Today, we have a special chapter. Am I high again? I never get high from drug but is this what getting high is like. What a joyous day today is. It’s my birthday and the best present I get is I managed to get under the skin of someone who hate and judge me without knowing me at all. Let me summary something about her for all of you first. She’s my cousin who I never done any bad deeds toward her directly, but she hates me more than filth. Sure, I stole from her mother when I was a young kid but my aunt was a bigger person who never abandoned me or hate me. She gave me second, third and fourth chance until I straightened myself but apparently her daughter hate me with a passion. I really wonder why I always encounter scheming people who wore a mask in front of other but look down on people behind their back? What kind of ill-fated relationship I done with them in my past life that wherever I go I meet this kind of people. I’m currently working under her as a pricing assistant and factories finder. To sum up what my job description is “finding new international factory to import goods in” and “negotiate the price with factories”. But I can do many other jobs too for example HR and sale. But I don’t get paid for those. My salary is 300$ for my job description. Yep, it’s only 300$. My rent is 80$, I pay the bank every month 150$ and I’m only left with 70$ to spend for the rest of the month. It’s a job from 8am-5pm but could get unpaid overtime too. Yes, you read that right. I am expect to put OT without getting paid too. Hahahaha, this is one of the best job there is. But I still stick with it is because my consequences catch up to me and I drop out of high school. Despite my skill in other fields, I can’t find a job because I don’t have a piece of paper that prove I spend 4-6 years in college. I spent the past 6 years of my life working as a delivery man. My first delivery job is also with her. Do you want to guess what my salary was at that time? This time I won’t answer you on this page. You only get the answer in my Patreon. Most people love to criticize me that I love money too much. I really wish I can say it to their face that “Go fuxk yourself”, you should only say that to me if you can spend my measly salary and survive a whole month with a sick mother. If you can’t do it then don’t say I’m too greedy. With enough money I can solve 80% of my problems. So I’m going to be shameless and ask for donation. I really hate charity so I’ll exchange my novel for those donations. This is the most clean way of earning money. I get money without compromising my beliefs at all. If you call me shameless then you are right. I have zero shame I’m someone who have nothing and aren’t afraid to say it. What the point of pride when you lost one of the most prideful quality of yourself. That’s right me dropping out is the most embrassing thing. Someone who used to look down on other is now a dropout. How ironic. Maybe this is a way of god teaching me about humbleness. For your information I’m not an atheist. Just because I deny religion doesn’t mean I don’t believe in god. I just believe that God is a pos of don’t give a fuck about human at all. Just like how we human enjoy a good story, some character tragedy. God in my opinion is the same. I believe an author is a creator and reader are godlike being to those inside the book. Ahhhh, I get sidetracked again. Gofdsndkdjdj…. Where do I left off again? Right I manage to drag my cousin from her morale high ground down to my level you know what I should just forarded our conversation into this place.
Soksan:
I’m curious about something
Do I get a referral fee if he is hired and can work well?
And did HR tell you yet about my leave of absence on Monday?
I ask for permission 2 weeks beforehand
If you don’t agree about my leave of absence I can come to work normally
I really hope that you didn’t ask me to run around looking for a perfect candidate for free
You already know that I’m selfish and love money after all
I need it to paid off my debts and my medicine is also hella expensive
If you are looking for new HR I could also do it for you too but not for free
RD:
We do not have referrals program
U can recommend ur friend but we do not have any referral benefit so far if we hire anyone recommends from the team
Soksan:
But you do pay the agency for new recruit
“Know your worth”
Right now I’m just negotiating with you
I’m not demanding anything
I’ll only take half the fee after he completed probation and you like his work
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And the other half when he’s worked for a year
You are in urgent need of staff and I provide that service to you
I save the company money that you would invest in agency to look for new recruit
I don’t really care whether he gets the job or not
And again he’s not my friend
If you agree to my term then I’ll look for HR who have experience in that field for you too
If not then I don’t think I should look around like a madman for simply “thank you”
“Leverage”
Unlike agencies who charge an upfront fee I only charge when you like the work
Nobody would pay to read a garbage novel
In case you forget “recruiting new staff” wasn’t in my job description
RD:
You are a bit too much
I know u need money but you are a bit too much.
Please do not negotiate this with me. This is not in our policy now.
And I don’t like the way u approach things with me like this.
Don’t do this to me again, if u do not want to help just stop. No need to look for anyone. Thanks!
