him permanently but it really bothers me that he could take it further you know turn you into him." Asuka took in a deep breath letting it out slowly. "This is the thing though I have a nagging feeling it's not about us merging together to become one, yes he changed my teeth and left eye but it's never gone further than that and he's had weeks to change me I think he could have warped us into one from the very start, no he said this was human study."

She looked up slightly. "Also there is something I really don't get he keeps on allowing me accomplish my goals, like with you at the start he would hound me over the fact that I wouldn't pursue you and make me feel bad about it and then I started thinking on it and my feelings for you." She turned meeting the younger woman's gaze. "Once I got with you he stopped berating me and his interest became just about understanding sex."

She took in a deep breath. "He keeps making me face things I don't want to face in my life, it's like he's forcing me to fix my problems." She slowly took hold of the younger woman's hand tracing her fingers with her own. "He said I was broken was his point to put me back together somehow like a vase you fill with glue and stick back together even though its got cracks and if so why? I know he's not being nice and that it's not for my benefit."

Rei looked at her. "You know speaking of pottery maybe I should make you something, you know since you made that really nice picture." Asuka felt a smile form. "Its fine really, you don't have to." Rei felt her smile widen. "But I would like to." Asuka looked at her for a long moment before speaking. "I would like that." She stood up slowly stretching as another subject entered her mind. "I'm so glad that Shinji and Kaworu are finally together." Rei stood up. "Yeah same here, I think once Shinji realized that you weren't going to loose your temper over him and Kaworu he felt much more comfortable plus your book was a huge help to him along with the disc."

Asuka moved over to her kitchen counter. "Yeah well it was the least I could do." Rei raised an eyebrow lowering her voice. "You know I read your book and I noticed that you had folded a certain really interesting page." She moved closer seeing that Asuka was only half paying attention as she turned around to face her, she eased up her hands putting them on her leather belt. She began to slowly undo the bronze buckle ignoring the surprise and confusion as it spread across the other woman's face as both of her eyes darted and the patterns in her left started to pulse.

She leaned up against her so she couldn't shift or move out of the way. "In all the time we've spent together you haven't told me about the fantasies of me you had." She eased the brown leather belt open very slowly. "I gathered that one of them might be in the book on the page you folded." She leaned over as she started to kiss her neck as she started to undo her jeans buttons seeing Asuka’s hand suddenly grab the counter as she started to breathe faster as her hand moved downwards in side her jeans and in side her underwear as she began to move it slowly.

She paused feeling a seductive grin form as Asuka's face turned to complete shock for a moment it looked like she was about to say something but the words just didn't come out instead her other hand grabbed her shoulder as her face started to flush as she started to have clear difficultly concentrating as her left eye got brighter.

She moved her hand down deeper suddenly feel Asuka try and push against it, it was like she has suspected the other woman was wound up like a spring but she had suppressed it not caring for her own desires and only caring about hers ,personally she didn't think that was fair regardless of how noble Asuka thought she being. She moved her hand through the red hair as she carried on kissing her neck hearing her breathing which was hitching now as the teeth started to grow which meant that whatever walls she had to stop her own sexual desire were being torn down as her left eye fully ignited.

She spoke low and seductively in to her ear. "You should tell me what you want you should tell me all off your fantasies that I might fulfill them." She paused feeling Asuka push even harder up against her as her face changed drastically. It wasn't the teeth or the left eye it was the look of desire, need almost desperation and wanting more as her movement suddenly became very frantic. She smiled as she started to kiss her again hearing her breathing which was getting really strong now as one of her feet dug in to the carpet while she raised her knee clamping it to her side. "Though I said I had never gotten this far with other women, after what happened in the Spa and how wonderful you made me feel I picked up some books from the Nerv library. Ones on this subject purely so I could learn, because I want to make you feel as good as you made me that day because no one's ever made me feel that way before."

Asuka's other hand suddenly found her shoulder as her urges truly took over and her face started to flush fully as the desire to reach her peak really took over as she started to grit her teeth. She couldn't imagine how long it had been for the other woman since she'd felt this way it had to be years and she'd said she'd felt nothing from the VR helmet and now she had to be feeling everything, it had to be like a tidal wave all at once.

Yet even now she wasn't loosing control because her grip on both her shoulders was firm but not crushing. She was close now she could see it in her face and how she was breathing which was getting sharper and heaver and she pushing even harder as she started to cry out.

Asuka blinked pushing desperately up against Rei she so hot with desire that it was hard to concentrate as Rei lips kept on kissing her neck though now she was moving to her lips. She was going to reach her peak soon she could feel it and she's powerless to even stop it, she realized though that even if she had wanted to she couldn't because suddenly all of her fantasies were coming true. Rei was pleasuring her and it wasn't some summer dream in her head it was real. "So this is what sexual desire feels like at its peak how fascinating."

