Chapter 161: Remember Again

Shera's perspective

I felt very comfortable when I was sleeping beside my husband though my memory has been lost and I could not remember him or anything. But to be honest, I didn't remember my husband but I fell in love with him at the time I woke up after losing my memory, John was everything to me, I love him till the end of my life.

But John has many issues, I woke up after losing my memory and was intimated with him not so long but I could somehow understand, figure out John's personality, he is nice. John was very nice but he was quite brute and hard to control his emotions, which could lead him to become brutal around others, I should spend my time with my husband more to help him out of his issues, I love him!

I would say that I love to live alone with John in a place which has only the two of us, together with our dear children and live happily till we pass away by our old age, very romantic. But I could see that around me and John were girls, after waking up, I saw that my servant was a woman, my husband's subordinates were also women, also the maid named Ilis.

But wait, have I just thought too much selfishly? But I only wanted this castle to have only me and my husband after all, it would be very lovely for both of us, love will flow. Reimi was sleeping beside me and my husband, I hated it but I didn't want my servant to have health problems so I let her sleep with us, John was always mine after all.

I felt so good when I was hugging John while sleeping, his warmth was all over my body, it was flowing over my body and I love it, it feels very good every time I think about it. John was not just cute, he was tall, big and very muscular, very powerful though my only need for my love was his existence, John was far better than I expected, I also lusted for him more than I imagined.

Ummm...so shy when I felt I so lusted for my husband, I hope he would not hate me because of my lustfulness, I loved to do weird actions on the bed with my husband yesterday once again. I was sleeping very well but I felt something wrong, I couldn't feel John's muscular body in my hands though I was hugging him, I could not also sniff his smell, strange.

I could feel my head was on the pillow, the bedsheet was still covering my body but I could not feel John anywhere but my hands were holding someone else, I decided to wake up. I opened my eyes and realized that the room had already been kit very bright by the sun outside, which meant I have slept with John overnight.

My eyes felt so refreshed after sleeping, I slowly pointed my eyes to the one I was hugging while sleeping and realized that was Reimi, she was sleeping beside me with a pillow under her head. Reimi seemed very well sleeping but I was wondering where was John, he must have been woken up before both of us but now I didn't see him anywhere, I must find him for sure.

I slowly put the bedsheet away from me while covering it for Reimi to let her have warmth while sleeping, my servant must have been very tired yesterday, I would let her sleep more. I slowly got down from the bed and then stepped on the floor with my barefoot, I later realized I was hearing some breathing sounds from someone as if that person wa doing something.

I pointed my eyes in the direction of the sounds and saw a man's figure, that was John, he was...doing something with his upper body naked, his muscular back made my eyes lusted for it, gulp. I looked closer and saw John breathing slowly and steadily while curling up and down a wide bar that seemed to be made of stone which had two square plates on both sides of the bar.

John's back exposed many sweats, I could see the floor where he was standing had been wet by his sweats, some sweat drops were dropping down to the floor when he was breathing while curling the stone bar. After a few seconds of curling the stone bar, John moaned a bit hard while curling as if he was using more of his forces to curl the bar up but he had no strength left to do it.

John later slowly put the stone bar on the floor, the sound impact of the landing was very low as if John was trying to make sounds as small as possible to not disturb our sleep. My husband was quite hard working on exercise, maybe the weird actions he was doing earlier were training his body, he was always trying to stay in shape...gulp! I suddenly blushed!

"Sigh...so thirsty." - John sighed and then headed to the chair toward him and grabbed a cup of water to drink

After drinking the cup, John also grabbed a brown cloth which seemed to be a towel to clean his body, seeing John's sweaty body made my body suddenly hot for no reason, I...gulp. I felt not good, my mind felt so blank as if I was lusting my husband very much, I must calm down, I must greet him properly, though John made me lust for him when he showed me his entire muscular body, gulp!

