Sobon was ripped from his medical bed in order to watch an execution. It was, to his disappointment, exactly two executions, and neither of them responsible for his misery. It was, apparently, the cheerful guard, and the man in charge of Barracks 3 who had suggested Sobon be thrown in the pit instead of dying wounded in the fields. The former was accused of lying, and the latter of disobeying orders.
After that came a whipping "for incompetence," of the scribe who had described him as a bronze half-star, and the other guard who had carried him in. The whipping was violent enough to spray blood into the air so thickly as to be visible from a distance, and the two were allowed to scream until they fell unconscious. It took a disturbingly long time to end, even after they clearly couldn't feel the wounds anymore.
"Let this be a lesson to you all," the Base Commander said, when the whipping was done. Sobon realized, with a start, that nearly the whole base had been turned out to watch the discipline. "Your lives belong to the Czar and the Diamond Lord. Disappoint them, or me, at your peril."
The spiritual pressure that accompanied his words was, Sobon realized, its own form of spell, a complex casting that wove energy mixed with emotional violence into the people who heard it. He resisted it, flooding what little right-hand aether he had built up through his body, but he could only lessen the impact of it.
Then he was picked up and carted back off to the medical building, where he was promptly ignored for the rest of the day.
To be fair, the medical staff were not shirking their duties; the bed he had been placed in was inscribed with a number of glyphs, ones he were sure formed a spell, though he didn't know how to read them. While in the bed, his body healed up far faster than it should have, though it left a sour feeling through his spirit, like the medical energy was also mildly toxic.
Twice through the rest of the day, Sobon built up enough energy in his right-hand dynamo to flood his body and dislodge some of the sticky, sickly medical energy, but even with that, he felt like it was clogging up his spirit.
At the end the day, finally, an orderly came by and deactivated the field. He studied Sobon, then sniffed, and said, "You'll do." He opened a sack attached to his hip, pulled out a mid-size pale root of some kind, and jammed it into Sobon's face, saying, "Eat this." And then he vanished, leaving Sobon with the first food he had seen since waking up in this world.
Sobon studied it, decided it would probably taste awful, and began to slowly gnaw on it. He wasn't wrong; it was bitter, with a sourness to it that almost seemed metallic, and it made him regret having an organic body all over again. Still, he ate it, and some of his dizziness went away.
Not long after he finished chewing the last of the sour white root, two large soldiers with spears--both the more populous locals--appeared in the door and studied him. There was a long awkward moment before one guard turned to the other and simply said, with a snarl, "What a mess."
The other guard nodded, but slammed the butt of his spear onto the floor. "On your feet," he snarled, and Sobon complied. He was pleased to find that the motion didn't leave him feeling like anything was tearing or bleeding, or like he was about to fall over, but there was still a pervasive feeling of weakness, a weakness that he figured was some combination of being completely out of shape, being nearly starved, and spending all his his time recovering from being wounded.
"Alright, rodent," the more authoritative guard said, somehow spitting the word, despite a lack of hissing sounds. "You're luckier than you deserve by far. Instead of being shipped out right away, you'll get a chance to recover and train. That's in spite of having nearly killed off our best supply of meat in this rotten town, which if I were in charge, would have had you disemboweled alive before being thrown right back in that stinking pit."
"Now I may not be in charge of your puny slum-rat arse," he said, stepping forward, and lowering the point of his spear for emphasis, "but I can tell you the trainers here are every bit as displeased to have the djiang pulling rank and telling us how to deal with our own discipline problems, so I'd recommend you do everything in your pathetic shriveled ass's limited capabilities to give them no reason to even remember you exist."
He stepped closer, his mouth opening in a snarl, and Sobon noted absently that his teeth were ugly and rotting in his mouth and his breath was horrendous, blackened cavities obvious even on the front surfaces, but he kept tight control, old Marine instincts keeping him locked up tight.
