Some parts of what Sobon had to teach, she preferred to teach all three of them at once, and so she waited until evening, when Lui was done with her work. Although Sobon was tempted to spend the time on another project, Ki'el and Mian both had stumbling blocks on their immediate tasks that required her attention. None of them were critical, just... difficulties.
After dinner, though, Sobon gathered the three of them, Lui bright eyed despite having tired herself out at work. The girl's expressions were never quite the same, now, but that naivety had also been masking a determination, a need to accomplish things. Sobon reminded herself to talk with the girl more frequently, and make sure that the others did too, but that was not for this moment.
"I don't know how the people of this world view it," Sobon said, "but since they--some of them--seem to be able to become truly spiritually strong, they can't be far from the truth. But... here are the fundamentals to becoming a powerful aether or qi warrior."
"First is awakening, when people who have the talent learn to manipulate what you would call internal qi, and connect soul to spirit. Mian is still in this phase, and some who have access to aether or qi never leave it. During this phase, very little of use is really gained. At the beginning of Silver Qi, on this planet, you have what is apparently the first of several... cleansings, in which your qi core will reforge your body. That's... not a native function of aether, but it helps."
"At the start of Gold Qi, your soul connects to what Alassi and Ki'el have told me is called your dantian. This... works differently for me, because I am not precisely the soul of my body. The dantian is meant to hold qi in a way that your core struggles to before that, and it is the point at which external qi becomes more useful as a skill. However, external qi is not the path forwards to advancement."
"The phase that starts at Gold Qi and extends for a long time after that is what we call acclimatization, and it builds the foundation for your spiritual abilities. You must understand..." Sobon paused, and sighed. "Aether is powerful, but it is also dangerous, in many ways. You can make mistakes with your intent, and they can... destroy you." Sobon looked at Ki'el, who had a pained expression on her face. "But also, aether... aether and qi can be either attuned, or not attuned. Attuned aether does not respond to the will of another, but unattuned aether can become attuned to any living thing, even plants and fungus. And... unattuned aether can attach to small parts of your body. If this happens, the body's innate selfishness can be amplified by aether, and it can decide to grow and change on its own, against your will. This is called mutation, and it is a deadly thing. The worst examples of it cannot be cured even by the medicine of my people. At best, it can be violently removed, and new body parts grown in place."
"Innate selfishness?" asked Lui, with a look on her face like she had half-understood what Sobon was saying, where Ki'el and Mian mostly didn't at all.
"I am sure that Lady Fau is teaching you, Lui, that the body is made of parts and pieces. All living things are, and the smallest pieces are too small to see. They build up into larger tissues, and tissues form into organs, and the organs work together to form the body. But you must understand that the smallest pieces, and especially the tissues, can still be considered separate from the whole, form a certain point of view. Normally, this doesn't matter; even if they object to their circumstances--even if you don't use a muscle until it wastes away, for example--they have no way to control their circumstances, and can only trust the body, and you as the soul, and do what they were always meant to do. They follow rules, because they have no other options."
"But aether gives them options. Whether your muscles have a grudge for not being used properly, or whether your skin is tired of too much sun, or even if you merely feel hungry or tired, a cell or tissue or organ that desires to change its circumstances can. This means that it no longer follows the rules of the body; it rebels, and it has the power to do so successfully. But these are not intelligent, not even as intelligent as beasts. They only know themselves and their desires, becoming a monster that grows from within your body itself."
All three of them looked distressed at the concept, and Sobon lifted a hand in a pacifying gesture.
"This doesn't happen often, even in this world, I think. But all this explains why the acclimatization is necessary. Because while the awakening connects your soul to the spirit of your body, you must soak the tissues and organs of your body in aether that responds to your will and not theirs, so that they grow used to the existence of aether but know that they cannot reach it. Even when you start channeling large amounts of aether through your body, it is not... confused."
"But this is not finished the first time you do it. As you use more complex and more powerful aether, it is more and more common that your control slips, and aether--even aether attuned to you--becomes loose in your body. If it is too powerful, your spirit will try to control that aether on its own, for its own safety. And because your body's spirit and your soul are linked, it may succeed even when the aether is attuned to you. When your tissues and organs have access to attuned aether, either they continue to follow the rules of the body, and you are fine, or it starts to rebel, and there is a chance your body will become selfish and mutate into a monster. To avoid this, as you become stronger, you must reforge your body again and again."