I slowly walked toward John while he was still cleaning his sweaty body with the towel, John later turned around and saw me, he smiled at me and then dropped the towel on the chair. I slowly headed toward John when my face was blushing, John later hugged me with his muscular hands, I was so happy when he did that, my mind suddenly felt so ecstatic, gulp!

"Lick! Lick! Lick!" - Didn't know how but I naturally licked John's sweat on his chest, the taste of my husband's sweat was very good, I love it!

"You lusted me more than usual when you woke up yesterday, Shera. What's wrong? I will serve you all if you need anything, my wife." - Ahhhh, so ashamed! I must hold back while staying with my husband!

"Nothing, John! Your body...looks so muscular, I love it so...please don't look at me, I'm very shy right now." - I covered my face when it was blushing, how could I explain my shyness to my husband?

"Ummm...may you stop exercising and go out with me, John? I haven't seen my entire house yet, can I?"

"Okay, Shera! Wait for me a bit." - John slowly grabbed the stone bar and then moved toward the work table, he later stored the stone bar under the table

After storing the stone bar, John walked to the chair and grabbed another cup and drank it, he later cleaned his body with the towel again, he was still sweating though it was not as much as before. I also helped John when I put the 3 empty cups on the wooden plate nearby the table, I also intended to help John to tidy the towel but he raised his hand to me to reject.

John tidied the towel and later put it on the wooden plate alongside the empty cups, he later walked to the table and grabbed out another thing which seemed to be a green bracelet. John later strapped the bracelet into his left hand and then looked at the round surface in the middle of the bracelet, I was wondering what he was doing, should I ask John?

"Alright, 6:03 AM, why don't we hang out for a walk before having breakfast, my wife?" - John patted my head when he was looking at his green bracelet

"What are you doing with your bracelet, John?"

"Watching the time on my digital watch, Shera! You may not remember what it is but I will explain it to you about it later."

"Okay, John."

"Want to hang out a bit before having breakfast, Shera?"

"Ummm...yeah, I want to go outside a bit rather than staying only in this room, John."

"Kiss!" - John suddenly kissed me at the time I ended my talk, his kiss was very lustful and ecstatic but I think I must hold myself back though I loved to enjoy it for longer

"What's wrong, Shera? I have already brushed my teeth, you don't like kissing in the morning after waking up?" - John asked me because I slowly pushed him out when we were kissing

"No, John! I love kissing but please hold yourself back, you were very aggressive and lusted yesterday...please hold yourself back and I will reward you, okay?" - I would do love things with my husband later but not now

"If you say so, Shera." - John hugged me a big hug and both of us later held our hands and stepped to the door

I think I should not disturb Reimi, she was still sleeping so I would let her sleep well hanging out with my husband, I would like to see my house and outside it. But I felt strange that John was walking with me with his upper body naked when his sleeveless shirt was hung on the chair, he didn't want to wear his shirt or what?

"John, why didn't you wear your shirt?"

"Don't worry, Shera! My body is now still sweating and I think walking outside with my upper body naked is not a problem, it would be cooler when going outside."

"But John, how can I let your muscular body be glanced at by the other women? Look how big and muscular it is, please wear your shirt." - I hugged John and then pressed my face to his chest, I'm the only one who can look at my husband's wonderful body!

"Are you jealous, Shera?"

"Of course, I am very jealous, even very mad, John! Only me can glance at everything of yours, no one else can." - I felt I was very selfish but I didn't want my husband to be looked at by anyone else, only me can look at him!

"My wife gets more jealous when she woke up, what's wrong with her?" - John looked away while patting me, he said something very low but I could not hear

"Can we go now, John? Anyway...how would we deal with the plate and the things on it? Also your sweat." - I was wondering who would clean those messes

"Don't worry, Shera! Our private maid would clean the room, she would also make us meals...that maid would call Reimi up later."

"That's so? So we have a private maid to prepare us meals and clean our room?" - Hmmph! Unacceptable, I didn't know if I l knew to do house chores before I lost my memory or not but letting a woman who was not my servant clean my husband's room was unacceptable!

