Xam moved through the exercises with, she knew, a stubborn lack of grace, but she was improving. After moving into the Outer Sect, a certain amount of daily exercises were required, something overseen by the housing overseer for the section she and Mian were now housed in. At the very least, unlike the Lesser House, here she and her husband had private space--and they had made some use of it.
She was... not dissatisfied. Mian was an enthusiastic lover, did his best to be attentive, and was improving his technique. Like her, he was also coming to be in ever better shape as the Sect demanded they should, and she saw encouraging improvements in his mood, not only since they were together, but ever since his breakthrough. The older man seemed to have gained some insight from his Tonic, but the true improvement seemed to come after he left behind the failures of his past.
Now, the two of them, and the other Outer Sect members on this island, were moving in rough synchronization through the morning's exercises, at a time when they would have already been working in the Lesser House. They were fed better, clothed better, the qi in the air was fresher, and Mian had received word that Ki'el had awoken and was on her way to recovery. In short, almost all of the strain had left them both.
"That's enough." When the word finally came, Xam relaxed, though she noticed many of the other students continuing, often changing their pattern now that they no longer had to follow instructions. "Xam, Mian, your forms are improving. Mian, your footwork is still weak. Xam, you aren't keeping your back straight." The instructor, a Djang man who Xam would have a hard time picking out from a crowd of others even after staring at him every morning, never had much more to say than what he saw wrong in people's forms. He went on to make pointed jabs at a few others, but then left without anything else.
Xam took a deep breath, but looked at Mian, who nodded. The two of them, after briefly washing off their sweat, went to the Hall for their housing island, which was a small meeting house on the next island over. Cloudy River Hall was not the most auspicious, they had been told, but it was far from the least of the Outer Sect halls. The dispatcher who oversaw the hall was tall from a Djang and well-built, but remarkably withdrawn, with narrow eyes that were often closed. It was not odd to find that he had wandered from his office, which like Sister Futi's, was filled with glyphs that connected the dispatcher to others throughout the Sect, and this morning, he had paced to a seemingly random section of wall and paused, as though staring at a spot on it, though Xam would expect to find that his eyes were closed, if she checked.
"Brother Meng," Mian said, to alert him, while still a ways away.
As usual, the man took a moment to come out of his reverie, but turned, his eyes opening briefly to confirm who was there, before he turned back towards his office, pacing blindly. "Sister Xam and Brother Mian. A moment." After crossing into his office, he paused, tilted his head like he was listening, and turned to face the glyphs one at a time, as though conversing silently. "The inscription project from yesterday will begin again in an hour, if you are interested. Otherwise, all I have for you are Spirit Gem bounties, and the same tasks as the Lesser House has."
Xam grimaced. The inscription project only asked that they provide qi, and as fresh Titanium Qi members, they had little enough, by the Sect's accounting. And producing Spirit Gems... although they had been taught the method, neither she nor Mian was good at it yet. The Sect would buy even the lowest quality gems, but for essentially nothing.
"I see," Mian said, sounding disappointed. "We will help with the Inscription, but..." he looked at Xam, who did her best to read his face, and nodded at what she thought she saw there. "We've been meaning to go see our friend. Perhaps we should do that this morning, before we get started."
"Sister Ki'el has been moved from the Healing House," Brother Meng reponded, voice still flat. "She and her friend have housing in the Inner Sect, Billowing Woods Island." He turned back, his eyes open, and his gaze lent his next words a certain weight that they might not have needed. "The overseer says they have warded their house, so you may not be able to find them on your own. Ask at the Hall."
They nodded, and departed, and after asking around, found their way up the chain of floating islands to one of the few Inner Sect islands accessible by bridge. The Billowing Woods Hall, unlike their Cloudy River Hall, had most of its work rooms sealed shut with talismans or chains, many radiating intensely as they passed by to find the hall's dispatcher.
In contrast to Brother Meng, Sister Wun was tiny. Xam was a relatively short woman, but Sister Wun barely came up to her chin. Like most of the dispatchers she had met, Sister Wun had a certain tiredness to her, one that spoke of endless hours of small insignificant tasks, none of which tasked her, but which allowed her no proper time to rest. Wun's eyes projected qi ceaselessly, and Xam was sure that the woman saw right through them both in an instant.
