Chapter 159: Lost Memory (Part 1)

Reimi's perspective

Sigh...I was so tired, didn't know how to explain, I managed to survive the previous attack but Her Highness was in a coma. When she was choking me, Sir Rigen in a panic moment grabbed his M9 bayonet and used its hilt to smash Her Highness's head, he smashed Her Highness 3 times and she fainted.

After fainted, Sir and I immediately brought Her Highness into his room to check her health and then bandaged her head. Because Her Highness's head did not bleed but was injured inside so the healers could not do anything to heal so we did not bring Her Highness to the healers but stayed here.

I also did not bleed but I had asked Sir Rigen for giving me the treatment, now I was sitting beside Sir Rigen while Her Highness was in a coma and lying on the bed, I hope she would be fine. During the chase, some servants and soldiers got injured and one died but Sir Rigen instead of giving a minute to apologize to his servants, he did not but chose to sit here to wait for Her Highness to wake up.

Sir Rigen was very silent at this time, he seemed very nervous about Her Highness, he kept lowering his face and didn't say any words, seemed very painful. Her Highness was still in her coma, I pointed my look at her right hand and saw Advisor had been strapped into her hand to check her health.

According to Sir Rigen's explanation, anyone who wears Advisor would be able to become its owner, and the owner would be able to scan their health. Though some Advisor would not obey to follow its new owner like the case of Lady Hatano's, her weapons and her Advisor had been confiscated by Sir Rigen.

Sir Rigen kept lowering his face while waiting for the result, Advisor kept loading the scan progress on its green screen and did not respond to any word. I never wanted to betray Her Highness but maybe this was a good time for me and Sir Rigen to step into our love relationship but...maybe I should give up.

Her Highness was truly Sir Rigen's love, he never confessed his nervousness while staying with me even when both of us were alone in a room to intimate in love. Sir Rigen did not even take my virginity but took Her Highness's, I was silently jealous and hated Her Highness but I never wanted to betray her, I hope she would be fine and wake up.

I accept to be away from Sir Rigen, not because I and him did not fit but Her Highness was truly his loved one forever and I was just his normal loved one. Now I hope Her Highness would get out of her coma and then return to punish me, I hope she would wake up and be safe, I hope so.

Sir Rigen had locked the door to let no one get inside the room, we only reported Her Highness's coma to both of us subordinates but did not report to His Majesty. Now Sir Rigen's subordinates wanted to get inside to visit Her Highness but he didn't let them in so only both of us stayed in this room to wait for Her Highness to wake up.

Sir Rigen kept lowering his face and didn't say anything, though this was my selfishness but my mind just had come across that I could intimate with Sir Rigen to calm him down. I would kiss Sir Rigen and then both of us would...make love, I think I must do something to help Sir Rigen to get out of his depression, I must help him.

I slowly grabbed Sir Rigen's left shoulder when I was sitting beside him, I must replace Her Highness to bring him happiness, I must help him. I also slowly leaned my face to Sir Rigen's ear, saying some slutty words would help him, I'm sorry, My Highness! But I must help your husband, please don't hate me!

"Sir Rigen...now you look so sad, please don't worry, Her Highness would be fine and wake up soon..."

"Sir Rigen, I must help you...please let me bring you joy, I would relieve you and also make your depression go away."

"Please take over me, master, kiss me...let me release your depression and make you joy, after making love with me, Her Highness will wake up and be safe."

I grabbed Sir Rigen's shoulders but he didn't resist anything so I slowly walked in front of him until I could see his face, which was now lowering and sad. I slowly held Sir Rigen's face and slightly pressed my face to him, we would kiss and then make love, I must replace Her Highness to bring Sir Rigen happiness, only I can do it!

When I was about to kiss Sir Rigen, my right hand seemed to be squeezed very tight by something, I opened my eyes and saw Sir Rigen was squeezing my hand. His face kept expressing his sadness but his squeeze was full of rage, he squeezed my hand very tight and didn't let off me.

"Sir Rigen, please calm down! I will help you, Her Highness would wake up safely when we have done making love, I swear to the Goddess."

Sir Rigen had stopped lowering his face but stared at me with his rage while squeezing my hand tighter as if he wanted to break it. My right hand was very hurt, it felt to be torn out, as if Sir Rigen was willing to break my right hand so I got my face away from him and Sir Rigen put it out of my right hand.

Sir Rigen later kept lowering his face while I was worried about him, I hugged Sir Rigen but he immediately got my hands out so I gave up. What should I do now to comfort my love? I wondered what should I do while looking at Her Highness to ask for her a hint, I need to do something to help your husband!

"Pip!" - Advisor suddenly made a notification sound to notify us that the scan progress has been done

"Commander, Shera's body scan has been done, why don't you take a look?"