"Of course, Shera! What's wrong? Don't tell me that you got jealous again?" - Only I can touch and look at John, no one else can!

"Ummm...a bit, but I don't want to get jealous too much...should we hang out now, John?" - I held John's hand tighter

"Of course, my wife! Let's go."

We later held our hands while walking outside of the room, at the time we walked outside, I saw a maid who was guarding the right side of the door, she bowed when she saw us. As I could remember, this maid was named Ilis - the woman who brought us our dinner last night, she was also the one who cleaned the dishes when we had done eating.

"Good morning again, my Lord."

"Good morning, Your Highness! The Goddess blesses you and your fiance another day of bliss." - Ilis greeted me when she was holding a silver star pendant which necklace had a green colored

For some reason, even though I lost my memory but I could realize that necklace was a necklace of the missionaries of Katiaism - a cult which all of us were following though we could not know how much we would worship our Goddess. Maybe I could remember only that much, didn't remember more, I hope I could regain my memory right now because now I saw myself as nothing but a burden to my husband and my servant.

"Shera, this is the one we were talking about, she's Ilis - our private maid, the one who would serve us meals and clean our room." - Huh! This beautiful and hot woman would be the one who cleans my husband's room? Unacceptable, look how big her breast was, unacceptable!

"Here, Ilis! Your dedication should be well rewarded more, I'm sorry for what I have done to you to let you miserable." - John took out a small brown bag and took out red things which seemed to be coins

"This is 50 Attas, I will give you a day off tomorrow to return to your house to visit your family, if I remember right...you live in the town, Ilis?"

"Yes, my Lord." - I think so should not be jealous too much, John didn't show any feelings for this married woman, only the master's and the servant's relationship, maybe I should stop jealous

"Why don't you have a good rest day, hanging out with your husband and your son? These coins are enough to let you enjoy your rest day, Ilis." - Ilis slowly took the coins from John

"Thank you, my Lord."

"Remember to watch out from your husband, both man and woman are the breadwinners, store your money well, don't let your husband steal your tear salary to gamble."

Maybe I was wrong to think my husband was heartless, he truly cared about others...but I can only be the one who loves him, no one else can!

"Anyway, if you need money, I cannot help you by asking you to help me by bathing me anymore, Ilis." - Huh? I must stop being jealous, I must stop it!

"But I can let you have a rest schedule to let you have time to work a part-time job outside of the castle to earn money, how do you say, Ilis?"

"Thank you, my Lord." - Ilis seemed to be confused for some reason, I was wondering what she was thinking

"Let's go, Shera! I will show you our new house before taking a bath and having breakfast, alright?"

"Yeah, John."

Both of us later held hands and walked around our future house, I saw that my future house with my husband was not so big but we could live well here. John explained to me that he was a Lord of this land and I was a Princess so we could renew our house when we like, I would like to make our house a bit wider when we have kids.

Well, I love to live in this place with John but after going to all places inside the castle, I felt a bit unpleasant when this place only had women from servants to soldiers and my husband was the only male. Of course, I didn't like to put too many men in our castle because I only need John but all the servants inside the castle were women made me unpleasant and very jealous.

Because those women could glance, could care and have feelings for my husband when he was the only one in this castle, I was very frustrated. But I didn't want to be mad at all, maybe I was over jealous stupidly, those women were all about 30, some were less but most of them have already married.

Anyway, after walking around our castle, we did not go outside because John saw outside was having an exercise or something, didn't know what to say. But I also peeked out of the window to see and saw some women soldiers doing things like running a long run while Hatano - one of John's subordinates commanding them.

After walking around our castle, we headed to the restroom and the bathroom to do our sanitary things and then bathed together, so lovely when I bathed with my husband. After that, we headed back to our room to eat breakfast and then stayed in there, holding our hands while hearing John telling me about the good memories I had with him before losing my memory.