"But there is a limit." Sobon frowned. "My people use aether so powerful that even if it were attuned, it could not be channeled through a living body. Past a certain point, if you want to use power in a body, or if you simply wish to survive in a place where there is enough natural aether in the air around you, you must create artificial tissues and organs, removing all weakness and producing something that is not alive, but fulfills the functions of living flesh and bone. I do not know where the people of this world draw that line, but I can tell you that Starbeast cores, and I assume other qi beast cores, are an example of this."
"At that level of power, once a person has replaced their whole body with an artificial version that tolerates the highest levels of aether, then a person becomes truly dangerous. It would take someone of that level of strength to have taken down the... the ship of the Master's Assistants, the ones who are stuck on this world. That ship had defenses so powerful that no normal qi user could pierce them. A person at that power level could not safely fight in a city without destroying it, not at their full strength."
"So the Diamond Lord must be at that level?" Mian's expression was some combination of fascinated, but also a little queasy. The other two both showed more discomfort with the idea of that level of power, without any interest.
"I would imagine, though I've never seen him." Sobon sighed. "In theory, there is a step beyond even that, but it is not important. A being that transcends having a body can only live within pure aether, and pure aether exists beyond this world, in vast strings that connect the stars."
"Those are the gods?" Ki'el asked, her voice more curious than interested.
"No." Sobon shook her head. "Or rather, not exactly. It may be possible for aether beings to reach down into a world, but they would have no reason to. Spiritual gods are simply the most powerful class of aether spirits that can exist in a world. Aether spirits... are very different from living bodies, though they often are born from the a body's spirit upon death. An aether spirit still contains much of what we recognize as living will, where the process to ascend into a true aether being... which, to create a term for you, I will call a titan, that involves stripping away everything but the soul itself. An aether spirit lives in harmony with what they once were, but a titan must either consume, dominate, or destroy everything that is not its pure self."
"Your people have met these entities?" Ki'el seemed... a little intrigued?
Sobon shrugged. "The vast strings of aether are also used by some of us, out there, for travelling between the stars. They communicate, sometimes. I have never been involved with one." Sobon paused. "I should also say that the... the Masters that I spoke of before. They are a special class of being that exists above every other living being in their ability to use aether, but below the Titans, or so I would assume. No one knows how they have the ability to use so much aether, but we do know that they are conditioned from birth, using secret ways that they will never tell us. Their whole lives revolve around containing and controlling aether so powerful it would destroy a mortal being. The children of their race are perhaps more powerful than I have ever been, or ever be. Just one of their warriors could defeat armies of our people, without carrying any weapons."
"How many would it take to destroy our world?" Mian still sounded fascinated.
Sobon just snorted. "This world? One would be enough. But they wouldn't only come with one, if they were angry. Not because they need more warriors to do the task, but because like all armies, they have leaders as well as warriors. No, they would send a warship, and ensure that whatever they chose to do, was done right. If they wanted to destroy the world, no piece would remain."
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Since that thought had suitably disturbed everyone, Sobon changed the topic.
"All that've discussed so far is simply the process of gathering aether into the body. The stages of acclimatization involve using aether from each tier--first, Righteous and/or Sinister. Then, Genesis and/or Consumption. Then, Acceleration and/or Revival. And then, for those who can handle it, the tiers of aether beyond that. I, and most of my people, would struggle to control more than the third tier, but that is still a very powerful and dangerous amount of aether."
"Which aether from each tier you attune your body to provides different benefits. Being innately attuned to Righteous aether makes it very difficult for hostile aether to invade. Sinister attunement enhances your ability to use aether to attack others, and weakens the world around you. Genesis aether is useful for people who create aether patterns outside their bodies, while Consumption aether significantly improves your ability to gain aether, and weakens incoming effects. Acceleration aether improves your reaction and thinking speed, while Revival aether vastly improves your regeneration and can make you nearly unkillable."
