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Chapter 135 Shapeshifters and Disguise.

Chapter 135 Shapeshifters and Disguise.

Chapter 135 Shapeshifters and Disguise.

Ohhh deceit!

The mother of all risks!

The one behind every windfall

Use her wisely.

But not too much. Or she’ll take away all of your money.

Kilako, the Golden Prince of Gains.

“How do you feel about cutting and dying your hair, Mistress?” We’re in my chambers in front of my mirror. The murals on the wall feature the beautiful city below, completed by the window where paint mixes with reality.

Jerro stands by the window, eyes glued to the city below. He leans on his wooden cane. His gray stained tunic is never clean, no matter how many times I asked the maids to clean it. I even catch a whiff of tomatoes. It’s just the gross way the man eats.

Sharla wears my face and body with a grin, copied to the last minor detail. It’s as if I'm looking in the mirror behind me, without the opposite reflection the mirror gives. I raise my hand and expect her to raise the opposite hand like a mirror for a split second, yet, she doesn't move to match me. Seeing myself like this without any control over my reflection's movements just feels too alien.

No. It's not me. It's her, faking her appearance to look like me.

I remind myself again, yet, I can't help but look. Her long auburn hair falls on her back shoulders and chest in waves. Her gray upturned eyes narrow slightly with her smile. And her closed up red dress fits her slender body like a glove, hugging her lower curves. Her scarlet garment contrasts the azure blue I'm wearing.

Somehow, she makes me look way more beautiful than I really am. I have no idea how she does this, because she's an exact copy of myself, and not a single line in my face or body is different. Yet, I don't feel so beautiful when I look in a mirror. I'm by no means ugly, but not overtly beautiful either.

It's an odd sensation. I wish I could look perfect like that. Maybe a bigger chest too, but not too big. Just enough for an actual visible curve...

I shudder. How easy it is for her to take my place? She did wear my form and order the maids around for her amusement before… “I can’t say I like the idea. I’d rather just hide down in the wine cellar with a good book, my grimoire, and meditation until you guys catch the assassin.”

“That’s impossible,” Jerro says. "The Shaf of my Lord has a drawing of your image. We have to change your image and hide you like a tree in a forest. A crowded place such as the palace. But the cellars are not crowded.”

Sharla raises her curved eyebrow, my eyebrow. Is this how I look when I do that? Awfully judgmental. “And what if someone sees you going down there and tells the assassins? Trust me, maids talk way more than they should. We’re going to have to change the way you look.”

I fold my hands. “How much can you change my appearance? Just cutting my hair and dying it won’t hide me.”

“Oh, leave that to me,” Sharla responds with a chuckle. Is that how I sound when I laugh?

Her body and face slowly shift, tiny ripples visible under her skin. Her long auburn hair gets sucked into her scalp, now at shoulder length. Its color turns raven black. Her face goes through a series of slight changes. My high cheekbones disappear, or at least not as prominent. The eyes don't appear as upturned anymore. My brows turn darker and thicker, much thicker. The chin and jaw widen slightly, while her pale skin acquire a tan.

I can barely recognize my own face, but the body changes too. Her chest grows by a few centimeters, her shoulders widen slightly, and she grows a tad bit taller.

“What do you think?” she asks with a face similar to my own, yet different.

“Can you really do all of that to me without your Fae magic?” I ask, narrowing my eyes.

“Why, of course! I wouldn’t suggest that if I couldn’t.” She snickers and pushes me to sit in the chair.

“Wait. How exactly are you going to make me taller?” I ask. “It’s not like no one will see high heels…”

She rolls her eyes in the same way I normally roll my eyes when someone asks something stupid. I have a feeling she’s already copying my habits. "You'd be surprised by how many people don't look down to check for heels, especially men, but no, I have another plan." She picks a pair of seemingly flat boots from her bag and shows me the hidden heel on the inside. “I’m going to add some stuffing to your shoulders and padding to your jugs. It’s not that complex. The makeup on your face is harder because you have to make sure not to cry or sweat for a day after I apply it.”

