It was only another three days after that when Ki'el was well enough to stand and move, and was able to leave the healing house, along with Chian. During that time, Chian did her best to keep her company, though in the end, Ki'el spend more of her time trying to grasp the fundamentals of aether, especially those of Space and Time. It was difficult, with her not being able to practice; her main reference point for Space aethers was still the pair of river stones that she had not even brought along, along with a few--or now, a great many--vague words from Kuli about space aether formed connections at a distance.
Even just sitting in bed, even without using aether, Ki'el felt certain that she was already sensing the aether of other things at a distance--that she always had. Kuli kept silent about some things, perhaps when the augment felt that Ki'el would figure it out on her own, but on this, Kuli was clear: space aether was an active use, far more than just a passive sense of the world around her. To form a connection to another place, energy must be consumed.
Of course, she wasn't well enough to experiment when she left, either, but she still breathed better being able to stand on her own two feet, if unsteadily.
"The Inner sect has prepared us housing," Chian said. "Or... a place, at least. Brother Du said that most times, they allow--I believe he really meant force--Inner Sect disciples to create their own houses, but you are... not prepared for that." She paused. "I'm not ready for it, either. I... should probably not be in the Inner Sect. I appreciate that they are letting me stay, though."
Ki'el wanted to reassure Chian, but had no idea what she could say. She so far knew nothing of the Inner Sect, or even the Outer Sect, and how either of them functioned. "We will find a way," was all she could finally say.
Chian was silent, for a time. "I'm less worried about myself," she said, as they wandered down another path. "I think that the Sect expects a great deal from you. Already, when I've gone out, I've heard several people whispering. Always calling me the friend of a prodigy." She scowled, her face darkening. "Or the servant of one."
Ki'el, though she was tired and weak, did feel the irritation from Chian, and felt it in herself as well. "You are no such thing."
"No." Chian sighed. "But a relationship like that would make things simpler. Some people already seem... impatient with me. As though I should be able to do everything they do, when I've only just stabilized my tribulation energy." She sighed. "It's not as though I don't think I can learn, but I would have preferred to go much more slowly. After getting away from my clan... I was hoping to make friends in the Outer Sect and learn things slowly. Maybe..." her voice dropped, slightly. "Maybe that was spite. I already spent a lot longer in the Lesser House than I planned to."
The Lesser House. It already didn't feel real that Ki'el didn't have to go back to that place. Though... as she looked ahead, she saw that Chian had already turned them down a path in the woods, one of many that had branched out ever since they had some to one of the higher islands in the Sect. Ahead... was a small cottage, one that was familiar to her--but, she judged, might have been the least of the buildings in the Sect. It was certainly not large enough to contain more than one room comfortably, not without something like Sobon's spatial expansion.
"This is...?" Ki'el didn't exactly feel uncomfortable with the building ahead--it was more than the Lesser House, and in better shape than what was left of her village. But compared to the modest lot Sobon had in Emerald Valley, it was nothing.
"It's better than it looks," Chian said, but her voice was warm. "They have some stupid name for this style of building--Wisdom Seeker lodge or something stupid--but according to Elder Sang, you have the right to modify the area around it by quite a lot." She paused, and turned back, pointing to a stone by the side of the path. "That's one of the boundary markers. There should be others, at the corners. Once you can control your qi again, we can try to fell the trees for wood, or something." She frowned. "I... don't know anything about woodwork, though."
{ There are many material-control aether patterns like the ones Sobon used to create quartz rods, } Kuli supplied, sensing Ki'el's eagerness, { but it might be better to learn the qi methods first. }
Ki'el nodded. "I would like to study how we would do things like that with qi."
"Me too." Chian paused. "I... guess we're just allowed to do that. But, we'll have to pay, like everyone else. Although Elder Sang said little, he implied that you still have quite a few points left, though I..."
"What I have, you can use," Ki'el confirmed quickly, before the other girl could hesitate more than a moment.
