"You do not, under ANY circumstances, start or accept a duel with an Outer Sect disciple," snarled Bai Benai, her face twisted with emotions that Ki'el couldn't begin to understand. "I would think that you would have understood, since you were involved with Xan Bu. If you are found to have harmed an Outer Sect disciple, at best, you will lose far more in forfeiture than the stakes of the duel, and at worst, you will be killed for it."
Ki'el swallowed. It's not that she was completely unfamiliar with the stakes; she had been told, and she understood them. Even so... "I do not believe that I was likely to harm him on accident, and I had no intention of doing so on purpose."
"Intentions," scoffed Bai Benai, rounding on Da Chian. "You intended to do exactly as you were instructed, did you not?"
"I did exactly as I was instructed," Chian returned, fury in their voice.
"If it came to an examination, they would find you did not. Somehow." She turned back to Ki'el. "The Lesser House does not exist to raise up people, child. Those who arrive here too young and undeveloped to raise out of it in a timely manner are all but certain to remain trapped here. Those families who understand this often punish their wayward children by sending them early, dooming them to remain in the Lesser House until their spirit is broken or they make a mistake that costs them their life."
Ki'el felt a sudden kindling of anger in her at that proclaimation. Without question, Lai Shi Po did not see things that way, or she would never have recommended that Ki'el and Mian be sent here. And... from how she talked, she had also been trapped here for a time, had she not? But... the way this woman talked... Ki'el could not imagine that she was being deceived.
"You think that the sect will allow my life to be destroyed for an accident?"
"It has happened before. Will happen again. To people more important and less vulnerable than you."
Ki'el closed her eyes and considered that. The certainty of Bai Benai's words... she was sure that was earned through hearbreak. "I apologize," she said, finally. "I acted without thinking. But." She reopened her eyes to look at the older woman. "You also were willing to fight the Outer Disciple."
"My life is little enough, child, and I keep no sect points to my own name. And even if I harmed or killed that disicple, the worst they could do is throw me off of the island. I, unlike you, would survive the fall."
Ki'el felt shock at that pronouncement, but narrowed her eyes slightly. "You are...?"
"I will not speak of that to you, even if Da Chian trusts you." The woman's voice remained cool. "Even if you did endanger yourself for her sake. My secrets are my own."
Ki'el simply nodded, having no reason to argue that further. "But you do not consider being thrown out to be an issue?"
"I am placed here by... a patron. If I was thrown off, I would return, and they would allow it, again, so long as I paid the fee. Again."
Ki'el nodded. "That is why you are not limited to Gold Qi."
Bai Benai's aura shifted, dangerously. "Be careful what you speak, child," she said. "There is a great deal that you do not know."
Ki'el frowned, unsure why the woman responded so poorly, but again, refused to challenge her. "I do not," she said. "But I have seen, and fought, people above Gold Qi before. You are more dangeorus than anyone I have faced."
"Ah," Da Chian said, their voice surprised, and their spirit still at least partly confused. "Come to think of it, you did challenge him after he revealed his Bismuth Qi. Have you fought a Bismuth expert before?"
"No," Ki'el said. "Only one at titanium qi." Only. Ki'el understood, as she said it, the gap that must exist between who she was now, and who she would need to be in order to reach Titanium Qi... and then, there must be another gap from there to Bismuth. And yet, she had been confident. Why? Ki'el thought she sensed Kuli wishing to speak, but there was not time for that now.
Bai Benai was looking at her strangely. "You sparred with someone at Titanium Qi?"
"Not a spar." Ki'el was beginning to feel increasingly self-conscious. "He was trying to kill me."
The dangerousness in Bai Benai's aura snuffed out, not instantly, but over the course of a small few seconds. As Ki'el watched her eyes, she thought the woman's posture went from furious to something more sympathetic. "I see," she finally said. "You have... not had an easy life, then."
Ki'el gave the woman the look that she felt that statement deserved. "No."