Asuka ignored Bardiel's voice even if he was watching right now she didn't care all that she cared about was Rei the tidal wave suddenly came as her whole body turned burning hot as she hit her peak hard. All she could do was ride the feeling which hit her like waves over and over as she closed her eyes as the rainbow colours blasted across her sight as she breathed in heavily and deeply.

Her body was suddenly having problems standing as it came to an end and she could feel Rei guiding her down to the carpet where she lay for a long moment taking in slow deep breathes. Rei slowly moved getting on top of Asuka as she put her hand on her face seeing her deep breathing slow slightly as she laid very still her eyes looking upwards.

The left one was still alight and her sharp teeth were still on display. "Asuka." She moved her hand to her face. "Are you okay?" Asuka's hands suddenly flew up around her body pulling her downwards so there faces were very close as her mouth formed a smile as she spoke in that silky voice once more. "Now it's your turn." Rei felt herself breathe in suddenly realizing that she had awoken that sexual side big time and she knew Asuka would not let her go now, not that she wanted to escape right now her heart was racing with the pure anticipation of what was about to come.

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Asuka hands moved to her decorative shirt as they started to undo the buttons pulling her shirt free very slowly there were no jerky or fast movements it was all slow as her shirt found the floor. She grabbed at the other woman's t-shirt helping her ease it free as their lips met and Asuka suddenly shifted her whole weight as she started to force her own jeans off kicking them to one side so she was down to nothing but her underwear and bra as she got on top.

Her hands went to her trousers though she didn't take them down straight away instead she started to move slowly and sensually down the fabric before walking her fingers back up to the buttons which started to undo very slowly and carefully before taking hold of the edges carefully pulling them down.

Rei could feel her breathing getting faster as they were slowly pulled off and Asuka started to run her hands down her body very slowly and sensually her eyes were not leaving hers they were staring into her eyes intensely. The left one was still fully alight as she opened her mouth licking one of her canine teeth as her hands moved to her bra as her lips met hers and the feelings of desire became more intense in her own body as she eased the other woman's underwear off. Asuka slowly unhooked the other woman's bra easing it free very gently she'd had seen the other woman's breasts before but now she wanted to see them differently with all of her desire.

She wanted to fulfill her teenage fantasy and make love to this woman in a way that would shake the foundations of her world. The only difference was the fantasy her young self had, had was more pushing as well as being rough and one-sided and more about Rei pleasuring her only that was not a fantasy she was interested in reinventing in anyway. She wanted to give her intense pleasure she wanted her to feel like she was the most loved woman on earth.

She leaned down as she started to kiss a trail down her throat as her hands found her breasts and she spoke softly. "I love you." Rei hands were suddenly unclipping her bra at the back which was tossed aside and her hands found her breasts. She moved her hands downwards finding the other woman's underwear she could see her flushing now. It was such a sweet sight but then that was the thing she loved from the beginning about Rei she was delicate, sweet and divine.

Her green eyes slowly went wide as she eased her underwear off as she slowly changed her position getting closer to her body. If anything she wanted her to experience pleasure to it maximum and she didn't want to do it with toys she wanted the movement to be her own hand. She moved her hand down in-between the other woman's legs as she started to push her whole body against her as she kissed her lips and kept running her other hand across the plains of her body following every contour which was an art form.

She felt Rei's hands start to grab at her shoulders and back as her eyes got wider and she started to breath out in short sharp little breathes gods it was such a sweet sound, like some one finding the lightest string of a harp and pulling it very softly so the note floated through the air. She moved further up against her feeling her legs suddenly come up locking onto her sides as her face really started to flush. She had no intention of making this fast she wanted to build up every moment, to give the younger woman the maximum pleasure, she wanted to burn every moment of the experience into her mind if possible but at the same time she wanted to burn it into her own soul forever.

Because she'd spent a life time of wanting this moment and believing it would never ever happen yet now it was. She knew this woman had saved her from a very dark abyss which she'd been sinking into without return and she didn't have to, there were so many times when she could have walked away and she had tried to push her away only for her to come back over and over again much to her surprise.

She had seen her at her absolute lowest and still she hadn't run away from her she'd faced her when her anger and sadness had been at its worst and still stayed. She knew others would have left they'd have seen her as too much of a burden and just not worth the effort. They'd have called her pathetic because of her long standing issues with her mother Rei never had she'd been completely understanding and had always made her see things in a different way every single time. She'd always pointed out the best in her when she just couldn't see it and for the first time in her whole life she was starting to like herself rather than hate herself.

No she'd stayed through all off that and that made her so special and worth treasuring because she had gotten so used to people coming and going in her life and nothing ever being constant. Now she wanted them to be constant she wanted them to be forever she'd fight with every ounce of her life if it meant coming home to this every day.