"That sounds..." Lui was frowning.
Instead of waiting for Lui to figure out what she wanted to say, Sobon finished her thought. "Most people don't attune entirely to one side or the other. The greatest effects come when you do, because each half of a tier of aether weakens the other. I am purely attuned to Righteous Aether, now. Unless I have reason to change, I will attune to Genesis and Acceleration. These are are all considered Right-hand, or if you prefer, Righteous-type aether, because..." she paused. "...because of the math that underlies them. There is simply a pattern that continues from one to the next, and there is a similar left-hand pattern connecting the other three. But there is no penalty for taking different types at different tiers; Righteous and Consumption are just as compatible as Righteous and Genesis."
Lui was still looking confused, so Mian spoke up. "When you talked about them, my first instinct was that one set was for attacking, and another defending. But they don't line up with your right and left. Righteous is defensive, but so are Consumption and Revival."
"You can think of them more as 'doing' and 'undoing,'" offered Sobon. "Aether is not specifically for warriors. The universe can be split into forces that build and forces that destroy, but even then, you often build in order to destroy, or destroy in order to build. And as I said before, each higher tier of aether splits into those that lay beneath. Not only is Genesis sometimes righteous and sometimes sinister, but Acceleration sometimes has the effect of genesis, and sometimes has the effect of consumption. The details of that..." Sobon had them all in her mind--the theoretical frameworks for breaking down aether were a fascinating study of metaphysics--but doubted she would be able to explain them even to scholars of this world, much less a couple children. "...are probably beyond you."
"What about the aura of the pirates?" Ki'el asked Sobon, and she looked over at the girl. "You told me at the time that it gave them the strength to crush others, but corrupted them. That it gives them courage against their foes."
Sobon nodded. "That's an advanced topic, and remember that they use qi, and not aether. But the pirate captain from that time was in Gold Qi, and he was attuned to both Righteous and Sinister aether, and partly to Consumption. Righteous..." Sobon frowned. "You will need to remember that Righteous Aether does not mean that you are a good person. It preserves the self, but it can be used by truly evil men, and Sinister aether can be used by the good."
"However, while he had a mixture of attunements, producing an aura like that is uses Genesis aether. You can always use types of aether that you are not attuned to; the attunement provides passive benefits, and also, your internal resistance to your own, attuned aether is lower than your resistance to using any other aether type. Which..." Sobon paused, as the thought crossed her mind. "...would mean that attuning to any pure aether spin would make it difficult to attune to qi, because qi is built from many different pieces. I'll have to think more about that."
"In any event, one of the other advantages of attunement is that you can place aether patterns--I mean, scripts, within the tissues and organs of your body, as long as those scripts remain within the tier of aether that you have attuned to, and as long as you don't channel so much aether through it that it passes the safe limits I talked about earlier." He looked at Ki'el. "The rifle shots--the ranged weapons I used before, use so much energy with every shot that even now that I'm attuned, I couldn't use them within my body. Not only would it likely cause mutations within my body, but the passage of that much aether would destroy the organs outright. That's how even as a squirrel, I could defeat a warrior at Gold Qi."
Ki'el nodded, not seeming surprised. Mian and Lui... seemed confused when Sobon mentioned being a squirrel, but she decided not to explain.
"Once you have decided on a pattern and placed it within your body, it can be difficult to remove or change, and more difficult to replace. The body tissues adapt to it, like forming scars around a wound. If you wish to completely replace a pattern, or change it in ways that go against the existing pattern, you have to remove it and thoroughly heal the scarring. That is why I'm not placing any scripts into my body at this point. The scripts that I most need focus on Genesis, to enhance my ability to use other scripts in the space around me. While lesser patterns would be useful, and while I may even have the room to set them up, that is my focus right now."
"These patterns are for techniques?" Mian, to his credit, seemed to be mostly following along.