“I see. Sharla, why would you learn all of this if you can simply shapeshift however you want?” I ask, raising an eyebrow.

She grins, her face and form shift back into my own. Do I really grin like that? This looks so evil... No wonder I terrify Berthold... “Sometimes you need to wear a mask on your mask. Sometimes you want people to notice your appearance is fake. Sometimes it's just fun to let people think they've exposed the real me behind the makeup. Wouldn't you agree?"

"No. Not really? Why do you even enjoy something like that?"

She rolls her eyes again. “By the monarchs, I have to remember how curious you are. You love your questions, don’t you?”

I shrug. “I’m just asking what I’m curious about.”

She shrugs, copying my gesture. Her slender shoulder moves in a way I'd think is actually attractive. Is it really attractive though? “So just let myself ask when I’m curious. Thanks.”

I heave a sigh. “You know you don’t need to achieve perfection while copying me, right? It’s a little disturbing.”

She heaves a similar sigh. “Oh yeah I can imagine, but I’m nothing if not a perfectionist. Let’s get started, shall we?” She turns my chair to face my silver mirror. I watch with horror as clumps of my hair fall all over my shoulders and chest. Sharla’s gray eyes—my own eyes in her face—are focused on her work, and she keeps tucking her auburn hair behind her sharp tipped ear in the same way I tend to do.

“If you shapeshifted into me during autumn, would you be able to use my magic?” I ask.

“It doesn’t work that way. I can use your natural abilities if you had any, such as a Drake’s Firebreath or a Wyvern's Poison Stinger. But I can’t exactly cast the arcane spells you’ve learned. I don’t shapeshift into you per se. I shift into a half elf, and shape myself to look like you. So I can't even copy your natural abilities because I have no idea what your Fae-Blood even is. Though I could get some Mind Reading abilities if I shift into a Rakshasa. It's also very limited to autumn. The closer we are to the middle of autumn the stronger I will get. It's still a little too early now for something such as a Drake or a Rakshasa, but I should manage a few fighting forms.”

I observe my shorter hair. The shoulder length cut annoys me. Mainly because it feels like the sharp tip of my ears will be seen, but they’re still well covered behind my locks. “So you can’t shift into the hag and use her magic?”

“Monarchs, no. I can make myself look like her. I can copy her manner of speech and behavior, but not cast her spells. If I could I wouldn’t have been here right now, would I?” She starts moving a brush with something wet in my hair, and my shorter hair takes a purplish tint.

“Fair point,” I sigh. “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”

She sighs. “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”

I roll my eyes and watch her rolling them in the silver mirror. “Didn’t you say we couldn’t be friends?” I raise an eyebrow at her.

“Are we friends now?” She raises an eyebrow, then picks some makeup tools and goes over my face. “Stay still…”

“Brushing each other’s hair seems pretty friendly to me,” I let the sarcasm enter my voice.

She shifts back into her Fae form and kneels at my side. “I’m so sorry, Mistress! I shouldn’t have indulged myself, please forgive me!” Just when I’m about to tell her not to do that, she giggles. “Sorry, I simply could not resist. This is delightful. You’re not feeding on my soul, and weirdly enough, you got over my betrayals. I wonder if you are capable of ignoring all of them. Anyway, I’m even having fun nowadays. Beats hanging back in Axero waiting for the day I die. Yeah, there’s no reason we can’t be friends if you still want us to be." She leans in close to my ear. I can feel her breath on my neck, and her scent enter my nostrils. A whiff of chestnuts and fresh mud after the rain. "Keep in mind," she whispers. "This girl still has a few secrets she keeps close to her chest, hmm?”

“Such as the betrayals you've just hinted at? Are you ever going to tell me those secrets?”