Sir Rigen silently removed Advisor out of Her Highness's hand and then pointed its screen to his eyes to see the result, I also peeked to see what was written inside. I managed to see a figure of Her Highness's naked body in green color on the left side of the screen while seeing many long texts written on the right side.

Those words were written in English - Sir Rigen's homeland language, I knew that the Warsaw Corps soldiers were all leaned English during the enlistment as a mandatory requirement. All of those soldiers would have an English dictionary which was composed by Lady Hatano, maybe I should ask those soldiers to let me lend the dictionary to learn English.

But Sir Rigen fastly pressed his eyes to the screen closer and made me could not see anything inside anymore, I was very nervous and didn't know what to do. After a few minutes of reading the texts inside Advisor's screen repeatedly, Sir Rigen expressed his anger and his depression mixed and lowered his Advisor.

"I don't understand, Advisor! Explain in short and simple, I'm not a doctor who works for the psychiatry department."

"John, Reimi, according to the intel I received from Shera Sonne, her brain has been injured heavily because of your smashes, I mean both of you must prepare for the worst scenario."

"What do you mean, Advisor? What do you mean by "worst scenario" and what would happen to Her Highness?"

"Advisor, how heavily is her head's injury? Don't tell me that Shera would live plantae life till the rest of her life?" - Sir Rigen seemed very losing his calm but he was trying to hold his tears

"What...what is the plantae life?" - I didn't know what this word meant

"It means you would live like a tree, Reimi! Being trapped in your own body, living with the cares of your relatives till you die, you are alive but living like a dead." - Her Highness would face that nightmare experience for real, Advisor?

"Don't worry, John! Shera's injury would not make her live a plantae life but she would...her memory would have problems, that's why I told you two to prepare for the worst scenario."

"Then what the fuck my wife would face when she has that injury! Explain it to me clearly, you pieces of shit!" - Sir Rigen suddenly raised Advisor above

"Arrrghhhhhh! You pieces of shit! You can only scan but cannot heal her, you fucking useless!" - Sir Rigen suddenly threw Advisor to the wall beside the door, Advisor hit the wall and then fell to the floor with no broken on its body

"Ahhhh! Ahhhh! Shera! Cries! Cries! Cries! Ahhhh! Ahhhh!" - Sir Rigen slowly covered his face and cried low, he was still holding back his tears but seemed like he has broke down

"John, Shera would lose her memory, she can remember back or not is unpredictable but you should feel happy when she would not live plantae life." - Advisor kept talking to Sir Rigen calmly though it had been thrown roughly

"Cries! Cries! Cries! Ahhhhh! Shera! Shera...please don't leave me, please don't leave me! Ahhhhh!" - Sir Rigen was crying louder than earlier, his tears had wet his hands

"Ahhhhh! Ahhhh! Why did you leave me, why! Ahhh! Cries! Shera! Ahhhhh!" - Sir Rigen kept crying non-stop

"Shera...please don't forget me, I know my fault, I only love you, I only love you, I won't love anyone else anymore, please wake up! Ahhhhh!" - Sir Rigen suddenly grabbed Her Highness and hugged her while crying

"Ahhhhh! Cries! Cries! Cries! Please wake up, please wake up! Shera, please don't leave me, please don't forget me! Ahhh! Cries!"

"Don't be sad, Johnny! Shera would be fine, you two can be along once again, her lost memory would not stop her from coming for you, don't be sad."

"You fucking don't know anything! Have you ever gotten through a hard time with both of us in those 6 years in Diva! Did you! You only good at talk, now get out of my face!" - Sir Rigen madly walked to Advisor

"Get out! I want to be alone with my wife! Now I lost her and she forgot me! Now get out! Get the fuck out! Don't let me see you anymore!" - Sir Rigen kept yelling at Advisor and I was confused and didn't know what to do

"Arrgggghhhh! Die, you fucking piece of useless! No one needs you and no one needs a device that is only good at talking! Get out!" - Sir Rigen kicked Advisor to the wall but it didn't break

"Why don't you fucking die! Get out and don't let me see you anymore!"

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash!" - I was very scared while stepping toward Sir Rigen from behind, he used his left foot to smash Advisor constantly but it didn't break

"You fucking pieces of shit! Don't let me see you anymore! Now fly outside and don't let me see you! You don't have feet then why didn't your inventor make you wings! Fucking useless!"

"Arrghhhh! Fucking get out!" - Sir Rigen kept smashing Advisor but it didn't break so he kicked it to the wall again and then left it there

"Sir Rigen, please calm down, I think even if Her Highness has forgotten you, she would surely remember your love, you two ca-, ahhhhhh!"

"Get the fuck out of here, woman! Don't fucking let me see you anymore! Get out!" - Sir Rigen smashed my belly so I was holding my belly while pointing my face to the floor

"Cough! Cough! Cough! Please calm down, Sir Rigen..."

