Ki'el was, frankly, surprised at how many people the assistant allowed in to speak. It wasn't even the kind of question she would have thought to ask, but then, there were many things that Xam was doing that made a great deal of sense to Ki'el... when she learned, usually afterwards, that they had been done.
So Ki'el and Xam were accompanied, strangely enough, by Brother Juno, Sister Benai, and Meixu--who had been getting more and more irritable whenever Xam or one of the others had said that he could not accompany Ki'el somewhere. It had reached some kind of peak after Ki'el's duel... but she had not been there when the fox had argued with Xam about it.
Somehow, although she understood Meixu to be a highly intelligent beast, more like a person than anything, the fox had seemed to want almost the kind of comforts that she would expect of dogs or cats. He hadn't demanded more qi, or anything else of her, but had stubbornly pressed himself up against Ki'el as though her mere presence were warding off some kind of awful feeling inside of him. So she had pet him, and allowed him to stay close, and no one had argued or even said a word when he remained by her side for this meeting.
Ki'el, for her part, was unable to explain how she felt about Meixu, except that the fox appeared... cold. Not emotionless, but like she had felt inside living alone. Cold... like a body that struggles against an empty world, not the kind of cold that embraced such loneliness, growing hard because of it.
Either way, Ki'el found herself flanking Xam as they approached, with Juno on the other side... and Benai behind Ki'el, and a little to the side. It felt like a strange formation, but she didn't spend much time thinking about it. In truth, she found it a little exciting, and interesting, but... it was hard for those feelings to push their way through the weight that had been on her mind for a while. A weight that Kuli was doing... something to tend to, but she was yet unsure what or how.
The military assistant who had said "come tomorrow" had apparently only later confirmed a time with Xam, and so it was late afternoon before the five of them showed up, but the assistant only wordlessly allowed them into an office, standing back as though worried about being seen as part of their entourage.
The subcommander in the office had the kind of energy that Ki'el had, in her fantasies, worried she would have. Perhaps, she had envisioned her only after she sensed her qi? It didn't matter. There was a tension wrapped around and through her spirit, that might have dragged her down, but something also pushed back from within, and there was some additional structure or strength that Ki'el couldn't even quite sense. Ki'el might have been interested to find out more... if such a thing were remotely possible. But Xam simply marched into the room, to a specific distance before the subcommander, and saluted.
"Xoi Xam, of House Xoi, former adjutant to General Gaum, thanks the District Subcommander for meeting with us."
The woman's face was stone, though Ki'el sensed twitches of qi throughout her even as she waved a hand dismissively. "General Gaum... that old lecher. Still using his military credits to gather wild flowers instead of wolves." She held out her hand, and Xam produced the writ from her space ring immediately, handing it over. The District Subcommander only glanced over it briefly. "Rai Su Anin...? Of the Southeastern block, not too far from the Heavenfall Scar front. Odd of her to produce such a writ, though..." she glanced up at Xam, and then around at the others. "As far as I can tell, the one who the writ was intended for is not here."
Ki'el swallowed a sudden nervous lump, but stepped forward. This, at least, Xam had given her instructions on. "That would be my master, Shiva Alassi. This is with her permission, and it will also be with her funds--"
"Right, that much is fine." The woman flicked the paper back at Xam suddenly enough that the young woman had to fumble to catch it. "Your intentions aren't to deceive or get away with something, and I don't get the impression that you're worried about being caught. What you seem to be worried about most, and correctly, is whether or not I approve. I do not."
Ki'el flinched, and at a small qi pulse from Meixu, she stepped back to where she had been relative to Xam, leaving the negotiation to her. But... in the moments that followed, Ki'el realized that she did not feel an overriding sense of finality to the woman's words, and although Xam also seemed to take a moment, she did speak up.
"We are aware, of course, of the many bonds and expectations upon a noble house. It is our expectation that we will be able to quickly rise in standing, enough to meet the Diamond Lord's standards--"
"Suppose for the moment I believed you," the Subcommander interrupted again, her voice a mixture of tired and annoyed. "What exactly are you expecting to be able to purchase, with what funds, in order to provide what service?"
Ki'el sensed a twinge of aether--not quite qi--through Xam, as the girl restrained some thought or feeling, though she did a decent job of not showing it outwardly. "This Xoi is not familiar with the property available, but we are no stranger to hardship or labor. We would gladly take a wild mountain territory, not large in size, to provide both safety to the citizenry, and qi crafting..."