She shifts back into my own form with a mad sultry smile I never thought I could see on my own face. She traces her hand on my cheek and a thumb on my lips. “A girl can have her secrets. That’s why they’re secrets. I wouldn’t just tell you when you ask.” She goes back to applying the makeup and dyes to my face.

“Can you shift into a man during autumn?” I wonder aloud. Just what are the autumn limitations?

“Oh yeah, easily. Maybe I can even do that right now. Autumn is pretty close, let me try.” She stops applying my makeup and stands with a deep frown on her face." Is this how my frown looks? It contorts my face too much. A moment later Sharla wears Jerro’s shape down to the exact detail. “Yaaaaay! I made it! A few days and I can turn into a Drake too!” She exclaims with girlish excitement that doesn’t fit Jerro’s detached apathy.

Jerro’s brown eyes nearly bulge out when he looks at her. She giggles and I join her. Jerro is way too cold for such an expression.

Let’s tease him some… “Can you also have sex like this?” I ask.

“Why, are you interested?”

“Nah, just curious.” What if she takes Kolag’s form… I could finally feel what it'd be like without that damned armor... His actual warm hands on my skin... And his actual snake without all the... I feel the heat flushing my face. Then what? She still isn’t Kolag… It won’t be real. I’d rather have the real Kolag.

“Yeah, of course I can. I’ve got all the right parts.” She takes off her pants.

I cover my eyes instantly. “I really don’t want to see that. Thank you!”

“I think I should leave,” Jerro comments stoically and steps out of the room.

She chuckles and shifts back into my form, her clothes turn into the exact copy of my blue velvet dresses. She covers her eyes and blushes in the same way I do. “I really don’t want to see that. Thank you!”

My cheeks turn hotter. “Do I really look like that?”

“Yeah.” She goes back to applying my makeup.

“I look horrible…”

She pushes my chair back and looks into my eyes with my own gray eyes. “You're being silly. You don’t look horrible. I don't know why you're so detached from your own looks, but you’re actually beautiful. Nothing stunning like an actual elf, but you look really good. Better than most human women."

I shrug. "I don't know what magic you use to make me look beautiful, but it's not what I see when I normally look in the mirror." This is clearly a magical effect of some kind...

She keeps applying makeup to my face with a steady hand. "That's not magic. That's your own assumptions and expectations, hmm? The vision people have of themselves of how attractive they are is always skewed. Some think they're more attractive than they actually are, others, like you, tend to think they're less attractive than they truly are. At the end, the only real judge on such matters is the people who see us. Or someone neutral and immortal like me who's invested in beauty such as myself. Trust my judgment here, ok?"

Or maybe it's psychological? She has a point. There's only one real physical argument here... "What about my chest?" I ask when her hand moves to the upper side of my face, dying my eyebrows.

"What about it? You have no idea how many men wouldn't care and some even find it even more attractive. I changed into a flat girl to seduce a man more than once."

She can't be serious! "You're just lying to make me feel good..."

"Why would I do that? You think I give a flying snake about how you feel? The only feelings that I'd ever care for is pity or lust toward me, anything else is bland. Like I've said, I'm a neutral immortal who's invested in beauty, trust my judgment here, hmm? I’ve seen some skyblessed women, and I've seen the most rotten ones out there. You’re way above average. If we compare you to a human, you're very attractive. If we compare you to an elf, you're just a little below average."

She turns my chair and observes my face. She nods to herself and shifts her body and face into a plain looking woman. Her tiny brown eyes are too far from one another, and her nose is far too big for her face. “Now this girl has a real struggle. And this.” The next face changes back into my form but with acid burns.

I flinch. I don't even want to be reminded of that!

“Not everyone can heal from something like that, you know. You’re quite lucky.” She stands and shifts into a taller, busty, red haired woman, with a perfect figure, a stunning face, and a pair of long sharp ears. “Now, this is a young elf, but not everyone gets to be created by the goddess of beauty, hmm?” Now that's actually attractive.

