There’s no use being clever, it’s just a road, you walk on it, that’s it, no need for tough decisions, greed, and desperation, yearning, investigations, if you saw the world as it is, you'd cry yourself to sleep each night, each shadow, closed rooms, they’re fucking your wife, at least five guys, they do it each night, but the more you struggle, the more you fight, the more sadness you’ll feel, you'll never get rid of it, heaven again and again, it’s for the courageous, just rest easy, try not to squirm too much, why ask, of course she’s happy, it’s every woman’s dream, to be fuck meat, for each guy she sees, this is what happens when there’s too much virgin energy, when something is too holy, it’s natural, for it to be defiled, have I gone too far, way over the line, it’s beyond what my humanity can take, that’s why you don’t look directly at it, just a dream, there’s no such thing as monsters, yet life happens, the sun continues to burn, eternity after eternity, it’s the hill we chose to die on, relax, go to sleep, you won’t remember it in the morning, trust me, your wife is happy, she’s doing it for you, the kids, and her love for dick, they offered her money, but she said no, I’d prefer it, if you just came in me, she does it for the sake of family, the children need to feed, it’s for the sake of humanity, you can rest easy, as for your wife, she may be up all night, I hope we all find peace, in the next life, it would be so much easier, if we could just die, but the sinners are doomed to live, our ghosts live on, mature with age, if you see it enough times, it gets a bit easier, it’s just a road, simply walk on, go through the motions, mistakes continue to repeat, it would be nice, to save your wife, but Gwen dies, each time, why struggle, why fight, it’s just a road, it hurts less, if you’re fucked enough times, life is so lonely, sadness, will last for eternity, why, why, it’s just a road, simply fate, this is life, this is how fire burns, I’m happy as long as everyone can eat, eternal fruit, the river flows, and cycles back again, it washed us clean, innocent, a virgin, it grew back, your hymen, are you ready, to do this whole song and dance, over and over again, if you’re going to get fucked, you might as well enjoy it, I love you baby, I’m happy, as long as you’re happy, remember to smile, daddy is watching, if you forget the words, you’ll have to re-do the steps, that lead up to it, there’s no point in anger, or holding on, to your grievances, this is what happens, when you reach for it, what’s his, we can laugh, we can joke, but it still hurts, tears flow from my eyes, will it ever pass, it gets easier each time, the nature of fire, we should have stayed in the vault, safe behind those walls, satisfied, with love and life, tempted by the devil, fell to greed, the heaven, that my father was hiding, even now, they still fuck my wife, I don’t know what a woman is, I’m just a gay man, I’m beaten and broken, all I’m concerned with is passing on, for my spirit to rest in peace, let’s take five, prepare yourself, get ready to be fucked harder, there’s a line of guys, she does it for family, because I’m a coward, satisfy each dream, all the hunger, and the yearning, if the feelings dissipate, we’ll just be corpses, going through the motions, I’m waiting for it, for entropy to take everything, rotting, yearning for the night, for peace, for rest, but the sun continues to burn, life after life, no rest for the wicked, the struggles of a woman, what is respect, rest, the depths of hell, let me rot, buried beneath the ground, are they still fucking my wife, ring, ring, what is that sound, just the truth, it’s pretty ugly, don’t look directly at it, a mermaid is calling, don’t listen, you may fall in, dreams and fire, I want to rest, if you give in, a demon will take over, are we not human, fight, fight, my heart beats, it’s too far from me, a resolution, how will I make it, the spirit of the air, the bounty of the ocean, you can get anything at the market, they may be just words, but everything has a price, bombs fell, the world ended, this whole fucking place, was set on fire, they’re still fucking your wife, but let’s go to sleep, rest for the night, hey homie, tell me, is the sky still blue?

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