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Undertale genocide abridged.
Ch 80: The Love We Share.

Ch 80: The Love We Share.

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Frisk: 'It's a bit weird. A monster should've appeared by now.'

*Well, why hasn't one?!

Frisk: 'I...don't know.'

*What?! You mean...In ALL the timelines we've had this NEVER happened before?

Frisk: 'No.'

*Ughhh.

Frisk: 'We must have missed one.'

*Missed one?! You're a fucking savage. I don't think you missed killing a single bug much less a monster!

Frisk: 'Who knows Chara! Maybe another Whimsun killed themselves before it reached us. Or a Froggit croaked on an oversized bug. Or-'

*I don't give a fuck about your examples Frisk! Just tell me how to find this thing before the Angel comes back and kills everyone!

Frisk: 'Hmmm. Let me think.'

*Oh. Let me think. Like the Angel couldn't be back at any second! How the hell are you so calm about this? How-

Frisk: 'Obviously I'm more matur-'

*No! No no no! We do not have time for this chit-chat! Give me an answer, NOW!

Frisk: 'Yeesh! Fine. Well, whatever mistake can be undone by a reset. And our last save point was at MTT hotel. So if we just-'

*Frisk...that's before we killed all those monsters.

Frisk: 'I know, we'll need to kill them again.'

*...

Frisk: 'Chara?'

*...

Frisk: 'C-chara?'

*...Again? What was it...20-

Frisk: 'umh... it was 35 left.'

*Frisk...it took so long. And all we accomplished was killing children and saviors and fucking everything that could move!

Frisk: '...'

*I-i can't do this anymore Frisk.

Frisk: '...Chara.'

*We've gone against everything we set out to do.

Frisk: 'We still-'

*Open YOUR eyes Frisk! W-we failed! We fucking failed!

Frisk: 'That's only in the short term Chara! You need to think big picture! By the end of this, the Angel will be done for, and we'll be home free. Free to-'

*How do you know that? Do you have a device that can estimate how close we are to being free?

Frisk: '...We'll no bu-'

*Do you have any proof other than your word that Asgore is even going to get the 6 souls?

Frisk: 'W-why would I lie to you about that. We're in this-'

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*I don't know! Maybe you're just a lunatic who wants to hurt me in every way possible! Maybe the Angel is fake and you just acted like you were being possessed so you could trick me into believing-

Frisk: 'Gaster told us about the Angel! How could I fake that?'

*I...I don't know Frisk. I don't know anything anymore.

Frisk: '...'

*I...I tried so hard Frisk. I tried to be tough and not care but...I was nothing but a fucking crybaby when Mom died. And when I gave up Papyrus was there to raise my spirits, even if it cost him his life. A-and after what I'd done to Asriel...I thought I had to push forward. To do my best to do good.

Frisk: '...'

*B-but I don't even know what good is Frisk! I never have! I'm just a big liar who believes in my own bullshit!

Frisk: '...But you did do good Chara. Your effort taught me how to be kind even without a heart. You-'

*And what did that amount to? All the friends we made...all the people we helped...we killed them all the same.

Frisk: 'Chara...I know it's hard. They were my frien-'

*No! They weren't. They were your toys Frisk. You said it yourself, you don't feel empathy or remorse. Everyone is just amusement for you and being kind happened to be more fun for a while than being an asshat.

Frisk: '...That's not true Chara. Even if I don't have what you do...I still don't want any of them to die.'

*...Well, they're dead now. So who cares what we wanted.

Frisk: '...'

*...And this isn't even the first time, is it? You and me. We've killed these people before...how many times? A dozen? A hundred? A Thousand times?!?

Frisk: 'It doesn't ma-'

*Of course it matters! It matters! Because...that's the amount of times I've failed everyone. That's all I've ever done...fail people.

Frisk: '...'

*I couldn't save anyone. I couldn't change anything. I'm a useless and worthless piece of shit that's better off dead! At least then...if I died...they could've escaped by now. They could've been free from this hell!

Frisk: '...'

*But I was impatient and stupid a-and I lied to my own family. All for an awful plan! I mean, of course it was awful! I'm the lazy and uncaring piece of shit that always took the easiest path! That did nothing but act like a coward! Like, duh! Did I think becoming a God would mean I wouldn't have to confront humanity? Confront its evil? Confront how much of a rotten person I was and still am? Because if that's the case then Flowey was right! I'm an idiot through and through! A big fat stupid idiot!

*...

*You can laugh, you know. I'd laugh. After all, it's hilarious to think I actually believed this twisted plan would work...in the end...even Asriel caught on to how worthless everything I'd done was. But I didn't listen, I fought back, screamed at him to kill them, to finish this...and we died because of it. My own obsession with doing the 'right' thing got my brother killed. And In all likelihood ruined my family's life in more ways than one...

*...If I'm not evil then I'm a fucking idiot, yet I still act like I'm in control...because it's all I can do. Makeup lies and explanations to cover up the weak and pathetic person I am.

Frisk: '...'

*...I just...I want this to end...I don't want to hurt anyone else Frisk.

Frisk: 'Chara.... there's something you showed me a long time ago. In another timeline...the first one. I was low on HP and I couldn't even hurt the enemy I was facing. All our friends... were gone as well. It was just you and me...against the God of Hyperdeath.'

Frisk: 'I tried to dodge his attacks but...I was too slow. My HP dropped to zero. I could feel my soul breaking apart, my control on the timeline slipping away...the whole world fading to black. But, even then, you were still right next to me.'

Frisk: 'Knowing that even at the very end...I had you by my side. I was filled with...Love. For the friends that helped me get this far. For the foes who'd toughened me up for this final battle. And for you...for always being with me. Me and You...we may not have had the truest integrity, the toughest bravery, the grandest kindness, the largest patience, the fairest justice, or the smartest perseverance...but what you do have in your chest Chara...is Love.'

*... (thankful)

Frisk: 'That's why you feel so awful Chara. But it's also why you shouldn't be so hard on yourself...because the people who don't care are the ones who are unable to learn. And Love is about caring. It's about caring so much that it hurts when you can't help the people you Love. So...as long as you hold on to the Love you have Chara...you can do it. Even if you screw up a thousand times, even if it blinds you at times, as long as you're willing to Love... to Care for the monsters, for the world...for yourself...then there's still hope for you.'

*...Love doesn't fix everything.

Frisk: 'No...it doesn't fix anything at all. But... even still. I believe this tale can have a happy ending...so don't give up yet...Partner."