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The Backdoor

The Backdoor

Is it the peak of existence, to be a ketchup bottle, to be a towel, just watching, the ground you walk on, used up, and thrown away, a purpose, a life fulfilled, maybe it’s recycled, a dish rag, your mom’s panties, wash and spin, never-ending laundry, I just want to be a tool, a sword, a reflection, I don’t want to think, I don’t really want to eat, I despise it, desires, the only reason, I'm not a monk, is because I think it’s gross, to take your place, make a home, on a mountain, above humanity, above the world, like a dirty priest, the truth, just a snake den, it's what it’s always been, like money, numbers, and technology, just ideas, olive oil, virgins, and rapeseed, throw it all away, spend it all, everything, it is the way, nature, the everlasting truth, entropy, to be reduced to atoms, smaller than an ant, spores and mushrooms, civilizations, echoes, love, peace, and dreams, the moonlight, such a beautiful picture, but in the end, we’ll never touch, heaven, just a memory, of something beautiful, reach for it, climb higher, higher, burned in the light, reduced to dust, we can only exist in certain places, break a hymen, is it rape, divine law, governs everything, the hierarchy of truths, is it shallow, or is it defiled, and dirty, your daughter’s asshole, what would you give, always yearning, for what we can’t have, if the world didn’t accept it, your ugly truth, you wouldn’t even feel your dick, maybe share it with your friends, just so you can have a taste, you’re a winner, life is a wonderful thing, the shampoo bottle, is it breathing, over my dead body, how wealthy, mister standards, how much should a prostitute cost, for you to say it’s worth it, there’s a barrier, a bar, some coke and whiskey, smoke a pipe, a nice crack, only for gentleman, and the refined, we all achieve our dreams, in such wonderful ways, the fire burns, and life is great, is someone playing a fiddle, what have you sacrificed, was it worth it, humanity, and our plight, burning, burning in the light, poetry, and consequences, just air, the wind blows, on your knees, your father laughing…

This book was originally published on Royal Road. Check it out there for the real experience.