"Get the fuck out of here! You, that was your fault for making me become like this!" - Sir Rigen pointed his finger at me to blame me

"You harmed my wife! You killed her and now she forgot me! Fucking die! Don't let me see you anymore! Get out!"

"But, Sir Rigen! W-, ahhhhhhh!"

"Arrrgghhhhhhhhhh! That was fucking your fault, get the fuck out of here!" - Sir Rigen smashed my belly again

"Cough! Cough! Cough! Please...calm down, John...I love you and I will...replace Her Highness to bring you happiness." - I managed to not vomit, I tried to forgive Sir Rigen by raising my hand toward him to calm him down

"Slap! Die, you fucking whore! You killed my wife, die!" - Sir Rigen slapped me very hard and then kicked me to the table

"Arrgghhhhh!" - I fell and my back hit the table but I managed to feel alright so I stood up

At the time I stood up, I saw Sir Rigen walk to the table and then pulled out the drawer and leaned his right hand inside it, he later brought out his M9 bayonet. Sir Rigen kept looking at me with a very hatred look, his face was angry and sad, his eyes were full of tears and his nose was full of wet runny.

"You killed my wife, now must die, whore! Arrggghhh!" - Sir Rigen has broken down and crazy completely, he swung the bayonet at me but missed and hit the table

"Arrrhhhh! Arrgghhhhh! Ahhhhhh!" - The stab on the table was very strong so the bayonet got stuck, Sir Rigen later stopped holding the bayonet but chased me when he was unarmed

I was very panicked so I ran away from Sir Rigen, I ran to the door while noticing that Advisor was on the floor, I grabbed it and then headed to the door. Sir was slowly walking toward me with his deadly look from behind, I was very panicked but I managed to unlock the door and then ran outside, I saw Lady Sarah and Lady Hatano when I got out.

"Reimi - chan, come here!" - Sarah suddenly pulled me to her and then stood in front of the door beside her older sister - Lady Hatano

"Sarah, Hatano! Get the fuck out!" - Sir Rigen faced both of them

"Sorry, Commander!" - Lady Sarah and Lady Hatano immediately pulled the door to close it, at the time the door has been closed, I also helped both of them to hold the door

"Arrrghhhh! Arrghhh! Arrghhh! Yarrghhh! Yarrrgggghhhhh! Die! Die!" - I could hear Sir Rigen yelling at us when we were blocking the door to prevent it from opening

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash!" - Sir Rigen kept smashing the door with his fist while I could hear his grunts were very loud like the roars

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Die, all of you! Die! Die! Die! Arrgghhhhh!" - I could hear the stabbing sounds sounding alongside his grunts, what a madness

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash!" - Those stabbing sounds kept continuing but the door was still standing with no scratches with the three of us so I also have the time to calm down

"Arrgghhhhh! Hahahahahahaha! Die all of you!" - Ahhhhhh, I was startled when the M9 bayonet's stabbed through the door and only away from Lady Sarah's body a few inches

"Sarah, follow me to my room!" - Lady Hatano yelled at Lady Sarah

"Reimi - chan, please hold the door, we will pull out things to block it later!" - Lady Sarah said loud to me and then ran with Lady Hatano into her room to take furniture to block the door

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash!" - I was holding the door alone, Sir Rigen kept stabbing at the door while pushing it out, if he comes out then I would be stabbed to death for sure

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash!"

"Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash! Smash!" - I managed to dodge the bayonet stabs while blocking the door

Suddenly a few seconds later, the stabbing sounds on the door had stopped, I thought Sir Rigen had given up so I made a relieved breath but accidentally looked below the door. Near my body for dozens of inches was a broken hole on the wall which had been caused by the stabs, the hole was enough to lean a hand through it, I think.

I was a bit curious so I looked through the broken hole and saw Sir Rigen's eye was staring at me, I was startled so I kept my eyes away from the door.

"Smash!" - Sir Rigen suddenly charged his hand which was holding his bayonet through the broken hole and then swinging around as if he was trying to stab me

"Die, Reimi! Die, you fucking whore!"

I managed to dodge the bayonet and saw Sir Rigen was still swinging the bayonet non-stop when he kept grunting. I looked at the hallway and realized many maids, women soldiers and clean keepers were gathering around but didn't help me to block the door.

Those people were all worried and whispering to each other while witnessing I was blocking the door, they only stood there to look but didn't help me. Luckily that Lady Sarah and Lady Hatano later came out from their room and brought out two tables, I was about to be saved!

