AWAKEN TO THE SENSATIONS OF A LONG FORGOTTEN DEITY

The world is so small when you’re human. You can feel lost in its lights and sounds and can feel deeply insignificant. When I get bored I tend to throw this adult extension of myself out in to the human wilderness just so I can feel it and touch it and remember what it was like.

My teenage body is elsewhere watching other places now while I’m in this adult woman’s body. I’m standing looking at the apartments glass naked looking down on the moving lights of Tokyo Three far below. This body is similar to the human Rei the other version of my-self but it has long blue hair and its slightly older, it still has white skin and red eye as I would only be myself and no one else.

I confess that I’m here in this room because I got side tracked. I wanted to do that thing I do sometimes, which is to just have casual sex with humans. One of the great liberties this cycle allows is that I can have sex with ether gender and there’s no shame in it unlike in the first cycle which I was born in to where it was frowned up on and hated.

Every year I do this run of Tokyo Three it’s like coming home I eat human food in teenage form then I extend an adult copy of myself and sleep in human hotels drink adult drinks and do adult things but more to help enhance the memories and feelings which I still have from my first cycle. Its bitter sweet and very much a ritual and I always do the things I was denied which was having an adult body and having adult experiences. So I amused myself with those kind of experiences to day it was with a man who clearly needed the confidence boost.

That’s part of why I do this to give mortals who lack confidence like I did a chance to see them-selves as worthy. As humanity can be cruel it can forget and dislike you for being different even in this equal gender world which is so sexuality liberal and open and multicultural, it still finds problems and things to dislike.

It is a shame but even as a god I realize that perfection is difficult. You can reform and adjust a thousand times but it can still have imperfections and the reality is the imperfections are what count not the perfection as it can be very boring.

“Hey you want to go again…I mean I never knew that people with walking dead syndrome were so good in bed.”

I turn to look at him as he adjusts his glasses giving me a sweet smile. Yes he will make another mortal very happy one day. My voice comes out though the tone is quite. “I don’t have walking dead syndrome.” He looks utterly confused by that statement but I know in time, he might come to understand. I move over to my clothing slowly starting to redress not caring for the open curtain modesty has never been my thing.

It wasn’t when I was created eons ago, it doesn’t bother me now. “I found you very unique but I do have to be somewhere else now.” The young man got up wrapping the blanket around him. “Look you know it’s late you don’t have to go.”

I move towards the door. “I’m afraid this moment is over for us but do not worry, your life will change in time.” I open the door going through fading out of time.” I see him fly out after me only to look utterly confused as he looks around him seeing I’m gone.

I close my eyes shifting this form and body to another place as I appear on the roof of a sky scraper elsewhere. I walk towards my teenage fifteen year old body which raises a hand to embrace my adult one as we both reform in to one being and I open my teenage forms eyes again looking down at the lights of Tokyo Three once more taking in every detail. Yes I can feel it now there somethings off in the under current, something I have felt once before but its stronger now.

It bothers me deeply so much so that I would leave a distraction which I was enjoying. Yes I can feel it, it’s that primal force that anger, that rage it doesn’t even know itself but it will soon as it has just awakened once more. I can feel its pulse and reach a godly touch like mine and it fills me with nervousness.

I’ve seen its destruction and its malice once before and what it was capable off, there are somethings mortal eyes should never see and this is one of them. I already feel there is an issue for this force has the power to stand up to me. Last time it was weak, last time it was sickly it wasn’t what it could be. This time it is healthy because the body it inhabits is not broken and its reach can affect others.

So clearly someone is toying with the fabric and they have made a tear and do not understand what they have just set free, maybe this was inevitable. Yes I could damage the body it belongs to but the reality is my other self loves that body and soul deeply. Also I’ve met this Asuka once before she is not evil she is good natured and means well.

I know the being the other self she was, wasn’t good she hated and loathed this world and everyone in it and enjoyed death and destruction. I now feel that I have a deep dilemma because I will not harm an innocent or my other self who loves her to get to the dangerous thing underneath. I realize now that I have to watch more closely and see how it all pans out.

