Sobon found himself dangling upside down in a dark place by his ankle. When he looked around, he found that he seemed to be destined to be one of a number of gruesome spectacles, as there were other bodies strung up beside him in a row, all carved open and missing organs, only the last of them still dripping blood. The location seemed to be a dead-end alleyway of stone walls on three sides, emptying out into a corner or intersection a little ways away. Of the butcher responsible for the gruesome display around him, he could see no sign.
He closed his eyes and did his best to recall what had happened since he arrived, though it wasn't much. As he did, that inefficient assistant roused from its own slumber, and he tried to shout coded instructions at it. When he did, though, it only withered back from the intensity of his mental commands, not seeming to understand.
He tried again, lowering his intensity, but it was not until he lowered himself to thinking in words that the blasted thing finally responded. What are you? he asked, in frustration.
[ I'm you, or I was. ] The voice that answered was small and shaking. [ But I died, and uh... you took over. ]
Sobon parsed those words with a decent fraction of his old cyborg efficiency, quickly discarding any thought of sitting around trying to understand why, or if this was even real. They said I don't have qi. What is that?
[ Qi is qi. ] The last word was, at last, a coded information packet, though it seemed frustratingly instinctual, fleshy. Sobon tore the thought apart, to find that the voice in his head knew little. Apparently, the word described a local form of Aether, similar to the energy in the great galactic veins that powered warp drives and made advanced civilizations possible, but it was purely limited, in the broken creature's understanding, to reinforcing biological systems and some basic energy effects.
That's all? Sobon disliked the implications of the thought intensely. These backwards people had in their possession the keys to the universe, and all they knew to do with the stuff was punch harder and set things on fire? He shook his head, thinking. There was no way that the body had no access to Aether; that wasn't how biology functioned, from the cellular level upwards. The problem was getting started utilizing it.
The thought packet had no information on that, obviously, but Sobon had finished exploring the local knowledge for the moment. Instead, he relaxed his body, letting his nerves feed him unbiased data on his wounds, and cataloged his injuries. That broken rib was still the worst of it, but he felt agony ripple through him with every twitch of a muscle, as nerves in most of his organs complained of bruises and worse. Now, of course, his foot was losing circulation where the rope cut into him, and soon enough it would be beyond saving.
A footstep at the end of the alleyway ended Sobon's thinking, and he jerked his entire body with pure will, forcing muscles that had never worked properly in their life to bring his hands all the way up to where a rope grasped his ankle.
"Oh, thisss one'sss ssstill got fight in it." The voice from the end of the alleyway was a sinister hiss, but Sobon ignored it, focusing on the knot that held up his entire weight. As expected, there should have been nothing he could do about it, but the Mixed Marine training program expected the impossible from their recruits.
For only a moment, he was able to lift his entire weight with one arm, though he could feel the muscles in his arm on the verge of tearing, and with his other arm, he pulled on the knot. It didn't budge; it wasn't nylon or anything smooth, but some kind of disgusting plant fiber rope, now held in place partly by how the frayed edges of it had merged into a disgusting pulpy mass glued together with dried and drying blood.
Nevertheless, a second tug loosened it just slightly.
"Yesss, a bit of ssstrength," the voice was close, now. "All the better to--"
Sobon didn't need to hear the villain's speech. A third tug was all he had left in his arm, and the rope slipped just past his heel. When his elbow and shoulder and wrist all gave out--not to mention his fingers--the sudden weight shift finished the job.
Sobon had a panicked moment when he realized that as weak as he was, the fall might dislocate a shoulder or break a bone, but he managed to get an arm under him at the right angle to deflect and roll. He tried to turn the roll into a stand, but no part of his legs wanted to support him in that moment.
At the very least, he could turn to face the visitor, and he was unsurprised to find the creature armed with a very large and very bloody knife. He could feel his body reacting to the aura the wicked thing gave off, responding with a supernatural sense of forboding, as though what the knife would do to him was far worse than death.