"Have you fought many people like that?" Da Chian's voice sounded positively eager, and Ki'el looked to them, surprised.
"Ah... no. I fought several pirates at Iron and Silver, when I was Silver myself. But my master was watching me then." She hesitated. "Them, and the one fight against a Titanium Qi expert. Those are the only times I've had true battle experience."
"It's not a small thing, fighting to the death," Bai Benai said, her voice still serious but with far less scorn. "Brother Monshu, though his soul is stained with evil, has probably never killed anyone with his own two hands." At Ki'el's blank look, she added, "That is the man you fought. Otoma Monshu."
"I see," Ki'el said. "I... perhaps killed one person directly. But while I fought the man with Titanium Qi fearing death, I did not kill him. My master told me to delay him, and there was an... opportunity to disarm him, and I captured him. He still lives, when last I heard."
Benai simply looked at Ki'el for a while, and for one moment, Ki'el thought that she sensed something behind the woman--a spiritual artifact, like Chian's tail and ears, but larger, and she was unable to determine the shape. Ki'el considered the image, but had dismissed it long before Benai spoke again, to let the woman keep her secrets.
"I see," she said after a time. "It is... more difficult to capture people, but the presence of your master may have made it easier. In any case..." Benai shook her head. "You are still too weak and too naive to enter into duels, child." There was a brief pause. "With regret, I have forgotten your name, Sect Sister."
Ki'el might have been offended, if the woman hadn't been avoiding her and the rest of the group recently. "Xoi Doua Ki'el."
"Sister Ki'el." The woman bowed, and Ki'el matched it politely. "I cannot and will not protect you like I must and will protect Da Chian. But you seem to have a straight soul." She rose from the bow, and her voice and face were stern. "But that sword, and any other artifacts you may have... keep them secret. A spirit sword that can match a blow from a man with Bismuth Qi is no small feat, and everyone watching could tell that the artifact itself was not even strained. Many, if they found out such a weapon exists, would wish to claim it by forfeiture, and you do not know the rules well enough to prevent such an occurrence."
Ki'el found her hand drifting to her space ring unconsciously, but accepted that advice grudgingly. "I would not want to lose it," she confirmed. "It is... left to me by my master."
"It is clearly special," Benai said. "But people lose treasures all the time here. Especially when they are in the Lower House and do not respect the rules."
Ki'el wanted to snap at Bai Benai that she understood, but did not. She had already gotten in two fights, despite being warned not to. Instead, she took several deep breaths, resisting the urge to flood her spirit once again with righteous aether, and simply nodded.
"Good." Benai stepped back from Ki'el, and the three of them--who had simply gone aside into a stand of trees, in a seemingly random spot in the Outer sect islands--relaxed by at least a touch. Ki'el looked around, taking stock of their location, but the rest of the Sect seemed completely ignorant and indifferent to their hushed conversation. "Chian. Sister Ki'el. Both of you should approach Sister Futi about this matter immediately. It is not unheard of for an Outer Sect disciple to not acknowledge that a duel occurred or that it satisfies a debt. Do not mention me immediately, but do so should the claim be challenged. Do you understand?"
They did, and they set off together, with Benai taking another way. Ki'el glanced at Chian, but while they were calmer, there was still an agitation to their spirit. "You seem unwell, Sister Chian."
"I am furious," they responded, their voice cold. "And how could I not be? It was a trap. By someone who knows what I am, and knows that I can be manipulated when I am upset. Au--Sister Benai is kind, and I appreciate her swift assistance, but without that, at worst I could have been killed. All because that some entitled brats want my blood to play with."
Ki'el winced at the tone, and especially at the last part, but did her best to breathe easily. "I wish that I could help you more," she said after a moment.
Chian continued for another moment before pausing. "The technique that you have," she said. "Not the one you are developing, but the one your master taught you, which creates calm and clear energy. Can you teach that to me?"
Ki'el paused with her, turning back to look, and after a momentary mental glance at Kuli, who did not object, Ki'el simply said, "Yes, if you think it would help."
