A week's worth of solid rest had done a lot for Ki'el, but it was still nowhere near enough. After the first day, the medicine helped her to eat and drink, and speak without coughing, but trying to stand or move still eluded her. It felt uncomfortably like she was wearing weights across her entire body--weights that she had the strength to move, but which stretched her flesh when she started and stopped her motions.
It was good that she had Chian there, but her real savior was Kuli, as always. The augment within her helped her to hold off panic, helped her to sense the flow of energy, helped her speak more clearly than her voice alone allowed, and... helped her to understand what exactly she had done wrong.
[ The aether that your master left within the Aether Sword is a level far too high for you to control, ] had been the preamble, but the augment continued. [ Use of aether always has a consequence, and when you do not understand the consequence, the effects appear mysterious, confusing. I have not been told the proper methods for using that layer of aether, and so I can't pass them on to you. But every layer of aether builds on the ones below, and you can begin to understand it by understanding the aether layers that it controls. ]
Ki'el nodded. Even Sobon had said that he would struggle to properly use aether above the third tier--above Acceleration and Reverse.
[ The first layer of Aether is resonance, of working together with or clashing against other energies, as you felt clearly while facing the Consequence lock on your qi cycle. To build the second layer of aether, no matter whether you are creating Genesis or Consumption, you must use both Sinister and Righteous aether. No aether is good, and none evil. Genesis could not exist without Sinister aether, and Consumption could not exist without Righteous aether. ]
How are they used?
[ The form of aether dynamos that Sobon creates relies purely on math, and the mathematics will likely not provide you with the answer you seek. However... to a limited extent, Resonance aether always touches the second layer of aether, just as it touches the physical plane below. Arranging that part of resonance aether that you control simply creates a loop that pulls aether from the next layer downward, and your own essence from the physical plane upwards, allowing them to mix. The same principle holds for building up to each further layer, although the arrangements get significantly more complicated. ]
Ki'el didn't understand, even when Kuli showed her a basic diagram that included three layers. The arrangement of the dynamos must have made sense, but it was not intuitive to her at all.
[ Functionally, Genesis aether is willing to weaken itself to power others, and Consumption aether weakens others to power itself. The raw energy, without intent, powers itself by weakening itself, and no energy is lost. ]
That much Ki'el could understand, though it felt odd to say that she had used a "power to strengthen others" to grasp the key during her tribulation.
[ That was a matter of will and connection, not energy. Both Space aethers connect you to a target, and Will allows for a great many things, for reasons too complex for a simple conversation. ]
When Ki'el considered that for a long moment, her mind inevitably came to the next question. How do Space and Time aethers connect?
[ The math is similar to the previous example, except in the details. But functionally, Acceleration aether consumes the present to more rapidly generate the future, and Revival aether consumes the present to sustain a version of the past. ]
Ki'el shivered at the idea of aether consuming the present. She understood, having experienced it, that nothing as terrible as that sounded was happening, but... even with better phrasing, the concept felt alarming. Draw energy from the world as it is now, to bring the future or keep the past. But what exactly was lost? Was it truly just energy?
[ What is lost, and what is gained, will vary depending on how you use it. Time-layer aethers remain natural parts of existence, although they do not naturally exist in the purity that Sobon can create. ]
She considered that, but moved past it quickly. And above time is...?
[ The layer above Time is known as Fate. It is something people rarely control, and arguably, something that few should. ]
Ki'el would have said the same, just from hearing the word, and knowing that the names of the aether layers had been brutally honest so far. How do fate and time interact?
[ Before we begin, you must distinguish the speed of time from the consequence of passing time. Time aethers affect how quickly time passes, but even the stored moment of time within Reversal aether is little more than knowledge of the past. It is not possible to travel to the past, because the past--the entire moment of time that is the present moment--no longer exists. The natural flow of time erases the present to create the future, which is what must be. ]
Ki'el... was willing to believe that she only understood that because Kuli spoke with careful intent. Memories, knowledge of the past, existed, but the time that once existed is gone.
