Ki'el had not really gotten her hopes up, and yet was still somewhat disappointed by the form of the Lesser House itself. It was a single large building, perhaps five stories tall. It was too well-built to be called ramshackle, but too poorly maintained to be called in good condition; the outside was some form of painted plaster or stone, with only occasional bits of wood sticking through, and although it exuded a sense of strength, it was obvious that the outside, at least, was maintained by people who had no concept of building things properly. The plaster that covered it was highly uneven, and the paint, which at least was all the same color, had obvious differences in thickness all across the surface.
Ki'el studied it, not having expected a tall building to be concealed behind the trees, but Mai Han Du simply kept speaking. "Although the Sect goes through some trouble every few years to ensure the building is safe, most of the maintenance, as well as all of the cooking and cleaning, is done by members of the house itself. Outer Disciples have not been permitted to help, even when they wish to. Members of the Lesser House are free to attempt to repair, maintain, improve, and even expand the house, as they wish, though that must be in their free time."
"There are many people in the House, too many for you to have private rooms. We generally insist that for the first month, at minimum, a group like yours can have a room to yourselves, though after that, anyone that remains," he glanced at Mian, "will need to make arrangements with the other residents. People share both large and small rooms, here, but you three will most likely be given a single small room to share."
As they approached, the first person that they saw from the Lesser House was a tall and thin woman in a red dress. In spite of Du's assurances that the people here all worked, Ki'el though the woman had a contemptuous face, and she was leaning against the doorframe with a wide paper fan. Ki'el frowned at her, if only for a moment, and Ki'el thought the woman's eyes immediately snapped to her face, and a scowl crossed her features.
"Ah, is Senior Brother Du here to disappoint yet another batch of candidates?" The woman fanned herself with her implement, slouching further. "Unfortunately our entire Lesser House is at capacity. There are no rooms for new incoming servants, unfortunately."
"Young sister Lan Wu," Du greeted her, half turning so that he could face both her and the other three. "I believe you were asked to inform an elder if there would not be space for new adherents. And I do believe the last I heard was that two people left the Lesser House, some nine months ago."
"Is that all they told you?" Ki'el frowned, feeling something bristle inside of her qi as the woman spoke. "When the Boju Brothers left, they destroyed several of the rooms on their way out. We have all been very busy with our own repairs, and many spaces are still not livable."
"The sect's junior brothers did come to repair that damage, did they not?"
Lan Wu's lips curled into a sneer. "They deemed the task beneath them, and said that the Sect's standards were met. But you may examine it if you wish, Senior Brother Du."
Ki'el frowned, but pushed slightly on her Righteous Cycle, flooding her own qi with purified aether. As she thought, it pushed back something from the woman, some kind of minor spiritual effect that was laid into her voice. It seemed strange to Ki'el--many things did, but she did not expect that even in the Lesser House, there would be people using some form of external qi to influence others.
Mai Han Du glanced back at the other three, and nodded. "Come along."
As Du turned and stepped forward, Xoi Xam leaned in to whisper to Ki'el. "What did you do?"
Ki'el turned and met Xam's eyes, and though she still struggled to do it, projected a thought at the other woman. [Do not trust woman's voice.]
Xam frowned, but Ki'el trusted the woman had heard her and turned to the building. Lan Wu seemed content to simply step aside and let Sect Brother Du through the doorway instead of following, so Ki'el moved up to and then past her, trying to measure the woman with her eyes as she did.
The woman met her eyes, and Ki'el thought that those eyes were sharp, displeased. Ugly.
If Ki'el had been apprehensive seeing the state of the building from the outside, inside it was worse. The best compliment she could pay was that the building was kept clean. Although the wood plank floors were uneven, they were swept free of dirt; although the walls were not straight and had cuts, holes, and burns across them, they had been washed. Although the ceiling's surface was poorly finished with some kind of plaster or soft rock, they had no cobwebs and no discoloration as from smoke or heat. The doorways that they passed by were not straight and had no doors hung in their frames; Ki'el noticed a kitchen on the left that showed signs of being lived in, and what might have once been a communal room on the right that was filled with beds.
Once they passed the immediate entrance, the hallways branched to the right and left, while above, a steep circular stair went up, centered in a very narrow circular hole that cut through all five floors of the building. The stair, at least, was iron or some similar metal, and although the steps were narrow and looked insecure, the central pillar that supported them seemed completely solid. Sect Brother Du, as well, seemed to show no sign of concern; the man immediately began climbing the steps with such confidence that Ki'el at first thought the stairs must be more solid than they looked.
But when Ki'el first stepped on the lowest step of the stairs, she felt it begin to slide out of its hole, and when she lept back out of surprise, the motion only accelerated the small flat iron peg out of its position, and it fell to the floor with a clatter.
