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Chapter 33 trust

Chapter 33 trust

Haru here, I’m staring at the giant snake that the bear was munching on earlier. Seems like he outsmarted the snake by squeezing its body around the trees to limit its movements before ending it. Not that I’m bothered, the bear wasn’t completely taught all of his master’s boxing. Because the guy died a early death while the bear was still a cub. I swear I hate when he was trying to punch me where he could. Even if I still have a weapon, I hate getting hit on the stomach or lower.

“So where does honour come into this.” (Trea)

Ok I get it you’re mocking me. But at least tone it down, I know you’re trying to make sure we survive even if it’s not the nicest way to go. I stared at the giant snake. I wonder how long this thing can go if I used a average school building to measure it. Then again I should probably just eat it all up. Although I don’t think I’ll be finish half of it. Just imagine a giant buss for about as thick as a double truck. That’s how fat this guy is so even if I’m really hungry I’d probably be able to finish only the first half of him. Food is the last thing I’d need on my mind. Since I know this would probably increase my output for other races if I ate the snake as I currently am. I mean can someone estimate how many person can fit this whole thing.

At least I know the fate’s race can somehow purify a corrupted soul even if it takes centuries. Which reminds me where was that weird thing I fought back in the forest before the demon lord. I was not lost in that forest it was just too huge for me to see where I was. (The very definition of a directionally challenged person)

I’m proud to say I’ve never got lost since I’ve met Ava. Oh and creating Chi and her sisters helped a lot. I’m not directionally challenged or anything. I just have a hard time sometimes when going somewhere I don’t know. Besides I know for a fact that Ava’s personality changed a lot due to me being with her over the centuries.

Really I don’t really mind since I did change her falling in love with Sora’s father Sota. Well and a certain bookworm but that’s only all. I can’t change class rep who’s a shotacon. As for Nana no worries there at all. She likes the old man. My eyes went to the snake. Well at least I respected the bear. I’ll just stuff this snake into my system storage. All food there is fresh since it doesn’t rot.

“Oh ho, at least you got our priorities of food correct. You know you can also eat beasts too right. Longest they’re unimportant.” (Trea)

“Also make sure not to embarrass me as a host by making a race extinct or it’ll affect the ecosystem here. We also don’t want that happening once we leave.” (Iris)

At least I have the personality talking to me. But it ticks me off how right she is that I shouldn’t be so stiff. I mean I learned in my past life that being so earnest and naive doesn’t mean my foes would be the same. I’ll have to retrain even if it’s a combination of using my surroundings and unorthodox methods.

I only ate the tip of the snake’s tail. That was the only small chunk I could eat without affecting me. Well thanks for the meal. Hmm, so this is former ex lord of the southern forest. Though only childhood memories of him running away from lots of other beasts. Well I’ll get bits of memories slowly. Who’s stupid enough to try to eat something this big at once and make their cravings go insane. Plus I can’t exactly combine with a bloodline at the current moment without having the thing making my head explode. Even if I did get the Chaos Cultivation which can help me with all energy types, I just barely started it a few days ago.

So that’d be like zero help at all. It’s probably be have to be bigger than novice to help me in this situation. Well it’s my fault for not using the system much over the past few centuries with Ava. Which reminds me I prefer modern clothes but I had a hobby of tailoring kimonos. So I had more than I can count. Right which reminds me trying to fit one on Ava was fun. But the disaster after she learned how to make tea with that was a mess. I slowly headed back to the cave but taking a slow stroll in the forest.

Which took me 4 hours of to reach the cave. I’m not too interested in these green pine tree with blue leaves. Well the green part that’s the bark. I’m still researching on why the leaves aren’t green like back on earth, which might be poisonous or not. Depending on how I do things with it. Well all I did so far is see how it’d react in water. But let’s just say that wasn’t fun to be at the end of. The leave exploded on me had to get another new one. At least I learned that the pine leaves here can’t go with water or it’ll combust. Not sure about what if it rains though. I used river water, does the two differentiate from each other. Aside from the fact that one has fishes and other animals inside it.

Then again I don’t exactly want to find out what’s inside the river. Plus I don’t exactly want to stir up a dragon on accident since a Phoenix exists here. Nor do I want powerful individuals to find us since we haven’t learned about aura completely. Yet her summary of Aura leaves me with no choice but to believe her. Aura is probably a thick energy like mist that coexists with nature itself. Just that our eyes can’t see it. As for how powerful it can be we’ll just have to see after we harness it.

You could be reading stolen content. Head to Royal Road for the genuine story.

I sat down by the front of the cave. Fact I ate some birds and tigers on the way back. So I’m now full just have to make sure to keep it that way for now. Nana seems to be staring at me with her eyes as if she wants answers.