"Tonight, then. If it can reduce my furious emotions by even a fraction, it will help a great deal." Chian continued on at a somewhat faster pace, and Ki'el resumed the walk, matching them. Or... her, again? Ki'el was uncertain.
Sister Futi, when she had a moment to spare for the two of them, took in the news of the argument and the duel with cold acceptance, though she reinforced Sister Benai's warning to Ki'el not to do anything of the sort again. After that, the two split again, Ki'el finding work gathering cooking herbs from a section of forest that had been set up to farm them. They were a strange leafy herb, that grew as a vine up and down trees, and must be picked carefully so as not to kill the plant; by the end of the task, Ki'el was sweaty and irritable, as she had several times been yelled at for nearly damaging the plant, when the alternative would have been a nasty fall.
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But the task finished, and eventually, evening came, and with it came Da Chian.
The red-haired Fox Spirit led Ki'el well away from the Lesser House and into an area sealed by scripted talismans, an area which Ki'el felt some instinct to avoid. But once they passed the talismans, and entered a small clearing, Ki'el found that the result was a comfortable space whose qi felt well away from the rest of the sect, and she nodded as she looked around and tasted the aether here. It was... healthy.
"You had said before, that you wanted to speak to me," Chian said, and Ki'el realized even before they fully revealed their ears and spirit tail, that part of the reason for the barrier was so that they could be themselves. "What did you wish to say?"
"I was practicing speaking with intent," Ki'el said. "I... do not have it perfectly yet, but I wanted to try again."
"Hum," Chian sat on a stone near the center of the clearing. "Well, let's hear it."
Ki'el nodded, settled down, and tried to steady her breathing. Although it took some work to get back into the headspace she needed, and although she had to concentrate very hard on performing the intent-speech, with Kuli's help she was able to fully condense the intent into words. "[Normal fire] is the [reaction] of [fuel] and [oxygen] with [heat]."
Ki'el found, strangely enough, that she was out of breath after simply speaking the sentence. That... didn't usually happen when she practiced. { It is because you had to match the listeners, } Kuli said, quietly. { That is more work than you may think. }
"That..." Chian's voice sounded strange, and Ki'el looked at them, surprised to see a strange look on the fox-being's face. "Say that again."
"A moment," Ki'el said. "It is difficult." She took a deep breath again, pressing righteous aether into herself to take the edge off, and spoke again. "[Normal fire] is the [reaction] of [fuel] and [oxygen] with [heat]." She felt less strained the second time, but it was still an effort.
Chian stared off into the distance for a few moment, then closed their eyes. "Again."
Ki'el, though she felt better, took another moment to steady herself before she spoke a third time. As she spoke, Chian formed another qi orb, an orb that shifted as Chian considered the words being spoken.
Once Ki'el had spoken the full phrase a third time, Chian flicked the orb at a nearby tree--and a section of wood several inches across to burst into a blazing fire all at once.
"Gah!" Chian's tail twitched, and almost all at once, the blazing fire went out, leaving a terrible burn scar on the tree that still steamed and glowed. "That is--that..." Chian moved forward to the tree, leaning in and studying it, but sat back, clearly unbelieving. "Is it... really so much easier simply because...?"
{ You did not understand fire, } Kuli projected, though Ki'el felt that the augment was only using a touch of energy. { Your attempts to create something like fire were offensive to me. I am pleased to see you do better. }
Chian rounded on Ki'el, as though Kuli's existence were a surprise, but they seemed to calm after a moment. "Right. You." They looked back at the tree. "I... spirits, but I don't understand. When I use my bloodline power to control wind and storms, I am not asked to understand, only to command. I... suppose it must be true that for everyone else, understanding of the nature of things is key, but..."
{ My understanding of fire is above what you would normally be told. Ki'el's spoken intent is... close. }
Chian reached their hand towards the scar on the tree, close enough that Ki'el was sure they were feeling the leftover warmth, but after a moment, they withdrew their hand and turned away, moving directly up to Ki'el. "Can you do the same thing with your technique?"