She looked down hearing Rei's breathing suddenly become faster as her hands started to grab and claw at her back, not that she cared the other woman could bleed her for all she cared and she'd still enjoy it. She leaned closer seeing that the other woman was close now as she started to kiss her with gentle passion feeling her body movements suddenly become more forced as she pushed into her hand.

Her sudden cry as it hit the air was unlike anything she'd ever heard. She was sure not even the angels of myths could make that sound and if they could that it still wouldn't compare to this divine goddess who was clutching at her desperately as she road her own waves of pleasure. She slowly and gently eased her up into her lap holding her very close as her body carried on shuddering and her breathes came in out sharp bursts.

She carefully removed her hand putting it around her back supported her with both as she laid very gentle tender kisses on her moving her other hand up to her hair stroking it softly and gently as her breathing started to calm. She closed her eye letting that alpine forest smell fill her every sense as she held her quietly still placing kisses on her feeling her hands move around her back.

8

Oh gods it's like being touched by burning blazing red star and I'm so spent right now in a way I've never been before as I feel so satisfied sexually and emotionally and I have never felt that way in my whole life. I'm trying so hard to stay awake because before I sleep I want to just look up on Asuka's face.

She's asleep right next to me with this slight smile on her face, it's strange because I've never seen Asuka smile in her sleep before. Both of her eyes are closed, the teeth are still there even now but I think maybe it's an overlap from our love making and the eye is still glowing though in the darkness of her bedroom I can see it through the tiny slit in her closed eye as its light is still drifting out. She's laying so she is facing me and her arms are wrapped around me as she has me pulled close we are on top of the covers naked and tangled somewhat in the sheets.

Rei breathed in deeply as she looked at the other woman Asuka had carried her up here after it had ended and she laid her down very gently saying nothing. Instead she'd just pulled her close looking at her for a long moment there had been so many emotions passing through her good eye but most of all she'd looked innocent maybe it was the emotion of having that one dream she'd always wanted for filled and it was just so much to take in that her mind was taking its time to truly adjust.

She'd then watched as she'd started to fall asleep Asuka had tried to fight it so hard but sleep had won out and she had closed her eyes to the world her long red fridge falling in front of her eyes as she curled up very slightly. She had called her the divine goddess yet she had underrated herself so much as she had looked up the password Asuka had given to her on the computer which was Freyja.

Freyja was an ancient Norse goddess who was associated with love, sex and beauty she even had a chariot pulled by cats and was a mighty warrior. If she was the divine goddess of beauty then the older woman was Freyja in the flesh, she even had the red hair that adorned so many of Freyja's paintings. She had never realized that mythology could be so fascinating it's not a subject she had read up on but she got the feeling that Asuka had, which explained a lot.

When they had been in school she had seen her sitting alone in the library reading though at the time she had moved very quietly past her hoping she wouldn't notice her as she'd made her way to the history section. She had also found it odd because the rest of the time Asuka had been surrounded by people as she had been popular and she had been very mean about people who studied calling them nerds and geeks and she had mocked her about reading books.

Now she realized that the other woman hadn't been studying instead she had a genuine interest in mythology hence why she'd bury herself in those books in that section. It's also occurred to her now where Anneberg got his name he was another mythological figure he was a German demon that was said to guard deep caves and mines and didn't like intruders.

Granted Asuka probably helped him pick his name but she must have known her mythology before she'd even started to point it out to him. It also explains why she loved comics and graphic novels they were filled with fantasy worlds and monsters which all appeal to her fondness of mythical worlds. Funny how she'd though that she knew her but she never really did, no one ever really did everyone just created a character who they thought was Asuka but the real person was so much more.

Rei slowly raised her hand running it through the long red hair before letting her fingers float down to the other woman's stomach where the scar could be seen. She eyed the old burn mark on her shoulder it was so strange the directions life could take you in. If someone had told her two months ago that she'd see Asuka for who she really was she would have not even bothered to look up from her book and ignored them because the idea to her seemed very far fetched and almost laughable.

She wouldn't lie though a part of her still felt guilty that she hadn't even tried to get to know her till now because now she had kept on seeing things that were so obvious to her that weren't before. Like when she used to sit alone at the restaurant over looking the Delphi gardens she must have seen Toji, Shinji, Kaworu and herself eating at the table on the level above and it must have broken her heart in some ways.

Because she probably never thought for one second that she could ever join them or that she'd even be welcomed and that she would be told to leave. That had to be the worst thing ever to be deeply depressed while watching others having fun laughing and smiling and knowing that you'd never be any part off what they were feeling even though you wanted it so desperately that it hurt.

It's probably why she was having such a difficult time when everyone came and sat with her, because that's what happens when you've been alone and depressed, you believe you'll remain so forever even though things around you are changing for the better. She wasn't going to let the other woman be alone like that ever again she would do everything in power to ensure that she was always happy.

End of part 50

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