>> Arriving at his place 15 minutes, we took off from the car and goes to his unit.

Still the same receptionist greets us at the lobby, I took a glance at her and nods. She just gives a smile at me as we proceed into the elevator.

“Jessie...” cracking the silence, Ella called me out. I turn sideways to see him as he grabbed my hand. Firmly holds it, he smiles at me.

“I still am not sure about this...” I mumbled.

“Then, I should make you sure about it...”

“Huh? Wha—”

Ella faces me as I move a step backward. Leaning on the sidewall of the elevator, we face each other; Ella raised his arms near my temple.

I feel trapped from his presence, looking at him makes my heart thumps fast. Is this what they called “Wall slam?”

“Uh—uhm, Mr. Ella?” I called. “Hmmm?” he utters.

His eyes locked mine as I gaze up close. My mind’s getting blank. I don’t know what words I say right now.

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Right there, the elevator bell rings, indicating that we arrived at the floor. We both go out and proceed to his room directly.

We entered together, as Ella grabbed my hand after removing our shoes. I still feel timid; I don’t know what will happens to us next.

Will we really doing it? I mean, this is the second time we met.. and we’re both drunk at that time.

Now I’m completely conscious for everything that will happen today. Reaching the sofa, Ella sits as he pulled me to sit on his lap.

Facing each other, my body jolts out the moment I feel his caress in my back. I grabbed his shoulder, while looking at his eyes.

His makeup and face feature allures me. I just can’t imagine how a pretty person like him becomes a guy instead of a girl.

“If only you’re a girl... I might be fallen in love with you.”

“Then imagine me as a girl. There’s no problem with that. Right now, we’re both girls...”

Ella let out a playful smile, reaching my face with his hand. His warmth entangled me, making my heart throbs fast. I also feel my face becomes hot.

“You’re really pretty, Jessie.” his voice softly tells those words. “And I will never ever get tired of looking at you.”

This is wrong; this isn’t something I should do. But my heart quivers, plucking something warmth inside me. I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what I must do.

“I want to fall in love, but I’m gay. I’m a gay who is supposed to be in love with a same gender… yet...”

“There’s no indication that you should fall in love with an opposite sex, right? I don’t mind if you fall in love with a real girl. I know you’re still conflicted to your feelings...”

Ella’s eyes show deep compassion as he retorted to my words. “But let me express my true feelings for you, Jessie. I do really like you. I don’t care what your gender you’re in. All I know is that my feelings only wants you.”

Those lines quivers my heart further, causing me to feel the extreme angst within. I can’t say totally if my feelings are for Ella to see as a potential love interest.

I want to know. I want to make sure out.

If these feelings I have now really is something I must have for someone like him.

I leaned forward to his face and reach for his lips. Our tongues intertwined while exchanging passionate kiss. My body feels the overwhelming warmth wrapped as his arms linked all over.

I feel him thoroughly. I feel the longing sensation that has been enslaving me since that night.

We both loose from the kiss, our eyes meet at each other. I feel light; my head’s gone totally fuzzy. And above anything else, I just caught myself smiling while looking at his pretty face.