“I said, let me help you. Let me be the bridge to connect between you and senior Sakagami.”

The silence reigns, I said the words I wanted to convey. This, I need Kagome to realize I’m not a threat to her romance. Plus, the ending I want on this story must happen right away.

My intentions are pure; I must reassure it to her, otherwise, this will just be a bad ending.

“Ugh…. the way you convey it disgust me.”

Kagome cracks the silence between us, with her disgusted looks on me. “Huh?” I asked.

“You disgust me. What you saying is you want to be a mediator between Kei and me? Nah, just go distance yourself and we’re all good.”

Her voice gives a hostile vibe. I must be really an annoyance to her love right now, and I can’t blame it. I never thought of dying, too, and reincarnated on the story I’m reading.

I never even want to be a part of this.

But I got involved now with these two. There’s nothing for me to get off from the situation. “I don’t even trust you. Why should I agree for you to be a mediator in between?”

“Well… uhm…”

My voice trembled. I don’t even know what answer should give right now. If I don’t do something, Kei will be sticking around me and the story will take its route in another way.

I don’t want the main character to lose for unwanted existence suddenly appear in their lives. I at least, want to make this right.

I don’t even know my true purpose why this sudden happen. My existence to this story, is to read and write about the love between two characters.

My sole love for the genre that I chose. The innocence, and forbidden paradise between two same sex; opposing the whole world, defying what they truly feel to themselves. The liberation of their true feelings for each other, the essence of their desire to be together; the bud of innocence in lily flower starts to bloom.

“Because I like girl’s love.”

“Huh?”

Still, Kagome’s voice show disgust, but it got hint with wonder as I stated an answer.

“I love girl’s love. It’s my desire to see my girl friends become lovers and show their love to each other. A girl to girl; a woman to woman! Same sex relationship is what I love!”

I declared on top of my lungs. Kagome got baffled from the sudden burst of my feelings. And even everyone from the diner glared at me. What…? Oh, I did just done something, huh?

I feel their stares at me, looking with wonder and disgust at the same time. Damn! It’s embarrassing! Sitting down on the sofa chair, I hid my face on my palm while screaming inwardly.

“Pffttt! Ahahahahahahaha!”

Right that moment, Kagome burst out laughing. Tears welled beside her eyes while looking at me. “You sure are a loose in head, huh? Ahahahaha!”

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“That’s not even funny!” I grunted, still feel embarrassed. God damn this lesbian. I want to smack out her head!

”Woohh, that sure is nuts. Damn, you just told me you’re gay.”

“No, I’m not! I’m straight!”

“But you said, you like same sex relationship~”

“I mean, with two girls! I like same sex relationship between girls! I’m not gay.”

The things I want to elaborate suddenly jumbled right to Kagome as she teases me. I even clarify myself for the thing I desire, though.

“What are you guys talking about?” Kei interrupted as she comes back on our place. Kagome, still giggling about what I just burst awhile ago, snicker as she gazes at Kei.

“You see, our guy here is gay—”

“No I’m not!” I strongly grunt. Kei blinks out of wonder while looking at both of us. “Well, I don’t mind if you’re gay, Kira. I still like you, the way you are.”

Huh?

What…?

What the….?

I glance at her as she shows a sincere smile at me. “I like you, and Kagome as well. You two are my friends, right? So what gender preferences you two like doesn’t even matter to me.”

Oh, did I just misinterpret something? But what Kagome should say right now? I mean, Kei said she also likes her, right?

Glancing at Kagome, I saw her face blushes. Aww, she’s so cute. She really likes Kei that much, huh? But now I need to convince her that my pure intention is real. At least, I must reach it to her.

***

We left the family diner after exchanging some stories and get some rest.

“I did have a good time with you two, thanks for today.” Kei gratefully expresses her feelings as we stand at the platform in the station.

This is just my first day as an unwanted, non-existent character of this story, yet I feel everything’s happened a lot.

“Thanks to your treat, Senior Sakagami.” I replied.

Kei pouts at me. “Come on! I told you to call me Kei!”

“Ah, right…. Uhm… senior Kei (?)”

I still feel reluctant to call her first name. We don’t even know each other and not even close at all. But I think this is just her way to be friendly towards me, I guess?

“Ah, before I forgot. Let’s exchange contacts!”

Kei grabs her phone from her bag. Kagome does the same, as well as me. The three of us gets our contacts and saved on the phone. “I’ll be in touch with you two, later.”

“Okay.” I replied.

“Got it.” Kagome answered. Although, she doesn’t show it… I can sense her giddy feelings after getting the contact of Kei. Yeah, this should a good step for the two of them.

We both board the train after arrival a few minutes after. Proceeding on our trip way home, the first one to got off is Kagome. We waved good bye to her, yet her eyes seemed still angered at me since I’m still with Kei. Sorry, pal. I don’t even know what I should do.

Kei and I still wait for the next station to pass. The faint sound of gears and clanking of plastic hand holders heard in the silence of the train wagon. We both sit on the seat, 1 meter apart.

“I really want to say my gratitude for saving me.” in the silence, Kei softly speaks. There are still passengers inside and we don’t want them to bother so she just speaks like whispering.

“No need. I just want to help someone.” I answered and smiles. It’s true that I want to help someone in need because I don’t want them to experience what happened to me. No one even dare to stand up to me.

All of them got feared out of dying…. and even I do feel fear about it as well.

“Well, let me just say this for a million of times.”

“You shouldn’t be.” I answered.

Kei giggles at me. I smile wryly at her. “But you know….”

She turns to face me, as I glance at her. The sunshine hitting the window of the train glows through her face. I got mesmerize from it. “Huh?”

“What I said awhile ago is true.” Kei continued. What? What’s she talking about?

“Uhm…?” I mumbled. “I like you, Kira.”

Huh? No…. no no no no!

“What?”

Kei grabbed my hand resting on my lap and firmly holds it. “I like you. No, I think… I’m in love with you.”

Those words halted me whole. The faintly sound of gears and clanking of hand holders jingly echoed in my ears. “I feel like I found my significant half. I want you, no… you must be my significant half.”

That moment I didn’t respond to her words. Only my bafflement from the sudden happenings nurtured inside me. The supposed-to-be girl’s love I aimed in the end slowly crushed.

All I see is my reflection in her eyes that sees me as her potential love interest.