Maybe this is what having a mental break down feel like? Attending this event is the best decision I made today. Thank you. I’m really thank you for reaching out to me. Even if you aren’t aware of this. You are really saving me…. I thought I decided to live my life without lying anymore Lbut it seems like I’m still lying to myself. I know that I hate myself the most but this still hurts. Ahh my eyes are so red now. Don’t worry I don’t do drug or drink alcohol. I don’t smoke, drink or do drugs. I know that those shit aren’t the answer. And if you suffered like me please do not choose those method to cope. Seek help. From anyone is fine. Talk it out with others, crying isn’t being weak. You are already strong enough for being alive. If you are still alive right now then you are strong. Seeking help is not a sign of weakness but admitting your mistakes and moving forward. You could only be help when you reach your hand out. There are many good people in this world. Just like how there are many stupid people. I fuxking hate you minority people who think that you are the victims. There are people who born blind and without arms or legs so don’t think you have the worst life. Life is hard so wear a fuxking helmet. This quote isn’t from me, I don’t know her name but thank you for saying that. Go look her up on the internet. I don’t think it’s hard to look her up since she’s pretty famous. Mental illness is a disease that eat you slowly from the inside. If you can afford it you should seek professional help. A therapist is the best option. But please do not share your problems with anyone you know personally, I tried and they don’t five a shit so please do not repeat my mistakes. It seem like I stop crying. It felt great to cry myself out. I don’t know how many chapters I will release today so you can look forward to it. A side project that I did when I can’t sleep seem to help me a lot. Thank you. I really mean it.

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