“So…… about why you weren’t in class the past few days when we had to review.” (Nana)

“I was busy.” (Haru)

“Right getting used to my bloodline.” (Trea)

Ava just laughed at me because she knows I can’t answer back. Good news is Ava got used to kimono and yukatas over time. But then again who wouldn’t, I had a weird habit back then due to me being reborn as Haru. I mean my 2nd life was as Haru and a girl at that. Our mother was half Chinese and father was Japanese. I won’t even go into why I love kimonos so much either. My eyes narrowed at Nana who asked the question at me.

“She was just busy for a few days.” (Ava)

“Three days.” (Nana)

“Of what.” (Haru)

“We studied for 3 days, while you were missing from class.” (Nana)

“Um, I didn’t join classes afterwards since I also have good grades.” (Haru)

“Don’t rub it in.” (Ava)

My left eye felt a pain again. An ghost pain that I remembered from my past life due to an car accident as a former hero before the summoning. Yet my 2nd life yet I still remember the pain even though reborn. I almost couldn’t see through my left eye.

Ava POV

Haru has been zoning out of it for the past few days since we got stuck here. She doesn’t say it but things are bothering her a lot. I’m worried about her eating habits of sweets as well. But at least she looks better now that she had some meal. I can tell from the smell of blood on her. Yet she doesn’t say much to me, of her past troubles. Instead she coops it all inside. One day I hope she can trust me enough to tell me enough once. So that she’s no longer burdened by her actions and her own life.

She puts too much pressure on herself, even if I know she wants us learning about Aura because it can help us later. But it can’t change how I became a vampire. I still want to get back at the jerk who turned me. Yet seeing Haru like this isn’t so great. At least she was focused back in our world. Only time she was distracted was when deep in thought or planning ahead.

The current Haru now is the one who stuck together with me most of my life, she changed over the years also. Yet she tries her hardest to make sure I don’t change. I wonder when she will realize that being with her were the most happy days for me. Sota didn’t really matter to me as much as she said. Sure I like him as a friend but she changed my views on things a lot. Though I’m not exactly sure how to act when I found out about her former gender when we started school, due to the spell sealing me and her into place at the academy.

She’s actually very kind yet she worries about me nonstop. I’d wish she’d stop sacrificing herself for me. She does everything for everyone else but what about her own self. I’d wish she’d be a bit more selfish at times. I know she’s planning something stupid in an incredibly stupid move. She’d rather sacrifice herself to make herself look like the villain than let others know. It doesn’t make sense for her to do so either.

“Where do you think a person’s memories go when they’re reborn.” (Haru)

I frowned at her words as she went to sleep after saying that. Sure it’s ,noon but she seems mentally drained. Which makes me believe even her resisting eating other races with us here is harder on her than she lets us believe. It’s like having an enticing delicious food sitting in front of you yet not being able to eat. Her nervous look when she looks at us isn’t helping either. At least today she looked like a burden was lifted for a moment. Glad to see someone who helped bear my burden against the mages of our world over the centuries relax a little.

At least we’re not currently being hunted down by mages. So I want her to relax a little even if we have to attend school. Yet her actions tell me that she wanted to get me out of the school way before Sora appeared. Her acting mysterious only gave her away more since I’ve known her for so long. Haru why do you try so hard even if I don’t ask.

“How will she change her tactics.”

She finally woke up but the eyes were different. That is definitely not Haru.

“Trea isn’t it.” (Ava)

“She needs her rest. What do you really think of us. No Haru who’s a former male. Whom limits himself as if he’s punishing himself, even now.” (Trea)

“Why do you say that.”

“An blunt person who hides his own feelings from himself and everyone else by avoiding the issue. His crush died many years ago yet he couldn’t let her go. So even reborn as a female she doesn’t date anyone. Doesn’t this tell you a lot of her personality.” (Trea)

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“I wouldn’t judge her. I lost many things many years ago myself.” (Ava)

“What if I say her system had a way to take us to the day just after the girl appeared and brought us here as well as to go back to that hell hole home of the summoned hero is sent to.” (Trea)

“Then I’d give her a punch for not telling me her problems but at another time. She did say we had a way home but she wanted us to learn how to use aura.” (Ava)

“Her way of doing things is also her denial for her emotions. Who can stay so faithful for so long. I’m not sure a normal person could.” (Trea)

“Hm, well having someone else who’s an master at it teach you is better than experimenting and exploding it in our face. But not my point.” (Ava)

“Well definitely true even if the bloodline she got is from natural born genius who can make skills, artes, and magic on the spot and master them within seconds.” (Trea)

I know the look she’s giving me is saying that even so Haru can’t do what she does because she herself doesn’t have the experience to do so yet. But I caught her as they went to sleep for real this time. Though her words answered most of my questions but it troubled me at the same time.

“Changes happens over the years my friend.” (Ava)