"Do that, and you might survive to stand in between one of your betters and a starbeast, and maybe die to save the life of someone actually meaningful to this blighted world, or at least save a few of the bloated sheep huddled behind this ugly wart of a city's walls. Don't... and I promise you I'll be watching as your corpse is fed to the bargles. I'll even stab it a few times to make double sure it's dead."
With that, the soldier stepped backwards, slammed his spear into the ground again, turned, and started to march out. The other soldier waited, gesturing with his spear for Sobon to go ahead of him, and he did, immediately hurrying to march a respectful distance behind the first, and matched his pace.
The medical wing was in an unfamiliar part of the military camp, and Sobon wasn't led anywhere familiar. Instead, he was led through a relatively thin inner wall into a separate courtyard, where a man with messy short black hair and long black mutton chops, and big tufts of hair sprouting from his ears, stood at attention, waiting for him.
Sobon noted that the soldier in the lead stepped to the left and stopped a good distance away, so he continued straight but stopped in line with him. As he suspected, the man behind him soon appeared on his right, also in line.
"This is the blighted recruit, sar."
Muttonchops' eyes flicked back and forth between the two soldiers, but then only stared at Sobon for a moment before taking two steps up to the soldier in the lead and decking him in the face. Sobon flinched, but waited, and a moment later, in his periphery, he noted the soldier back in line almost exactly where he'd been.
"All you lot are incompetent," Muttonchops said, sourly. "Garbage, you are, every last one of you. Ought to have you flayed alongside those other buggers for it, if I had my way, but they don't let Bilgs like us decide that, do they?" He snorted, then looked at the other soldier. "Giving you one chance not to get beaten like your moron friend. What's wrong with this picture, Mukkin?"
The soldier on his right tensed, and clearly turned to look--if only briefly--but just as Muttonchops started to move, he spit out, almost at a yell, "Sir, he fell in line... without being told, sir?"
"Right, you're in charge of the discipline squad for now. Well done." Muttonchops moved directly up to Sobon, sneering, and Sobon could smell several different kinds of awful stench soaked into his hair and clothes. "Not met a single recruit, not a one, who didn't think to either step back or forward, out of fear or hate, not save ones who was told what to do by someone. All I've been told says you're a street rat worth nothin' and that step up was too deliberate to be chance. So tell me," he said, his eyes narrowing into a dangerous glare, "where'd you learn protocol like that?"
That was a question Sobon couldn't easily answer, but he had an instinctual fear that not answering--or giving the wrong answer--would have him killed as a spy. He felt his body start to stutter, and clamped down on his jaw, refusing to talk until he had a thought. The only lie he had, he spat out, not hiding his nervousness. "My master taught me," he said, still unsure what that would even imply to these people.
Muttonchops snarled, but stepped back. "Right, pull the other one," he said, sourly. "You're in too poor a shape to have a master. Basic training will put another fifty pounds of muscle on you, to say nothing of a proper diet."
Sobon's thoughts sorted through what he'd heard up until now. The... guards had said something about learning by being around star beasts, whatever those were, right? That implied people used Aether to learn, more broadly, even if he wasn't yet clear on how. "Ah, sir, he just... waved his hand at me, and I knew it. And other things." Muttonchops' eyes narrowed, and Sobon continued, trying to methodically invent a plausible story. "He seemed sickly at the time, and wandered off not long after, sir. I can't say I know much about him, or where he is, or why, but it changed a lot of things, sir."
Muttonchops glanced from him to the soldiers, but his lips curled into a snarl. "So you don't think he's coming for you."
"Could hope, sir," Sobon lied, and refused to say more.
"Right then, mysterious great master or whatever, none of my business, then." Muttonchops continued on, looking like he was unaffected, though Sobon doubted he really was. "I'll beat you into shape, and if some crazy old man shows up and pays your ransom, he'll get a recruit with a few muscles on him at least. And if not, we'll find some use for you against starbeasts."
