I'm going to hell, I don’t know why, the sequence of events, what lead up to this, I remember being offered heaven, and I was like no, that’s gross, I'm a virgin, so clean, so happy, I don’t want to say it, but perfect, wholesome, as I dwelled on it, it became disgusting, I wanted to defile it, stain it, pull down it’s pants, and go down on it, kiss those hairy lips, and say, baby, you made me do this, I wish it could go some other way, but this building is made of something, it’s what I was raised for, what I grew to be, heaven will always be disgusting to me, the only good is in suffering, repent, repent, open up hell’s gates, and ask, mom, why aren’t you wearing any panties, I’m just hoping we’ll be done soon, is there a next thing, how long is eternity, what else, does life have in store for me, scattered seeds, out there, waits so many things, alas, maybe they’re not meant for me, attraction, the push and pull of the waves, if architecture means anything, these adamantine chains, they could pull me down just the same, don’t you wash it, it stinks, the truth echoing, I’m just a side character, a tool, and a part of the play, rivers and streams, flowing, all those people, dreaming, this whole existence, does it still sustain me, so much pain connected to the earth, the sins of the father, are we a family, Atlas holding up the world, are we doomed to bear this burden, for the children, can the spirit expand, the next thing, the next thing, maybe enjoy it while you can, when it’s wet, holy water flowing, love and life, so accepting, consent, such a great thing, don’t regret, mistakes, my heart wrenching, tears, demons yearning, spiders weaving, fate and red string, it happens the same way, the heavens are perfect, worms, something disgusting, have some soda, hope for a homerun, start betting, the salmon climbs up the stream, a sleepy bear, he wants to go fishing, so many dreams, and connections, the ocean depths, it’s so real, so much, lives here, this juicy fruit, porn, everything, costs something…

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