But I didn't hear those stories long, because I lost my memory and I knew that I would have the semester exam 6 days later from now on so I asked John to teach me for the exam. But John...I didn't know what to say, he refused to teach me because he wanted me to rest with the hope I would regain my memory soon.

John even explained I did not need to try hard to take the semester exam because my status was a ruler of a Kingdom, I could do everything I want without being protested. And my brother - I could not remember him, he was a King and I would be able to up my class without trying hard anything.

But I didn't want to see myself as useless and I didn't want to use my power to have advantages to achieve things without trying hard to do anything, I hate myself for being lazy. So I insisted John, I knew my husband didn't want me to be miserable but I would like to do what I can do, I would like to try hard even when I didn't need to.

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So after insisting John very much teach me to prepare for my semester exam, he nodded and started teaching me though we didn't know where to start. But I later found a fur paper in my school bag which had the details of my semester exam, I would take a history exam and a literature exam on the first day of my exam.

So now, John was teaching me about history, I was sitting at the table beside him, my husband was now also my tutor, I suddenly felt excited for some reason. But I knew that I must focus, could not lose my concentration so I was trying to do my best by reading my history textbook.

Luckily before I lost my memory, I had already made the notes about the history lessons that would be taken for my semester exam so I was reading the lessons in my textbook. Now I must learn my heart all of these history lessons for my semester exam, John was flipping my history study book to read the details I wrote about my learned lessons, I hope I would graduate.

"Ahh, Shera! Remember this tip, learn by heart about the details of the years, months and days of the events of the history lessons, okay?" - John said to me when he was reading my history study book

"Why, John?" - History was not created to learn by heart, you know? We must know the place we were born to not lose our original

"Because your homeland's education is still heavily focused on the grades but not the capability of the students, Shera."

"History in my homeland is taught more interesting than your homeland, it focuses on the story, not a bunch of lessons which are created to learn by heart and then being forgotten when we go out of school, my wife."

"I mean...you should use my tip to make you get more grades but if you want to learn history in more interesting ways, I would help you, Shera."

John later put my history study book on the table and then slowly read with me the words in my history textbook, maybe telling history tales would be a good way for me to learn by heart from my lessons. All of us must learn history and remember it, we may come to other countries to live in forever but our homeland has the greatest impression in our eyes, we must not forget where we were born.

Ummm, now I noticed that Reimi was quite unpleasant or something, she was standing outside the room to guard but before she left the room, she seemed frustrated when John teaching me history, strange. Maybe my servant has just broken up with her lover so now she was very jealous to see me - her ruler having a lover who was about to become her ruler's husband, poor Reimi.

I hope Reimi would be alright, I would admit that the history lessons were quite boring, John even said while teaching me "Read the book and remember", that's all. Because the history lessons were only had words and words so the only thing I needed to do was read the written details and then learn by heart all those things for my history exam, I bored.

"Shera, I may not be a good teacher but I think we must make a model of a historical battle in your lesson to make you feel more interested in learning, what do you say?"

"What do you mean, John?"

"Just like the way we play chess." - Chess? I hope I remember that kind of game though I didn't have much detail about it in my head

"Ummm...can you explain to me further, John?"

"Well, we will place pens, boxes or everything small enough to put on the table to make them look like the troop units and the table is a field of the battle."

"Later, I would tell the history lesson while moving the troops on the table to fight according to the happenings in the lesson."

"You would only sit here to look at the battle on the table until it ends...I don't confident that I can tell the story well but...what do you think, Shera?"

"It sounds interesting, John! I think making a fake battle like that would make me feel more interested in learning the lesson, hehe." - Seemed very interesting, I want to learn about this new stuff

"Okay, wait for me a bit, Shera." - John later cleaned the textbooks, the pens and the ink boxes on the table away to make a clear area for the fake battle

"Let me help you, John! I love to see how would you teach me, you know?"