He took that as a good sign, which the assistant--the dead spirit of his predecessor, he supposed--didn't understand in any way.
Sobon tried to speak, only to find his tongue feeling fat and out of place in his mouth. The action caused the approaching menace to pause and adjust his large, thick glasses, the oversize gloves that covered his hands dripping gore, and there was a pause as he seemed to wait to see what Sobon had to say.
"I'm not dead," he managed, though he knew his pronunciation felt completely off. The language he was speaking was not at all like the one he knew.
"No, of course not," the butcher said. "If you were, the organs wouldn't be fresh when they were served." With a casual movement, the knife shifted in his hand into a reverse grip, and the man raised it, lamplight from the end of the alley glinting off the blade. "Do me a favor and try not to puncture that lung while you struggle. It's worth a lot."
The aura that the blade gave off was the trigger, as he hoped it would be. In the moment when his body could sense the blade, so clearly that he knew it would be there if he shut his eyes, Sobon grasped the sense, knowing that it linked to the Aether, mental threads tangling with it and just barely forcing it out of alignment. Perhaps sensing something, the man stopped the blade paused in midair, only for an instant, and Sobon rushed forward as quickly as his pathetic, grotesquely injured body could. Although he could only barely stand and every movement sent waves of twitching through his body, he did manage, for only a moment, to get his weight over his feet.
He grabbed the knife as close to the hilt as he could, with both hands, and just barely managed to pull it free from the butcher's fingers with a precisely angled yank, cutting into his fingers in the process. All in the same movement, he pivoted around his better leg, making a double-handed stab with the knife into the butcher's knee, readjusting one hand to grab the hilt as he did.
For a moment, the dagger bounced off the man's knee like it was nothing. He twisted aether he felt on the other side of his link, in the blade, and suddenly the sense of the dagger in his mind's eye vanished, its aether spent, and it sank through flesh and bone like they didn't exist, tearing through the creature's knee and nearly severing his fingers.
The butcher screamed, and Sobon dropped the knife and fled, limping away as fast as his body would let him, his body arguing at every step that it should be his last, that he should collapse and accept death. At the end of the alleyway, he found himself unable to turn, and planted himself face-first into the wall, using the bricks to give him something to lean on for a moment, and he closed his eyes against the pain that wanted him desperately to black out.
He glanced to the left. The alleyway continued, doorways to the left and right, both closed fast. A old, ugly whore in a torn-up dress and smoking a cigarette lounged next to the door on the left, and she was looking at him dispassionately, neither seeming interested in being the one to squash him like a bug, nor displaying any sign of hope or interest in his well-being. At most, he thought she might be curious what would happen, but there was so little life in those eyes that she might not even have had that. He glanced past, but the alley bent, and he couldn't see another intersection anywhere close, or even a light source.
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He turned his head to the right, but he could see the blood trail leading to one of the doors in that direction, and almost instinctively fled the other direction. Instead, he looked past it, seeing another intersection, with lamplight.
Light leads to civilization. Sobon had no idea who to trust, here, but fleeing further into the darkness would only make him lose out to anyone who knew the dark alleys better than he did. He forced himself away from the wall and stumbled past, his eyes on the door that the butcher had clearly been using, but he stumbled past it, unsure of whether someone would come out to investigate the man's screams.
Of course, if anyone had come out in response to screams before, how could he possibly do his work? He forced himself to look away as he passed the door, one struggling footstep at a time.
"You..." The voice behind him came with footsteps, and from the familiar hiss to the sound, he knew that it wasn't the whore. He turned around to look, but the butcher was there at the end of the alley, standing on two fully healthy legs, though the pant leg on one was torn, and blood soaked the lower half of it. "You ssshouldn't be able to do that."
