Although Ki'el was able to spend some time with her friends over the next several days, it became clear that life in the Sect, especially within the Lesser House, was full of monotonous labor. Although her first days at the sect had been... notable, time never ceased, and a surprising number of things began to simply become common.
Among those was simply not being able to see her family and friends often.
Oh, they still had their evenings, though all or most of them were usually tired, more interested in training to escape their situation than anything else. For Mian, that meant working to improve himself to the peak of Silver Qi first, a task that seemed within grasp if he could just figure out the trick to his new qi turning technique. While Ki'el tried to get him interested in a discussion of her Sect Points and the medicines of the Sect, he seemed not to take her seriously, or otherwise had no interest. He also didn't exactly spurn Ki'el's help with his technique, but... he seemed more alive and active when working at it himself than when he was receiving Ki'el's admittedly novice advice.
In contrast, Xam all but lost interest in the turning technique in the days that followed; she seemed to be focusing on the new foot-center discipline, and whatever insights she gained or struggled with she kept to herself. She also seemed to be practicing something else, which Ki'el didn't immediately press her about, though it made her qi move strangely, so Ki'el assumed it must be a technique from her family, or possibly the Sect.
Da Chian, for her part, only visited them one evening out of the next three, and Ki'el used that day's time to ask her about the materials from the Sect. Da Chian, predictably, had not heard much about most of them, though she had some general insights.
"Spirit crystals and spirit gems are very different," she said, "though they can be difficult for a novice to tell apart. Mere crystals are spirit energy locked into a form, and would be a very good way to pass energy from one person to another--but they are usually weak and impure, with most of the qi lost in the process." The redheaded woman was leaning against a tree trunk, and didn't quite meet Ki'el's eyes as they talked, although there seemed not to be any resentment there. Some confusion, perhaps, at most. "I'm not sure there's any way to improve the process, but maybe you'll find one. Your technique is pretty odd."
"Gems on the other hand are made while meditating on a technique or an insight, or they are extracted from a source that has some particular qi nature or property. In theory, every gem should provide some chance at insight into some property or nature, but if all the dispensary says is that it is a gem, without providing details, it's not going to be anything valuable, or the chances of understanding it are not high. A real spirit gem contains a deep and fundamental spiritual truth. It's worth a lot more, and you have to ask for a specific kind. I've never been involved with that, but the Brother from the outer sect who told me about it says that they usually just post bounties when people ask for things, and see if anyone can provide one."
Ki'el frowned, considering. "They cannot simply convey a concept with intent?"
"Masters could," chuckled Chian. "And masters could read intent that someone else merely spoke. But if you are going to spend a day, or many days, meditating on intent that you only just heard once..." She shrugged. "No. Better to buy a gem. Or if you ever really get rich, hire someone to create an Intent Plate. At least, I think that's what they call it."
Ki'el recalled hearing that term from the Appraiser at the Auction House, and nodded. She... might have brought up having heard it, if not for the fact that the Appraiser wanted to create an Intent Plate for something Sobon himself had created, apparently out of nothing, or worse, out of the information that he had left to Ki'el, buried within Kuli. She... was well aware, that between her and Kuli, the two could without question at least speak the proper Intent for Primordial Qi, at least to copy what Sobon had said.
Whatever resources she might gain from that, Ki'el was sure, she would gain far more attention, and especially, attention that she did not want. Not now. And... it was not impossible, that Sobon, or the ones that helped him, would disapprove of her using their knowledge for such small things. It would be better to at least ensure she knew who was going to benefit, and if possible to ask Sobon his opinion before even suggesting that she had such things.
Of course, Brother Du and Chian both understood that she had something from Sobon. She doubted either of them understood what Kuli represented--but then, Ki'el herself could only guess. Or rather... she had no intent to force Kuli to try to reveal the depths that Sobon had left her, especially not now. Not with so much yet to learn.
"What kind of intent can one gather from an... unspecified spirit gem, then?" Ki'el forced herself to ask the question, although in truth, she was already certain that whatever was to be found in these spirit gems, unless they were natural aether phenomena, she would not like them.
"I can't say I know," Chian said, sounding like she had no deep interest in the conversation. "I've only had my hands on one, and it gained me nothing before it decayed. Especially something like a lesser or low gem would at best be the work of someone in the Outer Sect meditating on vague concepts of qi, and whatever got imprinted in the stone. They are probably useful, especially for people clawing for every last benefit, but I do not understand them."
Ki'el nodded at that, and after a moment of silence, asked, "Which is better--lesser, or low?"