[ Fate aether breaks this rule. The whole past may not exist, but Fate aether present in the world today is still anchored in the time it was created. It maintains itself frozen in time, while also allowing energy, will, and knowledge to pass through it like a gateway. It is a conduit that runs from the moment it was created until the moment it is destroyed. And fate aether is very frequently destroyed; it is fragile, and attempts to manipulate it frequently cause it to snap, fray, or shatter. Although fate aether could be used to perform very powerful manipulations of the future, even the greatest powers have great difficulty working with it. ]
That got Ki'el's attention. Could we find a thread of fate aether from the past and change the present?
[ That is possible in theory, but in reality, threads of fate snap unless the past and present are coordinated. Generally, the two fate Aethers work by transferring energy across time, although many also focus on the information passed through the connection, which is known as Prophecy. The aethers themselves are simple in concept; Sacred aether involves freely offering power that will be taken at another time, and Corrupt aether takes energy from another time by force, for use now. In order to use the links for transferring energy, you cannot risk the link breaking, and so these uses of the aether are rarely used for prophecies. ]
Ki'el considered that. Could I simply push the Tribulation energy forward in time? To when I could absorb it?
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[ If the energy is not under your control when you transfer it via Fate aether, you will most likely damage the link. You can transfer energy you have purified, but only as much as you can handle currently. And you cannot do it in your current state. ]
Ki'el understood, but as she thought about fate aether, she began to feel a sinking feeling. Even this fate aether is not what is within the Aether Sword.
[ No. Above Fate are the aethers of Consequence. They transfer energy to and from the past, future, and past at once. Consequence is the highest layer of aether that the Founders, the alien race which Sobon referred to as the great masters of aether, are willing to admit exists to other races, although it is believed that they access others. It is a certainty that higher levels exist, for beings that exist purely of aether, but we will never access them. The energy in your sword appears to be Truth aether, which will rearrange the energy it can reach to create the vision within your will. ]
Ki'el swallowed. This was the energy that she had cut Kem Jee Sai in half with. An energy that she had previously... simply spoken concepts to, like the concept of fire. And it was the energy she had told her concept of the qi turning cycle to, and absorbed too much of a tribulation.
[ I... am not powerful or well-informed enough to give you nuanced advice on using it safely, but in my observations so far, your intent and vision must align. When you spoke Fire to it, that did not align with your intent. But facing the tribulation, your intent and concept aligned, although you may have been mistaken to trust it. ]
Ki'el considered that, but only briefly. Isn't that how just qi is used? Intent, vision, and power?
[ Truth aether is a fundamental component to qi. Qi is a manufactured energy, one created by great masters. Designed to make access to Truth aether, and more specifically, the aether layers below Truth more accessible. To use Truth aether is indeed like using qi, but a level of qi normally restricted to the most powerful, who have the most experience with its nuances. It is qi without structure or filters. Qi allows one to build up to a version of Truth aether piece by piece, where you are trying to create a final effect at once. ]
More than anything, it was the rote confidence in Kuli's mental voice that sapped the strength from Ki'el, making her feel like she had been toying with powers far beyond her comprehension. I was experimenting with energy that people like the Djang Prince and Princess are not yet qualified to wield. Kuli didn't answer her thoughts, letting her dwell on them. The consequences of the power I use... if I make any mistake... are heavier than a tribulation. And I... can't even sense the energy, can't understand it. I was only giving it an instruction, a word, and hoping that nothing happened that was wrong.
[ The only reason I would have allowed it is because you focus on careful intent and purified qi. The path that most take, where their qi itself changes as they evolve... those people rarely if ever hold the full concept of their qi, the full intent, in mind. If those people attempted to wield this form of aether, their intent would be incomplete, confused, but they would still have a vision in their mind that resonated with it. The aether would take the incomplete intent and the vision and create an unpredictable effect. As long as you focus on holding the full intent in mind every time you use your qi, you will be training yourself to wield Truth aether effectively. ]
Ki'el meditated on that thought for a long time, long enough that Chian broke her concentration to say she was going to get food, and ask what Ki'el wanted, long enough that Chian broke her concentration again when she returned. As her fox-spirit friend helped her sit up and set a tray with fried rice, fish, and vegetables on it before her, she asked what Ki'el had been thinking about.