Soksan:
Okay, I only want to know will my hard work be rewarded or not
I’ll try to recommend great HR to you too since having a great HR in the company would ultimately benefit me
Since you already know what kind of person I am, I don’t need to pretend and be a good boy who only agreed to your policy
Don’t worry, I know the line of work and personal
I’ll give my all in my position since I really love to prove you wrong
Fyi she taught the employee skill of sale a few days before. And when I put her lesson into practice this is what I get. Lmao, I know you are a hypocrite but this level is really amazing. How can you teach people how to be a good sale when you don’t bite your own technique. I’m laughing so hard that my side hurt now. Wow, that felt so good. Some of you might be wondering why I can talk shit like this to my boss. Because I plan this for a long time. I applied for a position that people love to resign and work extremely hard. Making other pricing assistant have no work to do. Make everyone in the company rely on me and now I can say shit all I want because two of pricing assistants already resign and one more is debating on resigning too. Leaving with only one competent pricing assistant that all sales and the company need is me. I don’t give a shit whether I lost this job or not since working as Grab driver give me more money than this. The only reason I do this job is because I love to mess with her. I love to peel off the mask of hypocrite. Drag them down from their high horse down to my level. What can I lose when I don’t have anything? In a sense I’m like those terrorist who strap a bomb and suicide bombing. The only difference is I only target one person. I leave my higher salary job for worse one because I love messing with her. Hypocrite are really fun to mess with. I used to be one so I know incredibly well how to mess with one. All of these year of being bullied finally come into play. All the technique people use to get the most reaction from me is what I currently do to her. Me and her are just a different side of the same coin. Don’t act so high and mighty. You are just like me, selfish and toxic. The only difference is I embrace everything about myself and you don’t. You have many things to lose and I don’t. I’m going to do a good job in your company and give you the truth about my feeling till the day you decide that you have enough and fire me. Then I’m going to drag you to court for unlawful employee termination. I really look forward to our future psychical warfare. Unless you show your truth color and admit that you are a hypocrite and say you’re a selfish toxic person in front of everyone, I won’t stop. Because I only get this job to get under your skin. You see I’m the worst person. I stole from those love me. I stole my mother money and my aunt money. My aunt is like my second mother. Unlike my mother, she doesn’t spoil me but she always forgive me no matter how many times I repeat the same mistakes. They said that everyone deserves a second chance. But you see I am a bad person who repeat the same mistakes again and again until I drop out and start working. When I earn money by myself, I know how hard it is to save up each dollar. And my obsession for money start, if there is a chance that I can enter a proper mental facility treatment I would love to be diagnosed about all my mental illness. Because as I write this I realized something. It’s my obsession. First it’s study to be number 1, then it’s gaming, then it’s my first love and now it’s money. Did I just change the target of obsession over the years? Hmmmmm… am I just overthinking or do I suffer from more than one type of mental illness. Oh by the way did I tell you that I’m diagnosed with ADHD? If I didn’t then now you know. If a therapist or someone with this kind of illness read it please tell me what am I suffering from. Since I write all my problems here so you don’t have to worry about me hiding any information. If some of you realize who I am then it’s great. Is any of you who read this know of Hatigarm scan or Ash? You see back then I used the nickname of Keima on discord. I tried to publicity my suicide on the discord. But because of my lying nature and pride I lied to them that I tried to commit suicide because I’m suffering from cancer. I remember you making GoFundMe without my knowledge to fund my surgery. I want to clear the misunderstanding at that time. The suicide part is real but the cancer is fake. I care so much that I can’t say I tried to commit suicide because I’m tired and wanting to give up. If you are thinking that it’s because of mental illness then it’s also wrong. Because at that time I don’t even know I had ADHD, the reason I lied is because I don’t want to be appear weak and call a quitter. So I keep up with the lie of cancer. But that lie catch up too quickly. If you are wondering about the GoFundMe then I never got the money. I wasn’t the one who start it after all. So all of you here don’t start assuming shit and do things without my permission. I don’t like charity, if you sponsors me in Patreon it’s just marely a deal between you and me. You get special privilaAnf I get the money that I love. Wait what was the topic I want to talk about again? Ahhh wait a minute since I’m going back to read everything first. Right, sometimes people could only change for the better when they were given multiple times of change. But this rule isn’t absolute. Sometime people doesn’t deserve second chance. I am suddenly remember about Kiteman…. I think the sleeping pill is kicking in now. I’ll update the story tomorrow.