Ki'el felt her face immediately go flush with shame, more so when Sect Brother Du looked down at her, but the man didn't look surprised or shocked at all. "Be at ease, Young Sister. The pegs are indeed loose, which helps with your mindfulness. Put the step back in its place and then follow." But he did not stand around to wait for her, and simply continued up the steps.
Ki'el leaned down and grabbed the step, pushing it back into its hole, feeling a rising panic. As she straightened, though, she felt a comforting hand on her shoulder, and found Mian there, a serious look on his face. "Calm down," he whispered, quietly. "Don't panic. Remember to breathe."
Ki'el was breathing, of course, but not intentionally. She stepped back and focused on breathing with purpose, letting the act of breathing calm her down. It was one of the few pieces of advice Mian had been able to offer; the man had not said where and when he'd learned it, and only said that he picked up a few pieces of advice before he became a cook, at the small inn where he met Talai Lui and Shiva Alassi, the woman whose body her master Sobon would later inhabit. Mian had indeed known a few things about using a sword correctly, though from the looks Sobon gave him, her master would have much preferred to correct them both, if only she had time.
Sobon never seemed to have time, for them or for much else.
Ki'el's measured use of breath helped calm her a little, and she recognized that she had indeed panicked, and her attempts to make herself not seem a fool would only prove that she knew little. By the time she had calmed, Mian had proceeded slowly up the stairs, his steps making the stairs squeak and shift, but none of the stairs came loose, and Xam was starting to move up after her, the woman's steps much quieter and more stable.
Ki'el watched, but aside from the fact that she could tell that Xam was using her qi internally, she had little understanding of what the woman did. But then... Xoi Xam was older and more experienced than Ki'el, having gained her qi in military service. How exactly she could do that, and still remain not much stronger than Ki'el... she did not know, and put out of her mind.
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When she finally steeled herself to stand on the steps, she felt it shift again, but only momentarily, and Ki'el bared her teeth at the staircase, offended by its inadequacy. While she had no doubt that it had remained in such a sorry state because someone demanded it, she could imagine Sobon's disgust at the concept, and could plainly envision her fixing the steps with a wave of her hand. Indeed, with the power she had gained recently, Sobon could probably have fixed the whole building in moments, if she wished.
Buoyed by her thoughts of her master, Ki'el found the courage to continue up the steep stairs, although she felt some part of herself rejecting the whole existence of the staircase with every step. As those above her continued to mount, proving that their target was not the second or third floor, Ki'el considered that part of her spirit, finally settling on something Sobon had told her.
She said I seemed to be focused in my skin, Ki'el rationalized. Some part of my spirit always wants to defend me, to keep evil things out. And this staircase offends me. It wishes to tell me I am wrong in how I walk up stairs. It was hard not to personify the staircase as something evil, something that would delight in watching her fail, though Ki'el knew it was not true. And somehow, between those two thoughts... Ki'el thought that their rough edges were similar, as though the one and the other may be related, just as Sobon had said.
That thought did not provide an answer, but it did help her feel more at peace with the irritation that she held for the stairs. As she continued to move, continued to feel the steps slip slightly when she shifted her weight, she accepted that her intense hatred for the stairs was a part of her struggling to protect her, and focused again on her breathing, trying to remain aware of more than just the stairs.
It was a good thing, too, because shortly afterwards, Xam stopped suddenly and even moved back a step on the stairs, almost taking Ki'el by surprise. For certain, if she had been as focused on her steps at the end as she was at the beginning, she might have made some kind of mistake, but as it was, she simply caught her movement and stopped, waiting.
A minute later, everyone proceeded up again, and Ki'el found herself on the fourth floor, to find that it was a terrible mess. The plaster cover on the walls had all been torn to pieces, mostly by what looked like blade strikes, but there were places where something worse had clearly happened, though what exactly, Ki'el could not tell. What was certain was that at lesat three rooms on this level opened up into each other, and the hallway, and the floor above, and the floor below, with many exposed beams of wood that must have been supporting the walls or floor bare and exposed. Only the hallway floors had been fully repaired, although Ki'el noticed that even the ruined rooms had at least been swept, even if no further attempts to clean them had been made.
Mai Han Du stood among it, glancing around, before turning back to them.
"It is a grim sight," he admitted, "but it is not unlivable. The sect expects the Lesser House to do repairs of this level; even without qi, as long as the materials are provided, it should be possible. Especially for new adherents, it does not seem unreasonable to expect you to fix small things like this."
"Small things? I do not wish to sound entitled, Sect Brother Du, but this does seem a bit much." Xam's voice sounded fiercely irritated, though Ki'el simply looked numbly at the walls and floors. In truth... the ruined rooms brought back memories of her own village, which she had found ruined and looted by pirates, when she finally made it back after being lost in a storm. In time, Ki'el had forced herself to take pieces from several ruined houses in order to fix one; before that, she had spent many months hiding from rainstorms by crawling into the one corner of her house that was still mostly covered.