"In the meantime, I only have one other question for you, recruit, and you'd best answer properly unless you want to be put through hell for it." Muttonchops focused on him, and he could see a sort of gleeful intensity in those eyes. "How much control over your qi do you have, and what do you know how to do with it?"
Sobon hesitated. "I have a special technique, sir," he said, "but I don't understand it very well."
Muttonchops slipped easily back into an attention stance and remained with his eyes locked on Sobon's. "Show me."
Sobon kept his dynamos mostly concealed in his spirit; he didn't trust that a more attentive qi user wouldn't eventually figure out what he was doing. His left and right spikes, though, he manifested in his hands, and he spun the dynamos slightly.
Muttonchops, at least, did focus immediately on his hands. "And what do you know how to do with those?"
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"The left one hurts others, sir, and the right one helps me." That was safe to say.
Muttonchops failed to hide a look of surprise, and again, he threw a withering look at the soldier to Sobon's left. "Two forms, then," he said, remaining businesslike. "That's good. Once you have enough of your positive qi, it will help with your stamina training, and we'll work on weaponizing that negative qi later on."
"For now, I expect you to run laps around this courtyard until you faint. Stop even long enough to breathe or take a piss, and I'll beat you unconscious myself. If I hear a word of complaint, I'll beat you. Get in anyone's way, I'll beat you. Feign unconsciousness, and I'll beat you. You do what I say until you die." Muttonchops gave him a withering glare. "Go."
Sobon, after only a moment's hesitation, turned and ran. Muttonchops watched him for only a moment, then began yelling at the soldiers that had led him here. Sobon was half-interested in hearing them get chewed out, but very quickly was forced back to thinking about his current predicament.
He wasn't dying, now, but this was also definitely the sort of training the Mixed Marines didn't do, because it had long-term costs. Given the training he already had, he could force himself to do what the training officer had told him--he had already done worse to his body when it was more injured.
The problem was, the methods were intended to indoctrinate people--to prove that the trainer knew him better than he knew himself. It wasn't on a physical or even a psychological level, but a spiritual one; if he resisted the training but thrived, his body would trust the training more than it trusted him. For most people, that was a net positive; the trainer really did know what people could take, especially paired with a regeneration bed like he'd just gotten off of, better than any common, untrained person.
But Sobon was a Mixed Marine, and these assholes didn't even know his name, let alone know what he knew about biology, spiritual convalescence, aether dynamics, or anything else. Heck, they hadn't even asked just what other knowledge the 'mysterious Great Master' had given him.
Over and over, though, he just kept coming back to the same thought: nobody had asked his name. Not once. Not the pigheaded bastards that kidnapped him, not the brainless twat that recorded his recruitment, not the Base Commander when he realized what a mess had come from underestimating him, not the healer, not the guards, and not Muttonchops the trainer. Did they all just assume he didn't have one? Or did they not care? Even then, wouldn't they assign him one so that he knew when he was being spoken to?
Sobon had already made a lap around the courtyard, and all of his limbs were burning, though this time it was less from injury and more from exhaustion. He knew that Muttonchops was expecting him to stumble and fall so he could show up and beat him, just to prove that the next time around, with the fear of abuse haunting his footsteps, Sobon could go further.
The problem was, Sobon knew he could go further. What he needed now wasn't for someone else to take credit for proving that; he needed to rebuild his strength enough to be able to actually do this kind of training without destroying himself. As it was, Sobon knew his legs would give out before he made another two laps, and if he pushed it as hard as the instructor told him to--in order to prove the bastard wrong--he might seriously damage something.
Sobon took half a lap to think about it, but decided at that point that malicious compliance was the only option he really had. The instructor's methods would work if he didn't; he would come to feel like this disgusting, corrupt, evil place was the place that had made him strong, instead of the place that had done everything in its power to weaken and destroy him.