"...thanks," Chian said, sounding embarrassed. "We'll take jobs for the sect sometime soon. I'm sure we won't have a choice, but I've also been restless. I want to do something."
Ki'el agreed, but silently. She knew that her chances of using her aether or qi soon were still low, but she doubted she could take any job for the Sect that was pure physical work--not that she felt at full physical strength yet, either.
When they finally got to the cottage and looked inside, Ki'el found the room exactly as she envisioned it--a bare room without even mattress or table, a dirt floor, and only a single open doorway. "No hole in the floor," she said, bitterly. "That is a step up."
Chian wrinkled her nose. "And it's private. I was sharing attic space with several others. Everyone there keeps separate from the others, but someone always seemed to be looking, even when I slept."
Ki'el snarled wordlessly in response, but stepped in, pulling her mattress from her space ring and depositing it on the floor. The room seemed just wide enough to fit two side by side, which struck her as right, and just long enough to place a small table on the other end without blocking the door. "We can do this."
"We?" Chian sounded eager, but paused. "Ah... I mean, I was hoping, but didn't want to guess..."
"You are my friend, and I would be happy if you remained with me," Ki'el said, though she felt like her voice was stilted, upset. Did that much still need to be said? "You have protected me and returned my friendship. I place as much trust in you as I do my family."
Chian gave her a smile in return. "I hoped you'd say that. The Sect granted me the small lot next to this, but... without a cottage, Wisdom Seeker or otherwise. I could have survived until I could pay to build something, but..." She appeared a mattress from her own space ring next to Ki'el's, and then filled the room on the other end with a small table. "I prefer this. I would be happy to join your property to mine, if we have use for the extra space."
Ki'el nodded, but sagged to her mattress. "Do you have items to set up a privacy barrier?"
"Yes, Benai was happy to provide me with them. They ...probably won't stand up to anyone in the Inner Sect if they really want to force their way in, but Benai is very good at these things, and far stronger than she lets others know, so... maybe they will." She moved to the door. "I'll go place them. You relax."
Ki'el did, the bloated feeling of her qi disorder easing now that she wasn't moving. But... she couldn't relax, just as she hadn't been able to so far. When at last her thoughts settled on a question for Kuli, it didn't surprise her at all what she had been thinking. What would I need to learn to expand space the way Sobon did?
{ Simply using the kind of methods he used isn't difficult, however, designing the effect to be stable and usable requires several different methods working together. You seem to recall the basics of his methodology, but the stabilizing method will be unintuitive without understanding the higher math involved. The 'basement' in your memories can only make use of the stabilized space thanks to force planes and gravity-altering effects, which you will also not understand. }
Ki'el sighed, having more or less expected a similar answer. She didn't doubt that a method like the one Sobon used would be difficult for most people without his background. What do I need to learn to form sand into... quartz, the way that he did?
{ Methods of that type vary in their requirements. I have no doubt that Sobon used versions far more complex than you can use, requiring extremely precise control, but lesser versions with limited effects can be quite simple. The material used also matters; materials made of one or two types of [atoms], which can be sourced easily, still require you to understand their [chemical structure], while materials like wood have different requirements. In each case, the purer a source you can find, and the simpler the result, the easier the process. }
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Chian came back as she was hearing that answer, and when she confirmed that their space was private, Ki'el relayed what she was thinking. Chian had a strange look on her face as she listened.
"...Your master could just form materials with his ...not even qi, but aether? Without being a specialist in that element?" Chian withdrew a small stool from her ring and sat down next to the table. "You talk about him as being very wise, but most of the people I know of who can control a material studied their whole lives to do it. I guess..." she paused. "It's not that I doubted that your master really was great, or anything..."
"You have never met him," Ki'el said, tiredly. "And even if you did, you would not have seen the side of him that we did. But he grew stronger at a rate beyond any sense, and he knew so much." She looked out the doorway, to the woods beyond, feeling that the world felt different with the wards set around them. Quieter, but also... emptier, in a way. Somehow, that emptiness disturbed her, not because she thought it was fake, but because she like the feel of others' qi in the background. As she conidered that stillness, she continued speaking, not really thinking about what she said. "In truth, I don't know how great he is, or if perhaps he is only what I have seen of him so far. Perhaps, in my mind, I have a... myth, of him."