"Ah, the great questions in life at last," Chian teased, and Ki'el was surprised to hear the levity in the girl's voice again. "They don't always use both terms to describe the same thing, and so often the two mean about the same thing. But there is Least, and then Low, and then Lesser, Common, Uncommon, Greater, Great, and some other things I doubt we'll ever see." Chian pushed out another small qi orb, as she had done a few times that night, and Ki'el thought she sensed the girl trying to pressure the qi of the orb with her spirit tail. Ki'el... found herself watching the other girl's eyes as Chian focused on the orb. The look on Da Chian's face as she focused was...
She lost the thought as the orb zipped away, this time into a fallen leaf, which smoldered, but did not catch fire or have anything else in particular happen. Still, it was more of a result than most of the others. Ki'el frowned at the leaf. "You intended to burn it?"
"Fire isn't a part of my bloodline's nature," Chian replied. "I... can already tell that if I used my blood nature, it would be far more powerful. I'm not ready for that, not yet. I'll always need to practice qi natures that differ from my own, so that I can disguise myself. Fire is... common."
{ Her understanding of fire is worthless, } Kuli commented to Ki'el alone, and Ki'el blinked, surprised at the bitterness implied by the augment's tone. { Fire--the true element, without considering qi--is fairly simple. Intent must always reflect the truth behind a phenomenon. Ignorance produces terrible spiritual techniques. }
Teach me, Ki'el pushed at Kuli, who paused as though surprised, or unprepared for the comment. Teach me enough about natural fire that I could speak it with intent.
Kuli considered the request, and then suddenly Ki'el understood.
She all but leaped to her feet at the strange thoughts that Kuli simply merged into her mind, of physical structures--too small to see--that might break if struck with too much energy, and which might release more energy when they break than it took to break them. Of the remnants, which might trap the heat, help it flow away, or might themselves burn. Of gasses--the one in particular needed for most fire, and others--and of things releasing light because they are hot.
It wasn't simple, as Kuli had said--not to know everything. And Ki'el, as she sat there, her back straight and her eyes unseeing, knew enough about fire now to know that she had known almost nothing. She had known that wood burns, that water puts it out. She had known that it took fuel and power. Understanding the why of fire should not have been this profound. She should not have needed to understand power and gasses and what makes up things in order to understand fire.
Learning all of that in an instant might have been more important than learning how they all combined to create fire... if any of that knowledge had been in the slightest way useful to her except in understanding fire, but now, it was all disconnected, uncertain. Distant.
"Ki'el?"
Ki'el blinked and looked to Chian, and the woman looked back, her eyes guarded and uncertain. Only in that moment did Ki'el recall how Chian had reacted when she offered a gift, and she hesitated.
"I asked Kuli a question," Ki'el said. "About fire. Because I wanted to help you. But I am not certain whether you will want the... the knowledge that I gained."
"You gained insight just from the answer to a question?" Da Chian's voice sounded strangely... amused? Did she think Ki'el was joking?
"It is what I asked for," Ki'el admitted. "I thought... that I could simply speak with intent, what I learned, in order to help you."
"Like I said," Chian said, her voice still amused. "It's difficult to speak with intent, and difficult to memorize someone else's. Even if your Kuli could provide insight, how would that help me?"
But Ki'el just looked back at Chian, unsure. "If I could... would you want me to try? To teach you what I learned?"
Chian's humor seemed to quiet, and then vanish. And the girl, or maybe not quite a girl, sat up straighter. "Maybe," she said. "I... suppose I appreciate you asking. Try. See if you can even speak with intent."
Ki'el, of course, had pushed intent out with her spirit alone... but she wasn't good at it. And now, when she tried to sum up all that she knew about fire, she found it even more difficult to compress a whole concept into a word, as she knew masters did. But more than that... Ki'el found it difficult to speak the word 'Fire' while also speaking the intent, [Fire], at the same time, especially linking both together.
For whichever reason, Kuli did not help her with this, and for whichever reason, Ki'el did not resent that. This... seemed like a thing worth trying hard to learn and master. Perhaps... perhaps now was not exactly the right time, but it was a worthy task.
Chian did not seem surprised when Ki'el failed to speak the concept, and didn't press her or attack her, but she didn't come back the next day, either. At the very least... the knowledge that Kuli instilled in her also didn't fade, though Kuli had to walk Ki'el through the thoughts and how to order them in her own mind, because the thoughts--although they had become her own--were still foreign. Even trying to summarize the knowledge in words was strange, and trying to convey more than the words with the words was a maddening challenge.