She shifts back into me, and only now I notice a few elven features on my face, mainly the upturned eyes. I guess she’s not wrong… I didn’t mean that I look bad, just that I look horrible blushing like that… But it’s nice to get some validation for my looks regardless… And I should just keep lying to myself about having insecurities at all... Yeah, that'll be useful... ugh... fine! “Thank you,” I smile, my face staying rather warm. Why the vain interest in my looks again? Why does it bother me so much, I don't need good looks to survive. I'm no longer just surviving and I'm starting to have other needs. It's a good sign.

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She shrugs in the same manner I normally do. “Don’t mention it. Nearly every human girl I’ve met and even some Fae girls feel uncomfortable about their looks. Except for elves. Those rotten jars look good and they know it. They also snatch anyone with a snake in the nearest area. Male elves are worse. And elves mainly target humans since they can stand human aesthetics, unlike most of the other races. At least they’re honest about their relationships, they might make someone cheat on their spouse, but they won’t cheat on you.” She applies wide strokes with a brush to my cheeks.

"Have you met any elves?"

"Plenty. Elves have very high standards for attractiveness. It's something that has to do with their innate psychology. I wouldn't be in a hurry to blame your elven heritage for the reason you find your looks lacking, plenty of human women have the same trait, but your elven blood might be adding fuel to that fire. I won't rule that out." She moves to brush my forehead.

"So elves need to be attractive and vain as a part of their nature?" Would explain all the beautiful elf pictures in books...

"It's more than that. Elves associate beauty with morality. We talked about this on the way to Apricot City. Elves loose their looks if they commit a crime. It shaped their culture to judge people based on their looks. You don't need me to tell you how elves get along with orcs for example, and the horrors orcs inflict on anyone they deem weak only justifies the elven skewed view of the world. To an elf, beauty is justice." She finishes with my forehead and moves to my eyelids.

Is my obsessions with looks in my blood then? No. Plenty of humans care about their looks, I can't just blame my elven blood. And even if it is, it's a part of me I'll have to accept.

Sharla gets me to take off my dress and teaches me how to apply the stuffing.

"It'd still be nice to have some chest," I note.

"I don't think you've reached full maturity yet with your Faeblood, not to mention your elven side. This might change in a few years. Besides, Rakshasa are shapeshifters. You might inherit that ability when you fully mature.”

That's an interesting thought... But it's irrelevant at the moment, I still can't do it and not sure I'll ever be able to. Of course I will, Balusha had some shapeshifting magic, why can't I have it or get someone to help me with that? Once I get my hands on the shapeshifting magic Balusha has, I'll do something about this for sure! "You're right. I will be capable of shapeshifting like you in the future and it won't bother me as much. How does it feel like? To be able to change your looks in any way you want?"

"Amazing! But never forget what you originally looked like, it's a major part of your identity. Once you've gone through all the shapes and forms possible, it's always nice to go back to my own skin. I've known others of my kind who... forgot. They're miserable. Trust me on that." She brings a maid uniform from the nearby wardrobe.

“Wait, do you want to dress me as a maid?” I ask.

“Got a better idea?” She grins at me. “No one will know. Kolag will introduce you tomorrow to Tasyia as a new girl looking for work. I bet even Taisya won’t recognize you.”

I look at myself in the mirror. I do look different. But it’s still me and: “What about my voice?”

“Change it a little? Raise the pitch or lower it? Not that hard, hmm?”

“But I don’t exactly think about it.”

She rolls her eyes. “Then think about it. Or just get yourself to be excited all the time, your voice will get higher on its own. It'll also give some personality to your act. Monarchs, you're so repressed, I've never seen you get properly excited like you should for your age.”

I shrug. “No time for excitement with what I've had to deal with and I can’t just fake excitement.”

She raises an eyebrow. “Why not? Most girls have to fake excitement at some point in their lives, not everyone gets to blast their way around with magic.”

I roll my eyes. “But I…”

“And stop rolling your eyes. I can tell it’s you just because of how you’re doing that.” She rolls her eyes theatrically a few times. "Stop thinking of everyone else as stupid. You don't need this pointless arrogance right now, especially not as a maid.