"They help," Sobon answered, with a tone to her voice that suggested he was wrong. "You can use aether techniques with pure external ...qi as long as you memorize how, and dedicate your spirit to performing it, but there can be many details. I... I think that most people in this world use qi natures to help them. Because qi was..." Sobon paused, and, reminding herself that she wasn't lecturing in her bunker, chose a different way to say it, just in case any spirits were eavesdropping that she hadn't detected. "Qi is meant to be shaped into specific forms. You can create types of qi that have specific properties, and those properties can contain part of a technique, so that you don't need to memorize it. You can also use patterns in your body, or in your equipment, so that you only need to split your focus a little instead of a lot."
All three of them nodded at that, and Mian looked relieved. Sobon thought the man had gotten immediately stressed when Sobon suggested memorizing an entire technique. Sobon didn't think of the man as stupid, but he definitely wasn't quite as sharp as Ki'el and Lui were, or perhaps he just hadn't found something that caught his attention in the same way that they had.
"Like placing patterns in your body, though," Sobon said when it seemed like the three had fully digested what she'd said, "creating qi with the patterns you want in it is something of a commitment. Your qi core will replicate types of qi that you... that you have established?" Sobon double checked the Ri'lef notes on qi cores, unsure of how to phrase what she'd read there. "Once you firmly establish your own flavor of qi, it will be difficult to change it. Creating new flavors of qi, or changing an existing one to fix a flaw or add new abilities, takes time and effort, and it is difficult to do create anything without flaws."
Sobon was surprised that Lui piped up. "What distinguishes... what you call flavors, from qi natures?"
Sobon nodded at her, smiling a little. "Qi natures are artificial, but they look and feel natural. Creating qi with a nature of fire will feel correct to you, because you know how fire is supposed to look, and more importantly, you know what the consequences of fire are supposed to be. But what I was calling a 'flavor' of qi is specific to you and what you need from your qi. If you create fire qi, but you need it specifically to burn away impurities while leaving other things untouched, that is a specific flavor of fire-nature qi. If you decide later that you also want to 'burn' your fire qi as fuel to invigorate you, you will need to add that flavor to your fire-nature qi, or else create a second, separate flavor of fire-nature qi. Does that make sense?"
Lui nodded excitedly, and even Ki'el seemed interested, when Sobon was beginning to think the girl was uninterested in any of the more advanced concepts.
Mian, though, was frowning, his mind churning through some problem. "So if we wanted to create a qi nature that was completely unique to us... could we?"
Sobon shrugged. "The qi I used to hold you to your oaths was something I created for that purpose. But especially for beginners, it's difficult to figure out how to do all the complicated things you want qi to do. Sometimes it's easy to put it in words but not describe how to do it, and sometimes, it's easy to understand on a soul level but difficult to put into words. Many people learn by observing others, and in that way, qi natures are also a learning tool. Fire users understand what fire is capable of by looking at other fire users, and fire-type inscriptions, or by observing natural fire and its many properties and nuances."
"To be blunt," Sobon said, "part of what you need in order to make qi work correctly is to understand the very nature of the universe, and how it operates. But it would take me a decade to teach everything I know, and I don't have that time. And what I know is far from everything, and also there is also a whole world to teach about designing things from scratch, and..." Sobon shrugged. "Perhaps if I achieve my mission, I can spend a lifetime teaching you, and others that are worthy to learn it all. But not now."
Sobon ignored that the three were looking at her, again, with the starry eyes of youths being informed that their seniors understand things they do not. She knew that, in a way, it was unfair to even tease that knowledge, but it was important to draw the line around why. Why she could create complex aether patterns and hold them in her mind, why she could forge sand into quartz with her will alone.
"I know I make it look easy," Sobon said, at the same time she finished the thought internally. "I know I make it look like aether and qi are simple things that anyone can learn. I have spent longer than any of you have been alive being trained to be what I am today, and I am a poor teacher. You all have the potential to do great things, but I can't make it happen in the time we have."
"I want you to think long and hard about what you want to achieve, and I will teach each of you what I can in order to make it possible. I will create tools, and show you patterns. But if you ask me to help you with a task that will take a lifetime, I cannot. At most, I can show you the first steps, and tell you how the next few should go. In the end, your future will be in your own hands. I can only... inspire you, I hope. To keep learning, and keep growing, for the rest of your lives."
The others nodded, and Sobon dismissed them for the evening, the three of them going off separately to think about their futures.