"The established trade clans have most of the useful mining territory, and the military clans control the entire border. The 'wild mountain territory' we have available is harsh, unsuitable even for clans whose expertise are known." There was a moment, just a moment, of silence, as though the Subcommander was allowing them to process what she had said, before she continued. "Even that territory, being sovereign territory of the Empire, is not to be handed out to nameless, backerless clans--and if you had a backer or were worthy of your name, you would not be here. We are not in the habit of allowing children to pretend to be nobles. If you want to establish a clan, you need to prove that you have what it takes to be worthy of a noble title."
The silence that followed felt like it was prompting, but although Ki'el knew that Xam had prepared for this, the girl didn't seem to find words for several seconds.
"If I may be allowed to speak?"
Ki'el blinked, turning to look, but it was Brother Juno who spoke up, and Ki'el thought she saw a look of extreme distaste flow over the Subcommander's face for a moment, before she nodded. A moment later, so did Xam.
"If I may be so bold, Subcommander Rui Han Jeiha, you have us at a disadvantage." Brother Juno's voice... sounded far more relaxed than Ki'el would have expected. "I trust you understand that we are all well aware of our faults. And it is common play among the nobility, and others in high society, to pretend to have no faults, even when they are exposed by others. But--my apologies--this Hanzen Juno is but a humble cultivator of the Moonstone Isles Inner Sect, with a form of qi that, as you have already noticed, is not turned to a martial bent, and limited only to Transcendent Gem."
Ki'el... blinked, still not having known what qi Brother Juno had or how strong he was. Still... Transcendent Gem was still several phases ahead of her, was it not? It was a respectable accomplishment, certainly?
"I was wondering why someone useless like you was here," Subcommander Rui's voice was somehow both blunt enough to carry no insult with her words, and simultaneously cutting enough that Ki'el felt like it had somehow gone right to the heart of Brother Juno's words.
"Exactly so." Juno's words showed no sign of distress or hurt, though there was perhaps a bit of extra guardedness there. "But let us examine this rising house, if you would. To the right of Lady Xoi you will notice the Young Mistress of our house, the same who, you have doubtless heard, acquitted herself acceptably in a rigged duel, despite her young age and somewhat sheltered upbringing."
Sheltered? That was not what Ki'el would have called herself, not after spending so many years without actual shelter from the wind and rains, but she said nothing.
"Her master is the rising house's matriarch, distinct from that of House Xoi, but it is our young mistress herself who manages to attract the various peculiar talents to her. Myself, Lady Xoi, and the others who you have no doubt already correctly categorized, are by no means the only ones that she has attracted, but rather a sample." Brother Juno's voice was steady, almost amused, although it remained guarded enough that he did not sound disrespectful. "She is undeniably a prodigy, though if I may, Subcommander, I would make a distinction here, after spending many years, myself, in the Sect."
Juno paused, as though he was actually asking permission to add a clarifying point, and if so, he must have sensed some kind of agreement from the Subcommander that Ki'el did not. "I have spent more than twenty years in the Sect, fifteen in the Outer Sect and five more in the Inner, and I have seen a number of prodigies, ones who I would categorize as either 'idiots,' 'brats,' or 'geniuses'--something that I'm sure the Honored Subcommander has herself noticed among the rising and falling clan scions under her care.
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Ki'el looked to the Subcommander, and there was, perhaps, a small affirmative quirk to her mouth, but she said nothing.
"The distinction, as I have observed it, is this: any prodigy will be someone who accomplishes things far beyond what should be safe for them. 'Idiot prodigies' will be impressed that they accomplished such a thing and parade it around in front of others, as though stepping slightly further than others makes them unique or special. A 'brat prodigy' will only ever be comparing themselves to an ideal handed to them by someone else, usually their family or master--and I won't lie, I've seen that in our young mistress once or twice."
"But a genius prodigy is one who is disappointed in themselves for not yet being able to achieve what they know is possible. They are the kind in too much of a hurry to grow up, too eager to carry their share of the burden. They are the sort who are only beneath dragons because their wings have not yet grown." Ki'el couldn't help moving her head so that she could see Brother Juno, and she saw him glance her way, the look on his face flashing to disapproval at her for breaking formation, but... Ki'el could still only reluctantly turn away.