Impossib-- Sobon cut his thought off immediately. Of course it wasn't impossible; it was unfair. As long as the aether was abundant enough, even primitives could heal something as simple as a stab wound, if they got to it in time. If anything, again, this was promising. Without conscious effort, he calculated the aether density that the planet must have for even the dregs of society to be capable of so much.
It was high. Advanced civilizations would nuke this planet and terraform it from scratch to have a habitable planet with this level of ambient aether; that wasn't a guess, it was history. Sobon turned and leaned against the wall, staring at the man who stared back at him. The butcher began to walk towards him, his heavy and plodding steps echoing in the alleyway, but Sobon was letting those mental calculations run on ahead, wondering just what he could do--from scratch--with that level of aether.
Sobon found himself smiling, as his mind settled on a thought, and somehow, the look on his face was enough to make even the implacable butcher pause.
It's basic biology, Sobon reminded himself, lifting his two hands together. Biology requires aether. Sensation requires aether. Consciousness requires aether. I wouldn't be here if I weren't touching it. I just need to bring that aether under my control.
There was a dirt-simple technique, one he had been taught in a meditation class, to help calm his nerves; it was nothing more than a cycle, to bring fresh aether in and expel "dirty" aether. The useless hippy who had taught the class had exactly the opposite intentions that Sobon had now; he argued that men shouldn't keep their own supply of Aether, and only by deliberately emptying oneself, in a purified environment, could they be free of society's contamination.
Absorb the local aether, and let it back out.
Sobon's eyelids twitched, but less from pain this time than from the queer tickle of cold, foreign power through damaged--perhaps crippled--channels.
The footsteps sounded again, and Sobon took a breath. All he needed was a single thread of it--just one insignificant thread, thinner than a hair. His new body's channels hadn't even the capacity for that, but he forced it anyway, creating the simplest thing he dared, even as his spirit burned in protest.
One spiderweb-thin hair attempted to form a circle, and failed. Sobon reviewed the data buried in his emotional state for the reason why; the body wanted to fight or flee, not to stand here focusing on aether without meaning or purpose. It wasn't accustomed to the purity of Aether; it demanded a reason to act. There was no emotional willingness to be detached under these circumstances.
Another footstep, and Sobon grabbed hold of his entire mind and will. He had forced the body to act when he knew it would destroy itself, and he could do the same for this body's spirit. His eyes glowed, and a hair of power formed a complete circle, even as his own being flared in agony from the act.
That was step one. The thread hung between his hands, and he felt its eagerness to leap at the enemy, but he refused it. The thread, the circle--that was the level of detachment he needed. He grabbed it with his mind and turned it like a knob, despite great resistance, knowing that the twist would create a crude aether dynamo, a flimsy construct to create more aether, aether that would be attuned to him and him alone.
A moment later, there was a speck, as thin as the thread that formed the circle, and barely as long as it was thick. It appeared naturally at the ring's exact center, the thorn to the dynamo's cycle. Sobon detached his mind from the dynamo itself and focused on that point of light, his eye finally focusing back on the real world.
The butcher was two steps away at most, well within the reach of a lunge, and his long arms felt entirely too close to Sobon, given how small and broken his body was. Those eyes, hidden behind the shine of lamplight on his glasses, stared down at him. "You ssshouldn't be able to..."
The speck of an aether thorn lengthened with every moment, and Sobon took a step back away from him. The cycle spun, and the thread grew, the speck of dust lengthening just a bit, going from nearly spherical to a bug's whisker.
"...ssstand, let alone..."
He took another step back, but his ankle gave way where the rope had cut into it, and he fell to a knee. Only his Marine reflexes kept his center of gravity in between his foot and his knee, keeping him upright as the bloody creature took a step to match his own, remaining just not quite close enough to touch.
"...sssense the great qi veinssss of thisss world." The butcher knelt, one hand going to his knee, the other remaining at his side. Sobon calculated, but if the creature had any sort of reflexes, he could dodge any attempt to thrust at him with the new thread-thin thorn. That would be the end of it, most likely; Sobon had the one shot, and nothing more.
