---- moon goddess.

My soul was bound to him in a soulmate bond.

He was my destined mate.

Thad given up on my destined mate the day I got married.

I thought he would never come.

And gave my everything to the mate I chose.

To Xavier.

And then he came.

On the worst time possible.

T was tired.

Tired of begging for love from people.

Tired of being selfless and keeping others before me.

I was tired of giving.

When I got nothing in return.

I was tired of being a nice person.

This pain...

this feeling of emptiness.

This pain of not belonging anywhere.

I want to be free of it Doll! Doll wait! Is that you! ---- eee Sierra! His heavy footsteps were running afler me.

Yet I don't stop.

I just cant.

What will he even say? That he was sorry for moving on from me.

For accepting Rebecca when I was the one who chose to revive her and bring her back to his life? He isnt at fault here.

Tam.

It's all my fault.

This is my doing.

Iread it somewhere.

Sometimes love is not keeping that person, binding them in chains, its the will to let go.

To release them.

And to release yourself from the pain.

Pushing open a door to my left I close the door ---- behind and lean my back on it.

Doll! Doll! I could hear him screaming for me.

His voice was going distant and the dam of tears flood in.

I wanted to sob, to cry.

But even that was a luxury for me.noveldrama

The plug was making it difficult to breathe.

My eyes drop to the watch like thing on my wrist and it read 8 minutes 56 seconds.

Ijust have to wait a little longer.

Hide a little longer and I will be back to the kingdom of darkness.

But now that I think about it.

Do I really want to go back there? If maybe I don't go.

If...

I...

---- eee = My hand moves up to the mask and Adrians words repeat in my mind.

This mask stays on.

And if you dare remove it before exactly two hours, you won't come back here.

You will die.

Wouldn't it be better? For Xavier I am already dead.

He is doing just fine Kissing his wife And even Adrian would get a second chance.

A second chance mate as they call it.

He doesn't even have to bear the pain of rejection.

He will be free of it.

Free of me.

He can find someone who will love him, even a virgin and not someone like me who has given her body and heart to another man.

Tt would be the right thing to do.

It's better to let go.