What Brother Juno was saying... like what many people said about her... did not make sense. Did it?
"Our Young Mistress is without a doubt one of those, and it is exactly for that reason that strange folk gather around her. People who have tasted the impossible, but cannot have faith, cannot gather the strength. Ones who would ride a dragon--"
"All very eloquent," the Subcommander broke in, her voice once again somehow both blunt and deadly. "Your point?"
"It's simple," Juno said, and although Ki'el knew it was bad form, she saw him break his posture to just give an exaggerated shrug, from the corner of her eye. "We didn't come here because it was ideal, we came because it was the closest. You are fully aware of the dangers the Empire is facing. We oppose the Ren, and we are strong enough to carry our weight, or we will be. If that doesn't match your local politics or if you're uninterested, then we go elsewhere. We will be annoyed if we wasted our time here, but it's our intent to serve both the Empire and ourselves. The behavior of this city has already been an insult, and we won't suffer too much more. If you're going to say 'no', at least have the decency to do it quickly. It will be a long trip to the next place."
Ki'el could feel a spike in the Subcommander's qi, though the woman held it in check. Outwardly, she gave no sign of anything more than continuing disinterest, and even her spirit seemed--on one level, at least--to be placid, unaffected. But Ki'el understood that Brother Juno's words had been a challenge, especially to a woman who--according to her assistant, at least--had been completely uninterested in meeting anyone who was not noble.
After a moment, Subcommander Rui turned to look at Ki'el. "You, 'young mistress'."
Ki'el blinked, but stepped forward. "Yes?"
"What does nobility mean to you? Fealty? You aren't even of Djang birth, that's obvious. Islander, I think."
"Illan, Subcommander."
"Illan. That covers a lot of sea territory. And even this far from the coast, I'm not ignorant of what Djang forces do to islanders when they can get away with it. I've seen slave auctions even this far inland, and Illianos are not too uncommon there." There was a sour distaste in the woman's voice, but Ki'el barely heard it.
Not over the flickering fear and anger that surged through her.
"To serve as a Djang Noble means supporting the Empire above all else. It means recognizing rights guaranteed to the citizens and the nobility, including forced servitude." Her words were cold, and Ki'el felt them piercing into her spirit. "This is not a false question. It is not a joke, or a trap. The fate of your house rests on what you say next. What is your answer?"
What was Ki'el's answer? To what nobility meant? Or fealty? In the face of such... disgusting...
Unbidden, Ki'el recalled when Sobon, shortly before he left, was speaking of his home. Of... of a world that was very powerful, very advanced, but where--in Sobon's confused language--everyone was part of a 'grand societal array', where everyone had a purpose, and everyone had to fulfill their purpose in order for that advanced world to function. And... Sobon had said that this world was backwards, barbaric, corrupt and violent. She couldn't disagree with that, of course.
Still... Ki'el took a deep breath, trying to find an answer in those thoughts, and what she herself believed before and after hearing them. And... she could not ignore Sobon's question about myth, either. It felt too honest to speak of that here, but she couldn't doubt how it applied--how people must believe in some 'myth of the Djang Empire' or similar. Sobon had said as much before.
After a long moment, Ki'el spoke. "My... master spoke of people working together towards something greater, but that's too little. It says nothing about the Djang, or about my people. Or about my family, who were kidnapped by Djang slavers. Or about me, when I was abducted and to be sold to slavers myself." She refocused on the Subcommander long enough to see the woman's stone face shift, for a moment, before her composure returned. "I do not understand much of how the Djang view themselves, but I do understand that great ideas require much hard work, peace, and order. An empire that could conquer the world cannot be built without those things."
From what she could tell, from the Subcommander's face, what she had said was not wrong... yet.
"But what has happened to me, and to my people, is proof that the Djang are not ready to control the world. That the Ren are rebelling is proof that even among the Djang, the Empire's foundation is not solid enough. I do not seek to destroy the Empire. I do not seek revenge. I do desire to see great things be done. I wish to see peace and order. I believe that abducting people, enslaving people, flies in the face of that peace and order. It flies in the face of everything that the Djang should believe, if they want to do great things. It does disgust me, and I do wish to be rid of it... if I could."