"Reimi - chan, help me to pull the table!" - I immediately ran to Lady Sarah and then pulled the table to the door to block it

"Arrgghhhhh!" - Sir Rigen yelled in pain when his hand had been hit by the table we were pulling, he dropped the bayonet and managed to pull his hand back to the room

"Clean keepers, help us!" - Lady Sarah yelled at the clean keepers

"Soldiers!" - Lady Hatano also yelled

Both of the tables had been placed tightly together to block the door, I later saw many servants running to us and then holding the tables tightly to block the door completely. I felt so relieved but also worried about Sir Rigen, he had stopped yelling or smashing the door and now the broken hole had been covered, I was wondering if he was fine inside the room with Her Highness or not.

Rigen's perspective

What the fuck have I done? Why did I attack Reimi? She didn't do anything wrong but I also blamed her, what was wrong with me?

My hand was fine, at the time this room only had me and Shera, I slowly calmed down and walked to the chair and sat on it to hope my wife would wake up safely. Advisor said Shera would lose her memory, which meant she would forget me, forgetting me was not the problem, both of us could love each other again.

But Shera would forget all experiences and all events she had gone through with me, which meant she would see me as nothing but a stranger. I and my wife had discussed many things when I was teaching her, I would spend our rest time confessing to Shera my nervousness and she would listen to my nervousness to comfort me.

But now, only me alone here...and I just had made the very bad decisions when I was losing my control, now Advisor, my subordinates, Reimi and the servants in this castle would not trust me anymore. All of them would hate me and Shera would surely see me as a stranger when she woke up, I would be alone in this world with no one with me, Shera has gone.

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I slowly looked at Shera while hoping she would be fine when she woke up, now I need my wife, I know my fault. But how could she be fine? What should I do now? Now I only need Shera but...her previous human has gone and now she was a lost memory person, she has...gone.

"Commander, I need your permission, now you have broken down, I need your approval to be the second in command." - Hatano talked to me when she was outside

"Go to do whatever you want, Hatano...now I only need Shera."

"Okay, but before I end my talk, I want...to give you a lesson to make you stronger, John."

"What a weak man, you don't even worth to be called a man, how could you break down because of a woman? That little Princess did not even die but only lost her memory." - Hatano mocked at me, she wanted to die or what?

"John, I'm very surprised to know there would be a woman who is willing to stay with you to the end, you are just weak and pathetic and always complains about all the things you go through."

"Stop, sis! Please stop messing with John, he is not fine, he needs help, please don't provoke him anymore!" - Sarah was saying loud to alert Hatano, but her older sister would never care, I'm very sure!

"How weak you are, instead of caring about yourself, you care about a woman who did not even come from our world..."

"Emotions are needless, if you can love then you can let it pass easily, to become stronger, you need to be live me, my words must be rough but those are the bitter lessons you will have to face, Commander."

"Pathetic, now stop crying and yelling in your piles of poops and become a man, become me, John Rigen! Show me that you are worth leading me, become a man!"

"Sis, sis! Please stop!"

"Shut the fuck off, a psychopath like you will never know what is love, even a dog can have emotions but you don't!" - I was very mad so I grabbed my M1911 pistol under the chair

"Shera made me better! I love her more than anyone else! I only need her to be with me forever!" - I pulled the pistol's actuator to load the bullet into its chamber

"A psychopath like you said emotions are needless then why did you cry while devouring your little sister when she died! Answer me, you are just only good at talking!"

"Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Clak! Clak!Die! Die! Die!" - I pointed the pistol to the door and fired until the gun ran out of ammo

"Arrggghhhhhhh!" - I threw the pistol to the door and then sat on the chair, holding my head to calm myself down, what the fuck have I done!

I slowly lowered my head while looking at Shera, I didn't care if she would lose her memory forever or not, her semester exam was about to come but I didn't care. Those grades were not important, I only need my wife, I didn't need her to be good at anything, now I only need to see her alive, healthy and remember me, I only need that!

"Ahhhh! Cries! Cries! What have I done! What have I done Ahhh! Uhhhhhh!" - I was crying because of thinking about my previous adultery, I just want my wife to wake up safety

"Ahhhhh! Cries! Shera, please wake up! Please wake up, I will be faithful, please don't forget me! Cries! Cries!" - I hope my subordinates and Reimi were still fine, I hope no one was staying at the door in the earlier incident

"Commander, we are fine, no one got hurt...please forget about my sis, I'm sorry."

"Cries! Cries! Cries! Ahhhhh! Please don't forget me, Shera! Ahhhh! Cries! Cries! Cries!"

Shera's perspective

My head felt a bit unpleasant as if something was covering it, I could hear the sounds of someone crying and yelling for some reason. I was wondering where I was but now I have a question I wanted to ask myself, I didn't know who I was, I was confused at what I was hearing.

I need an answer so I slowly opened my eyes and then the first thing I saw was a roof which seemed to be made of stones, maybe I should look more. I looked around and then realized that the room I was staying in had some items fell to the floor, a table seemed to have a heavily pierced, where am I truly?