"Kuli was helping me to understand... the power that is within my Aether Sword," she said, with some effort. "A power that my master left me. One I was not ready for, but... may be someday."
"Some special qi nature? Or some powerful... aether?" The word was clearly still foreign to the girl, though she only hesitated for a moment over it.
"Aether. An aether powerful enough..." Did she want to admit that qi was created? By creatures that may, someday, wish to destroy the world, creatures that the Diamond Lord had spited for some foolish reason? Did she even understand what had happened, was happening? Did even Sobon understand it? She swallowed. "...powerful enough to have the same potential as the greatest qi, if Kuli understands it correctly." That last bit felt like a lame evasion, but Ki'el--though often blunt and a proudly straightforward girl, was unused to speaking of great and powerful truths as though she understood them.
"The greatest qi..." Chian leaned forward onto Ki'el's bed, careful not to jostle the tray with her food on it. "I can't imagine what that must be like. What wisdom it must contain."
Ki'el stared at the tray of food. But that's the point, she thought. It is power without wisdom. If what Kuli says is true, then qi exists so that we can build wisdom throughout our lives. But... she considered, her head cocking slightly to the side. That is only wisdom in controlling one specific qi nature. The path I am on, if I continue it, requires me to have the wisdom to control many different types of qi.
When she continued for more than a moment, Kuli interjected. [ You are free to use the mental space I provide to form several types of qi, or focus on mastering one. I am here to assist you; my presence should not force you down any path. ]
But Ki'el rejected that thought, not because she wanted more power, but because she knew that she would end up finding interesting concepts that she wanted to understand, and understanding them would allow her to use them. A strange feeling began to bubble up inside of her. If I wanted to learn and grow in that way while using qi, would I even be able to? Are the people in the Inner Sect limited to accomplishing only a fraction of the things they wish to, simply because of how qi works?
"Ki'el?" Chian's voice distracted her again.
"Thinking," she said, and reached for her food. "Not all power comes with wisdom within it. Qi must be built over time, but the power of aether is raw."
"Ah. I forget that sometimes, because the spirit power of my bloodline is something I will continue to unlock over time." She looked down at her hand. "I... would like to talk to you about my tribulation, if that is okay with you?"
Ki'el nodded, as she began to eat, and Chian spoke about her duel with her ancestor. About the Wheel of Sun and Sky, which had helped her to find perspective and clarity in the face of a storm wrought by someone else. Although it didn't give her any extra ability to wield the natural qi of the Raging Storm Fox bloodline, she still felt as though the tonic had changed her for the better, given her strength to face others.
Ki'el ate and listened to her friend, thinking that it was nice to see her in a good mood. Chian was cute, she thought, speaking animatedly about difficult things. Although it was clear that the girl still worried and feared, she seemed to have pushed past some of it.
"...my second tail is growing slowly, but I'll be much stronger when it's done." She reached behind her, touching something near her butt, but it wasn't large enough to peek out behind her like her first tail. "I was told that the number of tails a fox has is a sign of their power, but I didn't understand it before. I feel like... a different part of my ancestor's wisdom is filling the second one, maybe. The first one lets me touch and command the types of qi that I am allowed to reach, but the second one... I feel like it begins to expand what I can touch, what I can control. Normally, it has to be very close to me. Even during the tribulation..." She looked distant. "I had never commanded my energy from so far away, but it felt right, natural. I think it's supposed to be like that?"
Ki'el nodded, seeing the parallels to Space aether, but didn't try to speak on them. She was still unsure of what she knew, and what she could convey well to others, and she would need to think for a time before she was willing to act on she had been told.
"Anyway, I should eat, too." She took her own tray from the floor where she'd set it and put it on her lap, but paused. "Oh... I did see Mian. He and Xam are adapting to the Outer Sect, though they're worrying about you. I told him that you've awoken and are recovering..."
Ki'el nodded, and listened, and ate. She still felt awful, but things were getting better, and she still had a great deal of thinking to do.