"Ah..." Ki'el felt embarrassed, not least because Chian got closer than she was used to. "I have been practicing speaking the intent for the qi turning circle, not for that technique, but they share parts. But also... you have performed the qi turning circle, to some extent. Mostly, what you need to understand comes down to one concept."
Chian returned to their rock and sat, gesturing for Ki'el to continue.
So Ki'el, with some help from Kuli, did her best to gather her understand of aether, before speaking. "The Power Cycle is a technique to create purified [Aether] by forming a [thread] of aether into a circle, and turning it, grinding against the [aether] of the universe, and the gathering the resulting clean aether to create a thorn at its center."
From the frown on Chian's face, not all of that was understood, and Ki'el noticed immediately how many concepts she had failed to convey. But having said the key word, the central concept, Ki'el tried to explain aether in more words, explaining how it was so much lighter and lesser than qi--that it was a fundamental piece of the universe, and not a complex thing created for this world.
Chian clearly wasn't sure how much of those things to believe, but when Ki'el insisted that certain things were true, they at least were willing to attempt it. Unlike Ki'el, they had far more trouble manipulating aether instead of qi, but... but once they were able to create a thread of aether itself, everything else fell into place.
Chian looked down at their first aether cycle, which spun lazily in a right-handed direction, as though unbelieving. "This... is it? A profound technique?"
Ki'el produced her own. "It is a technique to create aether without intent. Because any intent that is used to create the ring will be copied in the result. But if you feed it, without adding intent..." Ki'el focused, spinning up the... the 'dynamo', as Sobon had called it first, feeling her aether ring grinding against the universe, and the small pieces of aether gathering in the thorn.
"Without intent..." Chian's tail flicked. "My tail adds intent later, but... it still feels different. Hm." Chian focused, and her ring also began to grind, but slowly. "And the piece in the center--"
"Thorn," Ki'el said. "Cycle and thorn. Master called it an aether (dyanmo), though I do not know the word."
"I see." Chian let the cycle turn, staring at it, and Ki'el watched for a long time, before speaking again.
"The ring, when you create it, can be turned the other way," she said, interrupting some thought in Chian. "But the right and left spins are not like one another. The right-spin aether is... healthy. It encourages strength in several ways. But the left hand aether holds things back, and is meant to attack others."
"I thought you said they were without intent?" Chian reached down and plucked the small righteous aether thorn, studying it, and then seemed to absorb it, closing their eyes and feeling the changes.
"That is my understanding. I... only understand a little bit." Ki'el was uncomfortable admitting how little she truly did know, but it didn't seem wise to pretend she knew more than she did.
"I wouldn't expect you to have a master's understanding," Chian chuckled, opening their eyes to study the cycle once more. "But... it's odd, isn't it? No intent, but two different forms?"
{ All life is born of aether, } Kuli answered. { And all life as we know it is born from right-spin aether. The same spin added to itself is a stronger spin, while two opposing spins cancel. }
"Is that so?" Chian didn't take their attention away from the righteous cycle. "So aether really is closer to spirit energy than anything else. But... it also isn't at all like my bloodline spirit energy."
{ That is [ancestral] spirit energy, } Kuli said. Ki'el tried to grasp the term, but had not been expecting Kuli to speak with such intent. Ancestral... well, as the word suggested, it was born from an ancestor. Before she could try to ask or think harder, Kuli continued. { Spirit beasts, and those who inherit partial spirit-beast abilities, are tapping into something beyond themselves, an ancestor or community spirit. It is related to qi, but it is sealed. Unlike qi, the user cannot change its nature. }
"Ancestral..." Chian mused. "What if I want to change its nature?"
{ You would need to become an ancestral spirit yourself, and form a branch. }
Ki'el felt, again, like she was a stranger simply standing by and observing someone else speak such profound things about spiritual energy. Just become an ancestral spirit? What does that even mean?