Doing what they said and letting it continue to destroy him would teach his body what he already knew--that he knew better.
So he ran, and ran. Starting after two more laps, his muscle fatigue became almost too bad to work around, but he focused on other muscle groups, focused on breathing, changed his pacing and his strides, everything he had to do in order to keep on his feet until he ran out of energy. Five laps after that, Sobon could barely see, the darkness creeping up around every edge of his consciousness, but since he hadn't passed out, he continued to run.
Two laps after that, he had an out of body experience, his spirit opening to the vast and ugly ocean of qi that was the world, and yet somehow, he forced his body not to collapse, even as he became unable to see with his eyes or hear with his ears, and he could only barely feel the burning shadow of his body as it ran into a wall, legs still pumping and arms still swinging.
He stared at that ugly qi ocean, and stared, and stared, and he realized that somewhere inside him, he understood it. It was a twisted form of aether, a mix of static, of left and right spins, and of in and out spins, but nothing higher--at least, nothing close enough for him to see. There were strange eddies, that might have been residual higher-dimensional flows, but nothing that looked deliberate.
He could do better. He could form a dynamo that was at least five-dimensional, consuming in and out aether to produce... Sobon couldn't quite place the name of the next spin directions. Inverse and beyond? It didn't matter. He still remembered visualizing five-dimensional dynamos, and he was sure he could build one in time.
The vision faded from him, and he saw Muttonchops looking down on him, so Sobon struggled to his feet, barely able to perceive anything except the ringing in his ears and the dull outlines of things in the world around him.
A slap attempted to bring him to his senses, and Sobon turned to look at Muttonchops, who was glaring at him.
He had to read the man's lips, which was difficult when he could barely see. "What are you doing?" he thought the man said.
"Orders," Sobon said, still half-delirious from the hallucination. "I'll be punished if I don't do the wrong thing, so I have to do what I'm told no matter what's right. Trainer's orders." And with that, he turned and continued running, a gleeful shiver running through his body as it, on a spiritual level, accepted what he'd said over the unbearable nonsense the traitor wanted him to believe.
For whichever reason, Muttonchops let him go. Sobon didn't so much as turn his head to look, not that he could see much even right in front of him.
The minutes that passed didn't make sense to Sobon, either at the time, or when he tried to look back on them. He drifted in and out of being able to sense the world's qi several times, and he several times slammed into the wall, but it made no sense. All he could think about was that he'd said it, and meant it. His body resonated with that truth, and it echoed through his spirit.
He'd told the psychotic monster that he was wrong, and not been beaten. Muttonchops had thought he was done, but Sobon knew is body better than the man did. Everyone who was looking at him knew it--they didn't understand how he could do more. He could feel that, whenever his spirit opened up again.
Idly, Sobon tried to spin up his aether dynamos just a little bit faster, only to find that they had begun spinning on their own. In fact, when he tried to touch them, they burned his mind and slowed, as if his mind was suddenly far too slow to keep up with them.
Was he burning qi--or aether--right now? Or both? He had to be, didn't he? Sobon couldn't think straight, but tried to gather his aether, only to find that the two spikes were flares of light, one radiating outwards from his body, one radiating inwards, keeping him going. Sobon considered them as he jogged; that was right, wasn't it? Left aether to protect him, right aether to fuel him.
As he continued on, a figure appeared in front of him. He almost dodged out of the way, but then he could see the man in the aether--a shadow of a man, overshadowed by a large shining spike of what must have been qi, qi that was silvery but flowing, like mercury. Sobon squinted, trying to make out the dynamo that must have been powering that spike, but before he could resolve any of the details, a hand came out and grabbed him by the face.
"This is the second time you've been brought to my attention, boy," the voice of the Base Commander rattled through his spirit. "And it's beginning..."
There was a sudden stretch of silence.
"What are you doing, boy?"
Sobon, of course, had not been able to move since he had been grabbed, and so the question made no sense for a long moment.