Over the course of the next couple days, Ki'el worked on the phrasing of the sentence itself whenever her work allowed her time to think. When at last she decided on words--"Normal fire is the reaction of fuel and oxygen with heat, releasing heat and light"--she began to try to meditate on each of the concepts in part. Fuel, being something that either can react with oxygen and heat, or releases something when heated that will react. Oxygen, being the gas that most things react with. Heat, being not only energy, but a property of all things, which can be stored, transfer on touch, or radiate out. Reaction, being a part of nature, something that will happen even without qi, simply because of how the world works. And... "normal" fire, because she needed to convey that this was one of many possible cases, and had nothing to do with how things worked once qi was involved.
Although Kuli did not help with this directly, she did teach Ki'el to store whole thoughts in the part of Ki'el's mind that Kuli herself occupied--that Kuli augmented, made better, stronger. And this quickly became a thing that Ki'el found strangely thrilling--the idea of setting aside a whole and complex thought, but then picking the thought up again as though it were simply a stone she placed down and picked up again. She could work on her phrasing of Normal Fire, and when someone interrupted, put it all away without losing her place or her way. When she picked it up again, there was no tracking down the thoughts she'd had, and no fumbling with pieces no longer in context.
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Is this how Sobon felt? Ki'el asked Kuli as they returned from a job, this time replanting a flower bed that had been messed up by another Outer Disciple duel. It had been meditative work, until the last moments when an Outer Sect disciple walked by and made all her hard work feel meaningless, as they used their qi to better distribute the dirt, the water, and the flower's roots, and the many flowers Ki'el had planted over hours sat up brighter and more healthy in response. Being able to hold concepts in his mind, and simply bring them out when he needed?
{ Yes, } Kuli answered. { Many advanced cultures have tools like that. I am not the tool Sobon was most familiar with--I was created by the Ri'lef, and for their people, but adapted for you. But I know that Sobon was used to augments like me, and most likely, far more powerful ones. Ones meant for aether warriors, so that they could draw upon centuries of knowledge in an instant. }
Ki'el could believe it, after having seen Sobon simply create spells of devastating power from nothing. Now that she, herself, was stumbling to make even the most trivial qi circuits and do simple things like speaking the true nature of fire... she understood that wielding that much power required a technique entirely without flaw. The power that Sobon had wielded, if he had a fraction as many flaws as Ki'el had now, would have destroyed him the first time he used it. And he had used it over and over and over, without showing even a moment's hesitation or fear.
Sobon had created a bomb out of an engraved rock, a crude one, while still trapped in the body of a squirrel. Even now, Ki'el shivered to think of that explosion, to think of the terror she felt in the pirate captain with the insidious black, Gold-tier qi. The explosion that had nearly capsized a massive ship, despite going off dozens, perhaps hundreds of feet away. Ki'el could remember Sobon beginning to charge that stone, as he held it there, inches from his own body, mere feet from Ki'el. If there had been a single flaw...
{ We are created to help with things like that, } Kuli confirmed. { To hold ideas in mind, create them out of pieces. To go over them again, compare them to other thoughts and memories, confirm they are correct. To communicate them to others, precisely and without error. To copy them exactly into reality, confirm the copy is perfect, and only then empower them. To Sobon, and others who have access to these methods, this world in which intent is a personal journey is primitive. It is a necessary journey without these tools, but to those who have them... }
Ki'el understood, even without Kuli explaining, but the explanation did feel right, as well. It only underscored, once again, that Kuli was a treasure--something Ki'el had no right to, and which she dared not underestimate. And... the explanation also provided one other insight for Ki'el. A possibility she had not quite considered.
When she was content that she was close to speaking the concept of Fire with intent, she began to do the same for her qi turning technique. It was not exactly a trivial concept; she had only crudely explained to the others that aether, and qi, were individual specks that could join together into a whole as a natural consequence of their form. Like bubbles, they were essence that also had an inside, and the surfaces could join to create a larger within.
She spoke on this to Mian, and it seemed to help him with his technique, though still he seemed to be missing parts and pieces of it. With the insight, though, he finally completed several turns of qi, producing purified qi in his Thorn, and he was able to grasp the purified qi and reabsorb it. The next day, he awoke at Silver 4, and he felt certain he would get to Silver 5 within another day's effort, if that.
That day, by chance, Ki'el met Chian while on a task, the red-haired girl pulling a cart somewhat larger than herself, with large wooden wheels, with relative ease. Ki'el, meanwhile, had been asked to help carry a number of alchemical vials very carefully across a moderate distance, as the Outer Sect disciple who most likely should have been doing it went off to do something else.