"You're the friends of Sister Ki'el," Wun said, before they'd so much as spoken. "I'm Sister Wun. They've been paying people to come instruct them the past couple days, but not taken any work yet. Kindly remind them when you're there." With a burst of targeted intent, the woman gave them directions, then turned away, looking out a window in a clear dismissal.
The path behind their Hall led to a narrow and sideless bridge of silver-edged wood planks, which Xam stepped fearlessly on. Like every Sect construction, it seemed to shelter them from the winds around the Isles, and adjusted only gently to the rise and fall of the two islands relative to one another. Billowing Woods isle had a restive atmosphere and a clear walking path, but aside from that, the sometimes dense and sometimes loose forest seemed empty.
They were drawing close when Mian sighed. "It's taken us long enough that the inscription project will be resuming by the time we get there," he said. "Perhaps if we only say hello..."
Xam looked back over her shoulder at him, considered it for a minute, and then shook her head. "No," she said, though she didn't immediately understand her impulse. "We said we'd see our friend, and we will. It's not a lot of Points to work on the Inscription project, anyway."
She sensed Mian nodding, but she was slow to continue walking. It took her a few moments to understand the irritation within her, but not too long. In her youth, and in her time with the military, there had been obligations, freedoms, and some small authority. Now that she was out of the Lesser House, and the obligations were less... she still felt like she had fewer freedoms.
And no authority yet. Or...
When they crossed a line, Xam felt a familiar feel, which she was sure was either Chian or Benai's work, and then she sensed Chian's spirit energy, and Ki'el's mixture of qi and aether, both ahead of her. Both also seemed immediately aware of her, and she felt something stir within her as she sensed Ki'el's excitement.
Family.
"Xam!" Ki'el's voice sounded weaker than before her tribulation, but the girl's qi was still ahead of hers by a lot. It was more than quantity, and it had been even when the girl was unconscious and struggling. She was definitely more than Xam was, though exactly how, it was unclear. And... for now, Ki'el seemed in genuinely good spirits. "Mian! Welcome. I was worried we would not get to speak soon."
"Our time isn't unlimited," Xam admitted, resisting the urge to hide her expression from the girl. It was in her nature to be a bit of a tease when she had control, but even now, she didn't feel much like she did. "But we wanted to see you, and none of the jobs available to us yet are high quality." She finally stepped out of the trees, to find that Ki'el and Chian were both in front of their small cabin, and... there were a variety of twisted bits of wood lying around, many of them crusted with sap and with torn and flaking bark. Xam glanced around, noting that there were several around where Chian sat... and none near Ki'el.
Ki'el nodded. "They haven't forced me to work yet, though I will as soon as I can. I... don't know what I can do for the sect, though. I still shouldn't use my qi, not for a while yet."
Mian seemed pained, as he looked at his sister. "Can you still speak with Intent?" he asked, and Ki'el nodded. "Certainly you can offer lessons in Fire Qi, if your previous experiments are anything to go by."
Ki'el seemed offended, and upset. "I... do not understand fire qi at all, though. I have no understanding of natured qi at all."
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Chian gave her a look, and Ki'el turned to look back at her, the misunderstanding plain on her face. Xam felt like she had told the girl this before. "Not all qi effects are born of qi natures. People often learn a technique first, then create a nature to cement it, strengthen it, make it second nature." She stepped forward. "I am only beginning to think of what I have learned from the Thousand Mile Waterfall Flower, but already, I could claim to have a 'Crushing Waterfall Fist' technique." She summoned up the image she had built--in bits and pieces only, so far--of that crushing weight, the unrelenting momentum of the waterfall, and struck at a low tree branch. Although it hurt her hand to do it, the technique was enough to break the small tree branch off. "It is not finished. It is not ready. In battle, it would not be enough. It is the beginning of something, and if I wish to make water qi my 'path', it would be one step along that path."
Ki'el nodded, but didn't seem to quite understand.