Now I could feel that my head was pressing on a pillow which seemed very comfortable but my head felt to be a bit cramped, I looked up and saw a bunch of white cloths covering it. Someone must have tied the cloths around my head very tight, I kept looking around and noticed that the wooden door which seemed to be the room's door had a big hole on the left side, strange.

"Cries! Cries! Cries! Shera, please don't forget me, please wake up! Ahhh! Uhhhh!" - Ahh, I almost forgot about the crying sounds, I immediately looked in its direction

At the time I looked in the direction of the crying sounds, in front of me was a tall man who was covering his face and crying with tears and his runny wetting and his hands. He wore a uniform which had a green feature, his pants were also green, he was sitting on the chair and crying for some reason, who is this man?

I slowly got up my body a bit to have better vision because I was lying on the bed with the bedsheet covering my body, let's see. The man later stopped covering his face with his tears kept remaining in his blue eyes, now I could see the full face of this bearded man.

He was white, brown-haired and had a dense full beard, blue eyes with a stout face. Though his face seemed to be tough but he seemed very sad for some reason, his runny was draining alongside his tears.

For some reason, my heart kept pounding constantly when I saw this bearded man as if I and him had known each other for a long time. Though this was our first time meeting, my feelings for this man were very positive, he was cute to me but I didn't want to see him cry, I must do something.

"Ummm...hello, can you hear me, mister? May I ask you whe-, ahhhhhh!" - I called the man when he was looking at a space and he later charged at me and hugged me, I was startled because of this

"Shera! Ahhhh! You have finally woken up! Ahhhh! I'm so glad, I'm sorry!" - This bearded man kept crying while hugging me very tight, he called me Shera - was that my name?

I later calmed down when I was hugged by this stranger but I didn't fear but felt happy for some reason, I must know about this bearded man's identity. But he kept crying while hugging me so I also hugged him while patting his head to make him calm down, the man kept crying while pressing his face to my skirt.

I could see his tears and his runny were covering my skirt but I didn't mad, what a baby in an adult body, he seemed to need someone to comfort. I patted his head a bit faster and he hugged me tighter than before, I must do something or my dress would be full of tears.

"Ummmm...may I ask you something, beard man? Please stop crying, I will help you, alright?" - I slowly pushed the bearded man away from me a bit but kept holding his shoulders to make him feel my warmth, why did I feel a bit shy?

The bearded man had stopped crying and looked at me with his happy face, he was about to touch me but I tapped his shoulders hard to tell him to wait. Now I noticed that the bearded man's green uniform had two nameplates, one was on the right side while the other one was on the left side.

The nameplate on the right side had the title "U.S Marines", didn't have a memory of this nameplate, maybe I should ignore it. The nameplate on the left side had the title "John", John? That was the bearded man's name, right? Didn't have a memory about this one but I felt his name was very cute, I love it!

"Ummmm...hello, mister John?"

"Shera, you still remember me? I'm so glad, I thought you have forgot me, please forget Reimi, I won't love her anymore, I will only love you!" - John suddenly hugged me once again, I didn't know what he was saying

"Please stop, bearded man! I need to talk with you a bit, I don't know you but please hear me." - I tried so hard and managed to push John away from me

John suddenly stared at me when he got pulled away when hugging me, his eyes had turned sad once again, his tears were about to come out. He gets sad because of me? What should I do now? I want this man to be calm down, what should I do? Maybe I should pat him, this man was such a baby!

"Shera, you forgot me? Please answer me." - John kept asking me when his tears came out slowly

"I saw your name on your nameplate, please don't cry, I'm also sad when you cry...ummm, may I call you John freely?" - I was a bit shy when I patting John

"Of course, Shera! Of course, please don't leave me again!" - John suddenly grabbed my hand and held it a bit tight when I was hugging him

"John, please don't hold my hand tight, you made me hard to breathe earlier when you hugged me."

"I...I'm sorry, Shera...please forgive me, I didn't mean to." - John slowly pulled out my left hand and held both of my hands slightly, his tears kept coming out but I could see the happiness in his face

"I'm very glad, I thought you would...live a plantae life but...you forgot me but, to see you still alive like this is enough for me, Shera." - John's sadness was slowly passing away so I also smiled back to let him feel comfortable

"I love you, Shera...and will forever love you, please don't leave me anymore, please don't leave me anymore."

"Ummmm...you love me, John?" - Though this was my first time meeting with John but he confessed to me that he loves me, my face kept blushing when both of us naturally held our hands tighter, so shy!

Ahhhh, John was closing his face to me, what he was doing! What he was doing! I must refuse, what the hell was wrong with him!

"No touching my face, John! No touching my face...please understand, I'm sorry." - I slowly felt the touch from John's hands, they were warm and big but full of sadness

"I'm sorry, Shera...you don't want me to kiss you?"

