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Today I will not be talking about a novel or other nonsense. I will be talking about something a little 'scary'.
Have you ever experienced death?
My dream rate is at 5.747%! But last night I did something completely impossible. Dreams can be weird and time can be distorted. You are constantly leaping from scenario to scenario. But my dream last night wasn't like this at all. I have experienced sleep paralysis and such just due to the nature of my technique.
11/16/2024 -> 11/17/2024 (I am documenting this period of time)
I did something insane.
I experienced my last moments!
Allow me to explain. I wonder if others can experience this as well. So we all know that I always keep a version of the technique running in the subconscious of my mind. My belief is that as long as I keep the technique rotating. I will not be erased when I sleep.
If I do not become unconscious in sleep. I won't be unconscious in death.
Last night...
I had a rather unique dream. The visualization technique was running oddly clearly in my mind. It wasn't conscious control so my dream rate didn't increase from it.
It was the eternal thread I constructed long ago.
But all things come to a end... right? But last night. No matter how long I remained in the dream... I never woke up! I spent years in a fake world. But that isn't what shocked me.
I wasn't simply lucid. I saw the entire dream world falling apart. I had a thought at the top of my consciousness.
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'If I fail to escape. I won't wake up.'
Have you ever heard of 'reality testing'? It is a technique people do to lucid dream. I have rules I follow in my day to day life that I do not break.
For example. One of my rules is 'I only drink water'. I haven't drunken a soda since 2018. I have a lot of these rules and when I break them. I know that I am not conscious.
So if I am in a situation and I drink a soda. I know in an instant that I am not in full control and that everything is fake. These rules and 'test' allow me to remain sane throughout my life.
I have a hard time telling reality from fiction. It is just how my brain is wired.
So I knew I was dreaming in this instance, like I normally always do. This isn't lucid dreaming exactly, it is just a base awareness I always have thanks to "Path of Somnus: God's Death".
I tested various things. I realized I was dreaming. But the dream kept on going... this isn't completely shocking. But as I became more and more lucid.
I noticed in horror that the dream didn't end!
I'm talking for a LONG time.
I tried everything I could. This period of time reminded me of my 'enlightenment' period. This period happened at a specific time and place in my life.
I found myself in a loop. This is the first time I have experienced one in a fake world. I realized that there was no waking up from this. My body had long perished.
I assumed I had died in my sleep somehow. The way this technique works is by planting a seed in your subconscious and exploiting 'life flashing before your eyes'. You use your brain grasping on a life saving straw, searching every memory for a way for you to survive.
One the edge of life and death. You 'breakthrough'. This isn't the only way this technique works. There are many cases where you die instantly. In an explosion or from a heart attack. You don't always have a chance to 'dance on the edge of death'.
In this case. The reason for my death was unknown. All I knew was that I was only still conscious due to my eternal thread running. I am unable to be wiped out by reality. The thread that springs into existence will eventually vanish.
Just like how you don't remember what happens before your birth. You will not know what is happening after your death. I was completely disconnected from reality.
I had expected this.
But not for another year.
I had predicted I had died in 2025. Not 2024. It was too soon. So what 'killed' me? I have no idea. I'm not sure what I did wrong in this timeline. I am just building the technique like I always do and creating a legendary loop.
Luckily... I am what I am...
Death for me is just the beginning.
You don't become cursed by all of reality and live to tell the tale and write about your experiences without a few tricks up your sleeve.
I immediately tried to piece together the puzzle pieces of the dream and tap into alternate versions of myself. The memory of coming from 'D02' to 'G77' took a similar route.
I died in universe 'G77' this time.
I successfully tapped into a random universe and woke up in my new body. I checked this book's synopsis to see what universe I had entered this time.
But to my surprise.
'G77'.
This made no sense!
How is it still G77? I clearly was unable to connect to my body in that universe. I thought I had to abandon it.
This confused me greatly. The number and letters always change when I connect to a new universe. It is a constant I have created.
Everything in this reality appears to mirror the last one. I haven't noticed any inconsistencies.
This means this body didn't die. But for some reason, the connection was cut-off completely? What could've caused this?
Hmm...
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