Both of us later grabbed the study tools and then slowly put them on the clear area of the table, I and John were reading a historical battle in the textbook while placing the fake troops on the table according to the happenings in the lesson. I felt that this way of teaching was very interesting, reading in a book that only had words but no sketches made me feel a bit bored but now that feeling had gone away thanks to John.

Well, not too well for us, we lack things to make a fake battle because the pens would be the formations of infantry troops, the ink boxes would be the siege ladders and the pen's cup would be a siege castle. But the historical battle in the lesson also had assassins who had disguised as my homeland's soldiers, those assassins later eliminated the soldiers who were guarding the castle's entrance.

Ummm...what should we do to make this battle into a fake battle? Maybe I should find more things to put on the table, John had also removed his digital watch. He later put his digital watch into the castle's backyard, making it like the hidden troops who had hunted the civilians who managed to hide in the castle when the battle occurred.

"Don't worry, Shera! I will prepare some other stuff for the lesson, please read the book like usual." - John patted my head when he was pulling out the drawers

"John..." - I didn't know what led me to have this feeling, I hugged John when my face blushed, I wanted to have his warmth

"What's wrong, Shera? Are you feeling lonely? So cute..." - I would like to be useful to John, I hope I could go up my class well, I wanted to regain my memory

"I wish I can regain my memory, John! I'm wondering how much love I had for you before I lost my memory...please let me hug you a bit longer."

"Okay, let's consider it is 5 minutes break time...concentrate more when we get back to our lesson, my student." - So shy when my husband called me his student

"Yes, teacher." - The way John said made me feel like he and I have different ages, the way both of us were teacher and student also made me more excited when thinking both of us were having a love affair

"You smells is so good, Shera...please don't leave me once again." - But both of us truly have different ages, my mind suddenly lusted for my husband, I wanted to kiss him for no reason

"Kiss!" - I kissed John when I was hugging him, our kiss was very sweet, I slowly stopped kissing when my mind kept encouraging me to kiss my husband again

"What's wrong, Shera? You want to love?"

"Umm...please kiss me more, John...I lusted for you for no reason."

"Kiss! Slurp! Slurp!" - I kissed John again, he slurped my saliva while licking my tongue, how amazing this feeling was

"John, kiss normally...hmmph!" - I grumbled my face to kidding John and then closed my eyes and came closer to him

"Kiss!" - How sweet this kiss was, I would like John to be gentle though he was grabbing my butt right now, my husband never knew how to hold back his emotions...sigh!

"Kiss!" - Another kiss, I was enjoying the bliss and the sweetness of it while grabbing John's nape to close my eyes and kiss him deeper

"Ahhh! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhh! Ummm! Slurp! John...please stop..." - John later licked my tongue while kissing so I was confused but also felt ecstatic

"John, we must not..." - My body suddenly felt very hot when I was staying near John, what was this kind of feeling?

"Kiss! Slurp! Slurp! Lick! Ahh! Ummm! Slurp!" - My mind started to blank and I was swallowing John's saliva, I also licked his tongue very wildly without control, I could not hold back anymore, so good!

"Knock! Knock! Commander, may I come inside?" - Ahhh, I was startled when someone called us when we were kissing

"Ahh, Sarah! What's wrong?" - John asked the one who was calling us outside of the door, that was Sarah

"I came here to return to you your SA, Commander! May I come in?"

"Wait for us a bit."

John and I later stopped hugging each other, we were modifying our clothes to make us look normal because our clothes had been a bit clumsy during kissing, I was very embarrassed. After modifying our clothes, we sat in a natural way which make us look like we were studying, maybe this time Sarah could go inside so I stared at John and nodded to agree with him.

"Get inside, Sarah."

The door later opened and Sarah came inside, she stepped toward the two of us and then made a military salute, her face was always serious while saluting but it later changed into an energetic face. Sarah later pulled out a thing behind her, it seemed to be a black metal bracelet that had a glass board in the middle of its surface, what was that?