"Myth?"
Ki'el looked at her friend, her thoughts catching up to her words, but looked down at the floor after a moment. "He speaks of strange things, sometimes. Of fate, and myth. He has made me realize that the world was not as I thought it was, but that is still probably true, even with as much as I have learned. I do not know what is true and what is false. He could be the amazing and wise warrior that I believe he is, or he could be... just... someone. I do not know." Maybe I will never know.
"I don't know why you're suddenly questioning it, but I think he must be amazing, to have taught you everything he has." Ki'el glanced back up at Chian, who was leaning back against the wall. "But we really ought to talk about what we do next. You said you want to learn to make things with qi, or with aether? I can find someone to speak on these things, but with you not being able to practice..."
"It would be fine to ask Outer Sect disciples," Ki'el said, when Chian left the implication hanging. "And I would be happy to watch you practice, and sense, and see if I can understand what is being said and demonstrated. It will be far better than waiting alone and thinking."
Chian nodded, and stood up. "Should we start right away?"
Ki'el considered it, then nodded. "I don't have a reason to delay."
In far shorter a time than Ki'el expected, Chian returned with a woman from the Outer Sect, who bowed as Ki'el brought Chian's stool outside and sat. "Sister Ki'el," she said. "Sister Chian said that you wished to learn about manipulating wood qi, but cannot practice yet."
Ki'el nodded, and the woman stepped forward, eagerly. "I am Sister Muzi, and I have studied the properties of wood for several years. Before we begin talk of manipulating it, we should speak of what it is. Wood--when processed for use, and not still living--can be fundamentally understood as two main materials. Partly, it is made of fibers, which we call [threadwood], and partly, a complex substance we call [presswood]. Wood without either component is much weaker, and certain ways of manipulating it will break the threads or result in lesser presswood bonds..."
Ki'el listened intently as Sister Muzi spoke at length about how the fundamentals of wood, and watched as she bent a sample of prepared wood into shape, and then the same with a fresh branch from the forest, which oozed sap immediately when she twisted it. The woman talked about how the compounds from the wood normally liked to dry and set before use, and said that bending livewood would not necessarily meant that it would maintain the shape as it dried.
Before Ki'el knew it, two hours had passed, and Sister Muzi bowed out to go to another task. Although the woman had not specifically taught her anything about how to manipulate wood, Ki'el felt that she would do a much better job at making a first attempt, if she could, and when she said as much to Chian, the other girl agreed.
"Living things are complicated," Chian said, moving over to a nearby tree and pressing her hand to it. "The fox part of me feels that--we are forest animals--but I never looked closer. No matter how I sense, no part of life is ever quite solid. It's a mix, even if it's sometimes very well blended together." She lowered her hand and looked back at Ki'el. "I am going to try a few things."
And Chian did try, several times, to bend wood with her qi, but she still had trouble getting her qi to do what she wanted, to say nothing of attempting new methods. In the end, neither she nor Ki'el were satisfied with the experimentation, and Ki'el only felt more restless.
So she turned inwards, again. Kuli. What can we teach Chian so that she can be stronger? Control her qi better?
Ki'el's augment seemed to hesitate before answering, but when Kuli did answer, it didn't seem to reveal any doubts. { Your friend's theory of how qi works is fundamentally wrong. She still understands Qi as being much like spiritual energy, already containing wisdom that she can simply 'command'. To form her own qi techniques, she must communicate her full intent to her qi, not mere pieces of it. }
Ki'el nodded, already understanding parts of that. When she looked at Chian, she found the fox girl looking aback at her, and Ki'el considered how to say what she wanted to say.
"How well do you think you've learned Fire?" she eventually asked.
"Fire?" Chian tilted her head. "I was... mostly learning it to hide my nature, but... I guess I still understand some of what you said."