Here, at least, the roof of the building itself was intact. She could imagine others being quite upset with the state of the room, but she herself had lived in much worse.
"It seems neither of your companions shares your disdain," noted Du, and Ki'el turned her head to focus on Mian. The man had a grim set to his face, but it was a determined one, and he turned his head to her, eyes measuring her for only a moment before he nodded. Ki'el nodded back.
Xoi Xam took a moment to school her own breath, but nodded. "My apologies, Sect Brother. Does the sect at least have instruction on this kind of maintenance for us, or are we expected to find others among the Lesser House who already have that expertise?"
"An educated question." Du's face brightened, enough that the man no longer looked like he was surrounded by a half-ruined building. "As long as you are performing sect business--and the Lesser House belongs to the sect, and so its maintenance is sect business--you may ask anyone in the sect for advice, even masters, although not all will have the same patience for small matters. Regrettably we do not have anyone who specializes in this kind of construction and maintenance, without the use of qi, though there may be many people who could comment on the materials. The wall-plaster, for example," he noted, gesturing around, "is a common material used by a great many, but I have had several fascinating discussions with Brother Kemu, who studies both the mundane chemistry and the spiritual alchemy of such materials, and the discussions of each are very different. I can say that he has often been asked to help with such matters."
"Similarly, the floors," he gestured down. "We have many specialists in the mundane and spiritual properties of wood. Here I will suggest Sister Muzi, only because I believe most of the others are busy on assignment. It is not trivial to prepare wood such that it can be used for many years without trouble, and those who attempt to make the fastest and simplest repairs most often are disappointed months or years later."
Ki'el frowned at that, and moved over to the nearest wooden pillar, leaning in to examine it more closely. The wood had clearly been cut cleanly and then at least roughly smoothed, but not finished, perhaps because this pillar was meant to remain inside of the wall. She did not know what it would take to finish walls, or floors, but she had seen more than enough variation in the woods used to build the huts in her village, and those woods that had been exposed only after the village had been attacked had rotted much faster in the weather than those meant to be outdoors. By the time she had noted those differences, however, there was no one left to ask how the woods were prepared, or why.
Her eyes ranged around after that, noting that where the beams of wood joined, either advanced qi techniques had been used to merge them, or something like rope, cloth, or leather surrounded the joint, or bits of metal or wood were forced through one and into another in order to pin them together. The only thing Ki'el felt sure of was that there were far fewer qi joins, and only on the larger pieces of wood. The other techniques... she wasn't sure which was better, or would be preferred, or why.
So she simply asked, gesturing at the joints, and Du glanced at them, nodding.
"Each of these joins looks to have been infused with at least a little qi," he said, "and so I imagine that they were used as practice by members of the Lesser House. Although it is early for people to attempt to create even a rudimentary qi nature before breaching the Golden Wall, many people, especially those from developed clans, already have some understanding, and will use it to infuse their qi with intent. Things like this..." he gestured to them, "these are the result of people practicing in private. Most frequently, I believe, the ones who already have a grasp of their future are not long for these halls, while the ones who languish still to this day do not understand even minor uses of qi like these."
Ki'el studied the joints and the walls and floors. She noticed some very small qi fluctuation as Brother Du spoke, but did not notice quite when or about what, and had to let the thought go quickly. Instead, she looked at the floor and the walls, noticing that some of the broken pieces had been cleanly cut, while others had not. "There will be tools as well?"
"Of course, as with all sect business," Brother Du said again, patiently. "You will be required to maintain and repair the tools as well, of course."
Ki'el nodded, feeling more comfortable, and glanced to Mian and Xam. The latter looked out of her element, but Mian at least showed no signs of flagging willpower. So Ki'el just looked to Brother Du and nodded.
"Very good. Now... I will speak with a few others in the sect to ensure that the tools and materials are provided to you, but you will also need to speak with Sister Futi, who is in charge of tasks for the Lesser House. You should expect much of your time to be taken with these tasks, and you will need to balance your own cultivation, rest, and private tasks in the time that remains." Du gestured back towards the stairs. "Come. I will introduce you."
Ki'el was last down the stairs, as she was last up them, and turned to look back at the ruined rooms. The atmosphere of the house gave her an unpleasant feeling, especially now that Du was leaving, and Ki'el felt certain that there would be additional unpleasantness as soon as the three of them were alone. There was no reason for her to speak of it, not for now; she was sure that Brother Du would make anything that happened sound reasonable, and the others most likely also understood that their time here would be unpleasant.
If the worst trouble Ki'el had here was a room with ruined walls and floors, she would feel lucky, and Ki'el did not trust in her own luck.