"Good morning, Sarah!" - I greeted Sarah

"Good morning, Princess - chan! Hehe."

"You too, Sarah! Is my Advisor has any errors?" - John made a military salute toward Sarah and then stared at her

"Here, Commander! No errors on your SA, sigh! It actually didn't have any errors but my sis didn't return it to you for some reason, sorry." - Sarah gave John the black bracelet named SA

John later grabbed SA from Sarah's hand and strapped it into his hand, John later made a questioning face toward Sarah for some reason, I saw it strange so I stared at Sarah. This energetic girl was wearing a white sleeveless shirt like John's but in a smaller size, her shirt seemed to have many sweats.

"Sarah, how the fuck did you get those sweats?"

"Sigh! It's a long story, John...yesterday, I stayed here wi-"

"You stay here, girl?" - John seemed to be a bit surprised

"Well, I wanted to stay here for a bit longer to see what can I do, I have already made up a list to order Litra - chan what to do when I was away."

"Who is Litra?"

"Ummm...my Lord's advisor, Commander! I slept here last night with my sis and she suddenly asked me to join the small training in the morning...sigh!" - Sarah signed very long

"Well, all of us have run from Veta to Keris and then returned here, I hadn't stayed in shape for 1 month so I was tired, sweating all the way till I returned, you know John?"

"Then?"

"How do I look, John? Very beautiful, right? I would go to the Capital later and then buy some new clothes and new books to read, hehe." - Sarah smiled very wide while raising her hands above as if she was stretching while talking

"Nah, you are still fat...only always busty, now if you have done the report then go away, okay Sarah?" - I was wondering what was "busty", John later pointed his eyes at the history notebook

"Hmmph! You don't want to work, Commander? My sis has taken over your control for a day."

"Now I need to focus on keeping my eyes on Shera, she now needs my help because of her lost memory, Hatano would be in charge of the castle from now on."

"But my sis is very strange and dangerous, John! Please get back, if you want me to take care of Princess then I would do it for you when you were working, okay?"

"John, what was Sarah saying?" - I tapped John and asked him, I need details for this problem

"Shera, I left my job to let Hatano replace me to deal with it while taking care of you since you lost your memory, my subordinate is quite dangerous but I think I could deal with her, don't worry."

"John, I think Sarah is right! Please stop taking care of me too much and return to work as a Lord, I think I would be fine."

"But Shera...if you want but I must make sure to take care of you this entire week and then I will return to my work, alright?"

"Nod!"

Suddenly, when both of us stopped looking at each other, I pointed my look to the door and didn't see Sarah anywhere, I later found out that she was sitting beside us with another chair. I was trying to be kind to Sarah but her appearance made me mad, she was sitting too close to my husband while her big breast was making me more madly jealous, do not get close to John!

"Sniff! Sniff! Sniff! How long until you change the clothes for Shera, Commander? Or you want her to wear your Marine uniform forever?" - Sarah asked John while sniffing the uniform I was wearing, it was stinky but I love this smell, John's smell was very good!

"Remember to buy Shera some new clothes, Sarah! I would give you the money for it...or you just need to go to the Palace to grab her clothes and bring them here." - John patted my head while talking to Sarah

"Hmmph! Please pat me if I have done that objective, Commander." - Huh? Sarah was grumbling on her face while seeing the scene John was patting me, she dares to have feelings for my husband, unacceptable!

"Go tell your sis to pat you, Sarah! I already have Shera."

"Hmmph! You hentai, I hate you!" - Sarah frustrated and then got out of the room, I felt very pleased when my husband rejected her suggestion but I also felt bad for Sarah

When Sarah got outside, the atmosphere of the room started becoming a bit lustily for the two of us, we lusted for each other more than focusing on studying. Maybe I must ask John to let me have a walk around the castle a bit to let me and him calm down, walking around could make me feel relaxed, I wanted to be alone a bit.