"Chian," she said as she passed, and she realized the girl had been entirely within her own thoughts and not noticed her until she spoke. The redhead looked at her, and nodded, but her gaze was wary. "We should talk again, if you don't mind."
"I have been busy, but..." she looked away. "I wouldn't mind."
They parted ways, neither willing to interrupt their task. Ki'el was disappointed that Chian didn't show up that night, but focused her efforts on polishing her intent for the concept of Fire anyway.
The next day, Ki'el felt strangely disquiet, although for a long time she couldn't find any source for the feeling. It wasn't until she was on her way back to the Lesser House, and saw the woman who remained across the hall from them--Bai Benai--moving with unnatural speed up the path and away, that she felt certain it was more than her imagination. She could only watch Sister Benai leave, but shifted her attention to Kuli. Do you feel something?
{ An uncertain intent, } Kuli agreed. { A reckless action. Da Chian may be in trouble. }
So Ki'el, having accomplished her own deeds, turned and followed Sister Benai--or, mostly, followed Kuli's direction. By the time she caught up, the situation had long since resolved--Sister Benai was standing protectively over Chian, who seemed to have been struck, but another, an Outer Disciple, was looking far more incensed than anyone else.
Ki'el had to check herself a moment before speaking. "Sister Chian! Sister Benai."
Both glanced over at her, and Ki'el saw great darkness in the eyes of Bai Benai, but the Outer Sect disciple gave Ki'el a dirty look. "A third member of the Lesser House? What is with you idiots today?" He moved towards Chian, but Benai repositioned herself instantly to be in his way. He started to raise one hand to her, but stopped. "You won't stop me from getting compensation, Lesser House. My rather expensive set of tokens is ruined now."
When Bai Benai spoke, Ki'el could feel a deeper and more dangerous spiritual pressure than she had expected to sense from anyone in the Lesser House. "You get what you pay for, Outer Disciple. Compensation for losses when requesting aid from the Lesser House is limited to three times the request fee."
"That is NONSENSE, and I will hear nothing of it," the Outer Disciple snapped. "Each of those tokens was worth at least twenty Sect Points, and they are all ruined!"
"Then you should have paid more to have an Outer Disciple clean them."
"I will not be talked back to by a lesser being." The man's qi flared, and Ki'el realized that he was past Titanium Qi--his qi took on a variety of colors, but it was only about as dense as Sobon's had been. Seeing it now, and trying to understand it, she understood it to be Bismuth Qi, the second tier in the Bright Metal Phase. "You will step aside, or..."
"Or you will what? Assault me?" Bai Benai's sneer of contempt was conveyed by her qi, although Ki'el could not see her face.
"I..." he eased off the pressure but his words only contained more venom. "I will have my satisfaction, on my position as heir to House Otoma."
"We have no reason to accept such a duel."
"The girl struck me," the Outer Disciple said. "I have done no violence in return. My words are simple and true. Either compensate me for the lost tokens, or take... let's say, three moves from me. If you think you could survive that."
Ki'el swallowed, staring at the scene for a moment in confusion, then frowned. In the battle at Sobon's home... she had fought a man with Titanium Qi to a standstill with her aether blade. He had not been a master, but he had been overconfident that his qi alone made all the difference. But this is also a Sect. Doubtless this man has learned more--
"I will place my honor on the line to defend my friend," Bai Benai said. "I will take your three moves." But Ki'el could sense the raw fear that emanated from her, and imagined she understood. Bai Benai also did not wish to reveal her blood natures.
"No," Ki'el said, stepping forward without thinking too hard about it, and withdrawing her Aether Blade from her storage ring. "I will take them."
All three of them looked over at Ki'el, at that, and the Outer Disciple looked strange. "You? What do you have to do with this?"
"She is also my friend," Ki'el said. "And..." And what? What right did she have to interfere? Ki'el glanced over at Chian, seeing that she--no, they were struggling to suppress their blood. "And... I believe that Sister Benai would do better seeing to Sister Chian. I believe that I can handle you alone."
"Handle me? Ridiculous." The Outer Disciple raised his hands in a strange fashion, one crossing over the other before him, and a phantom like a snake appeared in the air around him. Ki'el froze up, worried that she had offended yet another spirit beast, but the qi solidified into something more like a puppet or chain weapon instead. "I have reached the third chapter of the Book of the Earthen Puppet Dragon. I can manifest my qi nature. Can you even use external qi?"
Ki'el took a deep breath, and pressed her intent into the Aether Blade, awakening it in its staff form. When she did... she could feel something, deeper within the blade, something she knew was there, but it struck her differently this time.