"When people of the Sect are trying to learn about a qi nature, they are looking for any kind of advice. As long as the advice is true and helpful, it will help them enhance their image, shape their intent, and replicate the effect they wish to accomplish. For me, I have much I need to understand about flow, momentum, impact..." she trailed off. "Some of this is specific to water, but much of it is not. And yet, as we understand more, the image grows." She straightened. "I believe that there are several techniques already that you could offer insight into, but fire is the one that you have already proven you know. While your advice won't be helpful to everyone, many will have an impression of what fire is only because they have seen fire, felt its warmth. Some of those who offer advice on fire qi still only know fire by what they see and sense."
"I see," Ki'el said, and Xam thought that perhaps this time, she did. She sighed, looking at the girl, and turned to look at Mian, who looked back at her, his expression simple... but mostly unreadable. Aside from wanting to help the girl, he didn't seem to have any direction.
"I would like to say something," Xam said, before she could put it off more, and Mian and Ki'el looked at her, both tensing slightly from the way she said it. But... she barreled on, nonetheless. "If... if we truly are to behave like a Noble family, to serve your master, Ki'el, then we are going to need to have a plan. Although many in the Great Noble Houses, especially the prodigies, are free to choose their qi and their path... the House itself must have a path. Right now, none of us have paths, but the beginnings of the paths we have are all very different." She looked over at Mian. "Your Hundred Hearts tonic. My Thousand Mile Waterfall." She looked at the other two. "Ki'el's purified qi, and aether. And Chian's spirit magic, and her spirit bloodline... if she intends to remain with us." Xam closed her eyes, putting aside the question of whether she liked or trusted the girl yet. "If we wish to be at all serious as a noble house, whatever paths we put together, we should be whole at the end of it. A path that none of us is separate from, even as we walk our own ways."
"That's true," Mian mused, but from the way he said it, Xam was sure he hadn't thought about it at all.
"My path is flexible," Ki'el said. "I hope to learn inscriptions which I can use the way Sobon does. As long as I can learn what I need to know, I will happy to support everyone."
The strongest one here by far, and she only thinks to support others. Xam couldn't dislike the girl, but some part of her was still offended by her sincere humility. When she didn't reply, though, Chian spoke up.
"The Raging Storm Spirit Fox bloodline has resonance with water and air techniques, but a 'waterfall' would be slightly stretching the connection between us. At least... I don't know that I could take your water or air qi and use it for my own as easily, though perhaps you could use mine, as long as I allow it." Chian tilted her head, then looked at Ki'el. "I would still like you to contract with a spirit from my family. I will, too, perhaps at Bismuth or Damascus Qi. I could do it now, but..." Chian's voice trailed off for a moment, then returned. "For those within the family, binding a servant spirit is a matter of prestige. If I summon one too early, some in my family will consider me weak."
"I don't care what your family thinks," Ki'el hissed at the girl. "You are not weak."
Xam watched as the other girl smiled back at Ki'el, her eyes flicking between the two. They got along well, and there was something there. So... she took a breath, and as she let it out, tried to dismiss the lingering mistrust. If only it were that easy, of course, but it would be only the first step of many. To distract herself, she spoke up. "You don't think your family will mind if you serve a master who can only take a lesser spirit guardian?"
"I... well." Chian turned to listen to her, then turned away. "You might be right, but--" Then she paused, frowning. "There is... the ward is deflecting more qi than usual. Not an attack. Something outside the Sect?"
Xam frowned, but turned and moved back to the edge of the barrier. When she stepped through it, though, she felt something--an edge to the qi of the world, distant, but unmistakably like an unsheathed blade. It was too familiar to Xam, reminding her of battlefields, though what it meant, and where it came from...
"What is that?" Mian's voice from next to her was troubled, but not as troubled as Xam felt. After a moment, Ki'el and Chian also stepped out. "Someone's unleashed qi?"
"Killing intent," Xam said. "Not close. But... unless I am mistaken, that is to the east. Which would mean..."
Mian looked at her. "The Starbeasts?"
But before she could respond, they could all feel it, another distant sword unsheathed. Neither was beastial; both were human, and after some moments of standing and simply sensing the qi of the world, they felt the two auras clash.