"John, please let me go out for a walk a bit, I want to be alone for a few minutes...we are losing our control, you know?" - I slowly pushed John away when he was about to kiss me

"Okay, Shera! You look so cute so I...sorry, kiss!" - John kissed my hair

"I will return later, alright John?" - I held John's hands for a few seconds and then came closer to him

"Kiss!" - Both of us kissed again for a few seconds, John was still aggressive during the kissing but I didn't mind at all, how cute he was

'Be careful, Shera! Remember don't run but walk normally, your memory is not stable yet." - Sigh, John! Do you see me as nothing but a baby?

"I'm not a three years old kid, John...please don't be overprotected me...see you later, husband, please...hold yourself back." - I smiled at John and then opened the door and stepped outside

When I walked outside, I saw Reimi who was nice guarding near the door, she saw me so she bowed to me slowly and then stood straight to guard, she was very hard working.

"Reimi, please guard the room well, I will go out alone for a walk for a few minutes, alright?"

"As you wish, my Highness." - Reimi nodded and then stood guard

I later got out of Reimi and made a walker in the hallway to calm myself down, I could see that the people who wore white cloaks, cloths on their faces and gloves were cleaning the restroom. John told me that those people were the servants with the name the clean keepers, all of them bowed to me when they were working, maybe I should not disturb them.

I later walked out of the hallway which had the name Lord's zone and then walked into the workroom, this place was the place John and his subordinate worked, it seemed to have very good decorations. But strangely that I saw no women soldiers were guarding the room, only Hatano was sitting at the table and writing some papers, should I ask her?

"Ummmm...hi, Hatano! May I ask you something?" - I walked closer to Hatano and asked her

"Nod!" - She was quiet wasn't she?

"Where are the soldiers guarding this room?" - I didn't see anything previously when I and John having a trip around the castle

"Most rested until...their wounds heal completely...one soldier is still working but now is bringing the package...that's all, Princess."

"So...where is your little sister, Hatano? I didn't see Sarah anywhere."

"She has returned to Stansa..."

"That's so? Thanks for telling me, Hatano! I won't disturb your work anymore, see you."

I walked out of Hatano and now was wondering where I should go, I haven't gone outside yet so maybe I would head outside to see some beautiful sceneries, I guessed. I slowly headed to the door but when I was about to open it, a woman figure came in, that was a woman soldier who was holding a green crate in her hands, her right cheek had a small piece of cloth.

That woman soldier was white, brown eyes and short orange ponytail hair, she was very short and skinny but looked very tough. She carried weapons and wore green cloth clothes, a nameplate on the right side showed the word "Seridov", maybe that was her name.

Anyway, I bowed to the soldier to greet her but when I was bowing, I could see that soldier was grumbling on her face and she seemed to be glaring at me. I didn't want to stick with the woman soldier for a long time because I sensed her to be dangerous so after bowing to her, I turned around intending to go back to John's room.

"Smash!" - I heard a sound of something falling on the floor, I looked behind and saw the green crate has been fell to Seridov's right leg but she didn't yell or anything

"Slap!" - Seridov suddenly slapped herself and then glared at me

"You bitch, you dared to beat me! How dare you, don't you think that you are more beautiful than me then you can do everything you want!" - Seridov yelled at me loudly, I was very confused, this soldier was bullying me

"Ummm...please wait, I didn't do anything."

"Everyone, this bitch hit me but didn't take her responsibilities, come out here quick because she is trying to run away!" - Seridov yelled louder

"Hatano, you saw everything, right? Please help me, I'm innocent, please." - Only Hatano was the one who witnessed the scene, she could help me

"I want to see this scene...from the beginning...to the last...continue." - Hatano didn't help me at all, she even placed her feet on the table and pressed her back to the chair

"Everyone, this bitch is trying to escape! Surround her immediately, do not let her do what she wants!" - Seridov yelled louder and louder

"Bitch, you hit me but didn't apologize to me, how disrespect you are, immediately apologize now!"