Ki'el swallowed, feeling uncomfortable with disguising her intentions, but gestured. "Show me. We could use a fire here, anyway."
Chian sighed, and got to her feet. "I should make a fire pit, first. Let me gather some stones."
Ki'el didn't argue, although between that and gathering the wood, it took Chian a while before she was ready to attempt to light the fire with her qi. Although she was able to light it, the girl took three attempts--and the result was not spectacular.
"I do recall some of your intent," Chian said, "and it helps that you also put it into words. But there is too much--"
"Try to tell me what you understand, with intent," Ki'el said, finding that her voice was colder than she wanted, colder than she intended.
Chian looked at her, but her eyes changed after a moment, and she nodded. She settled back by the fire, and closed her eyes, and meditated. After a while she said, "[Fire] burns [wood] with [air] and heat." But even with those few words, Ki'el could tell--even without Kuli's help--how several of the concepts felt wrong, incomplete.
"If that were the intent you put into your fire qi, it would do a poor job," Ki'el said, feeling like the sound of her voice was too authoritative, too smart. She felt like it didn't sound much like herself at all, but... she didn't stop. "Qi must contain the whole concept, as much as you know. What burns is not always wood, but anything that can burn, including things in the air. And there is more in the air than just the kind of air that burns, but the one kind of air is needed for fire. It is the combination of those things and heat that makes it happen." Having said all of that, Ki'el's next words felt much more natural, even though the use of qi to speak them aloud itched at her. "[Fire] is the [reaction] of [fuel] and [oxygen] with heat."
Chian frowned, and tried to speak, but stopped without any sound coming out. Ki'el understood--she had felt the same when she first tried to speak with intent--and waited until the girl was finally able to speak. "The burning... of [fuel]... and [oxygen]. With heat."
Ki'el nodded at her. "Qi is not spirit energy. It needs the whole intent."
Chian looked at the fire, and frowned. After a moment, she gathered qi into a ball in her hand; Ki'el winced, worried that the fire would explode, when the girl released it, the air swirled, and the fire went out. Chian frowned at it. "So it's true, without oxygen, there is no fire. Hmm..."
Ki'el watched the other girl play with her fire qi on and off for the next few hours, occasionally asking Chian to speak with intent again. As time went on, the girl seemed less and less reluctant to speak the same sort of understanding of Fire that Ki'el had spoken, as though she was grudgingly accepting what Ki'el had already spoke. Though... in truth, Ki'el believed that it was simply how the girl needed to learn, just as Ki'el often needed to learn in her own way. It would be wrong, she was sure, to suggest that Chian was being rebellious, although from the way she acted, it was easy to understand how teachers sometimes thought so.
Her mother had seemed to think so, in some memories she had, when Ki'el had been young. More often, though, her mother had been kind and patient. She supposed that everyone had times that tested their patience.
The day wound on, and Ki'el found she had to rest for much of the afternoon. The next day, Chian again fetched Sister Muzi, who went over what she had said the day before, but more briefly--until Ki'el interrupted her to try to speak what she had learned with intent. The rest of their session involved both her and Chian trying to speak intent that matched that of their instructor. The woman was relentless in correcting them, and only when when they were beginning to satisfy her did she begin speaking on manipulation methods.
That came very close to the end of their session, though Ki'el and Chian exchanged notes after the woman left. Kuli helped Ki'el keep a fairly good impression of the intent the Outer Sect sister had given them, and with that, Ki'el did her best to keep Chian focused.
When, after another afternoon nap, Ki'el came out to find that Chian had inexpertly twisted several branches into strange shapes, they both shared a grin, and Chian began to talk about where and how her intent had not quite had the correct effect. Ki'el watched her make another attempt, privately wondering if Chian would be able to make adequate use of wood manipulation intent in another few days, and she wondered how Mian and Xam were doing in the Outer Sect.
She hoped that her friends were at least doing as well as her, or at least, were as happy as Ki'el was beginning to feel.