"...but more curiousssly," the butcher hissed, "I wasss told that you did not posssesss the talent for qi. I hear a great many liesss from a great many people, young street rat, but I too mussst live in fear of the great powersss of the world." The man's back hand, by his side, gestured, and suddenly, the knife that Sobon had dropped was in it again.
"Ssso, I mussst know, who your massster isss, young ssstreet rat." The knife reversed itself, from a thrusting grip to a backhanded one, and he moved the knife behind his body, as though to hide it. "I would not wisssh to insssult a great massster by dessstroying hisss work."
Sobon tried to calculate the truth behind the man's words, but he had no frame of reference, not from his time in Crest, nor from the spirit of his predecessor. It could be a farce, something more sinister, or it could be... well, as close to genuine as a blood-soaked child-killer could be.
Sobon, though, could feel his body running low on energy, and he carefully concealed the ring and thorn he had made inside his spirit. As he lessened the spiritual pressure he put on the dynamo, the ring slowed its turning to nearly nothing, and the thorn began to lose its glow, becoming dormant within him.
The best chance he had here, he supposed, was to count on this filthy monster's self-preservation instinct.
"Sobon," he whispered in the darkness, his lips curling into a sneer. "My master is Sobon, and he will kill you."
The butcher frowned even deeper, the disgusting wrinkles in his face deepening, and Sobon collapsed, feigning unconsciousness for only a moment, hoping that he could still rise up if the threat didn't work.
Unfortunately, real unconsciousness followed too soon, as his battered body gave in at last.
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Sobon awoke in what could charitably be called a bed, and he glanced around, feeling his eyes refuse to focus, but still intent to take in whatever he could. A blurry figure moved nearby; it was not the butcher, but an old man, his profile well-lit by a nearby lamp. Unlike the others he had seen so far, this man appeared at least slightly healthy, but he didn't dare trust too deeply. This world was dangerous.
The old man moved with a methodically slow pace, as though he had more time than tasks, and Sobon could tell that he was winding bandages around an arm--a very thin and short arm, like a child's, and if he were to guess, not a well-fed one. With a casual use of aether, he severed the bandage without looking and set the roll of cloth aside, bringing his hand back to the arm he was bandaging. His eyes glowed a moment, and he was lit strangely, as though from a light in his hands, and then he set down what he was holding and stared at it for a moment.
"You shouldn't be conscious." The old man's voice was heavy and plodding, like everyone Sobon had encountered. And then, with a strange feeling like death himself approaching, the old man was suddenly there in front of him, sitting on a stool and looking down on him with the same neutral, blank expression on his face as he'd had on the last patient. "Your injuries are too severe. Your spirit shouldn't count on being awake to save you. Very odd." He raised one hand, and in the cup of his hand, a spot of green and yellow light leaked out, light that spoke to him of aether use.
Sobon closed his eyes at the light, but when he felt the tickle of aether across him, nothing hurt any worse--or any less, for that matter.
"You have the beginnings of a qi core," the old man said. "But it is in a strange form. Who is your master? I will call him."
Sobon hesitated. It was too soon to reveal his bluff, but having the old man attempt to contact a non-existent patron would only cause more trouble later. Sobon felt his cheeks twitch, and realized this body didn't have the self-control to lie convincingly. He kept his eyes closed, and whispered, "He will find me."
The old man was quiet for a moment, then growled. "A hunter, then. Very well." With Sobon's eyes closed, he felt--again--a strange spectre like a grinning reaper hanging there in front of him, death incarnate judging him and his lies, but the feeling vanished a moment later.
Sobon opened his eyes once more, to find the old man had disappeared, and no glancing around would reveal to where or how he had gotten so soundlessly away. A part of him wanted to shiver, dwelling on the incident, but Sobon instead let himself sleep, forcing the thoughts away and letting the exhaustion take over.