---- This place...

my home and go with some man.

I don't want to leave him alone just like momma did.

T want to stay.

I want to be Robin Hood and save people.

I don't want to be just a bed warmer for some man to bear his pups one day.

I want a name for myself.

I want an identity that's different from father or even him.

I want to be Zariyan.

And if I could..., I want to meet mom..

I want to ask her what she would have wanted me to be.

I want to ask her why she left me.

Why! Why dammit! Tears were flooding my eyes, I wasn't myself anymore.

I was a vessel who had been holding on for ---- eee too long and it couldn't any longer.

He was the last person I wanted to break down in front of.

But I don't seem to give two hoods right now.

As I sobbed and my body rocked in waves of emotional pain, I feel a weight leaving my body.

I was feeling lighter.

My headache was worsening but the numbness was spreading over my limbs.

I don't remember how long I stated there brawling my eyes out, in a dimly lit corner of the castle But when I was done? I see those shining black shoes still standing there, right in front of me.

---- Chapter 281 What is your problem.

I told you to leave- I shriek as my body is tossed over a shoulder and T feel a strong grip on my ass.

Where...

where are you taking me...

put me down.

He doesn't bother with my attempts.

The world tilted upside down and I feel something rising up in my throat.

Tam taken inside a bathroom and I was going to scream at him when I gag.

He grips the nape of my neck and before I know I was vomiting my guts out in a toilet sink.

My entire body convulsed, I felt like my head would drop into my own shit when a cold palm rests on my forehead.

I shiver.

My breathing turns rugged and I feel soft fingers ---- eee = tugging my hair to tie them in a ponytail behind my head Gargle it out.noveldrama

He presses a glass of water on my lips and I don't argue this time I spit out the water and I could breathe again.

We continue to sit there for what felt like hours.

I look up at him through my teary eyes and I see that his features have softened.

Better? He asks, tugging a rogue flick of my hair behind my ear and I nod Good.

Lets get you cleaned up.

Before I could even understand what he meant my body is dumped under a shower and I feel freezing cold water pouring at me.

You psycho! Is this some revenge game to you- I start screaming at him when he blocks the cold