"How can I become an ancestral spirit when I cannot have children?" Chian's voice had a strong sharpess to it, though Ki'el wasn't sure exactly what emotion to read into it.
{ There are paths to repair that damage. But... being an ancestral spirit does not mean require bearing children. The spirit beast bloodlines are not literal children in that sense. The... essence of biology does not permit that. }
"I do not know what that means, but if you say it is so, I'll believe you." Chian, during the conversation, had found a way to vastly speed up their righteous cycle, and now seemed able to take the energy from the thorn without manipulating the thorn itself. Ki'el felt pleased, although... it had taken her much longer to get that used to her cycles. "Then, what is an ancestral spirit?"
{ It is a spirit construct of immense power, which provides a blessing of wisdom to those of certain bloodlines or those who are otherwise worthy. The Diamond Lord is one such being. The Blessing he provides is granted to all of humankind. }
Ki'el was quite surprised, not having expected Kuli to speak of such things. "Isn't the Diamond Lord a living being?"
{ Some ancestral spirits are, } Kuli answered. { There are few ancestral spirits, and there should not be too many more. To be born connected to an ancestral spirit guides your destiny--some would say controls. It is not a distinction one may remove once given. It provides great power, but can cost a great deal. }
"Why do you know so much about ancestral spirits?" Chian's voice didn't carry an edge, not that Ki'el could hear, but it did sound like an accusation even so. "I thought your master wasn't interested in such things."
{ Sobon comes from a culture that uses aether, and they have largely spurned the use of ancestral spirit energy, deities, and forces like qi. But, they have also learned from and studied other cultures. Ancestral spirit energy is... a common occurrence among the many worlds that exist beyond. }
Chian was quiet. "Spurned them? So they killed the ancestral spirits of their world?"
{ The history of Sobon's world is long, and I do not have it all within me. But I know that there were terrible wars. If ancestral spirits were wiped out in one or more of those wars, it would not surprise me. There also may be some that remain. I am unaware either way. }
"I see." Chian reached out towards their aether ring, and with some effort, pulled it into their spirit. "You said that these rings can turn the other way?"
With Ki'el guiding her, Chian soon formed another, left-spin power cycle, and then another of each. With all four cycles concealed within her spirit, Chian sat in meditation for a while, and Ki'el joined them, taking some time to clear her thoughts and organize them. Although she intended at the start to continue finding the right words and intent to convey the power cycles, or the qi turning cycle, instead she found herself replaying the conversation in her mind.
They killed the ancestral spirits of their world? Chian's voice was odd, Ki'el thought. Not... or perhaps not judgemental. Afraid, certainly. But there was something else, and what there was, Ki'el was not sure.
Ki'el almost jumped when Chian's voice woke her from her meditation. "I think that this technique will help me, Sister Ki'el." Ki'el blinked, looking up at the person... no, the girl that was now standing before her. "I would like to talk again some time. But not now, and maybe not tomorrow. I... I have been trying to understand something private. I hope you do not take offense when I isolate myself in the evenings."
Ki'el just shook her head. "I have no right to judge you," she said, standing up. "I just hope you will consider me a friend, when we do have chances to get together."
Chian studied her for a long moment, but nodded. "A friend... yes, I suppose. But you should be cautious, Ki'el."
"Cautious?" Ki'el looked at Chian, who looked back for several moments, before turning and leaving the warded clearing. Ki'el followed, becoming conscious as she did that it was late, and very dark.
"Yes," Chian's voice in the darkness said, and something about her tone made Ki'el feel a sense of danger. "Cautious, because spirit beast instincts are sharp. You may end up getting hurt."
"I understand," Ki'el said, "but I trust you."
"I don't think you do understand," Chian said, from ahead of her in the darkness, "but you will, someday."
Ki'el nodded, feeling uncertain, but she kept walking, doing her best to keep an eye on her footing as she travelled through the forest in the dark.