8

Keel breathed in deeply as he eyed the other five monolith’s with their glowing red Ouroboros symbols. “Well it would appear that we were tricked.” Ouroboros one turned slightly its harsh female voice hitting the air. “The deception could not have been foreseen clearly Ankh tried to awaken the destroyer of worlds but failed we should not be surprised.”

Keel adjusted his visor as he eyed the dark room. “True, maybe it wasn’t a total waste. We know now who is in charge of Ankh, which is the Hyena of Vasai.” He sneered in disgust. “Apparently some cockroaches just won’t die.”

He raised his gloved hand. “I killed the bitch’s son but clearly he was never the real head of the operation at the time. I saw it as a public service as he was snooping too deeply in to Ouroboros’s affairs so I took a dagger to his throat and slit it.”

Ouroboros two turned sharply the dark male voice hitting the air. “Well it matters not though it is interesting to know that Mari is a direct child of his.”

Ouroboros three turned slightly her voice hitting the air coldly. “Her blood line is off no consequences and if we want to hunt the hyena it would be better to go for her other grandchildren Achika and Christopher. Those are the ones she cares about not Mari and if Mari was loyal she’d have disobeyed Nerv by now.”

Ouroboros four turned his icy male voice echoing across the large room. “Yes we should target her children and use our Archangels to destroy them.”

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Ouroboros five voice hit the air though her voice was calm. “Yes that would be a better course of action.” Ouroboros four turned sharply. “I think you’re all foolish and wasting your time we should be going after the destroyer of worlds!”

He was about to say more only to stop as a rumbling hit the room like there whole base was being shaken for a spilt second before it vanished. Keel watched as everyone fell silent as a huge section of the room began to move.

He breathed in deeply as a huge red brass statue rose up from the floor it was bigger than any off the monoliths and towered over them. It was a huge statue of Ouroboros and it remained still for a moment only for its eyes to glow white in the darkness as a huge section of its huge serpent body moved forward the jaws grinding as they imitated chewing on the tail despite that the neck didn’t move.

Keel moved towards it watching as all the monoliths turned. He eyed the huge statue which he had called the burning blade since its curved steel teeth were made from curved sword blades. “Well it would appear that the burning blade has awakened.”

He paused eyeing them as the statue carried on chewing it white eyes getting brighter. “The savage heart has awakened upon this world once more.” Ouroboros two panicked male voice hit the air. “The destroyer of worlds awakens!”

Keel moved closer to the huge statue his smile widening. “It would appear so and this could be off great advantage to us.” Ouroboros three spoke her voice uncertain. “Seele will know they’ll try to stop this.” Keel raised a gloved hand. “Do you think they can hold her? We couldn’t hold her once she reached full power she became so strong that our wills meant nothing.”

He paused. “No Seele and Gendo can try but we know how this scenario works out and we know how smart she is. She could just pull the wool over their eyes and has probably done so already.”

He slowly sat down on his chair resting his elbows on the table. “No I think maybe there should be a time when we go after the destroyer but we just need to wait until she is stronger and we need the real destroyer not that imitation whose violence is controlled that’s coating her soul, which is currently screwing Gendo’s daughter.” He raised a gloved hand. “As long as this statue chews its tail as long as its eyes glow then we are in the presence of the re-born destroyer of worlds.”

Out In The South Pacific Ocean

Gabriella sat in her office they’d only just dived some hours ago not at full depth as the repair was being tested on the Hatshepsut which was taking even longer than expected. The truth was it had been just in time as some cruise liners had passed over head above clearly doing their daily rounds with tourists in this part of the ocean.

She’d already gotten the news that Nerv had somehow gotten Asuka and Rei much to her disgust. Truth is she was unsure of what to do now and in limbo with her thoughts.

Yes the thing in the bay had been terrifying but gods were terrifying that was the point of god, if he or she could not bring fear or they could not rule. The boy from the bay had said there had been bright light so blinding you couldn’t see and then the people had been liquefied turning in to thick liquid mush which had been orange coloured but then had turned red and pooled together.