Seridov kept yelling while I was covering my ears because she was yelling too loud, a few seconds later, a bunch of servants ran to the workroom and crowded. Those people were looking at us, standing whispering to each other while seeing the scene without interfering, I didn't do anything, what should I do?

"Bitch, you beat me, now apologize and I will forgive you! I saw a bunch of shit like you on the streets, the nobles like you are just bitches, apologize now!"

"But...I didn't do anything, you did that yourself."

"Proof! Do you have proof to show that I hurt myself, bitch! You are not just cunning but also a liar...you are fucking dead if you don't apologize!"

"Ummmm." - I should not keep this useless conversation with a dangerous woman like her, she would make me miserable after each time of talking...maybe apologizing to her would make her spare me

"I'm...I'm sorry for hitting you, soldier! Please forgive me because I know that I'm bad...I..." - Why did I have to apologize to this cunning woman?

I hope Seridov would hear words because I said quite small, after hearing my apology, she slowly stepped toward me. Seridov's face was facing me very close, I could see her eyes were full of danger as if she didn't spare me at all, what should I do?

"It's good that you know your place...what a good dog, a weak like you have already failed to have his love...now John Rigen will be mine."

"I'm sorry, what did you say?" - She dare to take over my husband! I will kill her!

"John Rigen is mine...now go away, a loser like you will never...have him."

"Yarrghhh!" - I yelled very loud and then used my fists to punch Seridov

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash!" - I punched Seridov very hard but could not make her fall, her face kept grumbling more and more after each time being beaten

"Haah! Haaahhhh! Haaahhhh!" - I later calmed down and stopped punching, this woman would never have my husband, she was trying to play with my emotions, I must calm down!

My head suddenly felt a bit hurt so I covered my head, maybe I should return to John's room to keep studying, now I didn't care if Seridov would dare to mess with me more or not. Now I want to see John, I turned around while my head appeared many scenes of me and the people, every time each scene went away, I remembered one event, was I just regaining my memory?

"Arrrrrggghhhhhhhhh!" - A very loud roar came out from behind, I looked back and my body has been shoved to the floor, I was fine because I pressed my hands to the floor when I was falling

In front of me was now Seridov, she seemed very mad, both of us stared at each other with our hatred eyes, she later charged at me but a tall figure covered me, that was John!

"Urrghhhh!" - Seridov felt very painful when John kicked her belly, he later punched her face so she fell to the floor

"You fucking whore, do not touch my wife! You hear me, I will kill you! I will fucking kill you, you hear me, you fucking whore!" - John was very mad, he sat on Seridov's chest while crushing her

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash!" - John was very brutal, he hit Seridov with his powerful fists without holding back his forces, that woman's face was having many bruises

My body later felt to be grabbed by someone, I looked at the one who was carrying me and realized that was Reimi, she used her hands to carry me while running back to the Lord's zone. After running back to the Lord's zone, Reimi carried me into John's room and put me on the bed, she later checked my wounds, my memory has finally regained all, I remembered everything.

"Thanks the Goddess, you didn't have any wounds, my Highness." - Reimi was so happy so she hugged me, I also hugged her, I didn't forgive my servant but at least I must be wise to keep John

"I'm back, Reimi...I remembered everything."

"My Highness?"

"I...I would say that I will never forgive you but...why do I have to treat bad my servant? Now swear to me that you will never love John again, can you Reimi?"

"As you wish, my Highness! Sir Rigen also expressed that he wanted to break up with me...but...please don't separate my friendship with him...I beg you, my Highness."

"I will...consider that problem, Reimi...I'm sorry to treat you badly previously, now I will treat you better but...only if you don't love John anymore."

"Of course, my Highness."

I later saw John run inside the room after beating Seridov, Reimi got out of me and John hugged me right away, now John is completely mine, now no one can take over my husband except me, only me can!

"John, I'm sorry for forgetting you, now I have remembered, I'm back...I love you." - I hugged John tighter while closing my eyes