“Most of those maids don’t know me well enough to recognize my habits.”

She raises an eyebrow. “Is that so? Most of those maids see you every day.”

“You take this way too seriously, Sharla. I’m not you, I’m not a shapeshifter. It doesn’t have to be perfect. So what if one of the maids recognizes me? She’ll stay quiet about it.”

Sharla places her hand on her chest, changing her mannerisms entirely into an acidic highborn woman like my stepmother. “Oh my~ I didn't realize you were a naive little girl. I thought you've went through indiginities that would cause one such as me to faint. Allow me to educate you. The maids see and hear things you can’t possibly imagine. No one of note pays attention to the servants, and they are by far the best spies around. Trust your neutral immortal on this, hmmm?”

I cross my hands. “Then why a maid? Why throw me into a group of the best spies around? Why can’t I just go stay at an inn or something? Less chance to run into someone who’ll recognize me.”

She crosses her hands and leans back, going back to copying me. “You know what? You’re right. Go stay at a tavern for a week or two, just until we catch the next assassin. I don’t have to tell you to use an alias, do I?”

I roll my eyes. “I’m not that naive. Call Jerro back in, we’ll ask if it’s a good idea.”

Jerro enters the room before I finish my sentence. “Go for a stroll around the city, tour it for an hour, then go to the Queen’s Rest Tavern. Stay in the tavern for the duration of a week. Do not leave, and do not expose your identity even if the inn is on fire and people start dying all around you. Do not expose your identity no matter what.”

I raise an eyebrow. "People dying around me is a possibility?"

"A strong one," he replies.

“The Queen’s Rest? Who even came up with that name?” I ask.

Sharla shrugs. “Ask the owner. It’s newly built at the eastern side of town, near the docks and the slum.”

“You mean the harbor district. It’s no longer a slum, Kolag cleaned the place up,” I note.

Sharla rolls her eyes in a way that I’m already too tired of seeing. “It’s still a slum. Just better and brighter, and people probably won’t starve to death during winter. Just ask around, you’ll find it. I’ll let Kolag know about the change in plans. It’s better that you won’t be seen by too many people. Leave early in the morning tomorrow, when everyone is asleep.”

“How about I turn invisible?” I ask Sharla with a grin.

“That would be ideal,” Jerro notes.

I did plan on learning an invisibility spell for a while now... It's a utility spell that I do need. I open my newly unlocked grimoire and place a hand on an empty page. I need a spell that makes me invisible.

Wassho’s invisibility

Names: Wassho’s invisiblity, Invisiblity.

Element: Light

Sub element: Light

Level: 1

Words: Revatol revisoroar, revatol revisarisoroar, sorev revisoroshak takoar tokari atrevi. Saja atakesh to Revisorserini.

Translation: Spirits of light, spirits of truth, shine hidden light of yours upon me. Eternal darkness to the lightless.

Quicken: Revisor, sorev revisoroshak tokari atrevi.

Patterns: 13

Gestures: Split index and middle from ring and pinky in both hands holding the flowers > Once the flowers are gone, connect the hands by the gaps with the right index and middle on the left palm, and left pinky and ring on the right palm.

Offering: 10 lavender petals.

Requirement: X

Range: self

Target: self

Duration: 1 minute.

Effect: The spell will turn the caster invisible. They can do anything while invisible, including attacking or casting other spells, as long as the spell patterns are maintained. The invisibility will only mask mundane view. It'll not mask heat vision, cold vision, or other sensory elements such as sound, scent or vibrations.

Cost: 45 light mana.

Bound cost: 25 light mana.

Altered cost: 5 light mana.

I take a deep breath and go over the thirteen pattern spell, offering some lavender flowers to the potential elemental. It takes a while to practice. And an hour of meditation to recharge my mana.