"Kiss? What are you talking about, John?"

"Nothing, Shera..." - Why did he sad? I didn't want to see him like that

"Anyway, John! Please tell me where is this place, it looks clumsy, did we make this mess around the room?" - I kept looking around the room when John lowered his head

"No, that was my fault, all of my faults, I will clean the room later, please rest, Shera." - Ummm, I didn't want to see him sad!

"Anyway, John...can you tell me where is this place?"

"In a castle, this is our future house, Shera! But I have just made a mess, please forgive me, our room should be lovely, not full of..." - John suddenly went silent

"I don't know who I am, John! Can you tell me who I'm and my relationship with you? Please don't be sad, I will be here with you to comfort you, hehe." - I made a cute smile to comfort John, I would like to be with him though I wanted to go around this future house a bit

"You are Shera Sonne, a Princess of Warsaw, and also my wife, this is our house, our room but...I messed it all, please forgive me." - I was John's wife? So shy but very happy to know, ummm...my husband was cute!

"We have already married, John? So where are our children? Are they studying this time?"

"No, Shera... we haven't got married yet, you are just my fiancee, our wedding would be held 3 weeks later, we haven't got married yet." - That's so? But John was very cute when he didn't sad, so good to marry him!

"So this is our room, John? It looks very messy, have we just quarreled or something? I didn't want to see our room be like this."

"I will clean our room, my wife! Please lay there to rest, wait for me, wait for me a bit, I'm sorry." - John suddenly stood up to head to the fallen furniture

"Wait, John! Please stay with me, please..." - I held John's hand to not let him go and then John slowly nodded and sat on the chair

"Anyway, John! Why did my face get covered by many cloths?"

"You got injured in your head, Shera! I'm sorry, that was my fault, I didn't mean to but...I, please forgive me."

"John...please don't apologize, though I didn't remember anything but I don't want to be mad at you, please calm down, I forgive you."

"My injury was very bad, wasn't it? But why did you sad earlier, John?"

"You forgot everything, Shera! You forgot everything we have gone through together...but I'm glad that you are still fine, to see you alive is enough."

"I'm sorry if I cannot remember, John! You are kind, it must be very painful when I forgot you, sorry." - I patted John to calm him, now I knew what happened to me, poor my husband!

Though John had stopped crying but some of his tears were still remaining on his face, his nose was still having some wet runny, I must clean them.

"John, so you see anywhere have a cloth or something to clean?"

"Ahhh, of course! Please wait for me, Shera." - John got his hands out of me and then walked to the table which had a long pierce, he pulled out a drawer and then took out 3 white cloths

John later returned to me with the cloths and I took them from his hands, I would use these cloths to clean John.

"John, please don't move or say anything, let me touch you a bit, I want to clean you."

I slowly took the cloths and then rubbed them around both of John's hands to clean the runny and the tears and then stopped rubbing when his hands were cleaned. I later used the other cloths to wipe John's face until his face was fully clean, it was much better, my husband was cuter when he didn't sad, hehe.

I slowly dropped the used cloths to the chair beside John, now he was better, my husband was very cute!

"Ummm...John, can you please tell me who bandaged my head? Someone has bandaged me very tight, I'm very unpleasant about it."

"Sorry, Shera! I was so careless, please forgive me." - John apologized to me while loosing the cloths in my head, I didn't feel any pain, maybe stopping bandaging my head would be fine

"John, maybe you don't need to bandage my head, just put out the cloths, I would be fine."

"If you say so, my wife! I'm sorry when I made you unpleasant, I'm sorry." - John carefully loosing the cloths in my head until my head has finally out of cloths

Ohhh, my hair was a long curly yellow-haired? So cute, though my hair was a bit tangled due to the cloths but I felt that I was fine with it. Now I felt a bit unpleasant when my dress was full of John's tears and his runny nose, I wanted to change the new clothes.

"Sniff! Sniff! Sniff!" - I think John's smell in my dress was very cute smelled, I wanted to sniff his smell forever

"Lick! Lick! Lick!" - I lifted my skirt and licked John's runny and then swallowed it, John's liquid tastes very good!

"John, my dress is dirty, may I change another one?" - I would store this dress in my closet for days and then take it out to sniff John's body liquid again

"Wait for me a bit, my wife." - John got out of the chair and then opened the closet behind me, after looking at the closet, he stepped to a brown bag which was placed on the floor and opened it

"Strange, you didn't order Reimi to prepare clothes while coming here but only brought your school bag, Shera?" - John asked me when he was grabbing the study tools out from the school bag

"What do you mean, John?" - Who is Reimi, anyway?

"Nothing, my wife! Wait for me a bit." - John closed the school bag and then headed to the closet and pulled out brown leather pants, he pulled the hook out of the pants and then hung it in the closet and closed the door

John came to me with the leather pants, he put the pants on the bed and then...suddenly stripped his green uniform! What are you doing, my husband!

