>> 2 months passed since Ella and I meet.

My life has never been great with him around. Everything feels new; everything between us feels right. I know my preferences as a gay person, but when he’s with me, I don’t feel like looking around.

“It’s love, girl. You’re totally in love with him.”

Kristine, whose sitting at the opposite side of the table, grunted at me while holding a plastic cup filled with Frappucino.

“Eh?”

“I’m saying that you’re totally down bad for him. Duh, you’ve been smiling a lot recently. And you seemed not sneaking with another girl around unlike before.”

“What’re you saying?”

Her eyebrows raised at me. “Listen here, what I’m trying to tell you is that you are totally down bad romantically for Ella.”

I heard her the first time awhile ago, yet hearing it for the second time clammed me up. Am I really in love with him? I mean...

“You’ve been starting hanging out with him more often than with me.”

“Well, Ella’s nice and all... and he’s pretty.”

“Yeah, given the thing that he’s pretty and all. But you know yourself; remember who you really are.”

I took a sip from my iced coffee while glaring at her. That’s right. Since that day Chesca learned everything, Ella didn’t left my side.

He’s always been there when I need someone the most.

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He’s the person I always hang out with. And I start cherishing those moments between us. Although I can always just see him in his make up and dress, yet...

“What are you going to do now?”

Resting her chin on her hand, Kristine asked.

“Huh?”

“Your feelings? What about it? You plan to tell him?”

“I... I don’t know.”

My grip tightened on the cup while thinking about what Kristine said. “Should I need to tell this to him?”

“Huh? You’re asking me?” Kristine uttered in bewilderment. “You know it’s your feelings. You decide on what you do next.”

I don’t know what to say to him. The past two months we’ve been together, I contemplated all over these feelings I have for him.

And now it becomes clear.

I want to...

“Hey guys.”

A familiar voice suddenly crack my thoughts. My body twitches and tilts my head sideways to see the one spoke.

A pretty guy wearing woman’s clothes approached with a smile on his lips. “Ella, you’re finally here.”

Kristine greets as she stands. Offering her seat to Ella, the other follows and sits as Kristine suddenly leaves. “Hey! Where are you going?!”

“I suddenly got an emergency! Good luck!”

Dashing out of the cafe, Kristine left us. I sigh in resignation, shaking my head sideways.

“Sorry, I think you’re not in the mood—”

“No. Stay here...”

I pressed on his arm, as Ella looks at me. “I—I just have some things to settled down now.”

He didn’t retort to my words. Only the mellow sound of music echoes around us. Some people passes among us, while remaining silent.

“You know I’m so happy for the past two months we’ve been together.”

From the silence reigning, Ella suddenly stated out. I looked at him and sees the mellow looks on his face. His lips form a gentle smile.

“I’ve never been so happy, after meeting you Jessie. Although, our circumstances are quite different, if only I am a—”

“Ella…”

I called before he proceeds. Our eyes meet, I bit my lips. I clammed to my seat, rummaging to the words I want to convey right now.

“Jessie...?” he called.

“I also feel the same.” I mumbled softly.

“Huh?”

“I—I also feel the same. I am happy when you’re around with me...”

My face suddenly feels hot after conveying it out. “I’ve been trying to understand everything. These addled feelings; the thing I have for you, and I want to things clear.”

Ella’s expression becomes serious, my looks become bashful as I see him looking at me.

“I want to make things clear with you, Ella. I am in love... with you.”

I finally said it. “And I want these feelings bloom into you.”

I finally affirmed these feelings. The addled feelings I have for him becomes clear. I felt relieved from conveying it to him clearly.

Ella didn’t retort back from what I’ve said. He just smiles at me and holds my hand firmly. As I hold him back, so as my lips smile.

That day, we affirmed our feelings for each other.

The one night stand happened before, once more happens today. But now, I am certain that he’s always the one I will choose.

Throughout the night we shared our warmth to each other. I humped gleefully while our hands intertwined. We share passionate kiss to each other, and the longing warmth my body etched to feel filled me to the brim.

And as the dawn breaks, we embrace each other, locking our bodies within our arms together.

Whispering the words I want to tell him all over, and he says back to reassure what I feel for him. Together, we will face everything life gives us.

With hands holding firmly, I promise not to let him go. No matter what comes between us, we will always be together.