13 light patterns spell is pushing what I'm capable of. While I can easily do around 20 gravity patterns, light patterns are harder for me to concentrate on; my lower light affinity gets in the way.

Sharla gets bored and leaves my room, but Jerro stays, watching silently like an eerie owl while I practice my magic and meditate to regain my mana.

*

After three hours of practice, meditation to refill my mana, and more practice, I finally get it right.

“Revatol revisoroar, revatol revisarisoroar, sorev revisoroshak takoar tokari atrevi. Saja atakesh to revisorserini.”

On this attempt, a bald female elemental shows up. Her tiny yellow face forms a sneer, wings buzzing lightly on her back. “Revisarisor, atrevisha. Revisarisor.”

I float her more flowers that disappear in a cloud of yellowish smoke. I finish my gesture and I can no longer see my own hands.

“Inara,” Jerro speaks. He’s looking exactly in my direction, despite the fact I already moved. “I cannot emphasise this enough. No matter what happens or what you see, no matter who dies in front of your eyes, do not leave the tavern and do not expose your identity to anyone until I say so. You'll be tempted to do both. Control yourself if you want to live.”

I test him and move left, his eyes follow me. I move right, and his eyes follow me to the right as if I'm fully visible for him. I give up, looks like this spell isn't as good as I'd hoped, but it'll help me avoid the mundane eye at least. “I’ll do my best…”

“No. Not your best,” he says tonelessly. “Do not leave the tavern, and do not expose your identity to anyone. This is not a game. This is a real threat to your life, and if your identity is exposed while you're there, you will die. No one can know you’re the Queen. I will face the Shaf the moment you reach the tavern. I’ll hinder his visions. Even if assassins visit the tavern, and they'll visit, you should only fight if they figured your identity and you have to defend yourself. Let us take care of the rest.”

I nod. But he doesn’t react. That means he can guess where I am accurately, but not see me… Interesting. “Ok.”

“Good. Take a stroll through the city, it’s important to spread your presence around, it’ll help me with the Shaf.” He leaves the room.

*~*~*

Interlude 135.1

Salik.

The room at the inn is dark and quiet, only interrupted by the heavy breaths of Zoe and Salik.

Salik hugs the young woman in his arms, he kisses her head and smooths her long brown hair. Why does she have to look so much like Anixa?! Why?! Why does fate have to be so cruel after so many years?

It’s time to end this. Tomorrow he will end it. Yes. How will he do it? How do you break a woman’s heart and save her the pain? Is there an easy way to do it? Salik wishes he knew. He never made this mistake before, he never allowed himself to care. Not after what Anixa did to him.

Let’s make it a clean cut. Salik will go to the Temple of Koshavi tomorrow, pick a Zephyr, and make sure Zoe notices… That’ll do it.

“Marry me!”

Salik doubts his ears. “You said something, dear?”

Zoe breathes heavily against his chest. “Marry me! Tomorrow! We’ll go to the Temple of Koshavi and exchange our vows before the goddess.”

No. He heard right. “I…” His words die out. He needs to be careful, this particular woman is an arcane caster, he knows what happens when they enter an emotional turmoil.

“Was that a yes?” Zoe leans up on his chest, hazel eyes reflecting the moonlight from outside.

Salik sighs, how did he get himself into this situation? What was he thinking? This woman isn't Anixa, she can't replace her, and she has a mind of her own.

“You don’t want to…” Zoe mumbles, dejected. “Inara is right, isn’t she? You’re just using me…”

“No!" Salik denies right away.

"Then marry me!"

"Maybe I am using you a little," he admits with a sigh. Zoe isn’t as dumb as she pretends to be. “It started like that. Now it became... No. We do have to stop. I should've never even allowed this to happen. I’m sorry, should I get you your own room?”

“I don’t care…” Zoe’s voice is quiet, hurt.

“I better go rent another room for you.” Salik is about to get up, but the woman on top of him pushes him back down.

“No. I mean I don’t care if you're using me or not. Marry me!”