"Shera, please use my clothes because there are no women's dresses here, I'm sorry! I hope you won't mind wearing my clothes, please don't be mad at me."

I was very shy so I immediately covered my eyes to not look at John, he was changing his clothes in front of me, oh my Goddess. A few seconds later, I stopped covering my eyes and realized that John had already worn another shirt behind his uniform, this shirt was white and had no sleeves.

But he...John was taking off his pants so I also closed my eyes once again, I kept closing my eyes until I heard no sound of changing clothes left. I opened my eyes and saw John had finally worn other pants, his green uniform and his pants were placed beside me.

"I'm sorry for doing those previous actions, Shera! Why don't you change your clothes?" - I, change my clothes in front of my husband? Though both of us would surely get married sooner or later but I was very shy!

"Don't worry, I won't peek at you so change your clothes freely, my wife." - John was very kind, he turned behind to not peek at me

I slowly stood up and then got out of the bed, I carefully took off my dirty dress and then put it on the chair beside John's seat. My body was having a bra and underwear, both had slight blue colored, I slowly took John's uniform while checking on him if my husband was intending to peek at me or not, so shy!

But when I was peeking at John, I realized that his back was so big and wide, I must have had a lot of good memories with my fiance before I lost my memory. I gulped for some reason...I lusted for my husband or what? I must not lose my concentration! I blushed while wearing John's clothes.

After wearing John's clothes, a stinky smell suddenly came across my nose, that was his sweat smell, the smell was very intense, I suddenly blushed, I love this smell. I peeked at John and realized that he didn't peek at me so I silently pointed my forearm up to my nose, I would like to try John's sweat smell.

"Sniff! Sniff! Sniff!" - My husband's smell was very intense, I blushed very much while enjoying sniffing his smell, my mind was very ecstatic after each sniff, I wanted to sniff John's smell forever, cannot forget it!

I stopped sniffing John's smell though his stinky smell kept coming across my nose, I looked at John and he kept standing there without turning behind. My husband's back was so wide and big, he was even tall, I felt very guilty for losing my memory, he must be very sad, I must comfort John, I must do something, silently hug him?

"Have you done, Shera?" - John was a bit strange, he could peek me to check on me but he didn't, as if he wanted to have my permission to do things

"Not yet, John! Wait for me a bit." - I sneaked to John and then hugged him from behind, I'm sorry, John! I will do my best to take back my previous memory

John seemed very happy so he held my hands when I was hugging him from behind, I slowly pressed my face to my husband's back, it was wide and big, very muscular, I love John. There must be some kind of accident that happened to me and John blamed himself because of this, he did not fault at all, though I didn't remember John but I would do my best to intimate him.

John slowly turned around and then hugged me very tight, I also hugged him and also patted his head, I was so happy to have John. Suddenly John pulled me away slowly while holding my shoulders, he later slowly pressed his face closer to me and I blushed with my confusion.

"John...what are you doing! Why did you press your face near me?" - Ahhh, I felt confused but also excited for some reason, so shy! My face was blushing without a reason!

"Close your eyes, Shera...please enjoy, today you are beautiful and cuter than the other day, please let me kiss you." - John's face was very close to me now!

"Kiss?" - Though I didn't know anything but I closed my eyes in nervous and excitement, my face kept blushing and I held John's nape

"Kiss!" - John and me made a kiss, it was very sweet and ecstatic though John was licking my tongue or something, he even squeezed my butt, but I felt very happy and also excited, I love kissing John, so fun!

John kept kissing me while walking with me to the bed, he kissed me for a few more seconds and then slowly put me on the bed, John later lowered his body and held my hands. He squeezed my hands and then leaned to my neck and kissed it, John later pressed his face to my breast to sniff it excitedly, though I didn't know anything but I felt very happy.

People who were in love would do these strange actions, right? I wondered, John was very enjoying it, maybe I should do that too, I love to see John be happy. But later John was very strange, he removed the belt from his leather pants and later pulled down his pants, his crotch had something huge but had been covered by his white underwear, what was that?

"John, what are you doing? I feel very shy, can you explain to me what we are doing?" - My face could not stop blushing, I felt very happy but also nervous, I was wondering what the thing sticking to John's crotch

"Shera?" - John suddenly stared at me with his tears coming out, he raised his forearm to wipe his tears and then pulled up his pants, I just have made my husband sad?

"John, why did you cry? Did I just make you unsatisfied with something? I'm sorry." - I didn't want to see John sad, I slowly touched his pants intending to pull them down again but John slowly pulled my hand out

"Shera, I think you are tired, why don't you stay there and rest?" - John avoided looking at me while wearing his belt, his tears had stopped dropping but he was still very sad

I hope John would be fine, I looked around and noticed my school bag, John had mentioned the woman named Reimi, I was wondering who she was. And also, why did I bring my school bag to John's castle? If that was true then I was very young and was still studying, right?

