---- Lies.

Was all he says and that's when the realisation hits me like a truck.

He was my mate.

Adrian Volkon.

The King of darkness.

This beast of a man.

Is my mate.

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Thave thought about that imaginary face a countless times.

When my dad locked me up in the castle, I expected him to come and sweep me off my feet.

To take me away from the castle walls.

To save me.

When I was getting married to Xavier in exchange of the barter, I had looked at the empty door, hoping for a miracle.

Hoping for him to come and protect me from getting exchanged as a mere commodity.

When Xavier punished me at first.

When I was left tied in the jungle for people to throw their shit at me, to spit, to dispose their garbage at me.

When those rats fed on my body.

When that murderer was running after me.

Somewhere in my heart, a little corner of it hoped maybe he will come.

He will protect me.

Love me and say I never have to fear anything again.

That he was there.

To cherish me, protect me and love me.

---- But sadly everytime I kept waiting but he didn't came.

Gradually I realised Royal pack was my life, its my future, no one is going to come: Acceptance was the only way.

I slowly started seeing Xavier as my mate.

I gave a face to that umaginary face on my own.

I even felt slightest of sparks at times I settled with the truth that no one was coming to save me or love me Xavier was my everything.

My present, my future, my husband.

So I gave myself to him.

I surrendered my body and mind to him.

I never thought there was anyone made for me........

Untill now.

I look up at those cold blank eyes and my throat felt stifled.

[had no words.

What was I expected to say? If I knew what sparks were I was mistaken.

---- os With Xavier it was a mere flicker.

Once in a hundred tumes he touched me I felt a spark or two.

But this.

These sparks lighting up my neck continuously, not stopping for even a second, slithering down my spine to my very core,shaking from inside: It was another league, another level of madness.noveldrama

I was hit by a storm of sparks, it was becoming too overwhelming.

I wanted to move back but his grip stayed firm.

Keeping me in place.

Right at his feet.

At his mercy.

This...

this is impossi-ble.

I hall whisper gasp and his hand moves up to grab my jaw.

He tilts up my face further, till my neck was craning and his other hand moves through my hair.

His long fingers threading through my hair to grab them.

My face was burning, the sparks too much to bear and I feel my core throb.

Tears gather in my eyes.