“Excuse me?”

He feels her hair tickling his chest, but he can barely see her eyes in the darkness. “Marry me. I know you’re reluctant, my wind. I know you’re worried you’ll break my heart. But you won’t, because I don’t care if you sleep with some Zephyr. In fact, I’ll sleep with a Zephyr too, if it makes you feel better. I don’t mind. We can even share a Zephyr or two. I’d like to try that. As long as you truly love me, or will love me. Just... Just... Just marry me!”

She isn’t dumb, she’s simply mad as snow. “Are you sure?”

She puts her ear down on his heart, her voice distant. “Yes. I’ve never been sure about anything in my life, but I’m sure about this. You do love me, you’re just afraid you can’t stay faithful to me because of your bad habits. I don’t care about your bad habits, you can love me and stick to them… You can teach me some wilder things, I know you're holding back because you think I'm young and pure. I'm not made out of twigs, stop acting on your best behavior.”

She’s right about this… Bloody jugs, fate help him, he loves her… Too much of Anixa is mixed in her, from looks to personality. Except, unlike Anixa, he doesn’t have to worry. Unlike Anixa he doesn’t have to put his trust in her, he’s no longer that young naïve man he was seventy years ago… And unlike Anixa, Zoe doesn’t let her jealousy dictate her actions, Anixa used to get worked up about every girl that he barely glanced at, and he knows how that ended up.

It wasn’t long ago that Zoe got worked up about every girl as well… Is she just saying it because she knows it’s the only way? Is it desperation? Or is it love?

Does it matter that she does? She agrees to do this. Does she know what she’s agreeing to? She's just a kid? Is it right to go along with her wishes? With her desperation for family?! What is he doing?

He hugs her close and tucks her head under his chin.

Fate!!! Why is she so similar to Anixa?

Fate won’t stop toying with him, or maybe the Bloody Maiden has found a new way to torment him again.

*~*~*

Interlude 135.2

Berthold.

The fairy leans on the window. The breeze lifts her silky blue hair and flutters her dusk colored dress, a single autumn leaf detaches and floats on the currents. Berthold sneaks forth. He hugs his fairy from behind and kisses her cheek. He's been waiting for this, it's been weeks since they last saw each other or talked to one another.

"Hello, my Fairy. Welcome home."

"Oh. It's you." She removes his hands from around her waist. "I'm busy."

Berthold backs off, the cold uncaring tone hurts him more than he's willing to admit. They haven't seen each other for weeks, and now he gets a cold shoulder? Has he done something wrong? "Busy doing what? Watching the view? The city is beautiful from up here."

"Busy doing this." Her skin vibrates like an odd liquid in a shaking bowl. A moment later, Berthold is looking into a spitting image of himself.

Berthold takes another step back. "Woah." That's not something you see every day.

His spitting image shrugs. "Yeah. It's autumn, and I need practice. Leave me be." Berthold knows it's his own voice coming out from his own image, yet it sounds different in his ears. The cold hard refusal hurts him like a cold blade between the ribs.

"Alright, alright. It's... We haven't seen each other in weeks, I thought you'd be happy to see me." He attempts again.

"I'm not." The mirage of Berthold's skin shakes, like she's made of something soft. Then turns into a small blue bird that flies out the window with an audible flutter of wings.

"Okay..." Berthold will try later, when she's not so busy practicing her fairy magic. This hurts. This hurts a lot. He gave up on his goddess for her, did she ever care about him at all?

*~*~*

Power level: 3rd stage apprentice.

Mana pools status:

Crown-knot: Affinity 10: connected: 1 gem replenished per minute.