Though to me, according to John's facial features, he must be more than 20 or 30, his full beard made his age hard to be predictable to me. Then I must be very young and John must be older than me at least more than 10 years or more, poor John, he had to marry a young Princess like me but not the one who was his same age.

But why when I thought about someone except me marrying John, I felt very madly jealous and only want to keep him for myself? As if I didn't want anyone to marry John except me. I just wanted John to be mine, I suddenly got mad and jealous in my mind when thinking about some woman except me to marry John, I only love John, no one can replace me!

"Ummm, John! Who's Reimi?"

"She is your devoted servant, Shera! Both of your relationships are not so well these days, please don't think about her, you must rest well." - Why did John avoid talking about my servant?

"Why my school bag is in this room, John?"

"Well, you changed from living in your school to living in my house while you are still studying, Shera."

"Also, you see about to take your semester exam and you would rest this week to study freely before heading to school to take the exam."

"Huh? But now I lost my memory, how can I go to school and...how can I?" - I felt so guilty about this, what should I do if I cannot go up my class? I didn't want to be my husband's burden, poor him!

"Don't worry, Shera! Those exams are not important, those are just numbers, your life is more important." - John slowly held my hands and looked at me to calm myself down

"But John, can use explain to me something?"

"Of course, Shera."

"Did our marriage arrange by being forced? I'm very sorry if you are not able to marry the one you love but have to marry me, John."

"You have misunderstood, Shera! Both of us love each other, our marriage is arranged by our voluntary...marrying you is the best thing I have ever done in my life."

"That's so? I'm so glad, John." - Only I can marry John, no one else can!

"Gulp! Gulp! Gulp!" - Ehhhh, my belly suddenly gulped, I felt a bit thirsty

Ohhh, now I noticed that the windows in the room seemed to be a bit dark, our room had gone dark a bit but still good to look, maybe this time was night, I felt so hungry. John must be very hungry too, I would like to eat with John something lovely, I would like to eat with my husband a good meal, I wanted to see him happy.

"What's time is it, John?"

"Oh, ummm...7:47 AM, I guessed! Are you hungry, Shera?" - John talked to me while looking at a strange green bracelet on his left hand, but what was 7:47 AM? There was such a way to count the time like that?

"Yeah, I'm hungry and also thirsty, you said I just have lost my memory...so umm."

"I would like to eat here with you, John! I would like our dinner to be very lovely, I want to know more about you, I also want to regain my memory soon to make you happy."

"Okay, Shera! Love you very much, I love you." - John slowly hugged me tight so I also hugged him

"Okay?"

"Okay is okay, Shera! You just need to know that."

"Okay, John! I would like to have with you the best dinner, I want our meal to be lovely."

John kept hugging me without letting off me so I also enjoyed being hugged while patting his head, I closed my eyes to feel his warmth, it feels so good. I later slowly opened my eyes and then startled, I saw an eye looking straight at me through the broken hole of the door, the eye was full of threat, I felt suffocated each time looking at that eye.

"John, John! There is an eye over there!" - I was very panicked so I looked at John, tapped him and then pointed my hand to the hole in the door

But when John turned around to look at the hole in the door, the eye had gone away, I was very terrified about this so I hugged John tighter. Every time thinking about the previous eye was very terrified me, I didn't want to be alone, I didn't want to be alone, I want John to be here with me!

"John, I didn't lie to you, there was truly a very scary eye has stared at me!" - I hugged John tighter in panic, please don't leave me here!

"I believe you, Shera! Please don't worry, you will be fine." - John patted my head, I felt so safe to have him with me!

"I will go outside and order the maids to make our dinner fast, my wife! I will run back here at the time I have done ordered the meal, the maids would do the rest."

"Please don't leave me here, John! I'm scared."

John suddenly walked to the door and grabbed a metal object which had been placed on the floor, he later dropped a metal stick on the floor and pulled out another one from his belt. John later put the metal stick inside the metal object and then headed to me and gave me the metal object, he later taught me what to do with it.

I grabbed the metal object's handle and saw a metal trigger beside it, John modified my posture and taught me how to use this thing. After teaching me, John patted me and told me not to let my index finger hold the metal trigger except if I needed to use it.

"You will be okay, Shera! I will return soon, love you." - John kept patting me non-stop

"But I'm scared, John."

"Don't worry, you are stronger than you imagine, no one can harm you when you have my gun, Shera."

"Kiss!" - Both of us kissed again and John slowly stood up

"You will be fine, Shera! I will return soon, I won't leave you, my wife." - John said to me and then opened the door