Oh lord god in heaven, so many children, as a person, I would also love it, completion, fulfillment of life, and so many dreams, extensions, part of you, existing in a place, outside of me, but if you loved them, would you not fuck them, it was unfair, there were grievances, would you not offer them more life, so many mistakes, keep going, keep going, build a tower, climb a mountain, and wonder, where is the road back, how do we climb down from it, oh lord god in heaven, I wish it with all my heart, to go home, a bumblebee swimming around in a water lily, oh lord, please consume me…

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