Neck-Bridge: Affinity 6: formed: max amount of gems drained per day: 91

Abdomen-storage: Affinity 5: connected: 41 neutral gems. Conversion ratio: elemental : neutral-3:1, neutral : elemental-1:1

Air: Affinity 4: formed: 34 gems

Fire: Affinity 2: formed: 17 gems

Light: Affinity 3: formed: 22/26 gems

Water: Affinity 6: connected: 75 gems

Earth: Affinity 1: formed: 8 gems

Wood: Affinity 2: formed: 17 gems

Gravity: Affinity 9: connected: 102/113 gems

Cantrip known:

Air: Shavi’s Breeze, Shavi’s Sword. Shavi’s Hair Dryer, Aria’s Enhanced Hearing. Aria’s Sonic Scream. Aria's Increased Voice.

Fire: Nuriss’ Flame. Effrat’s Firefly, Effrat’s Fire Breath. Sorladika's Lesser Heating. Nuriss’ Ignite. Oniga's Soap Creation.

Light: Noxi’s Light. Lako’s Blinding Light. Rika’s energy hand.

Water: Water Evocation, Water to Ice, Ice to Water, Water to Vapor, Vapor to Water, Mayan’s Icy Spike, Ayla’s Water Jet. Ayla’s instant freezem. Ayla's Flowing Shield. Ayla’s Freezing Vapors. Hot Water Conjuration. Boiling Waterjet.

Earth: Alice’s Oil Summoning, Reiko’s Acid Spray. Alf's Copper Bolt

Wood: Arigor’s Lesser Vines. Kolosu’s Vegetable Summoning.

Gravity: Lumina’s Kinetic Burstm. Tukado’s Repulse. Tukado’s Lesser Shield IIm. Imari’s Minor Telekinesism. Imari’s Jump. Leo’s Pullm. Leo’s Grounding. Alino’s Light Body. Alino’s Heavy Body. Alino's Orbiter.

Transmutation: Oniga's Laundry.

Spells known:

Light: Wassho’s invisibilityb2 Rika's Electric Channelb1x2

Gravity: Alino’s Weightless Bodyb1x2. Tukado's Pushb1x3. Tukado’s defense IIIb1x4m. Imari’s Lesser Flightb2m.

Life: Brigit’s Lesser Cure Poison. Brigit’s Skin Restoration.

(Little letters by spell sides: m=mastered. a=advanced. b=bound spell, number near the b is how many gems of the mana pool binding the said spell takes.)

Focus capability: 21 patterns.

Social status: The Queen of Red Cedar City. Inara, Daughter of Mysteries. Apprentice to the Maven of Mysteries. Sorceress.

Personal Wealth: 965 Magic Gems.

Personal Items:

Magical necklace. Contains 100 gems of general mana, can be drained like a mana pool. It’ll recharge by itself at the rate of five gems an hour.

1 potion of lightning body.

1 potion of mana, medium grade.

5 potions of Lesser Healing.

5 potions of Pain Tolerance.

An enchanted belt with eight pouches, the enchantment keeps the pouches’ content fresh. Each pouch may contain 10g of petals or six potion flasks.

40g Rose petals.

4g Lavender petals.

10g Sowbread petals.

10 empty soul bottles. Glass with a diamond stopper, put in scaled leather wrapping.

The Great White Egret grimoire. Dedicated by the Maven of mysteries to Inara. 31/100. Unlocked.

Present Companions:

Kolag of house Befar.

Jerro.

Sharlafyn Nettledew.

Berthold.

Ryon.

Languages:

Toml’a Fluent

Sinteo Fluent

Myrsha 8/10

Felul 1/10

Nim 1/10

A'arkalu 4/10

Injuries and scars:

Curses: unknown extracted parasite, possibly bloodline related. Gone due to an unknown bloodline magic.

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Kingdom’s treasury: 26,163 Golden Peas.

Kingdom’s citizen:

Red Cedar City: 3,609 adults. 1,654 children.

Apricot City: 1,877 adults. 504 children.

Total: 7,644 souls.

Kingdom's army: 123 Footmen. 16 Peacekeeper Knights. 500 Blood Spears.

Notables at Court:

Tasiya Keyholder.

Jolla SilverQuill.

Talbot Bookkeeper.

Aisha?