"You--your spirit is preparing to break through to Five Bronze Stars level. This..." there was a hiss. "If you do not prepare for this breakthrough, it will destroy you. And yet, you should not be at this level. I know you were only at Two Bronze Stars."
Stars this, stars that. Sobon desperately wanted to simply fall unconscious, and he knew that his face must have been twisted with disgust and rage, but he glanced up one more time at the Commander's own dynamo, or whatever primitive thing they had in this world that did the job of one.
It was strangely twisted, he noted. The same dynamo had parts of it that were left- or right-hand spun, but chaotically; he was familiar with the odd patterns of a higher-dimensional dynamo, cycling through three-dimensional space in a way that only looked impossible, but this was nothing like that. Perhaps the flows twisted through higher dimensions in order to have both left- and right-hand twists on the same single loop of thread, but he couldn't grasp how. Above all, instead of a circle, his dynamo was a four-lobed knot, and Sobon briefly glanced, mentally, at his own body, in order to compare the Commander's qi to his own.
He was astonished to find that his own body had a similar knot; in structure, it appeared almost identical, with four twisted lobes, though the color, texture, and motion of the knots were very different. As he watched, his own surged repeatedly, as though trying to twist itself out of existence, the four lobes vibrating unnaturally.
His thoughts were too tired and too... fleshy to understand for a long moment, and it irritated him. He knew that he was smarter than this, but the exhaustion, or... something was interfering. Was it the knot? He doubted it, considering how hard he'd just been pushing himself. He focused on his right-hand aether, pressing it into his mind to clear his thoughts.
The knot rebelled against the push, and began to destabilize again.
Oh, I see. It doesn't want to take any more aether. But shouldn't I be out of aether? If I've been using it to keep going?
Sobon was surprised when the spiritual voice of his predecessor interrupted, though he hadn't known much on the subject before.
[ Sir... ] It flinched back when his attention focused on it. [ Sir, please, the body... qi is not just the power that you wield, but also your ability to use it. When you add more, it can destroy you. I know I've heard people say that. ]
Aether was the ability to use aether? That didn't mesh with Sobon's understanding, but then, perhaps aether and qi were different after all. If he simply added aether, then was he adding the ability to use more later?
He closed his mind to the outside world and considered the four-lobed knot, and what he knew about aether. It was difficult, as he was very nearly exhausted, but he knew that there had to be an answer. The frustrating part was, geometry didn't seem to be the answer; the knot made no sense to him whatsoever. And the Base Commander... said something about five stars? So he was at four stars now, trying to reach five?
Five out of how many maximum? The bastard in front of him also had four, so the number couldn't even be all that important. It was all so stupid. If it had developed from two lobes to four, then certainly it could just add more lobes around the edges. Maybe it needed to become four around a central loop?
In his mind, he worked out the math, and pulled the strands into the right alignment. For a moment, he thought it felt intuitively right, but then the odd spins of the knot began to fray around one another. He pushed and prodded at it, trying to adjust where and how the knot dipped into higher dimensions, but they resisted him.
Come on, he urged his own spirit, tiredly. I've already proven I know what I'm doing, haven't I?
There was another moment of hesitation, and then the knot relented, and the four-lobed knot snapped into five lobes. When it did, he felt the central lobe begin to spin, and he grasped it, trying to intuitively determine which way it was spinning and what that would mean.
Before he could determine anything useful, though, the coppery color of his spirit suddenly shifted to a dull grey, and the knot collapsed into a single loop. Then, suddenly, the loop split in two, started to go further, and collapsed back into two.
"He did it," he heard someone say, although he couldn't tell who or where they were standing, as a wave of exhaustion made it virtually impossible to focus. "And not just five stars. One... no, two Iron stars. How is this possible?"
In his mind, Sobon smirked, thinking that this world had no understanding at all of what was possible, before he finally, blessedly, passed out.