It desired intent.
"If I cannot take your three strikes, you can take one hundred Sect points from me," Ki'el said, unsure where her confidence came from, but she raised the Aether Sword before her, and for reasons she could not put into words, she conveyed to the Aether Sword the intent for [normal fire]. Nothing happened. "If I can... then consider it your loss, and Sister Chian owes you nothing."
"Pathetic. This won't even take a single strike." The man waved his hands, and Ki'el could feel the strings of qi connecting him to the construct. Ki'el pressured her Righteous Aether cycle, flooding her body, and when the construct began to move, she positioned the Aether Sword between it and her.
When the construct hit her blade, Ki'el shivered.
It wasn't the qi drain, although that was substantial. No, Ki'el felt something, as though the aether sword was measuring the puppet snake for how well it matched the intent of Normal Fire. It was... not a match, and more than that, Ki'el suddenly felt certain that the puppet construct was actually fairly weak. It was a qi construct, and it would continue to function until destroyed or its power was used up, but... the core behind the construct was flimsy.
Ki'el was sure that she understood [normal fire] better than that man understood his puppet, and all of that passed through her in the moment that the qi smashed into her blade and bounced off.
But the man attacking her felt no hallucination during the blow and gained no insight. His fingers twitched, and Ki'el could almost see the command pass through the strings. By the time it reached the puppet, and the Earth Puppet Dragon leaped at her again, she almost felt insulted at the slow, deliberate motions of it, flicking the aether sword to knock it away.
There was a cold silence broken only by Ki'el's breathing after that blow. Ki'el knew that the blade contained its own qi, but for now, she pressed her own aether and qi into the blade, although it nearly drained what she had in her dantian and her sinister aether cycles. The Outer Sect disciple studied her, and Ki'el silently instructed Kuli to record that moment of clashing intent for later, trying to keep her breathing even.
"I see," he said at last. "I mistook you for someone who'd never dueled in your life. I suppose it's your..." his eyes flicked up and down Ki'el, and he changed his mind about whatever he was going to say. "Never mind. This one is for real, then."
This time, the man's qi surged through his core, not his fingers, and the puppet dragon resonated with him. Ki'el brought her sword up, but she could feel that something was wrong--that the attack that was coming was more than those that came before.
Without really considering it, Ki'el flipped the Aether Sword into its natural, sharp state.
The change that came over the puppet was, Ki'el would realize later, immense. It increased in size by a good four times, and it went from being a fairly basic segmented puppet snake to something more refined, with teeth and claws. Even in the instant where it began to transform, it was leaping at Ki'el, who reacted as though she were holding her old staff--backing off a step and swinging defensively. But the aether blade in her hands was no staff, and the puppet dragon that came flying at her was almost too fast for her defensive maneuver.
Almost.
Ki'el was struck by a part of the puppet in the hip, but its intent was already spent--the puppet itself was split in half by Ki'el's blade, far more than she could possibly have cut with the length of the sword before her. It still hurt--badly, and Ki'el stumbled and fell, grasping her midsection, trying to force herself to stand, unsure what counted as a loss or a victory in such a situation.
But the Outer Sect disciple was staring at her, baffled.
Ki'el realized after a moment that her sword was revealed, and she shifted it back to its staff-like blunt form, but did her best not to show confusion or panic. "I believe that is three strikes," she said after a moment. "Or have I miscounted?"
The Outer Disciple glanced down at his hands, as though there was some answer to the question in the qi threads that still emanated from his fingers, but shook his hands and took a deep breath. "No," he said, sounding grudging, and he straightened and bowed. "It seems... Junior Sister, that I had mistaken you for a novice. You have given me much to think about. Perhaps the value of this insight is not quite as much as I lost, but..." he rose from his bow, showing a decidedly irritated face, as though he had bitten into something very bitter. "...I will of course honor the terms of the duel. Perhaps when I refine my technique we can spar again."
"Perhaps," Ki'el said in return, but the man was already turning and marching away.
Ki'el almost jumped out of her skin when a hand gripped her arm, and Bai Benai's face appeared next to hers. "I don't know what the hell that was about," the woman hissed at her, "but do not challenge Outer Disciples in the future. You have no idea what people like him are really capable of." She started to pull Ki'el away, and she noticed that the woman was also dragging Da Chian to her feet. "Come on. Let's get out of here before anyone else decides to get involved."
Ki'el traded glances with Da Chian, noting that their ears and tail were just barely visible, but she made no effort to say anything or resist Bai Benai's pull.