She had asked him why he had been speared he has said that the being had looked him in the face raising a clawed hand pointing it towards his face but pulled it back as it walked away from him saying that the truly innocent would have their time, just not now.

Her grandchildren were clearly getting cold feet over what had happened in the bay but in time they’d see that this was right. You couldn’t call up the destroyer without giving sacrifice and tribute so maybe that’s what the first ones were the tribute that she had to give to please this being. It was such a disappointment though that the ritual had not worked she had done everything as it was written in the Dead Sea scroll yet nothing.

She raised her robotic hand moving all of its fingers only for her thoughts to be broken by a people shouting outside the office at something. She turned only to see the huge lance of Longinus come in to view as its stone came to life as the red veins started to pulse violently not stopping as a dark voice spoke in her mind which mirrored Asuka’s though it was weak. “You have me now return me to my twin the spear of anger and violence.”

Gabriella stood up eyeing the spear outside her window. “Are you talking to me?”

The spears veins glowing pulsed faster and harder. “You awoke my owner I am the spear of sorrow and pride and I am talking to you.”

Gabriella moved closer. “I don’t know where your twin is, no one does.”

The spear glowed brighter as its restraints smashed as it hung in mid-air now on its own. “My twin walks among the stars but they will be returning soon.”

Gabriella eyed the spear. “Are you god?”

The spears glow dimmed. “No, I am a tool for a destroyer god. My purpose is to bring about human instrumentality I can imamate my former uses voice and appearance but I’ve had many forms and voices over the eons.”

It paused. “You awoke the destroyer of worlds. Now I ask that you return me to her as it’s her destiny to end this world once more.”

Gabriella moved closer. “But she does not want you but my children do…we should talk about a deal. Like you being in the hands of my wonderful grandchildren.”

The lance glowed brighter as a huge red vein separated from the rest it smashed straight through the office window as it sped towards her stopping close to her. “My twin would do terrible things to you just for asking this but I am more reasonable.”

Gabriella watched as both of her grandchildren and the guards smashed through the doubles doors with raised weapons. She raised her hand. “Stop!” She paused before speaking. “Lower your weapons!” The thick vine bubbling as it created an ice blue eye which is a creepy identical version of Asuka’s. “It’s not hurting me, we are having a discussion!”

Christopher blinked in shock as he eyed his sister who lowered her gun slowly but with uncertainty as the guards did the same. The eye on a vein moved towards him as it spoke. “Oh yes I see your grandchild a forma lover of sales and acquisitions, now a master of violence.”

Its eye turned to the Achika. “A forma lover of surgery top in her field and very successful, now one who loves to bring pain through the blade.” It pulled back. “Let me take a form which will be illusion but will please you all and will not be the same as my forma owners.” The vein separated off as it turned to a huge ball of guts of flesh which grew upwards turning in to huge were-creature.

Its huge clawed feet’s smashed the floor as it fully formed though it had an Aardvark face with wide nostrils but unlike the real things it had wide open jaws filled with jagged meat cutting teeth it was dressed in red, gold and blue Egyptian colours on its waist as well as a golden and blue Egyptian decoration in its thick red mane. Its blue eyes stared at them as its long clawed hands moved as its long ripped ears pulled back and its long tail swished.

Its body was covered in thick dark red fur making gender impossible to tell as it spoke. “Does the form of Seth please you? Sadly I can only change my body based on the forma user but now all will see me.” Gabriella raised her hands. “No it’s very pleasing and we are deeply flattered by your offering.”

The creature moved towards her stopping in front of her. “You awakened the destroyer but only in part but enough that I can now speak. My twin can awaken regardless all it needs is for people around it who are weak willed and seek power in one form or another, an egotistic servant to corrupt if you will. We differ in that way I need one who worships me and believes in my cause and is loyal to me.”

Its clawed feet tapped the floor. “Now you just need to bring me home to Nerv or bring the destroyer to me…I can do the rest.” It paused pulling up its torn ringed ears up. “But not yet, the power is not strong enough but it will be soon and when it is then you can strike and maybe then we can talk about a pass over to your grandchildren.”

End of part 40

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