Ki'el felt something overflowing within her as she spoke, an anguish and anger that poured out like water from a jug suddenly toppled. She found herself meeting the eyes of Subcommander Rui. "You say that you have seen things, that you are not an idiot. I am meant to assume that you also disagree with what is done, though you did not say that. Base Commander Rai also disagreed with what was done, but did nothing. I trust you were both thinking that so long as you support the peace and order of the Empire, then you support the Empire itself. But already, today, 'peace' and 'order' are gone. If you wish to see the Empire do great things in your lifetime, it will only be after peace and order are obtained."
Behind her, Ki'el heard Benai speak up. "The girl is impassioned, and straying from her points, but she isn't wrong." Ki'el had to resist the urge to turn, or speak up. "Those of spirit beast bloodlines have long felt oppressed, but those who were alive at the time of the Diamond Lord's ascension remember being honored and beloved for their strength and beauty. In an era of peace, those old monsters remained silent in order to honor the ones who loved them, but they have not been loved by the Empire since that era began. 'Fealty' and 'nobility' have been collars that we put on ourselves, out of love and respect. As long as the world is worthy of that love and respect, we have no reason to remove them. But." The woman's last word had a finality to it, an unrepentant refusal to finish the thought.
"We are here asking to join," reminded Brother Juno quickly. "To protect and to build, not to conquer. That should be celebrated in an age like this one, should it not?"
Subcommander Rui's eyes shifted around, but her face and body remained stoic. The flow of her spirit and qi, Ki'el noted, had slowed, though exactly what that meant, she was unsure.
"And you all agree, that you are here to protect and build, and not to conquer?" There was a certain... mistrust in the Subcommander's voice.
Ki'el could do nothing but nod, and she thought she saw the others to her left doing the same. When the Subcommander's eyes fell on Meixu, the spirit at her shoulder transmitted only gently. [ I am bound by contract to serve my Mistress, here. If I weren't, I would leave rather than try to claim this place. ]
There was another long pause, but eventually, the Subcommander leaned back in her seat and let out a very long, very un-ladylike sigh. "Fine," she said, her voice losing a lot of polish and becoming a lower, almost rumbling noise. Her attention snapped back to Xam. "Originally, I only humored this because I've had to fight off idiot suitors like that Zhu brat, and any woman with the backbone to spit in their faces can at least be recruited as a soldier. That wouldn't be enough to get you a real piece of property, but it would be a foot in the door." Her gaze shifted to Ki'el, then back. "I'm still not convinced how valuable you lot are, but with the Ren in open rebellion, we can't afford to ignore someone who chooses to side with us and against them."
"It just so happens that a trade house here--predictably a very poor, stupid one--suddenly tried to get into the Ren's good graces. We intercepted their messages and put them to the sword. Local politics means we have to put most of the parcel up for auction, the kind of auction you likely won't be able to afford, but large sections reverted to military control, because they were wild, contested, or adjacent to the defense zones."
"Depending on what exactly your business is, we might be able to find a small section for you. Perhaps with enough wild zone attached that your spirit beast allies can have their own domicile." Her eyes flickered to Benai, and Meixu. "But probably not enough for each to have a separate domain."
"I am below; he is above," answered Benai, her voice completely unbothered.
Commander Rui made a dismissive gesture. "I'm not here to ensure you're happy, and I won't be the one who does the negotiations. You'll speak to the land minister and the surveyor each several times before anything comes back that has to actually be agreed to. And you won't be able to talk to them until the city magistrate accepts my recommendation and lets you meet with the City Lord. He also has the option of rejecting your writ, but if he does, it will be for political reasons--or corrupt ones." Her voice chilled with those last words, but she moved on too quickly to let them dwell on it.
"Doubtless you already understand this, but before you meet the City Lord, you need to decide once and for all whether you will call yourselves a trade house or a military one. A noble trade house won't get you much attention in this city, but not calling yourself one drops your chances of having any useful resources on your property to about none. The military here needs the help, so that will open doors for you... but we will expect things you may not be willing to give." Her gaze, again, moved to Ki'el, and then away.
"Thank you, Subcommander Rui," Xam bowed, and Ki'el followed suit. "We will take your guidance to heart."
"Go," was all the Subcommander said, picking up an ornate pen and beginning to write something even before they were out the door.