"I sensed something like this," Ki'el said. "On the day Sobon was fighting. But it was brief. Three powerful energies, until one fled."
"If we are sensing it from this far away, they are high Flame warriors," Xam said. "But for two Flame Qi cultivators to clash, within the Empire... will not the Diamond Lord strike one down?"
They all stood and simply sensed, but after a time, they only felt more Flame Qi auras being unleashed, and the Diamond Lord, at the center of the Empire... she could not feel a shake or tremble from it at all.
"What should we do?" Mian's voice was calm, and Xam chose to take some strength from that, rather than judge him. She took a deep breath, trying to find an answer.
"We can do nothing," was all Chian had to say. "Except try to advance. The Elders will all say the same. If anything..." Something to the girl's voice made Xam turn to her, and she found the fox girl was looking right at her. "You're exaclty right, Sister Xam. If something is happening, we should--you all should, at least--be able to stand together."
But Ki'el put her arms on her friend's shoulders. "Chian. I meant what I said. I would like you to remain with us."
It stung Xam, only a little, that Ki'el seemed entirely unconcerned with what she might have to say on the matter, but then, whether Xam was the leader of the family on paper or not... Ki'el was still Sobon's apprentice. She closed her eyes. "Let's talk inside the barrier," she said, and stepped back through, though now she found the calm inside the barrier disquieting, rather than comfortable.
They all, by unspoken agreement, chose for 'inside the barrier' to mean 'by the cottage.' When they had made themselves somewhat comfortable there, by the small fire circle that had been clearly used once or twice, Xam spoke again. "If we are a Noble House... then your master, Ki'el, is our family's Matriarch. The one power and voice that trumps all others, Sobon--Alassi--is the one that even family leaders bow to. Since you can speak to her, and be her voice, you are second, at least when speaking for her." Xam found it simple enough to say the words, but it was frustrating just how insignificant those words felt, as though a passing breeze could undo them. "Of the rest of us... I am the only one recognized as a noble scion by the Empire. For that reason, unless your master objects... I am, and must be, the head of this household."
"Are we a part of your Xoi house?" Mian's voice didn't sound like it carried any judgement or hostility. If anything, Xam imagined that he would prefer to be part of something greater.
"On paper, necessarily. If I am forced to choose between the Xoi family Patriarch, and Alassi..." she hesitated, understanding that--although there was no one there to record her words, to hold her to them--saying what she meant to say was a large step. "...I must choose Alassi. Otherwise, there is no meaning to any of this."
"Does that mean you will change your name?" Chian's voice sounded innocent enough, but the thought burned Xam's ears. Saying it isn't doing it, some part of her mind argued, but Xam understood. When she made that choice, she made it for good.
"I will decide later. Unless the situation demands it, doing so would only invite trouble." She glanced at Ki'el. "But you should speak to--to the Matriach. See if she understands the situation, and if she needs anything from us. If she has time... any advice on our paths as a House would be appreciated, but I suspect now will not be that time."
Ki'el nodded. "I will have Kuli send a message."
Xam looked around. "And... there are no other objections? To the structure of our house, as I've laid out?"
Chian hesitated, and Xam knew she would. "I..." she stopped, and thought for a moment, before speaking again. "I don't know what would happen if I tried to officially join your House now. I don't think my family would accept such a thing. Like with changing your name, trying to do it too soon might only invite trouble. But... I would like you to think of me as one of you." She looked up at Xam, and then at Ki'el. "For now... I would like to be considered a sister of Ki'el. Right now, even if I returned to my family, I don't feel like... I would find what I am looking for there." Abruptly, her hand reached out and took Ki'el's, and squeezed it. "Perhaps I am finding that here, now."
Xam carefully kept her expression even, although she allowed her eyebrows to raise. "As long as you take good care of your sister, I have no objections," she said, trusting that the fox didn't need to be told that she saw more than she commented on.
"Then I also have no objection to you as head of the Family," Chian said. "As long as you take care of us all, I'll follow you."
Xam nodded, feeling like she'd just made a promise that she didn't--couldn't--really understand.